I felt like I was doing a walk of shame as I made my way back to the pack house. Austin could now move his fingers. It wouldn't take too long for him to wake up. At least, that was good news. The bad news was...I can't even wait back to see him. I have to leave now.Eve was waiting for me at the front of the pack house when I got there, and she immediately leaped on me, not minding that I was soaking wet."Gosh. Why does this have to happen to you?" Her voice broke like she was about to cry and I forced a smile at her. There was nothing worth smiling about my life."I guess that's just how it's gonna be." I answered, pulling myself away from her.She didn't completely let me go and held on to my arm as if I was going to dissipate if she didn't. We climbed the stairs and made our way to the tiny room we so efficiently shared, and Eve immediately grabbed a blanket to cover me up."Hazel. I heard what happened. What did they say? What's going to happen now?" Simon asked, his eyes wide wi
Eve nodded and came closer. "Please, Hazel. I will feel much better if Simon goes with you. Besides, Simon has a phone. You don't. I will be able to call and keep in touch with both of you and sometimes even visit. I can't believe you are really leaving. Whi will I share this room with now?" It seemed like she wasn't really thinking of her words, just pouring it out as her heart felt.I let her slowly embrace me, her hand gently patting my back. Simon put his hands on my shoulder and squeezed then walked out of the room. She released me slowly and I walked back to my now bare bed, then sat on it.I didn't feel much, I couldn't. It was crazy how downhill my life has gone in such short amount of time and how happy I could have let myself be by being next to Austin while it lasted. But I couldn't. I kept thinking of this day and now that it has come I can't stop thinking of the past.Simon walked in with a bag around his shoulder and a bigger one in his hand."I got some foodstuffs and t
I watched him set his tools down slowly, then heaved a sigh. "Does it still bother you that much?"I shrugged. "Let's focus."He didn't buy my oattempt at changing the subject. "I really don't know if he would ask of you. I don't know what sort of relationship you guys now have. But I'll be here for you. Whether he wants you back or not."I nodded and forced a snile. It wasn't quite what I wanted to hear. "Of course."I adjusted my back on the tree and closed my eyes again. That question relegated itself to the back of my mind again. It wasn't going to get an answer anytime soon.I slept my way through Simon's hard work and the sun's journey across the sky, and woke up at sunset. By then, most of the shed was finished, and he had put a folded cloth behind my head so I could rest well."I didn't know you could do things like these." I said, straightening."Well, a man has to try." He laughed and drank some water, then went back to adjusting the woods he had already set straight. It was
Days passed by and each day, Simon found a way to make the shed a little more habitable. He finally found a source of water, looked for a large water container, found us a place to cook food, and lots of things. We finally had a small bath house just behind the shed, and we were finally warming up to living together. He sometimes had to sneak back to the pack just to let his phone charge, but I felt like it was mostly because we still needed a lot of things to actually be fine.Six days has already passed by ever since the news of Austin's marriage came. At first, I tried not to let Simon know just how shaken I was by it, but now that I sat on the hay bed, alone, watching the door and expecting Simon back from getting water, I knew I was wrong.It hurt me to death that he was getting married just like that, when I was almost convinced he would choose me. Eve had said she never saw him, but the family was back to nornal. Caroline was always on the way to the alpha's house, probably ta
Just watching him stand there brought tears to my eyes. I could feel my heart thumping wildly in my chest and I sniffed, then looked at him again."Alpha Austin," Simon said unable to keep the disappointment out of his voice. "Come in."Austin looked around for a bit, then took a step in, but stopped in front of me. His eyes fixed on mine, and they were calm, as if he was waiting for an answer. "I..." I started to say, before tears made me choked down on my words and I, shamelessly, ungratefully, yet happily wrapped my arms around him and buried my face in his chest. It was warm, like home. It was soft and it was hard too. Like perfection.He gave a small sigh but let me cry in his chest, and after a while I moved away slowly on my own."Why couldn't you wait?" He asked again.I sniffed and wiped my tears with the back of my hand. "We were...we were caught. By the time we came back and you were unconscious...the grand alpha already found out I am not your mate from Lily and Catherine
I blinked slowly, then nodded. "I guess I...""Don't lie to me." He said a little sternly. "I know if you are not fine.""How will you know?" I asked, suddenly. "You don't even know me and the only reason you are here is because you feel responsible."He gave a small sigh. "This is not the time to be emotional. Let's go."I nodded, trying hard to calm myself down. It isn't the time to get emotional. At least, he came back for me. At least.Simon came back heavily laden with our things, and Austin held my hand. "Put it in the car," Austin said to Simon as if he was retaining me to ride with."You came with a car? How come...""He has to trek to where it is." Austin answered simply, then pulled me to start walking. I followed behind him as Simon led the way to the bright flashlight Austin must have left on.We walked the distance to the same car we had gone to Duncan's lair with, and Simon threw in our things at the back.Austin let me go around to the other side, while Simon got in at
"Pity you?"H examined me for a while. "I feel like you do. Was it because I was unconscious? Or is it something else?"I swallowed. The memory of the grand alpha and Lily's threats slowly came back to me and I turned away."Maybe I was just being tender. Being tender is...very close to pity."He sighed. "Would you want to marry me tomorrow? I made the decision all on my own and I guess I should listen to you first." "Do you think I would have a different answer? Didn't you chose me because you knew...I would willingly come?""You make it sound like I take you for granted." He said. "You make it sound like I didn't wonder where you were when I woke up.""This is torture." I said to him. I wasn't sure what I meant however. Was it what he was facing? Or what I was facing?He opened his mouth to talk, but nothing came out of it, and he slowly pursed his lips agsin. "Rest well."I watched him close the door then sat there on the solo bed, blinking back the uncertainty I felt. So what now
Tears filled my eyes as I watched him leave, my heart thumping slightly in my chest. I stood by the window throughout until I saw him emerge at the wedding grounds, his hair tied in a man bun behind him. I would definitely see a black handkerchief from here.I swallowed and sat on the window rim, just as Eve brought a cup of water to me."Crazy, right?" She asked and sat beside me."Right. I can't believe any of this is happening to be honest. It's...weird." I sighed again and turned to the wedding.The more dignified wolves of the pack were in attendance, with the grand alpha right in front. I could see the gamma sitting in front, with Catherine, his hands holding her tight. The gamma was the same age as the grand alpha and would retire to an eclipse with him. Eric was there too, his white suit standing out just a little less than that of Austin. Austin was standing right in front of the altar, his hands clasped in front of him. I watched as the first prayers to the moon goddess wa