Se connecterChapter 6
Theron glanced up as the tent flap opened, the morning light streaming in softly. Commander Cael barely glanced his way— Maera had simply walked in and gone over to the section of the tent reserved for her. She seemed to be arranging daggers and knives absentmindedly and it made Theron worried. He had expected comments, or maybe even weird stares from the corners of Cael’s eyes, but Cael gave him nothing. “Were you outside last night? Guarding like you were asked to?” Theron said, finally breaking the silence that felt awkward to him. “Yes Alpha,” Maera responded with indifference in her voice. “Is anything the matter?” “No.” But there was a matter. He has wanted Cael to show maybe discomfort? Or have a knowing smile. As much as Theeon did not want to admit it to himself, he had made love to Lunara last night, loud enough to prove a point to Cael. And now… nothing. Now, it seemed like his efforts were a waste. He felt stupid even. Why should he have expected Cael to get jealous of him making love loudly to a woman when Cael was not his lover. Cael was a man— a normal one, unlike him who was starting to feel things that were abominable. Mæra began to hum as she sharpened the last dagger. She placed it in her boots and then began to decorate herself in spots that no person would ever normally think to add daggers. Maybe that was why he was always prepared. Thought Theron to himself. He kept on walking back and forth, observing her every movement. Finally, Mæra turned to face him. “Is there a problem, Alpha Theron?” she asked. “No,” Theron spluttered. “Why do you ask that?” “You keep pacing back and forth and hovering around me. Are you not meant to prepare for battle? Rather than watching what I am doing, do something meaningful. Get yourself prepared. Put on your war armor for goddess sake.” She felt cranky and overstimulated and Theron was not helping. “I shan’t be going into battle today with you today,” Theron told her. Mæra took a step forward and lifted her brows. “What do you mean you are not going into battle? Or do you mean you are fighting with the wolves at the mountain side?” “No. I am not going on my horse. I am not going as a wolf. I am staying behind.” Mæra scoffed and turned away, muttering under her breath. “Wow, what a king.” “What did you say?” He asked. He had heard it, but wanted to know if he was bold enough to repeat it. She said nothing in response which frustrated him. “You’re the one who mentioned we need better long term strategy, I am staying behind to work on that.” “I didn’t ask,” she retorted, a cocky smirk on her face. “Why are you defending your decisions?” “Because you… you questioned—“ “Who am I to question the decision of the Supreme Alpha?” Maera gasped, placing her hand on her chest dramatically. “I shan’t even dare question a district Alpha.” “Bold words for a man with a mouth as sharp as a woman’s.” Mæra’s chest pricked for a second too long. For a man with a mouth as sharp as a woman’s. Naya deadpanned in her head. Do not be paranoid. Right? She strode towards the tent's entrance. “You do realize wherever I am, there you shall be also?” Theron called out. She paused as her hand shifted the flap open. “I’m aware of that.” “So you’re not going into battle.” “Of course not. Long term strategy planning as you said— although not much planning on your part if you’re just informing me.” Theron chose to ignore the last part of her statement. “So where are you going?” She walked off without responding. Towards the west end of the camp ground, there appeared to be some sort of commotion. The men were gathered there, laughing and jesting, while someone stood in their midst. “Such a scrawny little thing.” “Was training to be a warrior before? Stick to being a messenger.” “I would like to understand why you all are not preparing for battle, and why you are out here, Justin,” Mæra called out loudly in her strongest voice possible. The soldiers paused immediately, turning sharply to face her. Some of them fidgeted while others had a look of nonchalance plastered on their faces. She lifted her brows at one of them, who seemed to be too defiant, then pulled out a dagger and hurled it at his ear. The dagger embedded itself deeply in his ear. “Just so you know,” Mæra said in a deadly, cold voice, “I never miss.” The man bit back his scream and held his ear painfully, removing the dagger and throwing it to the floor. He said nothing, out of fear, and parted. In the centre stood a short, stocky boy. It was the messenger who was on trial to be a warrior, the same one who had given her the note from Alpha Theron. It was none other than Yule. Her brow was furrowed in confusion. She had left him at Valemount, and he had said nothing about following her. So, it was quite baffling to see him standing there, quite red-faced. “Yule! What in the heavens are you doing here?” she asked.If Theron had a way to skip the emergency council meeting that had been called by his Beta, he would have. He sat in the room at the head of the table, looking bored out of his mind. His eyes wandered lazily across the room before finally settling on Beta Gerald. “I do not see Commander Cael.”“Last time I checked, Alpha Theron, Commander Cael is not part of the council.” It was Lord Hamish that replied, his nose upturned in annoyance. He leaned forward, resting his body weight on his clasped palms. “He is not meant to be here except when summoned. You give the man too many privileges.”“I am starting to think I am giving you too many privileges,” hissed Theron, not backing down. His eyes flashed a red, angry color for the briefest of seconds as they bored into Hamish’s.Beta Gerald waved his hand in an attempt to relieve the room’s tension but it was futile. “It is about our war prisoner, but first, I should like to address the division on this council since the late Alpha Theron—God
