STYRELL POV
As I watch her go to school I know that she can feel my presence. That shows that she has senses. I watch her go to school every day to make sure she makes it. I wait for her to come home to a place she hates. I want to take her away from all of it but where I can take her is no better.
Today is the day I talk to her grandparents to see if they are willing to get rid of her early. The human council agreed to it since she may shift at 16 and create quite a scene for the humans. A Wolves first shift is the worst of them all. She will need to be under the care of her own kind. So that we can make sure she doesn't create any havick.
We are at peace with the humans for the most part we stick to ours, and they stick to there's. I am not sure what she has been told about her own kind. That's why she has so much to learn about whom she really is. I know that it will be hard for her to adjust, but she has no choice.
I hate to put it that way, but she truly doesn't. She has never had a choice since she was born. All her choices have always been made for her, unfortunately. The life that she leads isn't for hers, and it never will be.
As I approach her grandparents house it feels cold. They are not the kindest people. I knock on the door and wait for them to answer. I can smell their irritation and fear.
"What the hell are you doing here? It is not time yet."
I smile at his irritation not caring
that I am not welcomed. "I am here for the girl, it is time for her to be with her own kind."
"She is not of age to be taken yet."
"Do you really want to be held responsible for the havoc that she will create from shifting."
"Is possible that she is not your kind, that she is in fact human."
"Do you really want to take the chance that you will be blamed? For all that she does the humans will look down on you is that what you want."
"What I want is for you to go to hell but go ahead take your mutt. She was never wanted here in the first place. We only kept her to show her misery."
I want to rip out their throats to keep them from ever speaking again. Knowing what they put my sweet Chloe and my daughter through. I need to fight through all the emotion I feel that is starting to fill with rage. Not wanting to kill them and cause problems with the humans.
"You will not see her again. I will get her from school. She is no longer yours she now belongs to me, I will do as I please you are free."
"Good heavens now get the fuck off my property."
I gladly leave as I get into my car and tell the driver to take me to Kimmel High where I will be picking up my treasure. I feel so awful that I had to leave her with those horrible people. Hoping she understands I was only protecting her. Once I get there it goes smoother than what I imagined. Once she gets into the car I can tell she is angry and scared. I want to comfort her, but I stay silent instead.
So many thoughts going through my mind I'm not sure what to do or how to act. I look over beside me, I then notice that she has fallen asleep. I want to tell her so much, but I don't know where to start. How do I tell her the truth that I left her to be abused. Even though I only wanted to protect her I figured the abuse would be better than death. I didn't want to endanger her like I did her mother.
I can't believe how much she looks like her mother. It was like I was looking at Chloe. How I miss her so much I would do anything to change what happened to her. Losing her was the worst pain that I have ever felt. I hate knowing I am the reason that she was killed. If it wasn't for me falling in love with her, she would still be alive.
They didn't know about Stella's birth so we hid it the best we could. They only found out about Stella because of their son the prince being her mate which is the other reason they allowed her to live she was promised to their son the prince her true mate. Thankfully she doesn't marry until she is 18 years of age.
When Zake found out about her. He became angry even though she was indeed his mate. I wish that Zealand wouldn't have seen Stella in passing. All of this could have been avoided. I hate that she is mated to the son of the person that killed her mother. It makes me full of rage just thinking about it.
I wanted to kill her grandparents for all the pain that they cost her. I don't think I have ever seen her without pain in her eyes. She has suffered so much because of others I tried to get her out of this marriage knowing their son has been with the same she-wolf for years. That he will not want Stella, and he will make sure she knows it everyday. I'm afraid of the torture that he might do to her.
The only thing is that on her 18th birthday will be her wedding day and the breeding process will have to start that night no matter what. Zealand is 5 years older than her, I'm just hoping that he doesn't take years of anger out on her. He never wanted a mate, especially one that was born by a human.
I can't protect her the way I want to. I can't ever feel the pain I felt when losing her mother. I need to stay as far away from her as I possibly can. I'm nothing to her, we only have one thing in common and that is the blood we share. She will never find out that I am her father. I want nothing to do with her. I only brought her to my pack to train and prepare her for the life that she will soon endure. To keep her alive and so both packs can join together I used her as a treaty.
This plan of Zealand marrying Stella has been in place for a while once he found she was his; the plan had been set up for years. There is no getting her out of it. But maybe training her will help her to protect herself if she needs to.
I gathered the best people to train her and prepare her for all that she is about to go through. Especially with her first shift it is going to be a pain that she has never felt. I can tell that she is strong, so I am not so worried. I know she will be able to deal with it but will she be able to accept it?
