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“The herb you seek does not grow in Althara,” the wrinkly woman said to Mæra who sighed in frustration. She had gone to all the local shops and everywhere that she could possibly find the herbs she needed for her monthly but they were not available. Everywhere she went, she was told the same thing. “Is there anything else I… I mean, I can give my friend to use?” Mæra asked. The old woman squinted and rummaged through her wares. She pulled out a small vial and placed it in Mæra’s hand, “this should help your friend.” Mæra nodded but gazed on the vial with deep distrust. The herb she took was called The Lady's slipper and it was considered rarer than gold but was very easy to find in Vælmont where she had served before coming here. “It is called The Black Cohosh,” the old woman said, observing the untrusting face of the man before her. “It works well.” Mæra nodded and paid for the vial. She did not want to argue with the old woman or draw any suspicions to herself. She would just have to suck it up for the next couple of days and hope that she did not fall sick this month. She meandered through the narrow market, passing several more rows of shops. It was amazing to see that a war torn part of the pack still had so much business. In spite of the many raids common to these parts, the people managed to thrive on resiliently. She stopped when she reached a privy. She looked about her, hoping no one had followed her from the pack tents. When she was certain she was alone, she walked in, unwrapped a bundle of clothes and began to change into them. She could not afford anyone recognising her from the market as she journeyed back to the tents. **** Officer Cæl had what most people called the sword of gods. When he was in battle, he slashed enemies left and right without the slightest remorse. He cleared paths by making his enemies fall in battle. But today, something was clearly off. Theron sensed it in the way Cæl shifted uncomfortably on his horse. He kept reaching underneath his armour to mop the sweat on his forehead with his bare hands. He was squinting more than usual as though his vision was blurred. Theron cleared his throat beside Cæl, “is everything alright with you?” The question had come from a place of genuine concern but Cæl looked at him with fiery eyes and demanded, “are you fucking scared that I'm not good enough to protect you?” If Cæl had the sword of gods, his mouth was forged by the gods as his tone and words cut deeper than any sword could ever cut into. Theron was going to say something equally rude when an arrow came hissing past and Cæl stopped it midway with his sword before it could get to Theron. Cæl turned to him briefly and sneered, “I can still do my fucking job.” His battle advisor kneed his horse and galloped forward with a deep battle cry, plunging headlong into enemy territory. It was on days like this that Mæra hated being officer Cæl. She was uncomfortable—extremely so as the makeshift pad she had to use was lunged in between her legs and stuck into her privates in the most unfit way. She could feel her stomach rumble softly as blood flowed in painful wrinkles from her body. She was nauseated and that made her extremely prickly. But Mæra had a job to do and she was going to fucking get it done. She slashed right and left as she plunged into enemy lines. She fought the dizziness as she avoided arrows and hacked men in half. She could hear Theron behind her, struggling to catch up with the momentum she had built but she did not look back. She kept fighting until she felt herself lose grip of her horse. Mæra shut her eyes for a couple minutes. She realised now that if she did not get out of here, she was going to faint and would die of a stampede and not by a sword which was every warrior's dream death. “Turn around,” her wolf said, sensing her exhaustion. The world was beginning to turn a dull gray and she knew all too well what would happen next. Mæra did not wait a second longer. She tightened the left rein and pressed with her right leg, making her horse bend sharply with its hooves skidding in the blood mixed sand below. “Cæl! Cæl…” she could hear Theron scream her name but she only kneed her horse by the side so that he could move faster. However misfortune struck and her eyes swam with cold sweat. She fainted, falling off her horse into the very thing that she feared. **** Yule had seen it happen as though in slow motion. Officer Cæl had turned his horse around and then fallen off seconds after. He wasted no time in securing the horse and placing his commander on it, before galloping away from the battlefield. He rode hard and fast, not stopping even when Theron kept shouting for him to do so. He rode into the heart of the city until he reached a small house he had reserved on the day he had followed Cæl to Vaelmont. He settled the horse into the stables of the small house and carried Cael into the house. He laid her on the small bed and stripped her off her armour. He had prepared the herbs