Novels by Safina Bello

I wanted this, I wanted him, I was scared of how it’s going to feel; I know it would hurt, mom did tell me about it, a day before Damon was meant to accept me.Now it’s all happening, like it has always meant to happen in years.“Don’t be scared, I am not going to hurt you.” Damon said and I smiledHe is about to see me bare, in ways no one has ever seen me, he did see parts of me but not like this, this feel different, it felt intimate.I stood in the middle of his room, his eyes were on mine when I took the bold move and I took off my clothes, his eyes never leaving me yet his mind filled with the most nastiest thoughts, his eyes gave it all away.“You are precious Ava, and only a good one is allowed to see you like that.”“You earned it.” I breathed out.He never did lie to me; he did hide a lot of things from me; he didn’t want to impress me with words, he didn’t care, what he did all this time is pure, he never wanted to hurt me. Damon inched closer to me, taking two strides tow

A year later..Damon’s POVDear Dante.Dear fatherDear mother, You were never a good brother to me, you were always looking for ways to blame me for your downfall form the moment I was born, you didn’t care for me, all you wanted was to make me hate you, to make me pay for what I didn’t do, as a kid you were ever happy, maybe because you wished you were born first Despite everything there was a part of that cared for you until I could not take it, until I realized that you are better off dead, you are better off without me, and I knew if you didn’t die then I will.I should have done better at protecting others form you, you never wanted me to be happy and now I am, I have wife, I have two kids.Ava gave brith to twins some months ago, a boy and a girl, the first girl in the bloodline after so many years, she is the first for a while, I mean I know when father spilt always talk about o ur great great great great aunt Eden, the last female in the bloodline and I guess he is wrong b

Three months later..Three months ago, we killed our enemies and Dante died, three months ago I discovered my full potential and sometimes Damon would take me on a little supply mission with him. So I can get better, we have not had any troubles for the last three months, it’s been peaceful in the town, just a few activities like theft, and so on.It was not something to raise an alarm for, it was not even something that we are meant to be getting worried about, I felt like it was perfect, as long as it didn’t bother us.I even mad a friend, when I came to the park for the first time, she didn’t know who was which made it perfect, she is Rachel; she is good, she is kind and nice, the fists time I invited her to the house: sh was shocked, I am not Damon and Damon is not Damon anymore, he is not going to hurt her, he was happy that I found someoneI did need someone and I am glad that I am not so alone anymore,Today Damon is not at home, he left early for a shipment delivery that he ha

“I am thinking something with wolves.”“We already watched that and it was horrible the way they portrayed wolves, I don’t like it,” Damon said and I rolled my eyes at himI didn’t think he would like movies about us but it was fun, I enjoyed the stereotype and I did enjoy how much he would groan and talk about how another he is with what is going on, whatever it was, Damon didn’t like it.“How about one with war and gun, I am sure you will like it.”I breathed out and he rolled his eyes at me. “Come on Damon quite groaning and sit.”He settled beside me. Wrapping his hand around me as we started to watch the movie, his eyes were on mine when I pushed his face away playfully.We moved into the house the very next day, it was too perfect and the whole time I had been dreaming about it, we got new furniture, everything was good, and the guards and stationed perfectly, and we have a new security system too, because Damon wanted to make sure that everything is perfect and didn’t have many

“Where are you taking me Damon?.” I smiled“Somewhere special.” He explained and I nodded, it's code for I am not telling you so quit asking.The past few days has being bliss, I never imagined being this happy, having a life, having someone that loves and cares about me, having someone that would always want for me, and I guess it’s the best thing that ever happened to me.Being with Damon has been the best thing that has ever happened to me, he has always been there for me; he cares for me and he knows how to make me feel better, I do know he has been overly excited about something and he won’t tell me.I stared at Damon as he drove, maybe this is what heaven feels like, where there is no war, where there are no fights and it’s all peaceful, I guess this is all I have ever desired and not I got it.—-When the car came to a halt, I had a smile on my face, and Damon asked me to close my eyes.“Do you plan on having me dead,.” I asked.“If I wanted that, it would have happened a long

“Turn around.” Damon breathed out, my breath hitches as I did as he said when he leaned in and he placed a kiss on my ass, he didn’t stop at that, he made sure to slide his cock inside of me, it was warm and hard and a moan fell out of my lipsI felt my breath hitch as I held on to the sheets, it didn't do any good when he started to move in and out of me softly, it was warm, it was gentle, and it was everything I had craved.“Do you feel that Ava? That’s not even half of what you make me feel.” He breathed out as my eyes met his, his eyes were softly on mine, I could see him even when I turned my face to the other side. He started to move around even faster.Each thrust, each movement made me crave for more, it made me beg for me and it caused me to lose my mind, I wanted to scream out Loyd at the same time my throat was getting tired of screaming, at the same time, my throat begged for help, it inched for release and I was not able to get itWe have been at this for three hours, fro

