LOGINKael found me in the library the next morning.
I was reading again. Something about pack hierarchy. Something about the Rite of Ascent. I'd been up since 4 AM, unable to sleep, my mind spinning with words like champion and death circle and forfeit. "You're up early," he said from the doorway. "You're not sleeping either." He walked in. Dark sweater. Darker eyes. He looked like a man heading to his own funeral. "The challenge," I said. "Tell me everything." --- Kael sat across from me. Elbows on his knees. Hands clasped. "The Rite of Ascent is how alphas have been chosen for centuries," he began. "Two wolves enter a circle of stones. Only one leaves." "Fight to the death?" "Usually. Sometimes the loser yields and is banished. But the council's champion won't yield." His jaw tightened. "They want me dead." "Who is the champion?" "His name is Marcus." Kael's voice flattened. "He was my father's beta. He trained me when I was a boy. He's the one who found my family's bodies after the rebellion." I felt sick. "He trained you? And now he's going to kill you?" "The council offered him my position. Alpha of Northridge. He's wanted it for years." "So he's good." Kael met my eyes. "He's the best I've ever fought." --- I set down the book. "When is it?" "Tomorrow. Dawn." "Where?" "The stone circle. Half a mile into the woods. The council will be there. The pack will watch." He paused. "You don't have to come." "I'm coming." "Elara —" "I'm carrying your child, Kael. If you die tomorrow, that baby loses a father. I'm not going to let that happen without me being there." My voice shook, but I didn't stop. "Besides. Someone needs to make sure you don't give up." He stared at me. "You barely know me." "I know enough." I leaned forward. "I know you leave the hallway light on because I'm afraid of the dark. I know you taped Lila's drawings to your fridge. I know you sat outside my door the first night just to make sure I was safe." His throat moved. "That's not enough to die for." "It's enough to live for." --- Something cracked in his expression. For a moment, he looked less like the Ice Alpha and more like the nineteen-year-old boy who'd buried his family. "I haven't had anyone care if I live or die in six years," he said quietly. "Well, you do now." I reached across the table. My fingers brushed his. "So you'd better win." He didn't pull away. "You're stubborn." "I'm an omega who's been fighting her whole life. Stubborn is all I have." Kael's hand turned over. His fingers laced with mine. "Tomorrow," he said, "if I don't —" "You will." "If I don't — promise me something." I waited. "Promise me you'll run. Take Lila. Take the money from my office. Go somewhere the council can't find you." His gray eyes burned. "Don't let them take you to the Nursery. Don't let them take the baby." "And if you win?" "Then we figure out the rest together." Together. The word hung in the air between us. I squeezed his hand. "I promise," I said. "But you're still going to win." --- He spent the rest of the day in the training yard. I watched from the window. He moved like a man possessed. Punching. Kicking. Dodging imaginary blows. His knuckles bled. His lip split. He didn't stop. At noon, Marta brought him water. He drank it without speaking. At 2 PM, Dorian joined him. Sparring. Real fighting. I flinched every time Kael hit the ground. But he kept getting up. At 4 PM, Lila tugged my sleeve. "Why is he hitting that man?" she asked. "Because he's practicing," I said. "For a very important fight tomorrow." "Is he going to be okay?" I thought about the contract. Clause Seven. The two heartbeats in my belly. The council's hungry eyes. "Yeah," I said. "He's going to be okay." I hoped I was telling the truth. --- That night, Kael knocked on my door. It was late. Past midnight. The house was dark except for the hallway light. "Come in," I said. He opened the door. He was wearing different clothes. Clean. His hair was damp from a shower. He looked younger in the dim light. "I couldn't sleep," he said. "Neither could I." He stood in the doorway, uncertain. The Ice Alpha, unsure if he was allowed to enter. I patted the bed beside me. He sat. We didn't talk for a long time. Just sat there, shoulder to shoulder, staring at the moon through the window. "My mother used to sing to me," Kael said finally. "Before she died. A lullaby. About the moon and the wolves and the first ones." "Sing it to me." He looked at me. "I don't sing." "Then tell it to me." He was quiet for a moment. Then he began. "The moon made the wolves, and the wolves made the pack, and the pack made a promise to never look back..." His voice was low. Rough. Beautiful. "But one wolf looked, and one wolf stayed, and one wolf loved until the light faded away." "That's beautiful," I whispered. "It's the only thing I remember about her." I leaned my head on his shoulder. He didn't move away. "Kael?" "Hmm?" "Promise me something." "Anything." "Don't die tomorrow." He was quiet for a long moment. Then his arm came around me. Tentative. Careful. Like he was afraid I'd break. "I promise," he said. I closed my eyes. And for the first time in days, I slept.The first night after the fight, Kael burned.Not metaphorically. His skin was hot to the touch. His forehead radiated heat like a furnace. The sheets were soaked through with sweat within hours of Dr. Hayes leaving.I stayed.I didn't sleep. Didn't eat. Didn't leave his side.Marta brought water. I made him drink. Marta brought food. I let it go cold."Miss Elara, you need to take care of yourself too," Marta said."The baby's fine.""You're not.""I will be when he wakes up."Marta looked at me for a long moment. Then she nodded and left.She understood.Some things were more important than eating.---By the second night, the fever was worse.Kael thrashed in his sleep. His hands clawed at the sheets. Words spilled out of him — fragments, names, pleas."Mother... don't leave... please..."I held his hand."I'm here. You're not alone.""Elara..."My heart stopped.He'd said my name. In his sleep. Over and over."Elara... don't go... please don't go...""I'm not going anywhere."His
