ZEKE.The ride was everything that I needed, cleared my stormy head, even riled up a conversation with my brother, Logan.I stopped at the door of my room, peeling my shirt open and certainly when I opened the door, I did not expect to see a blonde vixen inside my room."What in the fuck are you doing here?" I growled, she didn’t wince, nor did she recoil.Her eyes studied me down unto my chest, a blush rising up to her cheeks. "You like what you see, blonde vixen?" I take a step forward and she inhales deeply, this time when she stared up to look at me, those mysterious golden eyes didn’t reeked of fear.It reeked of something else, pleasure."What if I say that I do?" She takes a step forward, licking her lower lips.This woman is tempting me, making me want to growl, making my wolf want to peel open."Did you say something, temptress?" I chuckled deeply, the memory of her body haunting me like a dream.Her eyes travel towards my bare chest ever so openly, she stands there, saying
ASTRID.This morning, I woke up with a headache.Everything that happened last night comes back to me, I can’t believe I have almost cried. How dare he joke about mates like that?"Fuck!" I growl to no one in particular before pushing myself out of the bed, my body connects with the floor and I whimper in pain.I stayed there on the floor of my bedroom, not even making an attempt to get up, when I pushed myself back up. I see something.Gleaming under the bed, tucked so nicely, one could barely see it, I squint closer, peering my eyes into it. I stretched and retrieved it.The diamond sparkles in the light, the rope a little dangling, it’s ancient, I think."What is it?" My wolf, Aya calls out to me, I can hear her early morning purr.My eyes study the necklace, the green gleam flashing in my eyes. I don’t ever remember owning this even when I was a little kid, my parents didn’t give this to me, so what is it?I reach for it, and strap it towards my neck, it comes so fast, a series of
ASTRID.My father always told me to take risks. They are what makes an Alpha, he said, and now. I won’t stay, I am not an Omega that stays and commits, I am a dare-devil, a vixen who would do all it takes to protect her pack.And, that’s what makes me rush to the kitchen and grab Juni’s hand, running along the halls."Where are we going?" she asks in between breaths."The stable, we are going to rescue the horses there.""Are you insane?" She yells as we step into the courtyard, she spots a horse running wide and widens her eyes. "There’s no way we are doing that."My blood boils in doing something risky, saving the horses is what I will do."Come on." I nudge her hand, leading her towards the stable, some werewolves are running about. I see Zeke not too far, he has peeled open his chest. I see the fine outline of his abs, he’s instructing someone, running to grab the reins of a horse.We both see Logan, half-naked, chest-bare. Juni blushes."Let’s go, don’t ogle your Romeo.""He’s no
ZEKE.I stand in front of the courtyard, my hands clutching the reins of Goliath, my eyes are fixated elsewhere, but my mind is on someone else.I think of her. Her golden eyes, and I think if she would come, yesterday memories fill my mind, Goddess, I didn’t even know what I wanted to do when she fell.I wanted to growl, smash something, smash someone, make sure she was okay. Anger had filled me, consumed me till I was nothing.“Good morning to you.” I hear her voice when I cast my eyes towards her.The blonde vixen is staring up at me so boldly, I wonder when she will learn, when she will stay away from me, getting burnt is not a good thing and now looking at her, she’s a step to being blistered. “I have to warn you, don’t cry when you get hurt, blonde vixen.” I say in an attempt to let her back off, but damn. She’s looking radiant today, no sign of her fall yesterday.She purses her lips in a frown, before stepping forward. “No, I won't.”“The stubborn type. Huh?” I raise my brow,
ASTRID.The moment Logan and I are done training, I am panting heavily."I have got to admit." He smirks, "You are pretty good."I spent years training with my father, mastering his every move, learning the tactics, when to attack and when to stay, even after being in that dungeon, all that training with him paid off."Thank you." I try not to look at his face, try not to see that smirk that reminds me of Zeke’s, try not to convince myself of the trap that I am falling into."If you want to do this again, you can always call me." He offers, and I sense the tone in his voice, but I just nod my head, the distance between us is close, but then he takes a step back and walks away.I stare at his retreating figure, something about his presence, about their presence is intimidating, like they have some sort of secret they are keeping. Life is like distant memories, we are just trying to pull the past and future together and jumble it in the present.What’s wrong with me? Why am I thinking a
ZEKE.I hate whenever the sun is setting down, because it reminds me of a memory I so wish to forget. I stay awake every night, tugging at my pillow, trying to question the moon goddess.Like always, I lie on my bed, memories of the past filling my mind, everything swirling until it explodes, it’s almost the crack of dawn when I stand and walk towards the courtyard, it’s quiet. I presume.I come here every night and stare at the sky, wish for anything, another life, trying to have something I can’t get, tonight will be the same but now, I see a figure on the bench, as though she is made from heaven, long blonde hair shining white in the dawn light, a wine robe etched on her body.I take a step towards her, she’s staring at the reflection of the water, my dark blue eyes peek in and she lets out a gasp before swirling to look at me in the eye.There’s fear in those eyes, then confusion, then something else that I don’t know.I push in a smirk, before crouching to take a layer of the wat
ASTRID.It’s as though I am swimming in a pool of darkness, my vision blurry, everything I see is a vivid image, crumpled up together and shown to me in pieces.I try to blink my eyes open: Light strikes towards my lids, it’s getting brighter and brighter, and then I see a pair of worried eyes gazing upon me.“Oh. Dear, you are awake.” I recognize those graying hair, sharp green eyes. Madam Yv.I try to sit up, but my whole body aches, like a hammer being driven on my system.“Darling, please rest.” Madam Yv says, her eyes a layer of concern, and instantly, my body grows warm. I lay back on the bed, the soft pillow a support to my head.“Zeke has been so worried since yesterday, I don’t know when last I have seen him that way.” I want to say something but she keeps talking, she holds my hand and bobs out of the stool. “I will go prepare something nice for you, wait here. Love.”I can’t actually go anywhere because my body hurts. The moment the door closes behind me, I start to ponder,
ZEKE.Madam Yv told me to rest, but I won’t, resting is not for people like me, I don’t deserve to lie down and sleep, I don’t deserve to even close my eyes, because when I do, I am hit with memories.Some memories we try to keep, and some we just wish it goes away, but there’s a line between distant memories and memories that we want to keep.Currently, I am in the room gazing outside the window. This room is lovely, the view from here is great, I can see the whole courtyard from here. The pack-house consists of fifty bedrooms, history rooms, meeting rooms, studies, and dining rooms.I trace my hand along the outline of the window, my breath suddenly growing jagged. The door clicks behind me, and I turn only to see Logan fuming.“What did you do last night?” He growls, his voice hidden behind a shake. “She could have known!”“I am guessing Madam Yv told you, now, if you don’t mind. Step out of my room.” I say dryly, not bothering to move from my place.Logan and I have a secret, a se