Renna's POV
Life went on for me as usual, I continued to work the shifts on the pack house and the day after the winter solstice had been a very hectic one for us maids. I missed Kieran, but he'd gone on pack duties with his father to some neighbouring town and I felt utterly alone.
Mother's words continued to echo inside my head even after I had awoken and it ate deep into me. Leia had been proclaimed the alpha while I on the other hand, got more shifts to fill in for.
I was on my way to the maid mistress's quarter to begin my shift when my stepmom suddenly appeared in the hallway with her signature scowl on. She threaded the floor like the mere marbled tiles disgusted her. With shoulders high and nose raised up in the air.
“Renna!”
I faltered, my day could not get any more worse! I had to wake up to her face first thing in the morning, “Good....good morning mother,” I stuttered, muttering strings of incoherent words.”
A frown graced her face and she clicked her tongue, “How splendid of you to save me the stress of having to come over to your room.”
“You wanted to see me?” I inquired when my brows furrowed from confusion.
“Of course! Why else would I want to come over to your room?”
I did not like where this was headed. Whenever mother had a reason for seeing me, it never ended well. Our last night's encounter hadn't been a pleasant one and I could still remember clearly how she continued to gloat and praise Leia in front of me.
“Why, mother?”
Surprisingly, she reached out for my hands, patting it softly when concern marred her face. Her expression shifting from cold and seething to friendly all of a sudden. I would have fallen for her facade if I didn't know her too well. She was one cunning, venomous serpent in the form of a human.
“I know I have been too hard on you lately, then there's the shift you have to tend to on a daily. Anyone would be exhausted, not to mention the fact that you have to see to your sister's health. I wish I could help relieve you of your burden, but sadly, there's nothing I can do.”
Snatching my hands from her instinctively, I couldn't begin to understand any of the words that she said. I didn't need her pity and it wasn't even as if she cared about me. I could feel hot and cold shivers chasing themselves down my spine when the dread of what she was about to say to me filled me.
“What exactly do you want, mother?”
She grimaced, pursing her lips when she stood in an uptight position, “I want you to give Kieran to Leia. Your sister.”
I scoffed, nearly reeling backwards when her words hit me like a tidal wave, “What do you mean? Give Kieran to Leia? He's not some toy or a tool to be given! He's my mate!”
I half-yelled. This was the most ridiculous thing I had ever heard. When did we get here?! Giving my blood to Leia wasn't enough, now I had to let go of my mate too?!
“Well, you must. I do not care what you think he is to you, but you must give him to your sister. She needs him more than you do. What good are you to Kieran anyway? She'll give Kayden to you, and you'll give him to her. Win-win situation.”
My head whipped back and my chest heaved when laughter echoed through the hallway and I realized it was from me.
"You have got to be kidding, right?” she was not. The smug grin on her face was proof of it. “You're not,“ I muttered underneath my breath.
“You know I mean every single word that I speak.”
I didn't have time to wait for whatever she had to say next. I turned on my heels and ran as fast as I could to father's study, not bothering to knock. I yanked the door open, finding father and Leia together.
“Renna. Would you bother to knock next time?”
My chest heaved from all the exertion and I was already beyond livid, to be bothered by his chafing tone. “What is the meaning of this? Mother suddenly wants me to give up Kieran. Why? Why?! Are you in on this too?!”
He hesitated, wearing a sullen look on his face when he attempted a talk. “I understand you do not want to part with your mate–”
“–I don't! We're mated already! How can you just ask this of me?! I love Kieran, he loves me too, and I'll never, ever part with him!”
My mind was fully prepared to withstand whatever was to come next. I was determined to never break my mate bond because my stepmother suddenly thought that he'll be a nice accessory for her little princess. Said princess dashed forward, her countenance falling and shoulders sagged.
“It's fine father. Please do not push Renna to break her mate bond, I do not wish to have her go through such pain.”
As if on cue, mother had to walk in. She dashed forward with repulse intent, her expression beyond livid.
“Do you have to make your sister feel bad? Tell me! Is it too much to ask that you let your mate go for her? Listen to her speak Donovan, she doesn't even care about the alpha and thinks us foolish.”
My father had changed since he had taken Circe as his mate and it did not stop at that. She always had a way of making him do her bidding I wondered what it was she had on him.
“Come on, Renna. Be sensible for once. It's not as if you'd ever really get to be with Kieran.”
“What?!” I staggered backwards when his words hit me like a hard blow.
“He's more suitable for the alpha. Do not be blinded by your selfish desires to have him to yourself! He's not yours, find someone else. The Omega, Kayden would be more suited for you in ranks.”
My mind grew fuzzy, whirling when my mind struggled to make sense of whatever it is they were saying. Why did it have to be my mate?! Why not someone else's? Why did I have to always forfeit things for Leia?!