The world didn't stop.It should have. Kael's hand had gone limp in mine. His eyes were closed. Blood soaked through his clothes and pooled on the ground beneath him.But the world kept moving.Wolves were shouting. The council was arguing. Marta was pulling at my shoulders, trying to lift me off him."Miss Elara, you have to let Dr. Hayes through!"I didn't move.I couldn't.If I let go of his hand, he would die. I knew it the way I knew my own name. The way I knew the two heartbeats growing inside me.Hold on, I begged silently. Please hold on.---Dr. Hayes pushed through the crowd.Her face was pale, but her hands were steady. She pressed her fingers to Kael's neck. Waited.Seconds crawled by.Then: "He's alive. Weak pulse, but alive. We need to get him to the house. Now."Dorian appeared out of nowhere — I thought he'd been banished, but there he was, lifting Kael like he weighed nothing."Follow me," Dorian said.I followed.---The walk back to the house was a blur.I remember
The stone circle was older than the pack itself.Gray stones, taller than a man, arranged in a ring that had stood for centuries. Moss grew in the cracks. Symbols I didn't recognize were carved into the surface — warnings, maybe. Or prayers.The pack stood outside the circle. Dozens of wolves. Silent. Watching.The council sat on raised platforms at the north end. Seven elders. Gray and cold. Councilwoman Voss was in the center, her scarred face unreadable.And in the middle of the circle stood Marcus.He was massive. Broad shoulders. Arms covered in scars. His eyes were flat, empty, the eyes of a man who had killed before and would kill again.Kael stood ten feet away from him.Smaller. Younger. But his back was straight and his jaw was set.I stood at the edge of the circle, my hand on my belly, feeling the two heartbeats flutter beneath my palm.Please, I whispered to no one. Please let him survive.---"The Rite of Ascent begins now," Voss announced.Her voice carried across the c
The Rite of Ascent was tomorrow at dawn.Twenty-four hours. Maybe less.Kael hadn't slept. Neither had I. We lay in his bed, side by side, staring at the ceiling, the weight of what was coming pressing down on both of us."Tell me something," I said."What kind of something?""Something no one else knows."He was quiet for a long moment."I'm terrified of thunderstorms."I turned my head. "What?""Since I was a child. The night my family died, there was a storm. Thunder. Lightning. The whole house shook." His voice was flat, but his hands were gripping the sheets. "Every time it storms now, I hide in the basement like a coward.""You're not a coward.""I feel like one."I reached over and took his hand."Then I'll sit in the basement with you."He looked at me."You don't have to —""I want to." I squeezed his fingers. "That's what people do when they care about someone. They sit in basements during thunderstorms."His throat moved."Elara.""Kael.""I don't know how to do this.""Do
We left at midnight.Kael, Dorian, and me. Marta stayed behind with Lila, guarding the house with a shotgun and a promise."If you're not back by dawn," she said, "I'm coming for you."Kael nodded once. Then we slipped into the woods.---The old pack house was two miles north.Abandoned for years. Boarded windows. Collapsing roof. The council used it for things they didn't want in official records.Like holding hostages.Like torturing information out of people.Dorian led the way. His hands shook, but his feet were steady."He's in the basement," Dorian whispered. "There's a door on the east side. One guard. Maybe two.""Leave the guards to me," Kael said."What about me?" I asked.Kael looked at me. "You stay behind me. Always.""I can help.""Your job is to stay alive. That's how you help."I wanted to argue. But his face was stone, and his eyes were steel, and I knew this wasn't a conversation.So I nodded.And followed.---The east door was unguarded.Too easy.Kael held up a h
Two days passed after I found the black feather.Two days of Kael training. Two days of me watching from the window. Two days of pretending I didn't notice the way his eyes lingered on me when he thought I wasn't looking.The spy was still out there.We just didn't know who.---It was Marta who found it.I was in my room — Kael's room now, since he'd moved me there for safety — folding laundry. Mindless work. Something to keep my hands busy while my mind raced."Miss Elara." Marta's voice was tight. "Come here."She was kneeling beside the bed. My old bed. The one in the room I'd slept in for the first week."What is it?""Look."She pointed underneath the bed frame. A small black disc. No bigger than a coin. Taped to the wood."What is that?"Marta's face went pale."A listening device. The council uses them to spy on surrogates." She reached under and pulled it off. "It's been recording everything you've said in this room."My blood turned to ice.Everything.My conversations with







