LOGINMorgan's POV
When it came to decision making, I loved letting people take the lead for me. I would rather be told what to do, what to wear and where to go.
I knew it stemmed from the trauma in my childhood where I was never given a voice and whenever I did try to speak, I was shunned down with words like ugly duckling or fat pig.
But for the first time in my life, I finally made a decision, and I was taking a firm stance on it.
My very small rows of shoes flew into the box next as I held in a small whimper of pain, trying to look unbothered.
I did not know where I was going, I had no idea what I was going to tell anyone, but I just knew, I was going to leave.
I could not tolerate this disrespect anymore.
I heard the door open behind me just as I zipped the suitcase shut and stood up from the bed.
I could tell from his intoxicating scent that it was Damien but that arousal I always felt when he was around was not present today.
He did not say anything for a second but I could feel his eyes trailing mine as I searched for the other leg of my slipper with tear filled eyes in my fury.
In my head, my size blubbered around, walking past our standing mirror to check behind the closet for it.
I was just a fucking whale.... Of course he did not love me. It was no secret why he wouldn't.
"what do you think you are doing?" He called out harshly.
I finally stared at him, the irritation in his eyes being the first thing to hit me like a wave.
I stood tall.
" I am going back to my parents house. I don't want to be your mate any longer" I said strongly.
I saw that smile of amusement form on his face, his eyes trailing my features before the smile finally faded in confusion.
" Wait....you are serious?"
I clenched my teeth, my hands tightly formed into balls of fists as the four years I had poured blindly into this marriage rushed through me like a fucking wave.
" Yes I am serious! You do not see me, you do not love me. You treat me like your slave! For four years all I have done is cater for you, wash your clothes and collect ridicule from your pack members and your mum.
You do not respect me, you do not shun these people when they say bad things about me and now you are finally having the guts to show me that you are cheating? How dare...."
The rest of my words were cut off with a deafening slap.
He has moved so quickly towards me I had not noticed until he was standing in front of me, and his hands had reached towards my face at lightning speed, striking me so hard, I saw stars for the first few seconds.
When I stared back at him in surprise, his eyes were wild with anger and I could see his wolf on the verge of slipping out, like I had given him such a bad record he could not get it out of his head.
" Don't you ever! Do this shit you are doing right now. You were turned into a slave in my pack and so? What good is a woman your size if not to clean and scrub?
I did you a fucking favour by getting you married. I gave you a title, your parents were ecstatic to know that someone of my calibre was willing to settle down with their whale of a daughter.
Yet after everything this is how you repay me?"
He stared past me to my box all packed up with a ghost of a mocking smile on his face.
" With your bags all packed up and your stupid mouth running without a filter? I will let you go for now. Unpack and go wash the dishes"
It was a stinging betrayal. That feeling of knowing where you truly stood with someone.
" I will not. I am leaving here today" I said finally.
He scoffed.
" This bitch is serious? Fine then. Go. But I won't be taking you back in two days time even if you prostate to me with the rest of your stupid family do you get it?!"
" I will. And you won't be seeing me again. And I hope that when you look back, when your ego is all worn off, you will realize how much you needed me,and how bad you treated me"
Anger was an understatement when I stared at him.
I watched him physically battle his thoughts to pin me down and hit me over and over until I developed a concussion.
I thought he did not love me, why did he have this much anger when I'm about to leave?
" I will never miss you. I have never needed you stupid fat bitch. You are just an idiot and I can't wait to see you crawling your ass back to beg me to take you back.
But I won't. Then I will make you suffer"
I nodded softly, each word cutting through me like a knife.
This was really how he viewed me?
I silently picked up my bag,.giving him a small nod as my heart tore in my chest, begging for reprieve, for change.
I did not turn back to look at anyone. I heard the gasps and the murmurs of the servants as I passed them by the hall.
I saw the mocking stares.
They all disrespected me.
It did not matter though now.
Because no matter what happened, I would not be coming back here.
