LOGIN~Lindsey~
After breakfast, Dad and I prepared to head out to buy some essentials. I open the door and almost run into an enormous man. I gasp and take two steps back, almost falling into my dad. “Lin, it’s ok! This is Mr. Matt. He’s here to make sure we’re safe. I’m sorry. I completely forgot to tell you.” I take a deep breath in and try to compose myself. “It’s ok, Dad. It’s nice to meet you Mr. Matt. I’m Lindsey.” I extend a hand to greet him. “Nice to meet you, Lindsey. Sorry if I scared you. I probably would’ve decked someone if they were standing outside my door.” Mr. Matt jokes as he installs a doorbell with a camera. I let out a laugh. “Well I guess it’s a good thing it’s me and not you.” “That’s true,” he replies with a smile. “I have a daughter about your age. Her name is Callyn, but we all call her Callie. She’s a senior at the high school. She’s a handful, but I hope the two of you will become friends. I’m almost finished setting up the security cameras. Should be finished by the time you get back.” “Well then we will get out of your way. Thank you for making time for us so short notice.” Dad says. “Thanks Mr. Matt! I hope I will meet her soon. I’m sure we will get along great!” Unless of course she turns out to be a total jerk, I think to myself. “No problem! And I’ll tell her to keep an eye out for you Lindsey! If you guys get lost, just mindlink Beta Dave. He will make sure you get what you need.” We thank Mr. Matt again and head out in the rental car. Dad says we need to get new clothes first, just enough to get us by for another week. Hopefully we will be able to get the rest of our things soon. We get to the department store and split up. After grabbing a cart, I go pick out some essentials first; Dad packed about three sets of clothes for each of us, but he said we need one set for at least every day of the week. I prefer comfort over style, so I grab a few pairs of leggings, some joggers, and two pairs of jeans. I pick out a few shirts, a sweatshirt, and a hoodie since it’s still cold out. I briefly look at the dresses; I’m not a huge fan but I’ll need some for casual pack events. I grab a maroon cotton dress with long puff sleeves. I grab some underwear and socks last, and go browse shoes for a little while. Not that I need them, but shoes are my favorite. I text Dad to tell him that I’m finished and that I’m in the shoe aisle though he knows me well enough to know that’s where I’d be. We have to go buy his scrubs after we finish up here. I hope we have another day together before he has to start work. I’m not ready to be on my own or start a new school just yet. “Hey kiddo. Got everything you need?” He walks up holding his haul over his arm. “Yep! Wait, why do you have dress pants? Worried you’ll have important meetings your first week?” I ask jokingly. “Oh shoot. I forgot to tell you to pick out something nice. We have pack dinner on Friday. Our new Alpha and Luna want to introduce us to the pack and give us a big welcome. Go find a nice dress. I’m assuming you’ve found some shoes you want?” He half jokes. “Maybe,” I reply mischievously. “I’ll be right back. I saw one that I liked on a mannequin. Let me go see if they have my size.” “Grab two dresses just in case. I don’t know how long it will take to get our old things, and I want you to have options. Hand me what you’ve got so far, and I’ll wait for you at the checkout.” I hurry back to the women’s clothing and find the dress I saw. It’s a silky lavender color with a sweetheart neckline, off the shoulder straps, and an A line skirt that should hit right at my knee. Ironically I like dressing more modest than most wolves. I just feel more comfortable that way. I quickly look around and spot a navy velvet dress. It’s got a tiered skirt and long sleeves, making it perfect for Friday. I hurry back to Dad, who is waiting patiently with the pair of shoes I was eyeing in one hand and a pile of clothes on his other arm. I don’t know why he didn’t just get a cart. “Dad I don’t need those shoes. We’ve got enough as it is. I have three pairs at the house already.” “Eh I think you need these. I haven’t bought you new shoes in a while. Besides they’re a little nicer so they will go with your dress.” Nicer is an understatement. They’re beige pumps from my favorite shoe brand. Even though they’re plain, they still cost a fortune. “Did you see the price on those? They’re like $200. Totally not worth it right now. I can get some different ones that will serve the same purpose for a lot less.” I turn to go back to the shoe section, but Dad stops me. “Lin I have plenty of money. The least I can do is buy you a nice pair of shoes. Unless you’re going back to get those sneakers you were eyeballing then don’t even think about it.” “Just how long were you watching me?” I ask with a giggle. “You’re in your own world when you’re around shoes. I’ve known that since you were five.” He gives me that bittersweet smile that always pops up when he talks about me as a kid. “Yeah well I guess there are worse addictions.” I smile back. We checkout and go load up the car. Dad tells me to go to the food court while he buys some scrubs. He meets me maybe 15 minutes later with a large bag. We sit down and eat some lo mein, orange chicken, and wontons, enjoying each other’s company.~Lindsey~Lunch goes by quickly; Logan decided to sit at the table next to ours and make loud comments the entire time that I’m sure he intended us to hear. I almost feel sorry for him; Callie was ready for any remark he had to say. Calculus and gym seem to fly by. We’re working on softball this week, another sport I don’t have much experience with. Thankfully, Deanna and Callie both do, so they’re able to offer some much needed help. Coach Mabry handles workouts today after school. I guess the guys had some alpha business to attend to. Apparently we will be working on self defense for the foreseeable future. While I don’t mind it, the mundane practice of doing the same things every day is exhausting. I don’t look forward to it. We take turns being the attacker or the victim. It drags on for what feels like hours. Every few reps we swap partners with someone just to keep our guards up; you never know who or what is going to come at you. Coach finally calls it a day. “Be on the