Renna’s POVKayden avoided me. It’s been weeks since my last encounter with the Alpha, and he’d avoided me like a plague. But I only got worse. As much as I couldn't get him out of my mind, my desire for Kayden only worsened. Torn between an internal battle of lust and hate, I groaned, leaning against the walls that led to the Alpha's study. I could no longer wait for him to come to me, and I'd decided to go to him instead.Wiping the sweat beads as they rolled in rivulets, I groaned. Even under the cold weather, I could feel my insides burning up.Not to mention the wave of arousal sluicing through me at intervals, giving me no time to catch my breath even as I tried to ignore the tempting suggestions that my mind was beginning to conjure up somehow.This was the heat. In a few weeks, I'd go into heat fully, and there'd be no stopping it. This was pain! Getting turned on, with nothing to quench this fire burning through my veins was hell itself. Fuck it, I would have gone to Kayde
Kayden’s POV “Kayden, please.” Renna pleaded, her chest heaving as she parted her thighs, wanting and needing more. “Touch me.”I could still taste her on my tongue. I could still feel the way her body shuddered against mine as she clenched, tightening around my fingers. My shoulders tensed when I struggled to force myself away from her as I lifted to my feet, taking a step back.Her scent, the way she looked at me like she wanted more. Like I was all that could satiate whatever fire that has been ignited deep inside of her, was all a lie.“Enough,” I growled out. “That's enough. No more,”Renna shifted her weight on her elbow, her chest rising as she stared at me with confusion flickering in her cerulean irises. Then I watched as it morphed into something else; disappointment.“What?! No! Why—”“It all has to end, Renna.” I growled, cutting her off. I clenched my fists, forcing my gaze away from hers. “Can't you fucking see?! This isn't real. None of this is.”She scoffed, shaking h
Kayden’s POVFuck!My hands instinctively wrapped around the back of her neck to hold her head in place when her mouth suddenly sank down on me and she took me into her mouth, rolling her tongue on my slit. I shuddered, my hips jerking forward as I thrusted against her, hitting the back of her throat she gagged, struggling to take me in all at once."Fuck, Kitten.” I smirked. “You're not ready for this, don't fucking try to take all of me into your mouth.”Renna bloody ignored whatever I had to say, deep-throating me once more, her eyes widened from the tears that gathered at the corner of her eyes. Then she continued on again, determined to see me fall apart right there, but I wasn't going to give her the pleasure of that yet.I grabbed hold of her, twisting our bodies in a matter of seconds, my cock dropped out of her mouth with a plop sound. She clung unto me as I carried her to my feet, returning back into the lake. A scowl formed on her face when I settled her at the edge.“D
Renna’s POVThe rest of the pack had shifted to their animals when Amari and I returned. When I'd insisted to not shift, Kayden tried to persuade me to hitch a ride on his wolf but I refused. He'd tried to ask me why I'd refused to come with them, but I said nothing instead. I couldn't tell him. Not when there was so many people around. Not only was I weaker than an Omega, I still couldn't control my wolf, and probably, I never will.They hesitated at first and after several futile attempts to convince them that I could take care of myself in their absence, did they finally agree to leave without me.Amari shifted to her wolf, wasting no time to join the others when I assured her that I was okay with staying alone.I sat just at the edge of the lake that was nearest to the path that led back home, leaning down, I stared at my reflection again. This was another lake, thankfully. As I recalled my encounter with the Alpha, the other day I'd tried to take a swim in the sacred lake, a s
Renna’s POVKayden shifted into his wolf for me. My wolf was excited to finally get to meet her mate, but it didn't last long because the next minute, he'd walked out of the room, leaving me all to myself. After what felt like hours, a knock resounded on the door, and Amari waltzed in with a smile on her face.I’d realized that I knew next to nothing about her, about Kayden or his Beta, and about this pack I was in. as much as I wanted to find out more, I could tell Kayden had somehow found a way to restrict them from saying too much. Even Amari would’nt choose to go against his orders.“Hey, Luna.”"Amari,” I chuckled. “You look rather excited today,”I muttered from where I lay, sprawled on the bed like a cat. She nodded, grinning from ear to ear like a Cheshire cat. Her smile deepened as she walked closer to me, plopping down on the couch."The Alpha called the pack out for a small run through the woods.” She muttered as she smoothened the tank top she had on combat pants, her mus
Kayden’s POVMy Little Wolf had fallen asleep, right after I'd carried her into the shower stall. After she’d showered, she changed into another flimsy nighties , falling asleep almost immediately.I couldn't tell what time it was, but she stared. Renna let out a gasp when her eyes fluttered open. I didn't want her body away from mine yet, and I didn't want to alert her by waking up. So I pulled her closer towards me.She tried to wiggle free from my hold and I let her. Watching as she walked over to the bathroom, brushing and getting ready for the morning. I heard her coming back in, and pretended to be asleep. I couldn't tell if last night was a mistake, or if she wanted to remember what I'd made her feel.She creeped back in too, trying to quietly go back into bed and pretend she'd been sleeping too but she laid facing me to get a good look at my face, then I spoke,"Do you like what you see?""Huh?" She muttered. Startled by my question."You don't need to pretend to be asleep, L