Bella’s POV… Tears sprinkled out of my eyes, my heart skipped a beat and my mind filled with thoughts, he heard that, that’s not how he was supposed to know, he was meant to find out when he gets older, when he understands why I never came out in the open to say I am his mother. Why does he think Mom was his mother? There were so many ways I wanted to do this for him; there are so many ways I wish we had talked about it. He is too young. “Bella, please open the door.” I hate Liam begging for the third time, I didn’t want to, his mother-in-law didn’t have any right, I didn’t even eat to be a part of this dinner, I would have preferred it if Ethan and I stayed to binge-watch a movie, a different cartoon of his choice than any of this I was angry, I was upset and I didn’t want to yell at Liam, it’s not his fault, he didn’t know that any of this would happen, I should have never told her Ethan is my kid, I should have stayed away, I should have just let her imply that he is no

Liam’s POV… “Bella,” I whispered, but she didn’t listen. She started up the stairs, and in a few seconds she was gone, and I turned to look at Rose. “Ollie, take Ethan upstairs and don’t come back down until I say so.” I breathed out and he didn’t argue, he is always a good kid and he could understand what was happening, I watched as they headed upstairs too, and in a few seconds, I didn’t see them anymore. “Liam- don’t defend her Victor, I am done with you, maybe you can handle her but not me, all I have done all these fucking years is for Sarah and to be honest, I did it for you to Victor,” I stated as I stared at him, He is the only reason I tolerate this ever fucking years because I know Sarah would have wanted her father to be close to Ollie, she would have wanted Ollie to know him the way she knows him, she knows he is going to be the greatest grand father to Ollie and he is always going to love and care for Ollie. “You know what, I am done, you have to make a fuckin

“Looking at it, I don’t think she has ever been married, her kid, she slept with someone out of wedlock, so I am right, she is only a whore and she has her little product roaming around your house and you are fine with it as long as your dick gets sucked.” She said, and a chuckle escaped my lips. I glanced at her with a smile on my face, I should have known she would say something like that, I am not even surprised she will, she seems like the type of person who will run her mouth to get what she wants. “Say another word about Bella.” “Are you threatening me, Victor he is threatening me.” She said nudging her husband who let out a heavy sigh as he stared at her, he didn’t look any happier. “Are you not tired of doing this Rose.” He finally asked as he glanced at her. He was done eating and from the looks of it, Liam didn’t even look surprised that he asked her, Did this happen every year. “Excuse me.” “Don’t start, we do this every year, and every year I tell you not to

“Ollie you have grown so big.” Rose smiled. They did introduce themselves before they gave me the stink eye and she gave Ethan another one, and yes she ignored him but my baby boy didn’t even care, Rose didn’t look any happy but her husband Victor, had a smile on his face and it seemed like he was truly happy. Ollie sat between both of them and Ethan and I were on the opposite chairs while Liam sat as the head, in his normal position already. “So Liam tell me, what has been going on for the last year, I can see that you have kept busy all this time,” Rose said with a fake smile on her face, she was directing it at me, Who am I? Why am I here? Why did I have a kid who is here too. She wanted to know the story and I can understand where she is coming from but she needs to calm down about it. “You have certainly moved on from my daughter, but don’t you think you should rather go for someone with class like Caroline, someone who will be a good influence on my grandson and get

I haven’t seen him all morning, I didn’t know if I wanted to, I had mixed feelings about what happened? At first I was scared, because the last time I had feelings like this, it ended up getting bad and I got scarred badly, when I thought about it again, I was scared because I don’t want to be any part of the mafia, I don’t want Ethan to be dragged into already messed up mess. The house was quite today, until the maids came in, with heavy bags, I watched as they assembled in the kitchen, my eyes glanced at Ethan and Ollie, who were in their little worlds, playing their video game. “Bella.” I heard a voice from behind and my breath hitches, I felt a heavy throb in my heart, what if he never wants to talk about it, what if he only wants to pretend like it didn’t happen, it’s only going to hurt me. “Yes.” I whispered so low when my eyes met his, he didn’t look any happy, and neither did I. “There is going to be a dinner tonight- I will be out of your way and so will Ethan and O

“Come on.” I smiled at Ethan, it felt surreal having here, and after the day I had, I felt a bit lighter and happy, maybe there had always been a weight I carried when it came to Beth and Cole and today because of Liam, I confronted him. “Is dad going to join us?.” Ollie asked, and before I could reply, I heard a pair of footsteps heading toward the dining room. We got dinner for everyone, I got Ethan’s favorite and I got Ollie’s favorite with, I didn’t mind eating what they liked. “Go wash your hands now.” I stated and they ran off softly. “Liam.” I whispered as I turned around, his eyes softly met mine and just as I was about to speak, his phone started to ring and my eyes rolled at the sound of it, and Ollie and Ethan came back too fast. I wanted to thank him for today, I felt like I needed to tell him how good I felt leaving the house, how good I felt knowing he was there it back me up when o met Beth and Caleb after so long because been I knew that, if I met them alo

