LOGINI scrubbed my hands until they burned.
Hot water, then soap, then more hot water. I stood at our small kitchen sink and watched the pink water swirl down the drain. His blood. The stranger's blood. The Alpha's blood.
*No.* I shook my head hard. *It wasn't him. It can't be him.*
There were a lot of wolves in Blackthorn Ridge. A lot of black wolves. A lot of men who fought rogues by the creek.
Yeah, right.
"Sienna!" Mom called from the bedroom. "Are you almost ready? Garrett is sending a car at six!"
A car. Garrett Thorne was sending a car for the laundry woman and her Hollow daughter. Yesterday, nobody in this pack would even hold a door open for us.
I looked down at my right hand. On the tip of my first finger was a tiny red cut from the needle. It was so small you could hardly see it.
I wrapped a little bandage around it anyway.
Then there was my ankle. It was fat and purple and it hurt every time I put weight on it. Kael Thorne had carried me to that ranger station because I couldn't walk. If I came limping into his house tonight, I might as well wear a sign that said *IT WAS ME.*
So I wrapped the ankle tight, put on my old black boots, stood up straight and practiced.
Step. Smile. Step. Smile.
It hurt like hell. I smiled anyway.
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The Thorne house sat on top of the hill like it owned the whole valley. In a way, it did. It was big and made of stone and dark wood, with tall windows that glowed gold in the evening light. I had seen it from far away my whole life. I had never been this close.
Mom held my hand in the back of the car. Her palm was sweaty.
"Be nice," she whispered.
"I'm always nice."
She gave me a look.
"I'll be nice," I said.
Garrett Thorne met us at the front door himself. He was a big man with silver hair and a kind, crinkled face. He didn't look like the old Alpha who had ruled this pack with an iron fist for thirty years. He looked like somebody's grandpa.
"Elena," he said softly, and he kissed my mother's hand like she was a queen.
My mother blushed. I had never seen my mother blush in my life.
Then he turned to me and smiled warmly.
"And you must be Sienna. Welcome home, sweetheart."
*Home.* The word felt strange, like a coat that didn't fit.
"Thank you, sir," I said.
"Garrett," he corrected. "We're family now."
He led us inside. The floors were so shiny I could see myself in them. There were paintings of old Alphas on the walls, all of them staring down at me with cold eyes, like they knew I didn't belong.
Step. Smile. Step. Smile.
"You're walking funny," said a voice behind me.
I turned. A young man was leaning against the wall with a glass of wine in his hand. He had messy blond hair, blue eyes, and a grin that was trouble.
"I'm not," I said.
"You are. Like a baby deer." He grinned wider. "I'm Rhys. The cousin. The fun one."
"He's the Beta," Garrett said, rolling his eyes. "Though you wouldn't know it."
"Hurt," Rhys said, putting a hand on his heart. Then he looked me up and down and leaned close. "So you're the Hollow girl."
The word hit me like a slap. Even here, even tonight.
"Rhys," Garrett warned.
"What? I'm just saying." Rhys sniffed the air near my neck, and frowned. "Huh. She really doesn't smell like anything. That's wild."
I stepped back. "Do you sniff every girl you meet?"
"Only the pretty ones."
Before I could tell him where to put his wine glass, a door opened at the end of the hall.
And everything inside me went still.
It was him.
Kael Thorne walked into the room like the room belonged to him. He wore a dark gray shirt with the sleeves rolled up, and black pants. His dark hair was combed back. His face was hard and serious, and those gray eyes, those same winter-storm eyes, moved over every person in the hall.
They passed over me, then came back.
I stopped breathing.
My heart started pounding so loud I was sure everyone could hear it. And deep down, in that same place as last night, something warm and wild woke up and whispered the word again.
*Mine.*
*Shut up,* I told it. *Shut up, shut up, shut up.*
"Kael," Garrett said. "Come meet Elena and her daughter."
Kael walked toward us. Every step he took, my legs wanted to run. He stopped in front of my mother and bowed his head politely.
"Ms. Vale. Welcome."
Then he looked at me.
"Sienna," his father said.
"Sienna," Kael repeated.
The way he said my name made my skin feel hot. He didn't offer his hand, and I didn't offer mine. We just stood there, looking at each other, while the whole world got very small and very quiet.
He couldn't smell me. I knew that. He'd said so himself last night. And I'd washed my hands three times.
But he was looking at me like he was trying to remember a dream.
"Have we met?" he asked quietly.
"No," I said, too fast. "I mean, I've seen you around. Everybody's seen you around. You're the Alpha."
"I am."
