LOGIN5 Years Later
I wake up to the sound of glass shattering.
The noise cuts through sleep like a blade, sharp and unmistakable, followed immediately by raised voices. My heart lurches as I push myself out of bed, feet barely touching the floor as I rush toward the kitchen. Fear comes first, instinctive and consuming. Glass is never just glass when children are involved.
“What happened?” I demand as I step into the doorway.
The sight in front of me makes my breath hitch. A broken plate lies in pieces near the counter. A glass tumbler has met the same fate. Selena and Kane stand on opposite sides of the mess, both frozen, both guilty, both already bracing for what they think is coming.
Kane’s lower lip trembles. Selena’s chin lifts stubbornly, though her eyes shine with unshed tears.
“Why were you touching the glass?” I ask, my voice sharper than I intend. Fear bleeds into frustration before I can stop it. “You know better than that.”
“We were careful,” Selena says quickly, pointing at her brother. “But he moved.”
“She pushed me,” Kane shoots back. “I told you not to put it there.”
I pinch the bridge of my nose and exhale slowly. My heart is still racing, images of blood and stitches flashing through my mind. I crouch down, scanning them both for injuries. No cuts. No blood. Just shaken fear and wide eyes.
“Explain,” I say more gently.
They exchange a glance. Kane speaks first. “We wanted to make you breakfast.”
Selena nods eagerly. “It’s your birthday.”
The words land heavier than I expect. I hadn’t planned to think about my birthday today. I certainly hadn’t planned to celebrate it.
“We wanted it to be a surprise,” Selena continues, her voice wobbling now. “But he dropped the plate.”
Kane bristles. “You put too many things on the counter.”
I sigh, the tension draining out of me all at once. I pull them both into my arms before either of them can say anything else. They melt into me instantly, small bodies warm and familiar, arms wrapping around my waist with practiced ease.
“We’re sorry,” Kane mumbles.
“Really sorry,” Selena adds.
“I know,” I say, pressing my cheek against Selena’s hair. “I was just scared. Glass can hurt you.”
They nod solemnly, understanding that much at least.
“Go sit on the couch,” I tell them. “I’ll clean this up.”
They obey without protest, clinging to each other as they go. I clean the mess carefully, tossing broken pieces away, wiping the counter clean. My hands move automatically, my mind already shifting gears into the day ahead.
Breakfast is simpler this time. Toast, eggs, fruit. They chatter while they eat, already past the incident, already plotting the next small adventure. I watch them quietly as I sip my tea.
Selena sits upright, observant, eyes missing nothing. She notices details most people overlook, remembers conversations word for word. Kane swings his legs beneath the chair, restless even while eating, energy coiled tightly under his skin. He asks questions endlessly. Why this. Why that. What happens if.
Sometimes, when I look at them too closely, something in my chest tightens.
Selena has my hair but not my eyes. Kane has neither. His gaze is darker, more intense than a child his age should have. Both of them carry a presence that draws attention without effort. They always have.
I push the thought away.
Austin arrives shortly after breakfast, letting himself in like he always does. He’s been my anchor here from the beginning. Friend. Sitter. Someone who knows when to ask questions and when not to.
“Happy birthday,” he says with a grin, holding up a small paper bag.
“Don’t,” I warn, though my lips twitch despite myself.
Selena cheers. “It’s Mama’s birthday!”
“I know,” Austin says seriously. “Very important day.”
Kane narrows his eyes. “Are you bringing cake?”
“Later,” Austin replies. “If you behave.”
They cheer like he’s promised them the moon. I gather my things and head toward the door, pausing only to crouch in front of them. “Be good,” I say. “Listen to Austin.”
“We will,” Selena promises.
Kane nods vigorously. “We are always good.” I roll my eyes and smile despite myself.
The council house is already busy when I arrive. Documents are stacked neatly on the long table. Familiar faces greet me with nods and quiet respect. I take my seat, slip easily into the role I’ve earned here. Calm. Collected. Necessary.
The meeting progresses smoothly until a new issue is raised.
A neighboring pack is requesting Vineclaw.
The name alone makes my stomach tighten. Vineclaw is rare. Difficult to cultivate. Powerful when used correctly. Dangerous when misused. We don’t hand it out lightly.
“They claim they need it for defensive purposes,” one council member says. “Their borders have been challenged.”
“And their Alpha is here to support the request,” another adds. “They’ve come in person.”
My heart stutters. I tell myself it means nothing. Packs travel. Alphas negotiate. There is no reason for my pulse to spike like this.
I lift my gaze.
And then I see him.
The world narrows to a single point. Cassius stands near the entrance, taller than I remember, broader somehow, authority etched into every line of him. His presence fills the room without effort. His eyes scan the council until they land on me.
Recognition hits us both at the same time.
The bond, long muted, flares sharply. My breath catches. His eyes darken, widening just a fraction before his control snaps back into place.
For a heartbeat, neither of us moves. I study him clinically, forcing myself to ignore the pull in my chest. The way his posture mirrors Kane’s when he’s concentrating. The way his gaze sharpens when assessing a room, just like Selena’s does when she thinks no one is watching.
It’s unsettling. Dangerous.