“Cole, Enzo, get your school bags right now.” I yelled and I could hear them in the living room. I got pregnant the night of his brithday and you can imagine our surprise when we found out we are having twins, boy twins. They are about ten years old now, Cole and Enzo are inseparable, they do everything together, they care for each other, and they always make switch up making it hard for me to realize which one is which, they both got Dominic’s eyes “Ready mom.” I heard the form behind, knowing they care about each other, Dom and I feel like we have done a great job with them, we feel like we have done better than any of our parents would ever do. “Finally, the driver will soon be here.” “Where is Dad?.” Enzo asked, Cole didn’t speak much, he always liked to be in his own space and play with Enzo. “Somewhere.” I smirked. “I have to tell him some thing, Cole did what he said and the girl kissed him.” He smirked and Cole rolled his eyes at us He said what? He did wh

“How about a car?” Gabriel suggested. “I got him that last year because he didn’t want to do anything special for his birthday.” “How about a house?” “You are hopeless.” I gritted through my teeth and a chuckle escaped his lips: this should not be funny but to him, it was, I am looking for something to get for Dominic’s birthday. He didn’t like to celebrate it. He didn’t want to have cake, he didn’t want to have a party, he didn’t want to even be reminded of it. I guess last time, I got him a car some days before it, I can understand why he didn’t like it, because of Damien, it’s a huge reminder of his brother and I did understand that. He did all he could to help me move on and not think about my mother anymore, and I did that, but when it comes to him, he always tends to be a bit stubborn, and I didn’t enjoy that. I wanted him to know I cared for him, I wanted him to know his birthday is worth celebrating, and it’s a reminder that he is stronger, he fought through all

“What is all of this?” I whispered. The room was filled with all of my favorite flowers and pictures of both of us, pictures we took during the year. There was one picture that stood in the middle of the room: the first day I met him, our first dance. How did he get that? I didn’t even know we were being photographed, I smiled when I saw the picture and walked further into the library. When the lights came on, my breath hitches, it was the same way that party was, the chairs, the decorations, expect the massive amount of flowers but yet, it felt good, it felt the same, like we never left that party. “Dom,” I called and I didn’t see him when another part of the room lit up, it was the video of Dom and me, when we were dancing, how did he get that, when I gazed into his eyes for the first time, I was doing it for Nicholas and I ended up with the great man anyone could ever be with, I ended up finding the love of my life, I ended up being stronger and stronger and I ended up ha

I always loved Thanksgiving, it’s been a year since I got married to the love of my life, a year of being a Ricci. I always thought he wouldn't be the same after a couple of months, but it feels like after a couple of months, he loved me even more, cared for me even more, and wanted to be there for me and protect me at all times. The last year, we celebrated each holiday, each birthday, and we were there for each other, we took care of each other, last year I learnt a lot of things for myself and for the mafia, I know how to shoot, can use a knife perfectly and not only that, I could do many more things, leading the mafia with my husband is a dream come true. I always cared for him, and now I could do this for the rest of our lives, I didn’t have any friends, no one can replace Candice, he didn’t have any either, I could say Gabriel is both our friend, we cared for him and he loves him. “What’s wrong?.” I breathed out as he stared at me, right now we are in our bedroom, his

Dominic’s POV… “What does forever look like? All these seem too good to be true.” Aurora smiled. A one-week vacation turned into three months and now we loved it here, waking up by the sound of the beach, we were away from the city yet close enough to be able to get what we needed, we were happy, we didn’t have to worry about anything and nothing was going on in the mafia It's just basic things. I get feedback from all of the men every single day. The activities are good, traders are better. There is not much work to do; it’s mostly receiving and sending our consignment. The mafia has no issues, and I don’t think anyone could come for it. I have killed every possibility of having an enemy, and to be honest, no one wants to come close to my family now that they know the De Santos and Ricci families are bound together and our kids are going to be the first heirs to the family. I enjoyed being here because she loved it more, I have never had a vacation before, it’s always wo

Dominic’s POV….. “Dom.” She yelled, her smile was radiant and her body covered in little to no clothing, I have never seen her this happy before, she walked through the beach, without wearing any shoes when she walked into the water. “Dom, come on in, the water is great.” She smiled, without thinking, I walked into the water, she wrapped her hand around me and she held me close to her, her smile brighter than the ocean itself and she gave me a kiss on my cheek. “You like this water like this, it’s freezing Aurora.” “I know, after this, the hot bath that comes with it, it’s going to be great.” She smirked, that’s what makes her excited, the little things that take place. She is precious, she is a queen. Maybe this is what love feels like, this is what forever feels like; this is what happiness feels like, this is what it feels to have someone that loves you, to have someone that cares about you to be with you, to have someone that always wants to be with you no matter the hor