I finally get to come out, I hate to do this, but I have know other choice. I force her down to her knees as the shifting process begins. I hate to cause her pain, but I have no other choice. If I want to come out, it's the only time I can. So, I'm not wasting any more time. She has to shift in the woods, so I can take full control of us. If I didn't force us to shift, then she would have a shift in a cage, she would have been able to take all the control back. There is so much she needs to learn about who she is. I just hope that she accepts who she is sooner than later. She has no idea how strong she is. I feel arms on my shoulder. I knock him down and put my front paws on his chest. Once I look into his eyes, I know he's not there to hurt me, but to make sure we are okay.Instead, I don't give him any time to react to me. I take off, not wanting to hurt him. It is hard for me to resist not having my human side to control my aggression. I run as fast as I can, wanting to get away f
I jumped up from my bed like I had a nightmare. The last thing I remember is being in the woods. Unsure how I got to my bedroom. I feel so exhausted knowing I shifted, but it's like I blacked out, I don't remember anything. I just feel like it took everything out of me. I flip my covers off of me to see I'm naked with dirt all over my body. It looks like I rolled around in the dirt. So, I get up to go to the bathroom to clean myself. I then decided to get a shower so that the warmth from the water might help my achy body.As I turn on the faucet, I only turn on the hot water, wanting it to be as hot as it can be. I turn the shower head on and get in. Loving the hot water touching all over my achy body. I put my hands up against the shower wall and let the water fall down my back.When I open my eyes and look down, I can see the water turn brown from all my filth. All I can do is think about what I don't remember, wondering what happened. I'm angry, knowing my wolf took over, and I
It's been a week since Asher and I started having sex now we can't keep each other off one another. He is so good at pleasuring me that I never want it to stop. It has been a little distracting when he is trying to train me and I can't help but reach for the bulge in his pants.I just slightly rub my hand across it and my pussy starts gushing, I become so wet for him that it's hard for me to control. All I want is him inside me. God, what is wrong with me? I need to find a way to control my urges.I try to take deep breaths and continue to train. Fuck, I can't constraint. I'm getting my ass kicked. I just want to get this over with, so I can go back to fucking him. As his hands touch my body even though it's painful, it makes me shiver.With each hit, I know that it's getting closer to being done. He knocks me down to the ground. “Stella, what are you doing, you need to fight back. If you're not going to try, then we are done having a fun time.” I hear him yell.Fuck, I react faster t
No, it can't be him, my heart begins to race and my body begins to shake in fear. He gets up and begins to walk over to me. I look into my lap, not wanting to look him in the eye.“Stella, I hear you are been a good girl doing what you are told. Look at me, Stella.”I slowly lift my head to look at him. I want to know why he is here, but I don't dare to ask. “Get your things, your coming with me for a week.”My mind begins to spin, I don't want to go with him. I can't, I just can't, I'm not ready. “Wait, why it's not time for you to take me.”He glares back at me with his evil eyes, “your father didn't tell you.” He begins to laugh, I will let him tell you. Tell her, the agreement, Sytrell.”My father looks at me with pity on his face, but when he goes to speak to me, he looks away. “Zealand has the right if he wants to come to get you for a week every three months since you are his.”My voice begins to get shaky, “Please don't make me go with him.”“Stella don't make this hard for yo
The ride has been silent, he hasn't said a word. He said that he would go over all the rules with me, but I don't dare ask. I just stare out the window and wait for it to begin. But it never does. I'm glad that he doesn't hurt me. But I'm also scared of what he has planned. He has never been nice to me, so I know it's not good.My throat still hurts from him fucking it. He's so forceful, I don't understand why he can't be gentle like Asher. I was so looking forward to the night being spent with Asher. The disappointment I got when I realized it was going to be spent with Zealand. Asher probably won't even want to touch me once I come back.I really wouldn't be able to blame him for what Zealand does to me. He makes me feel so dirty and worthless. After I'm with him, I have to build myself again. I'm afraid that one of these times I am not going to be able to. I know that's what he wants to break me to where I'm just not fixable.We turn onto a bumpy road, I can't see anything, it's al
It has been days since he has gone. I'm not sure what to do without him here. I have never been alone in such a Beautiful place. At first, I was nervous just to move, but then I finally got the courage to get out of bed.I know that it has been at least 3 days since I have slept here. I'm not sure what has gotten into Zealand, it's like he has changed. I still see the evil in him, It's like he's keeping it concealed for what I don't know. I can't complain, The less energy he spends on me, the better.The mornings are Warmer with the sun pounding on the cabin. I love it. Once the sun goes away, that's when it really gets cold. I Just add layers in the evening to keep warm. There's not much here to entertain myself. So, I have been cleaning. Even though it's not dirty, just dusty. He probably won't even notice, Not that it matters.It's so quiet and peaceful, I can't help but to think. I think about my wolf When Zealand is hurting me, it was never his wolf that hurt me, it was his human
I freeze, I don't know what to do. I was told not to even look outside. He never said I couldn't answer the door. But I know that he is the only one who knows that I'm here. There would be no point in him knocking on the door, he has the key. I guess he could have lost the keys. But I know he would demand me to open the door.The knocking continues, but it gets louder. I can tell the person behind the knock is getting frustrated. I put my bowl of soup down, and I try to think of the best thing for me to do. The only thing that comes to my mind is to hide. I take a deep breath, trying to clear my mind. The cabin is so dark that I can't see my hand in front of me. I do not have the light, but they will. So, I need to hide where I'm not only unseen in the dark but also in the light.The best place I could think of would be under the bed. But that is where everyone hides. It would be the place where they would look first. That's when I realize I need to hide in a place where I'm able to r
I stop when I hear a fateful voice asking for my help. I look on the couch and see a man laying. At first, I didn't do or say anything. Like I need a minute to think. If Zealand sees me with another man, he will probably kill us both. It doesn't matter Zealand isn't here, and I'm able to help him. I'm not the type of person to leave someone to die. If I'm capable of helping, I need to at least try. I make my way over to the man who is lying on the couch. I see his clothes are soaked in his blood. As I go to open his shirt, he then grabs my wrist and says “mine”!I'm confused by his words when I go to say something. I see that his eyes are closed. Once I lift his shirt, it takes my breath away. He has claw marks all over the front of him. I get up and make my way to the bathroom to get some towels. To try to help stop the bleeding.I rushed back to him and put the towels on his wounds to stop the bleeding. Once I put the towels on his wounds. My body shivers as the wind blows, and col