I have been running for days and I couldn't feel any better than what I do right now. I am so full of energy, not understanding why Because I have not rested. I have passed people but have not stopped trying to get as far away as I possibly can. I move so fast that they don't even notice that I am around. Which I find amusing.As I got further away, my surroundings became nicer. Where Zealand ruled, there was so much suffering, all you felt was dread. That is why I can understand why the humans attacked the wolves, they were so cruel to the humans. I want to find a place where everyone is equal.Phoenix has been quiet since we left our mates. I can feel her heartbreak. I just hope she forgives me, but it was what needed to be done. I would do it again. I have no regrets about leaving. This is what we needed to do to be free. I know that she knows we did what we had to do.I start to slow down as I see something so beautiful. I shift back to my human and I walk to the glimpse of light
We are almost where we need to be, he says. For some reason, everything just looks familiar. I started to become nervous. Why do I know this place? As we got up from the hill, I saw the castle-looking house. I then know exactly where I'm at. I stopped dead in my tracks, and I looked at, "Axel, why are we here?" "This is where I was told to bring you." "What no please say you didn't betray me." "Stella, I had no other choice but to follow my brother he is the Alpha." "Zealand is your brother. No please tell me you are lying that this isn't true." "Stella I'm sorry he is my family." "I'm sorry that I marked you. I look at him with concern on my face. I'm not sure what to say to him. I want to run away from this place as far as I can get. I don't want to take any chance of not being able to escape. I'm not going back with him. He will only bring me pain and I don't want that kind of life. "Axel, I thought that you wanted to be with me your mate I thought you loved me. "Stella,
I barely got any rest, I was too nervous to fall into a deep sleep, scared that something would happen to Axel while I was asleep. I know that I need the rest, but it's impossible. Last night things were so quiet, and it made me more nervous than ever.Usually, the nights are full of screams and cries. I'm not sure what is happening, it's just too quiet, but I know that we need to get moving. Just in case something bad is about to take place. My entire body is hurting, but there is no time to rest any longer. I need to get out of this tree. I go to crawl down the tree, but my foot slips. My body slams against the tree as the bark tears through my flesh. I try to catch myself, but all the branches I grab a hold of break. Knowing I'm not going to be able to stop myself from falling out of the tree. I just hope that I don't break anything. I just close my eyes at this point and wait for the ground.I try not to tense and prepare for pain, but instead of feeling pain I feel strong arms w
We have been walking for days, Axel has a friend that he can trust that has a safe place. I don't know how I feel about leaving so many behind. But knowing there's nothing I can do just yet. I try so hard not to look around, so I don't see all the suffering around me. I try to walk off the path, but Axel leads us right back on.My body is so exhausted, I'm not sure how much more I can take. I need to rest if I don't get sleep soon. I might just start to sleepwalk. “Axel, I'm exhausted. I need to rest, please can we find a place to sleep."“Stella there is no time to rest, we need to keep moving to get to where we are going.”“Axel, I'm not going to be able to continue very much longer. We need to find a place to set camp for the night.”“Fine, we will go over in the wooded area, so we are somewhat hidden. We will slowly steer ourselves away.”I watch as we are walking, I follow as he heads to the woods. Trying not to have too many to notice us heading to the woods. It is hard not to b
I have never known what happiness was until now. Phoenix has wanted me to shift to go for a run. I just don't know how, as she tries to help but nothing works. Phoenix says that I won't shift on my own until I want it. I feel that I want it, but I guess it's not enough.Axel has been so wonderful, he makes me go crazy. I try so hard to resist him, but it is so hard to stay away. He doesn't want to leave this place. The fear of him losing me is too great. Especially when I'm unable to shift just yet. But I can't help but think about my father and wonder if he is ok. I know things have been odd between my father and me. But a part of me still wants to get to know more about him. The mate bond is strong, but I can't let it control the choices I make. I need to make sure that my father is okay. So, I need to tell Axel that it is time to go find him.I don't want to upset Axel, but I need to be honest with him. He needs to know how I'm feeling. I don't ever want to blame him for anything.
I can't believe what I did, it was like I had no control, I couldn't help myself. The whole point of being a werewolf was for me to gain control. “Stella, that is what is supposed to happen between mates, usually both consistent. It was just harder for you to control yourself just yet, but you will with time.” It has been hours, why hasn't he woken up? What if he never wakes up? Oh my God, what if I killed him? “Stella stop, you are going to make yourself crazy, why don't we go for a run to help calm your nerves.” No, I want to be here when he wakes up, I don't want him to wake up alone. I need to explain what happened, I hope that he doesn't hate me.” He's not going to hate you, he will be pleased that he gained your mark.” I hear a loud gasp for air, when I turn around, I see Axel sitting straight up in bed. I'm So happy to see that he is awake. I run over to him, wanting to jump into his arms, but I'm scared that he is going to hurt me because of what I did to him. So, I stop at