I push the comparisons down and return to the discussion, my tone professional, detached. I ask questions. I weigh risks. I listen. All the while, I feel his attention on me, unwavering, heavy.
He looks at me like he’s trying to memorize something. Like he’s afraid I might vanish again.
I do not give him anything to hold on to.
The meeting continues, but something has shifted. I can feel it in my bones. This was never going to be a simple request. And Cassius’s presence here is not coincidence.
As the council adjourns temporarily, I gather my papers and stand. When I look up again, his eyes are still on me.
And for the first time since I left, I wonder how long it will take before he notices what I have spent four years protecting.
And whether, when he does, it will be too late.
Ten years had passed, and yet there were moments when I could still remember the tiny fingers of my children curled around mine as though it had happened yesterday. I stood at the edge of the great hall that morning, watching the kingdom gather for a ceremony I had once believed belonged to some distant future. Today, my little girl was eighteen. Not the little girl who used to chase Kane through the gardens or argue with Nicholas over toys, but a grown woman standing at the centre of the hall with her head held high. Selena was about to take the throne as the first female Alpha our pack had ever known, and I wasn't sure whether I wanted to cry, laugh, or simply run forward and hug her like the mother I still was beneath the Luna's crown.The hall was overflowing with pack members, elders, warriors, families, and representatives from neighbouring territories. The banners of our pack hung high above us while sunlight poured through the tall windows, illuminating the polished stone bene
Thirty days changed everything. Not completely, not enough to erase the fear of those first terrible days, but enough to make our lives feel familiar again. A month ago, I had been lying unconscious in a hospital bed while our sons fought for every breath inside the critical care unit. Now I was sitting by the window of our bedroom with a blanket around my shoulders, watching the early morning light spill across the garden while the sound of tiny cries came from the nursery. I smiled before I even turned around. One of them had woken up. Then the second joined him, their voices overlapping in the sweetest little complaint. "They're awake," I whispered, already trying to push myself up. I barely got halfway before Cassius appeared in the doorway. "Absolutely not." I stopped and looked at him. He stood there holding a tray of breakfast, his expression already warning me against whatever foolish thing I was considering. "I wasn't doing anything." "You were getting up." "I was sitting up.
I had stopped counting the days.At some point, the numbers had become meaningless. Morning and night had blended together beneath the harsh hospital lights, and the only thing that mattered anymore was whether Sienna was awake and whether our sons were still fighting. I had slept in the chair beside her bed, if what I had been doing could even be called sleep. Most of the time, I simply closed my eyes while keeping one hand wrapped around hers, waking at every change in her breathing or every movement of her fingers. That morning was no different. I was sitting beside her with my head resting against the mattress, staring at our joined hands when something changed.Her fingers moved.I lifted my head immediately."Sienna?"H
The first thing I learned about fear was that it didn't always arrive screaming. Sometimes it sat quietly beside you and refused to leave. It settled into your bones, stole your appetite, made sleep impossible, and turned every sound into a reason to look up. I had spent years believing I understood fear. I had faced enemies, council threats, hunters, vampires, and battles where one wrong decision could cost lives. None of it had prepared me for sitting beside Sienna's hospital bed and watching her breathe. She had been unconscious since the surgery, and although Marianne kept telling me that her condition was stable, stable had become the most terrifying word in my vocabulary. Stable meant she was alive. It didn't mean she was awake. It didn't mean she was safe. It didn't tell me when she would open those beautiful eyes again and look at me as though I was the only person in the room. So I sat beside her, held her hand, and waited.The first twenty-four hours passed without any real
I knew something was wrong the moment Marianne stopped speaking. She had been watching the monitor for several seconds, her eyes moving between the readings and my face, and I could see something changing in her expression. The room suddenly felt colder. Cassius was beside me, his fingers wrapped tightly around mine, but even his warmth couldn't stop the fear crawling through my body. Another contraction began before I could ask anything, and this time it was different. It wasn't merely painful. It was deep, crushing, and frighteningly powerful. I cried out and curled slightly around my stomach, tears immediately spilling from my eyes. "Marianne," I gasped. "What's happening?" She moved toward the monitor again. "Sienna, I need you to stay calm." I almost laughed because everyone always said that when there was absolutely nothing calm about the situation. "Don't tell me to stay calm. Tell me what's happening." Cassius squeezed my hand. "She's going to tell us." Marianne looked at him
Everything happened too quickly after Marianne told us the contractions were getting stronger. One moment I was sitting beside Sienna, holding her hand and desperately pretending that I wasn't terrified, and the next the entire room seemed to change. Healers began moving around us with a speed that made my stomach drop. Marianne checked the monitors again, her expression becoming more serious with every passing second. Sienna looked at me, frightened and exhausted, and I knew before anyone said it that something had changed. "What is happening?" I demanded. Marianne looked at me. "Cassius, we need to deliver the babies." My entire body went cold. "Now?" "Yes." Sienna's eyes widened. "No." Her voice was barely audible. "They're too early." Marianne immediately came closer. "We know. But continuing the labour has become more dangerous." "What does that mean?" I asked. "It means we need to get them out safely." Sienna started crying. "Cassius..." I leaned over her immediately. "I'm here.