~Brady~ The rest of the morning flies by. A small part of me feels lighter after making amends with Lindsey, but I still feel the need to win back her favor. Knight and I have been discussing little ways to improve our situation. We’re headed to science class when all of a sudden I feel an arm slung around my neck. “So the vibe is off. What happened between you and Lindsey?” Logan asks curiously. “Just had a little spat. Nothing major.” I respond casually. “Oh cool. So you’re not serious about her then?” He eyes me suspiciously. “I mean I’m still attracted to her. We just decided to take things slowly.” I try to be as vague as possible. The last thing I want is anyone pursuing her. “So she’s fair game now? Cool. May the best man win, cousin,” he winks at me and jogs off. I feel a sickness in the pit of my stomach. I silently plead with the moon goddess not to let Lindsey fall into Logan’s snare. I just want another chance. “Dude you look sick. What the hell is wrong w
~Brady~ I can’t believe what I just heard. What kind of sick depraved bastard allows children to find torture cells, beats his own pack members, and doesn’t have holding cells? And why does Lindsey think I would do that to anyone? I feel so much pain when I think about what she suffered. She’s so strong; most would have caved in or given up by now. I can’t help growing fonder for her. “Why is she so afraid of us?” Knight pouts in my head. I wish I could answer him. If I could go back in time, I wouldn’t hesitate to do it over again I’d let her yell at me a million times over. Anything to have her trust back. “I can’t believe she thinks I would ever do that to her.” I tell Grant when he comes into the room. “I figured you heard. This alpha must be a fucking psycho.” He says quietly. I’ve never seen Grant so serious before. I think he realizes just how bad Lindsey has had it. “I overheard bits and pieces. They had torture cells in White Fang? Is that not illegal?
~Lindsey~ I watch as Aviana and Jacqueline get hauled away, a small part of me hurting for them. I shiver, hoping they will make it out alive. I had snuck to the cells before in White Fang when Jagger and I were kids. There had been some rogue wolves that attacked a family on the border of the pack; thankfully the family survived, but the pup was left with a bad scar. Dad spent hours trying to help heal the little one; he was only four years old at the time. The rogues looked rough even in human form, but that wasn’t what scared us. The condition of the cells were atrocious. The metal bars were rusted and coated in wolfsbane so strong that it hurt to breathe. The shackles that bound their hands and feet were dented and scuffed; the slightest movement would sometimes tear their flesh. The scent of blood, urine, and feces carried through the corridor. The thought of Jacqueline and Aviana going through that for what they did to me seems like a stretch. Maybe community service or s
~Brady~ Today has been rough. Morning practice went fine, but my mind is so heavy from everything that’s been going on. I hop in my shower and try to relax. Grant and I made amends, but I know he’s still upset with me. I get that she’s family, but I’m surprised he’s so protective of Lindsey. If our suspicions are right and Lindsey is my fated mate, it would make sense. Gammas are the sworn protectors of the luna and her cubs. I miss Lindsey. I could smell her last night when we got in and this morning when I left. I’m drawn to her like no one else. She’s constantly on my mind no matter how crazy she makes me. I just hope I can find a way to make her not feel threatened by me. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to lash out like that ever again for fear of causing her pain. It also probably doesn’t help my mood that Jagger is coming to town. I feel tense, like he’s got ulterior motives. We became friends a few years ago when he and Walt visited our pack, but I wouldn’t call u
~Lindsey~ I wake up in a strange bed, the smell of fresh blueberry muffins filling the air. I stretch and head into the living area where I meet Aunt Cammie, Uncle Tom, Grant’s little brother, and Dad all visiting and having breakfast. “Morning sleepyhead! Feel like having a muffin?” Aunt Cammie smiles and goes to check on her second batch in the oven. “Sure. They smell delicious. Where’s Grant?” I ask. He seems to be the only one missing. “Morning practice. He should be here any minute. Zack put your feet down. Lindsey doesn’t want your stinky feet by her.” Zack complies but rolls his eyes once he sees his mom isn’t looking. I guess Grant wasn’t lying when he said Zack is going through his angsty phase right now. Uncle Tom and Dad are too busy talking to notice. “Thanks Zack. I’ve seen you around school. What grade are you in?” I decide to try to make conversation since he seems to hate my guts. He pulls out his phone and starts scrolling. “9th.” He sounds less than amus
~ Lindsey ~ We drive to the school, which is conveniently only about ten minutes from home. “That was quick. Is Black Forest smaller than White Fang?” I ask. “It’s actually larger. They rebuilt this school in the center of the pack when Alpha Cameron met Luna Maci. She wanted a nice place fo
~Lindsey~ We ate our dinner in near silence. After the episode I just had, the shock was still wearing off. My stomach was tied in knots as my mind replayed my dream over and over again. Those three words haunted my soul. “You’re all mine.” I’d rather die than be his, which may be my fate if h
~Lindsey~ After shopping we take a quick grocery run to pick up some fresh fruit, vegetables, and meat. There were basic essentials and shelf stable items already in the house, but Dad believes in cooking healthy meals. Probably the doctor in him feels a little hypocritical telling others to do t
~Brady~ This is perfect. Not only do I have a chance to get back at Colton and Grant for the stunt they pulled last week, but I get to see Lindsey in action. There’s not much hotter than a couple of girls fighting it out. Plus she’s wearing some tight leggings and a long sleeve crop top that hug