she took every other month around this time. Yule knew. He had always known. When Officer Cæl had returned from a very long sick leave, he had known that it was his sister that had taken his place. He had known immediately that it was Mæra, whom Cæl spoke about a lot. But Yule had played along, serving Mæra with the same respect that he had served her brother. He had grieved quietly at the beginning at the loss of his previous master but he had embraced Mæra too. And he had vowed to himself just like he had to Cæl long before his death that he would protect Mæra’s secret. Propping her head up with a pillow, he gave her a vial made from The Lady’s Slipper, which grew only in Vaelmont. When she had ingested it, he put her in a more comfortable position so she could sleep well. He stayed by her side until her eyes fluttered open several hours later. **** Mæra’s eyes fluttered open slowly, trying to get adjusted to the warm light that filtered into the room. She frowned as she shifted in what felt like a bed. A bed? She sat up at once, panicked that her secret was out. “Officer Cæl?” She turned, wide eyed with surprise, only to see Yule by her side with his usual naive looking expression on his face. Her eyes narrowed with suspicion. “What the hell is this place? Who brought me here?” she demanded with venom in her tone, ready to strike out if anyone knew she was a woman. “I brought you here,” his tone sounded just as naive as his face looked, “you fainted in battle,” he said by way of explaining, “I brought you here so you could recuperate. No one followed us here. I made sure of it.” The initial panic dissipated. Mæra’s eyes softened a bit but her suspicion did not, especially when she could feel the after taste of the herbs she used in Vaelmont on her tongue. “How did you know what to give me?” she asked, feeling her pocket for her small dagger. If his response as much as betrayed knowledge of her womanhood, she was going to slit his throat. Yule saw that her hand was resting on her right thigh where she hid her dagger. He tried not to look bothered and replied, “I assumed you needed herbs from Vaelmont. The change in food and pace here possibly caused you to fall ill.” Mæra relaxed a little. “I must return to the camp,” she said, standing up from the small bed, “I don't want a search party after me.” Yule excused himself as Mæra began putting on her armour. He saddled the horse he had left in the stables and waited until Mæra came outside. She hopped on the horse, waiting for Yule to jump on too but he cleared his throat and said, “I will walk.” She nodded, kneed her horse at the side and galloped for several miles until she got to the front of her personal tent which she seldom used. She spotted Theron standing in front of her tent, poised as though waiting for her. She rolled her eyes as she got off her horse, handing the horse to one of the lower ranking soldiers patrolling the area. “Did your strength suddenly vanish? After all your pride, you ran from battle. What a coward! You can’t even do your duty — which is to protect me.” Rage that threatened to explode rushed into her chest. Clearly, he had seen her call from her horse and faint and yet he had the audacity to yell at her for being a coward? He was certainly an insensitive jerk. “If a king always needs protection from his subjects when it’s supposed to be the other way around, then maybe he shouldn’t be king,” Mæra fired back at him. Theron found the air around him charged with sexual chemistry as his battle advisor mouthed off. It was impossible not to stare at those lips. Against his better judgement, he found himself closing the space between them slowly. Maera lifted a brow at him, confused for a second too long. “Alph—“ Theron’s lips crashed into her hard bedore she could complete the statement. He could smell mint on Cæl’s breath and on those soft luscious lips, a hint of bitterness in them. He pushed Cæl against the tent, trying not to be too forceful so the tent would not crash on them. His hands went to his chest instinctively, but then… A thunder-sounding slap reverberated on his cheek, sending Theron rolling on the floor.Chapter 11 The plan had been set in motion since Theron's father had assumed the throne but they had never done much about it because he had no power. One would think that the crown prince would be next to the king in power but no—the council, his father's closest advisors had more power than he did. But Theron was determined to be different. The constant wars for instance were exhausting and he sought to put an end to that. But he needed power, even been on the throne was not enough. He had to change the order of things. Theron let out a deep sigh as he approached his tent—their tent. He peered into it to check if Commander Cæl was inside already. He was anxious to see her face now that she must have learned that he was getting married. “Why should he care?” Riel, his wolf said. “Because… because…” but the words were stuck in his throat. He knew what he wanted to say but it sounded absurd even in his own thoughts. _Because he must have felt it too. Cæl had kissed him back after
