Once Jude and I walked past Mama, she stammered, "Will you disregard your mama so harshly over this woman?"Eyes shut tight, he squeezes my hand. Exhaling loudly, he stops and then faces her. Through near weepy eyes, he answers, "You know it's not that, Mama.""Well, what is it? ...Everyone, please give us some privacy."Now, walking past Jude, he snatches me close, whispering, "Do not leave with anyone. You have to trust me. Promise me you won't leave.""I promise."Within seconds, Marisol grabs my hand and starts pulling me away. Grinning from ear to ear, through clenched teeth, she says, "We found you a boat ride to the mainland. It leaves Monday evening. We purchased you a plane ticket back to Michigan as well. If you miss the boat, you'll miss your plane. I suggest you tell Jude you want to stay here tonight."Who do I trust? Yes, Micah and his family have been kinder, but Jude gave me shelter, a job, and a professor willing to help. Just as we go to turn the corner, Jude shouts
My car is still moving when I jump out. My insides are on fire as I approach Mama. Unmoved, she embraces me. Micah and Andrew stand listening nearby. Mama, and they know they're no threat to me. Only because I love them, I control my urge. Breathless, I pant out, "Mama, please give her to me. Let me end my misery."Gently caressing my arms and gazing deep into my eyes, Mama says, "No, I think you'll be more miserable if you hurt her.""No, Mama, you're wrong. Deena's right. I need to remove her before she causes harm to the family." "Will she? Or will it be you?""Only if you leave her here. I don't want to, but if she stays, you leave me no choice.""You have a choice, son. You can trust your mama and leave her here tonight or trust your instincts and massacre your entire family. Would you do that to Rojelio?"Hearing Rojelio's name upsets me. Gnashing, I hurry to my car and speed off.Mama's right. If I hurt Ajay, it'll destroy me, but my body needs her tonight. Jude, snap out of
Micah is flying down these narrow, dark, bumpy roads. My eyes are fixed on Marisol. She displays an uncomfortable smile. Through a shaky voice, I say, "Micah, please slow down." Looking through the rearview mirror, he replies, "I'm sorry, Ajay, but we're almost there. The boat's leaving soon." The dock and boat are behind the gas station. Zelma and an older gentleman are waiting. Micah jumps out, pops the hatch, and runs my suitcase to the boat. Seeing Zelma brings me a little comfort. Grinning, she says, "We meet again. This is my dad, Dean." Dean looks questionable. His boat is big and lavish, but he's rather homely. Tipping his dingy fisher's cap, he says, "Time is money. We can get acquainted during our ride." "Zelma, are you riding?" I ask. "Of course. I was accepted to the Upper Michigan University." "Oh wow. That's great." Before I complete my sentence, my wound starts burning. Wincing, I cusp it. Eyes shut tight, Micah sighs, "Her bite." "Her bite?" Dean repeats. "
Contemplating if I should go with Jude and hear what he has to say, someone taps me. It's Dexter again. He's sizing Jude up, but Jude never acknowledges him. Motionless, Jude stands staring through me. "What's up, Ajay?" asks Dexter. Now extending his hand, he says, "Hi, I'm Aaron's frat brother Dex, and you are?" Transfixed on Dex's hand, Jude looks at me, then shakes Dex's hand, answering, "Knight. ...Ajay, We'll talk later." Jude gets into an SUV and drives off. Frozen like a deer in headlights, I watch where Jude left, unable to think. "Who's the weirdo?" Dexter asks. I chuckle, "A weirdo and a stalker at this point. Are you here for me and Lana?" "Lana's here? Then you know it! ...After you, beautiful." The bar is filled with Aaron's frat brothers and my soror sisters. I'm in my zone, drinking and trying to have fun, but my mind is consumed with Jude. Lana shoves me with her shoulder, asking, "Earth to Ajay! Have you heard a word I said?" I let out a loud, uncomforta
Andrew's spitting and sputtering, trying to conjure up a lie as I rush to my car. He's sprinting toward the driveway's entrance when I floor my ride. His face displays terror as he dives on the side of the road to avoid being run down. I'm doing 150 miles per hour down the highway. There are only two lanes, and I'm driving on the side by the ocean. My first instinct is to go to the Masons' home. Delilah opens the door and grins, "To what do I owe this visit?" "Hi, Delilah. Is your nephew's girlfriend here?" Batting her eyes, she asks, "Why?" "She has something that belongs to me." Gaping, she shouts, "Aaron! Someone's here to see you." Aaron jogs up, and instantly, he's angry. Still watching me, Delilah asks, "Where's your girlfriend? Mr. Knight claims she has his belongings." I sigh, "Aaron, I'm not here to cause trouble, but I need Ajay. She has something that belongs to me." "Guy, is this a joke? We're not on a first-name basis. Aunt Dee, Ajay fucked this bum, so I dumped
First thing in the morning, I call Professor Benoit. Spritely, she answered, "Good morning, Ajay.""Hi, Professor.""Having a bad day?"Yeah. I've been sick.""So sorry to hear that, but have you heard about Zelma's father Dean?""No.""He was killed on his boat during a storm.""Oh, no!""Yes, so tragic. Zelma returned home two months ago. Jude told me he tried to tell you, but you weren't pleased to see him."Feeling like less than nothing, I lament, "Oh wow. I feel so stupid.""Sadly, they just found his remains and are having a memorial this weekend. Would you like to go there with me and return home together?""Home? Your home isn't Knight Island?""No, that's a vacation home. Anyway, say we meet ..."She pauses, and I hear whispering in the background. "Professor?""Sorry, Ajay. I'm reading my schedule for Friday."I groan, "I'm so sorry, Professor Benoit, but I'm really sick. Please text the details, and I'll let you know if I can make it.""Oooh, kay...""Hello?""That'll be g
We pull up to Jude's home. It's much grander than Phyllis'. She still has a way to go to be in his league. This is what I say to myself to make me feel better. Jude escorts me to his living room. It looks so elegant I gotta ask, "Did you design your home yourself?"In his own head, he squints, asking, "What? Please have a seat."I sit, and he continues, "I know Micah and Marisol gave you an earful. May I ask what they told you?""They didn't tell me anything. But I need Marisol. She has a cure for this bite you gave me."Carefully watching him, I softly continue, "It's infected." Dazed, he answers, "They told you it was a bite?""They told me nothing. Why don't you tell me what it is?""It's a hickey gone wrong. I was sucking, then I got carried away and bit you.""It's been four months. Why won't it heal if it's just a bite?""Let me see it."He walks over and starts peeling my gauze back. My eyes are glued to him. Once it's bare, he gives his lips a sensual lick and then looks away
Jude never returned, so I left with Phyllis and Lana. We have a girls' day at the spa, eat at a five-star restaurant, then relax on the beach. Phyllis has to update her syllabus, so she allows Lana and me to use her Porche. Lana wants to grab souvenirs from the shopping area. I say, "Fine. I need to do some shopping myself. Say we meet back up in 30 minutes."Side-eyeing me, Lana asks, "What are you up to, Ajay?""Nothing! I'm just ready to relax. We leave tomorrow, so I'm not trying to be out shopping for hours."Still suspicious, she grunts, "Mhmm." Once Lana looks away, I sneak out of the shop and drive toward Jude's home. Before I exited the parking lot, I saw him with Andrew. Trying to watch and park, I leave the car parked crooked at the end of the lot. They enter Dean's gas station and then exit from the back. Peeking from the side of the gas station, I watch until they get on the peer. Both are staring down like they're searching the water. Andrew calls out, "Jude! Look!"J