"So. Yeah. No."
Rhys snorted into his wine.
Kael's eyes narrowed a tiny bit. Then he turned away, and I could finally breathe again.
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Dinner was long and terrible.
The table was so big you could have landed a plane on it. Garrett sat at one end with my mother beside him. Kael sat at the other end. I was put right in the middle, facing Rhys, which meant I could feel Kael watching me from the side like heat from a fire.
And then there was the woman beside Kael.
She came in late, just as the soup was served. She was tall and beautiful, with long red hair and a green dress that probably cost more than our whole house. She kissed Kael on the cheek and sat down like she'd done it a thousand times.
"Margot Hale," Rhys whispered to me across the table. "Daughter of the Silver Creek Alpha. She's going to be our Luna."
My spoon froze halfway to my mouth.
"Kael's marrying her?"
"In the spring. Political deal. Two packs, one big happy family." He shrugged. "Why? You jealous already?"
"Of course not," I said, and put the spoon down because my hand was shaking.
I didn't care. Why would I care? He was a stranger. One night in a ranger station didn't mean anything.
So why did it feel like somebody had reached inside my chest and squeezed?
Margot looked at me across the table. Her green eyes went from my old boots to my cheap dress to my plain brown hair. Then she smiled sweetly.
"So you're the new little sister. How sweet. Do you shift yet, darling? Or is it true what they say?"
The table went quiet.
"It's true," I said.
"Oh." She put her hand on her heart. "You poor thing."
I wanted to throw my soup at her. I smiled instead.
"It's okay. I've had twenty-one years to get used to it."
Kael said nothing. But he was still watching me.
When the main dinner was served, Garrett lifted his glass. He wanted to make a toast.
"To new family," he said, smiling at my mother.
Everyone stood up.
And that was my mistake.
I stood up too fast. My bad ankle gave way under me. I gasped and caught the edge of the table, and my water glass tipped over and spilled across the white cloth.
"Sienna!" Mom said.
"I'm fine. I'm fine. Sorry. I just tripped."
Margot laughed softly.
But Kael wasn't laughing. His eyes went straight down to my feet, then slowly back up to my face.
My heart dropped into my stomach.
"Excuse me," Kael said, standing. "It's warm in here."
He began to roll his sleeve higher. Then he unbuttoned the top of his gray shirt and pulled the collar aside, like he needed air.
And there, on his shoulder, was a white bandage.
My bandage. I knew it because I had tied that crooked knot myself, at three in the morning, with shaking hands.
He looked right at me as he touched it.
I sat down hard. The room spun.
"Sienna, honey, you look pale," Garrett said.
"I'm just tired," I whispered. "Can I use the bathroom?"
"Down the hall, second door on the left."
I didn't walk. I fled, as fast as my ankle would let me.
The hallway was long and dark, lit only by small lamps on the wall. I found the second door, pushed it open, slipped inside and leaned my back against it, breathing hard.
*It was him. It was really him.*
My fated mate was the Alpha. My fated mate was about to be my stepbrother. My fated mate was going to marry a woman named Margot in the spring.
I pressed both hands over my face and tried not to cry.
Then I heard footsteps in the hall outside.
Slow and heavy, they stopped right outside the door.
I held my breath.
The door handle began to turn.
I jumped back just as the door swung open, and Kael Thorne stepped inside and shut it behind him. The bathroom was suddenly very small.
"What are you doing?" I hissed. "This is the bathroom!"
He didn't answer. He just reached out, slowly and carefully, and took my right hand in his.
His thumb brushed over the little bandage on the tip of my finger.
"Funny," he said, very quietly. "The girl who stitched me up last night cut her finger with the needle."
He lifted his gray eyes to mine.
"Right here.”