Morgan's POVI quickly realized just how different this pack was from the ones I was used to. It was not only the structure or that blissful feeling in the air, it was also the quiet discipline that everyone seemed to follow without being forced to.And more often than not, it was the friendliness.The first woman I met was an angel. I had gotten so used to people being irritated when they saw me, I somehow made it my whole personality without realizing it. But this woman....She took one look at me, watching me fidget with the map that the servant had thrust into my hands, beaming with smiles as she approached me." You must be new here" she said.I nodded, smiling softly." Yes ma'am, I just came with Alpha Caspian this evening"I stared back at the map, trying to make a sense of it and failing horribly.The pack was insanely huge. It needed a map just to locate places like the Alpha office and the dining hall.I expected her pleasantries to end there but it didn't.She hummed." O
Caspian's POVDerek did not like her. I could tell from the way he scrunched up his nose from the minute she got out of the car, his eyes trailing over hers slowly like she was a bad piece of meat." Get her a room at the quarters and tell the servants to move her things in" i said to the servant that has come to collect my brief case.Just like Derek, he scrunched up his nose but did not say a word, motioning at her to come as he picked up her luggage." Alpha Caspian..." She called just as I turned to leave." Yes?"She swallowed." Thank you so much. You have no idea how much this means to me. Thank you"I hummed.Maybe it was not such a bad thing to do. That little vote of thanks was enough to mask all the troubles I felt in a few minutes, leaving me smiling from ear to ear." We will meet tomorrow to discuss further things, but for now, you should go stay in your room..the servants will get you something to eat and put you through if you need anything"With that said, I pretended
Caspian's POVMy wolf was relentless. I was not given single minute of peace in my being as it clawed at me to do something.At first, I refused to acknowledge it, keeping a straight face and staring into the distance, away from the sheer embarrassment that this stupid man was putting her through.The more his words turned harsher, the harder I gritted my teeth.I should not interfere. After all, she is not the one I came for.Then he hit her. The metallic smell of blood hit my nose and I heard her wolf howl for mine, a bond that I did not even know both of them had managed to form in the few minutes we kissed.That was it. I could not bear it anymore." That's enough!" I finally let out.The entire room went cold. Even her father that had been in a corner smirking slightly had the smirk wiped off his face almost immediately.He sputtered and cleared his throat, trying to form words." Alpha Caspian. This must be so upsetting for you to watch. I know you hate mingling with things lik
Morgan's POVThere was nothing left of my dignity in this pack. I had lost it all from the moment I was born fat and ugly.I felt the urge to die, to climb up the tallest mountain and jump down into certain death but I did not trust myself enough to do it. So I went with the more embarrassing option, begging Brian.He was seated very closely to Alpha Caspian when I walked in, his eyes lighting up with mischief as he stared at me.Alpha Caspian and I stared at each other for a brief second before he looked away, as though embarrassed to let people see that brief exchange." Oh here she is....finally! I was beginning to think you would never come!" Amara yelled from her spot in alpha caspian's arms, cuddled up so close to him like he was the only life line she had.In opposite seats sat my parents, their own eyes scrutinizing me too with irritation.My hands quivered and I prayed for the ground to open and swallow me.This was a humiliation ritual, the kind that could soothe the growing
Morgan's POVMy first kiss was when I was fifteen. It has come later than the other girls who had their first kiss very early into their lives.I remembered how desolate I had felt, standing in front of the other girls and watching them recount these memories while I stood there with my chubby body, wanting to hide away from the eyes of everyone.It was not until fifteen that I got my first "pity" kiss. A boy had been dared to kiss me and after our lips crashed in youthful exuberance, he had rushed to clean off his lips like he could contact leprosy from just my lips."I'm never kissing a fat bitch again!" He had howled as he rushed back to the group of boys that stood in a corner, pointing and laughing.Somehow, that single sentence was enough to dismiss the butterflies that had gathered in my stomach from my first kiss replacing me instead with dread.After that unruly boy was Brian. Not enough experience but I still knew that a kiss should not feel so..... energetically charged.Ou
Caspian's POVI felt the bile rise in my throat as I listened to him talk. It was obvious that he had already planned this entire proposed speech of how great his pack was before my arrival.Every word sounded like a bragging right for him, his laughter tickling the anger in my chest as I tried to keep my emotions at bay.This was all the fault of Derek. I wonder why I allowed him convince me that this family would be worth marrying into.Just a few minutes in and I was already feeling irked."I would also think that it would be a great thing for us to collaborate once in a while you know? Especially in the aspect of the communication sector among alphas and...."He was still rambling on when that scent hit my nose. At first it was almost unnoticeable, just that gentle whiff that caused my wolf to stand at high alert, my usually calm wolf twitching in my chest as its pacing grew faster.What was that scent?I turned around to look, tuning out the Alpha that was now talking about how h







