LOGINALEXIA
I was aware of his eyes on me the minute he sat down but I pretended not to notice, why was he staring at me? Making sure I suddenly didn’t get up in front of the whole class and announce that he kissed me or he just got pleasure from the fear that comes with his intimidation. The sudden silence that fell upon the classroom brought me out of my thoughts and I looked around to see a teacher walking in.
And her eyes were immediately drawn to where I was sitting like a magnet. I swallowed hard, bracing myself for whatever snarky remark she was definitely going to have about me being human, “You don’t belong in my class.” I felt myself instantly relaxed, out of all the worst things I imagined her saying, this doesn’t even come close.
The class broke into a murmur at her question.
I stood up with the intention of introducing myself to clear whatever confusion she might have. “I’m Alexia Jackson, I have this class ma’am—“ My words broke off by the sudden laughter that erupted and my face burned with embarrassment. Why did I stand up again?
From the corner of my eyes, I could still feel Killian staring at me which somewhat made this moment a whole lot more embarrassing for me. Clearing my throat, I continued my introduction. “I’m taking the Luna class, I have my class schedule right here.” I immediately fished it out of my backpack and hurried to the front of the class to show it to her.
”Luna?” Someone echoed. “Is that some kind of joke?”
I turned to the owner of the voice. “No, it’s not.” I responded and everyone went ooooh’ed at my response, however the girl wasn’t pleased by that.
“It should be.” Someone else cut in. “You think anyone in their right freaking mind would mate with a Luna? Let’s even talk about your whole race being back stabbing people, and do I need to add how fucking weak you are?” And what did the entire class do? Backed her up by laughing.
“That’s enough you two, Tia, be nice to the new student.” The teacher finally spoke but I could tell her words were as fake as the lashes she had on.
“You may return to your seat Miss Jackson,” she added.
I strode back to my seat without much of a thank you and on getting there, my seat was already occupied by someone else with my backpack thrown on the floor. I briefly looked at the girl, let out a sigh and picked up my bag. I looked around the class for an empty space but the only one I could find was beside Killian.
I knew there was a reason why the seat remained empty but after weighing my options, I didn’t have any choice but to sit there, so I hesitantly and nervously made my way over there.
“You can’t sit here.” Sneered Killian, immediately putting one of his legs over the chair.
“There’s nowhere else to sit!” I pleaded, aware of everyone’s eyes on us, including the teacher and yet she didn’t intervene
"What makes you think I fucking care?" He hissed back at me.
Pressing my lips tightly together so the word ’asshole‘ doesn't come out of it which will only get me into trouble. I found a spot near the window, trying my hardest not to allow the tears that burned my eyes roll down my face. It‘s starting to feel like I was being punished for something, but how can they punish one human for something a few bunch of stupid humans do? Didn’t they think of that? Apparently not.
By the time class was over, my legs were hurting so much and I wanted nothing more than to sit down. I waited until everyone was out before collapsing on a front roll chair, aware that Killian was still in the classroom. While waiting for my feet to cool down, I pulled out my notes and started to go through it again, to make sure I got down everything the teacher said.
Looking up in time to see Willow strolling into the room, for a split second I wondered what Raven evil step-sister was doing here but as she made her way past me towards Killian, my unspoken question was immediately answered.
“Alpha—“ I heard her address him and that was it for me, packing up my stuff. I particularly ran out of there bumping into someone by the entrance. I cleared my throat, going down to pick my note.
Straightening up, I was surprised to see the person I had bumped into was Zeke, Alpha Killian best friend and Beta! Wondering what doom was about to befall me, I looked at him, startled to find him already staring down at me, his lips stretching into a smirk.
“Am I to consider that an accident?” He inquired, folding his arms across his chest while watching me curiously.
I expected him to be angry or just ignore me, not outright be playful about it which is a relief. “I apologize, I was just in a hurry to get out of there.” I blurted out before I could stop myself.