I couldn't breathe.The howls were everywhere. They came from the left, the right, behind me, in front of me. The dark forest was full of them, high and broken and hungry, bouncing off the huge black trees so I couldn't tell how close they really were.I pressed my back against a tree. My whole body was shaking. My heart was pounding so loud I was sure they could hear it.*Run,* my legs screamed. *RUN.*But where? I couldn't see anything. If I ran, I'd fall. I'd break my ankle. Or I'd run straight into their mouths.*Think, Sienna. You have to think.*I closed my eyes. It didn't matter anyway. Open or closed, it was all the same black.I made myself breathe slowly. In. Out. In. Out.And I listened, the same way I did in the barn this morning, with the blindfold on.At first, there were only the howls. Then, under them, I started to hear other things. Paws on dead leaves, and branches snapping. Heavy, panting breaths.And heartbeats.They were fast and wild, like drums. One was to my l
All day long, I couldn't eat.I tried. Mrs. Holt put a plate of eggs and toast in front of me at breakfast, and I picked up the fork, and then I put it down again. My stomach was a tight, hard knot.*Alone. All night. In the forest.**This time, I won't be coming to save you.*Tessa came over at lunch. She sat on my bed and stared at me like I had just told her I was going to jump off a cliff."He said *what*?""The whole night. From sunset to sunrise.""With rogues out there? With some crazy archer who wants to shoot you in the head?""He said that's the test.""That's not a test, that's *murder*!" She grabbed my hands. "Sienna, quit. Please. Just say the word. Say *stop*.""If I say stop, I lose everything. The Guard. The money. Mom's freedom." I swallowed. "And I have to tell him the truth.""So tell him the truth! He already knows it!""Knowing it and hearing it are different, Tess."She looked at me for a long time. Then she sighed and pulled me into a hug."You're the most stubb
Someone knocked on the bathroom door.I jumped so hard that I knocked the soap bottle off the sink. It hit the floor and rolled under the stall."Sienna?" It was my mother's voice. "Sienna, honey, are you in there?"I looked at the mirror again, fast. My eyes were hazel. Normal, boring, hazel. Just like always.*Did I imagine it?*"I'm here," I said. My voice was shaking.The door opened, and Mom came in. She was wearing a pale green dress that Garrett had bought her, and her hair was pinned up with little pearls. She looked at my ruined blue dress, at the red wine soaked all down the front, and her face went soft and sad."Oh, baby," she said. "Oh, that girl. That horrible girl."She came over and took the paper towels out of my hands. She started to dab at the dress, gently, the way she used to wash my face when I was little."Mom," I whispered."Shh. It's okay. We'll get it clean.""Mom, something happened."Her hands slowed down. "What do you mean?""Just now. In the mirror." My v
Kael's jaw moved. I watched him swallow.I knew what he wanted to say. I could see it burning in his eyes, right there on the edge of his lips. *She's my mate.*Two hundred people were waiting.And I was so scared. I was scared he would say it, and I was scared he wouldn't.Then he took a slow breath, and his face went hard and calm again. The Alpha face."She's my trainee," Kael said. "A Guard in training, under the Alpha's protection." His cold gray eyes moved to Rhys on the stage. "And no Beta of this pack stands up in front of the elders and makes a joke out of a Guard. Not at the Founders' Dinner. Not ever."The room was so quiet I could hear the candles burning."Get off the stage, Rhys," Kael said.For a long moment, Rhys didn't move. He just stood there holding his glass, looking at his cousin. Something passed between them. Something old and complicated.Then Rhys smiled, slowly, and gave a little bow."As you wish, Alpha," he said into the microphone.He handed it back to th
I didn't sleep at all that night. I just lay in bed and stared at the photo on my phone until the screen went dark, and then I turned it on again and stared some more.Me and Kael on the roof, with his hand on my face. We were so close. If Garrett saw this, he would know everything.In the morning, I found Rhys in the kitchen. He was sitting on the counter in his socks, eating cereal straight out of the box. He looked like he'd slept like a baby."Good morning, little sister," he said with his mouth full. "You look terrible.""Delete it," I said."Delete what?""You know what."He crunched his cereal slowly, smiling at me. "Oh, *that*. The very romantic photo of you and my cousin on the roof? I don't know. It's a really good photo. The moonlight was perfect. I think I might frame it.""Rhys." I walked closer and lowered my voice. "Why are you doing this?"He thought about it. He put the cereal box down."A few reasons," he said. "One. It's going to drive my cousin absolutely crazy, an
Everyone clapped.Garrett clapped the loudest. He stood up from his chair with his wine glass high in the air, and his face was red and happy."To Kael and Margot!" he said. "To the future of Blackthorn Ridge!""To Kael and Margot," everyone said, and they lifted their glasses.I lifted mine too. My hand was shaking so badly that the water spilled over the edge and dripped onto the white tablecloth. Nobody noticed. Nobody ever noticed me.Except Mom. Across the table, she was watching me with sad, worried eyes.And Kael.Kael didn't lift his glass. He didn't clap. He sat at the end of the table like a stone statue, with Margot's hand still on top of his. The little cut on his lip, the one I gave him, was dark red in the candlelight.He was looking at his father."You didn't ask me," he said quietly.The table went silent.Garrett smiled. It was a warm, easy smile. "Son, it was always going to happen. We just moved the date. With the rogues attacking our borders, we need Silver Creek's