“Cael is right,” Colin said, nodding his head.“And how do we do that without the council knowing?” Theron asked. He turned around to face them, his bare chest glistening with a bit of sweat. “We need secrecy.”“Cael and I will handle going into those districts to get men who will swear their loyalty,” said Ravvyne, looking among the group. “You and Colin should figure out a secret base where they can work. Away from the council… away from the palace, perhaps.”“Loyal men,” Theron shook his head. “Loyal guards who will not go to the council.”“If we can find three loyal men, ask them about their trustworthy friends? We can hire it out, can we not?” Cael asked.“I suppose you are right.”Theron looked at Ravvyne’s hand on Maera’s arm. He looked like he wanted to knock her hand away. He breathed in deeply, his nostrils flaring. “Let Colin go with you two; I will find men myself.”“Wait, why me?” Colin asked, looking up.“Because I need someone to make sure they don’t get themselves kill
She looked up with red, teary eyes to see Cael with a worried look plastered on his face. For a moment, she thought she saw guilt flash across the commander's face. “Whatever is the matter, my lady?” he asked.Goddess, he’s so gentle, Lunara thought to herself. She had never really had a man be gentle with her or even show affection. Cael was different. She could still remember her marriage ceremony to Theron, and how Cael had been there for her, noticing what Theron hadn't.“I am quite alright,” she lied, sniffling.Maera gave her a look of disbelief. She had heard the sobs from quite a distance, and then she came to investigate only to see Lunara spiraling. Guilt prodded her heart as she remembered the night before, with Theron kissing her… with Theron in her bed.Well, he’s your mate, Naya whispered.It doesn’t justify it. She pulled out a handkerchief from her pocket and carefully wiped Lunara's eyes and the snot around her nose, then held out a hand to her.“You should not be on
Lunara blinked back tears as she watched Theron shut the door, the sound of his footsteps receding with every step he took. She was torn between staying out and going after him, but eventually, she resigned to sinking into the velvet sheets draped across the bed.Theron was increasingly hard to please as the days went by. She kept wondering if it had something to do with the war months ago. He was now burdened by the war, or if he was just getting tired of her.Sleep evaded her despite the cool night air from the rain that pounded incessantly against the rooftops. She sat up and threw the sheets away, putting on her footwear and walking out the door.Her first thought was to look for Theron, to make sure he was safe, but what was even the point? Soon, she found her legs leading her to the dungeons, the cold wind sending her hair billowing out behind her. As she got to a corridor with the walls opening on one side, she shivered as splashes of water hit her bare skin.Finally, she was a
Maera hesitated.“Yes… I would.” Theron sighed and bit his lip, looking away. He slid further onto the bed and lay back, staring up at the ceiling. After a moment, Maera moved beside him and did the same.The rain hammered harder against the roof. The curtains floated in the wind ans while Maera knew rain waa making it’s way through the windows, she chose to ignore it “It is not because I do not want to,” she added quietly.Theron turned his head toward her.“Because this is… wrong?” he asked. “Because we are men?”Maera swallowed.“It is wrong,” she said carefully. “You are the Alpha. I am a commander.”Theron scoffed softly.“Wrong?” he murmured. “The Moon Goddess says you are the perfect match for me and somehow that is wrong?”Maera exhaled slowly.“You have a wife.”“If I didnt have a wife, would things be different.”“Again, you are the alpha. You need a wife who will birth a strong heir flr ypu. And you have to abide by the rules of the pack and tradition irrespective of if t
"He passed out," Maera commented, staring at the unmoving body of the boy she found. Still, but the sound of his shallow breathing was just the only indication he was still alive.Theron dropped the tongs, breathing hard. His tunic was soaked with sweat. "Lock him up. Put two guards on the door. No one goes in or out without my word.""Yes, Alpha," the guard said.Maera went back to the dungeon three hours later. That had to be enough time for the boy to regain his consciousness. She hadn't informed Alpha Theron that she was going there—she needed to do things her own way, her own method.Theron tended to act on his impulse and anger, and it often got him nowhere.She walked down the stairs. Her lamp cast shadows that were shaky against the walls. She reached the cell and noticed the guards were not there.A slight tremor of fear coiled in her stomach. She pulled her dagger and walked to the iron bars. She looked inside and saw the boy lying on the floor, his body twisted in an unnatu
The palace gardens were bathed in the pale, silver light of a waning moon. Music drifted from the open windows of the ballroom. Maera stood near a stone fountain, her heart thumping a frantic rhythm against her bound chest. She adjusted her uniform, ensuring every button was perfectly aligned. All
“That is enough for today! Dismissed!” Maera shouted, her voice projecting across the expanse of the training grounds. She was beyond exhausted, having been out in charge and covering for another commanders army section. She had been asked to train another group in their wolf form, but luckily she
“Because if you liked women, you would care about making them comfortable,” Maera continued, her smirk widening. She stepped closer to him, closing the gap until their chests were inches apart. “You would respect them. But all you do is cater to men, defend men, and make men feel i
“They’ll find… whatever it is why uou don’t seem… sexually active,” Yule managed to say, his voice barely a whisper. He shifted his weight, his eyes darting to the guards stationed at the end of the long hall. “They’ll look for any reason to claim you aren't one of them. A man who doesn't hunt fo