The reaction to my last statement piqued his interest and he stepped forward, making
me to back away on instinct. He looked over my shoulder, peering into the classroom, when he moved away, he was smiling like he knew something I didn’t. “I’ll consider that an accident.” He brushed past me, going into the classroom.
I looked away from Zeke to find some unfamiliar girl blocking my path, after a good look at her I discovered she was the girl I was bickering with in class earlier. Not again, I wanted to groan aloud.
“If I were you, I wouldn’t get too comfortable and forget that I’m not welcome here.” She told me, like I haven’t heard that already.
“You have a problem with her Tia? Then speak directly to me.” Raven hissed, coming up to stand beside me.
Tia scoffed. “Your sister is so much better than you.” With that, she spun around and walked away with her group of friends. When Raven tried going after her, I held her back, shaking my head in disapproval.
“Don’t let her get to you, it’s easier to just ignore them.” I preached, I didn’t think Raven needed to take my advice, I mean the only reason I ignored them is because they were so much stronger than me. Starting a fight you know you can’t win wouldn’t be a very wise thing to do in my case.
“You have the patience of a saint.” She remarked, letting her go. “I saw you talking to Zeke earlier, is he also bullying you? I don’t trust anyone that’s friends with Alpha Killian.”
“Actually no, I bumped into him and he seemed very chill about it.” Unlike Killian! I hissed inwardly, my feet still ache from standing so long.
“That aside, do you want to see me in my wolf form?” She asked excitedly, half dragging me through an open back door. Which I soon found out led outside a second later, looking around the greenery scene, I swallowed hard, wondering how I was going to tell her I don’t want to.
“I don’t think I’m ready yet—“ I winced as someone bumped into my shoulder.
“Sorry.” The guy immediately apologised, turning to look at me. I stared back at him as he walked away still looking at me, a blushed creep up my face and we kept eye contact until he disappeared inside.
He’s hot! I thought, forcing my attention back on Raven once more. “You were saying?” I asked, realizing I completely missed what she said.
“You like that guy? I saw the way you were staring at him!” She teased, flinging her arms around my neck and directing me towards the field. “I think his name is Leo.” She guessed, already trying to play match-maker and despite how good looking the guy was, my mind was still fixed on the Alpha himself for whatever reasons.
Which doesn’t make any sense to me, both my parents love me very much so having a crush on someone who’s mean to me seemed way out of pocket. I don’t have daddy issues or anything, I think I need to see a therapist . “Do you have any therapist contact info? I’d like to make an appointment.”
“What?” She laughed then stopped. “You weren’t joking but why do you need a therapist? Is everything okay?”
I didn't think so, but then I couldn’t tell her. We just met and burdening with something like this felt way too personal so taking a deep breath, I let out a chuckle. “I was just messing with you and you know what? I think one day I’ll be ready to see you in your wolf form!” Her face lit up at my words.
I don’t just like her because she was the only person nice to me in this shitty place. I love her personality and it feels like I have known her longer than a day. My mind drifts back to Killian as usual, what's his deal?
ALEXIA Watching her walk away made my heart sink, I hate when we fight, especially when I’m the one to blame. Taking a deep breath to steady my beating heart, I redirect my attention back to my lunch. By the time I was done eating, enough time had passed for her to cool down so I made my way upstairs. After knocking severally with no response, I turned to leave when the door of her study opened with her poking her through it. “I was hoping you would have calmed down by now so we could talk about it. I didn’t tell you because I was afraid you would make a big deal out of it and it’s only for this semester. By the next one, enough time would have passed for me to figure out what I want to do.” Pausing to see her reaction, which was difficult due to the distance between us and because she had on her glasses. The fact that she could be busy but still gave me a listening ear made me believe she isn’t that mad at me because if my Mom was mad at someone, she would flat out ignore them.