They exchanged glances, the faintest smirk tugging at one corner of the elder councilor’s mouth. “Because, Commander,” he said, leaning forward, “we have a plan. A way to ensure the pack’s survival… and the kingdom’s stability.”Mæra did not blink. “Go on.”She was annoyed at the fact that they kept stalling and talking in circles when they could just get straight to the point?“You will—” another councilor cut in, She remembered his face from the first day she had been here but she still didn’t know his name. “drug King Theron everyday. Keep him asleep, incapacitated, unable to join battle. He is not ready to lead and will get himself killed. He should remain a figurehead while we, the Council, handle the true responsibilities of command.”Mæra’s jaw clenched imperceptibly, though she made sure that her face betrayed nothing. Her mind raced as she realize that this was their game. They wanted Theron under their thumb, and they hoped to coerce her into becoming the instrument of their
Colin Maverick was nothing like his father even though they looked so much alike. He was tall and lanky with bright brown eyes that could light up a room. The corners of his eyes wrinkled whenever he laughed— just like his father. Only that elder maverick barely ever laughed. Even from a distance, Theron could hear the loud excited feminine chatter and giggles from the room. Many people said his father was just like him in the younger days, other begged to differ and blamed it on his illegitimacy, saying his mother who was a promiscuous maid was the reason he was who he was. Theron didn’t bother to know. He simply pushed the door wide open to announce his presence. The women shifted uncomfortably, adjusting their revealing outfits and lowered their gazes. “We are in the middle of a war,” Theron said dryly, “and yet here you are. Will you ever change?”Colin shrugged, a grin spreading across his face. “The war is depressing enough. Someone has to keep the mood from sinking into t
9.2 The words had not registered to Lunara yet because she crackled into a soft laugh, “were you that horny?” He looked at Lunara. She was beautiful and she knew it. There was no denying that. She was a slut. That was sure but he had no intentions of being faithful anyway. It would be a perfect marriage so long as she did not give him a bastard. “We're getting married,” Theron found that he had to repeat himself these days in order to be actually heard. Lunara had heard him the first time but she had convinced herself that he was joking or she had misheard. Because it was unbelievable. Why would Theron want to marry her? She had always dreamed that it was possible in a perfect world but she was not the kind of girl any noble man wanted for a wife. “Married?” she laughed. It was a beautiful sound and yet, it was Cæl’s angry voice that made him smile. “Theron,” she said playfully, her eyes twinkling with laughter, “you cannot joke about these things.” Theron was quiet but his sil
Chapter 9A pin drop could be heard in the silence that followed. Theron hadn't even known he was going to get married until a few moments ago. The thought had come at the spur of the moment. He was desperate to do anything, any goddamn thing to get Cael off his mind. Getting a mate he believed was a permanent solution to that. He looked around the room and saw that their faces were all frozen in shock. They all knew him well. He had a reputation amongst their supposedly ‘chaste’ daughters and some of their wives. From their faces, he could deduce that they had expected this to be hard. Theron cleared his throat and spoke again, this time, his voice deeper and louder than the last. “I'm getting married.” “I take it your majesty has found his mate?” Elder Maverick spoke, his voice laced with curiosity. If only the moon goddess was so kind that she could provide me with one. “Actually, I do not have a mate but I do agree that I need a legitimate heir soon given the nature of the wa
Chapter 8.2Mæra spent the rest of the day in the hideout that Yule had gotten for her. She lay on the bed made of hay and turned repeatedly, the cramps worsening almost every second. When nighttime came, she sat by the window and stared out at the moon. Her knees curled up to her chest as if that would somehow alleviate the pain she felt. The worst part about having to deal with her monthly flow was the high rise of emotions she felt: anger, sadness, and feeling lust every now and then. She closed her eyes for a brief second, and all she could imagine was Theron pinning her against the wall, his hands holding her waist tightly and brushing up to her chest. “You're so needy and deprived," Naya whispered. She scoffed, ignoring her wolf's comment. Naya wasn't wrong though; there were so many things she wanted to experience, but her decision had come with a sacrifice. A sacrifice that meant she could not be with any man. She remembered when she was still that girl in the village,