ALEXIA Walking with crutches is a lot harder than it looked, while Mom stayed behind to secure the lock on the door, I attempted to make my way up the stairs, the fear of tripping holding me back. “It’s going to take some time for you to get used to walking with it.” Mom said, coming up behind me to assist. With her help, I made it up the stairs and my bedroom without falling or tripping. However, I was surprised when she didn’t linger behind after helping me because during the car ride, she kept stealing glances at me. I couldn’t tell if she was worried about my ‘friends’ or concern but then I recalled the conversation we had about me not having a boyfriend in high school. She couldn’t possibly think one of them is my boyfriend…could she? Shaking my head, I dropped the crutches near my writing desk, backing them against my wardrobe. My braids itch like crazy and I didn’t want to think about taking them out in preparation to having them made again tomorrow. It’s a lot of work I
ALEXIA Nothing in the world could have prepared me for what happened next, my heart dropped into the pit of my stomach as Killian hurriedly dropped me on my feet. I opened my mouth to apologize but something in his gaze stopped me, he looked repulsed, angry and…terrified? I didn’t have the time to pinpoint that because he already staggered away from me, putting as much distance between us. He was panting heavily, like he had been running a marathon and as if he couldn’t bear to be near me any minute longer, he broke into a half run in the opposite direction. Tears blurred my vision, rolling down my face when I bent down to pick up my backpack. Why am I getting emotional? Everyone has gotten rejected once or twice in their lifetime but that’s the thing, I wasn’t doing anything wrong. I didn’t ask him to carry me, he insisted! and with how repulsed he looked a while ago, he shouldn’t have if he hated touching me that much. He certainly didn’t hate kissing me that much since he did it
ALEXIA “Alexia!” Before I could even turn around, Raven already left me off the ground from behind and was spinning me around. “I missed you!” I laughed when she finally set me back on my feet, a little embarrassed at how easily she was able to lift me up, but then I had to acknowledge she has the strength of a werewolf too. “I know you’ve only been gone a day but I miss you too! I hope you are good?” “Yeah, just some family drama—” She paused, her attention briefly focused on our audience. “What are you all looking at?” She sneered at them, causing them to look away from us and back to whatever they were doing. Damn I miss her! “Oh…since you’re here, I assume the family drama has been taken care of.” She flung one arm over my shoulder, pulling me close as we made our way out of the locker room. “What did I miss? Tell me everything!” “How dare you!” Izzie interrupts, cutting in front of us. “Be specific.” I replied knowing my morning is about to be ruined by whatever Izzie was
ALEXIA They forgot me! Ben and Zeke freaking forget the fact that they were supposed to pick me up after school. I made sure not to keep them waiting, as soon as I finished with my last lesson for the day, I didn’t even stop to chat with Leo or torture Izzie into carry my stuff. I hurried towards the parking lots just in time to see them driving off! Several minutes passed by with me still staring after their ‘long disappeared out of sight’ car, a wave of anger stirring up inside me. So now I’m supposed to walk all the way to the manor? While I have no issue walking home from school everyday, the distance from school to the manor is way further than my house and I can’t not go because of the project. Only because of the project which has nothing to do with the fact that I desperately want to see Killian. Who said that? I knew when Leo came up beside me without even looking at my side, he also stared into the distance before he spoke. “Is there any reason why we are looking out ther
ALEXIARaven never showed up to school, I double texted her, asking if she was alright and I never got a response back. I couldn’t concentrate in class because of how worried I was. Fortunately, the teacher was too busy yapping on about what she was teaching to care about if we were paying attention or not. Once the bell rang, indicating class was over, I cleared my desk before then making my way towards the exit. “Miss Jackson…” I stopped at the sound of my name, turning back around, I approached the teacher where she stood. “You called me.” “Indeed I did, care to explain why you weren’t paying attention in my class?” She inquired, folding her arms across her chest. Oh? She did notice then! Realizing I might be facing detention as punishment, I search my mind for any excuse that could potentially save me from that. “I apologize if it seemed that way but I can assure you, I was very much paying attention.” There was a second pause before she spoke. “Look, I understand our school







