ANMELDENELOWEN WHITLOCK POV
"I know you hate me, but stay," I say. I force my eyes to stay on his big wolf eyes. "I will sign the paper to leave the Thorncroft Alpha Dominion. I will give you the divorce, but you have to stay here tonight and walk next to me at Alpha Alaric's funeral tomorrow. When the pack ritual is done, I will sign."
"You want to bargain with me?" Caelan asks. He drops his hand from my jaw and takes a step closer. His mouth touches my ear, and his breath is very hot. "Then please me right now, Elowen. Words do not mean anything to an Alpha."
"I can do that," I say. I put my big human arms around his thick waist. I have to look way up because he is so tall and I am short. I know this is a bad way to make him stay, and it makes me feel very small and sad inside.
I move my hands down his back to hold him tight, but his big hand claps down on my wrist.
"That is enough," Caelan says. His voice is very flat. He pulls away, grabs his gray night clothes from the bed, and puts them on fast.
"Are you staying?" I ask. My mouth stays open. I feel a little bit of hope in my chest.
"Ashton..." a loud cry comes from the dark woods right outside our balcony window.
"Isolde," Caelan says. He does not look at me for one second. He runs to the glass doors and throws them open to look down at the muddy ground. His face gets very dark and angry. He grabs his heavy black coat and runs out of the bedroom.
I look through the rain and see Isolde Ashbourne standing by the pack gates. Her thin white dress is completely wet and sticks to her skin. She looks very small and shaking like a sick pup in the cold downpour.
Caelan throws his big coat over her wet shoulders to keep her warm. He looks like he wants to yell at her, but she throws her arms around his neck and starts crying very loud against his chest.
"She wins again," I whisper to myself. I finally see the truth. Two years of being his wife means nothing compared to one sad cry from Isolde.
Caelan keeps his big arm tight around her waist and brings her inside the front doors. I run out of the bedroom and stand right at the top of the stairs, blocking the way to the rooms. Their wet clothes are dripping dirty water all over the floor.
"Move out of our way, human," Caelan snaps. He looks at me like I am a piece of dirt on the trail.
"Do I look sad to you?" I ask. My eyes burn very bad, but I do not let the tears drop. It hurts more than my heart to see him treat her like a beautiful queen while he steps all over me.
"Caelan, you promised," I say. I hold the wooden railing tight. "When we joined hands for Grandpa Alaric, you promised she would never step inside this pack lodge while I live here. This is our home."
"You think you are important?" Caelan laughs. He uses his big shoulder to push my body hard against the wall. "You look down on yourself, Elowen."
"Do not push her," Isolde says, but she hides her face in his chest.
I cannot do anything. I just stand there like a ghost and watch him carry her into the warm guest room at the end of the hall.
The night gets very bad after that. The cold rain made Isolde's small body get a very hot sickness fever. Caelan stays by her bed like she is a precious pack treasure, helping her change into dry clothes and putting cold cloths on her head.
He looks up and sees me standing by the door. His eyes turn to cold yellow ice.
"Get out of this house and go to the Thorncroft family home right now," Caelan orders. "Isolde is too sick to look at your face tonight."
"You want me to walk into the dark woods at midnight?" I ask. My voice shakes.
"I do not care where you go," he says.
"I am going back to my bedroom," I say. I hold my stomach where the little baby is. "It is not right for me to leave before the Alpha's funeral ritual."
I walk out into the dark hallway, and my chest feels like it is breaking. Suddenly, another wolf runs up the stairs very fast. It is Lucan Blackmoor. He is still wearing his black sleep pants, and his boots are covered in wet mud from the forest path.
"Is she okay?" Lucan asks. He is breathing very hard, and his clothes are completely soaked from the storm.
ELOWEN WHITLOCK POV"Why are you standing there like a sick pup, human?" Celine Dawnfang laughs loud from the stone porch of the Thorncroft family home."I am just fine, Aunt Celine," I say.I pull my big jacket around my waist. The wagon ride from our lodge to the high pack lands took a full hour, and my head feels completely dizzy. My mind is filled with thoughts of Isolde Ashbourne’s bleeding stomach and the black look Caelan gave me before he ran. My chest squeezes tight, and I have to run over to the green bushes to gag. Nothing comes out, but my human stomach burns bad.Celine walks down the steps with her nose in the air. Her mate was Gareth Silvermane, the second son of old Alaric. The first son was Tristan Thorncroft, who died in a big rogue fight with his wife years ago, leaving Caelan to be the sole Alpha. Celine hates me because I am a plus-size human from the poor Whitlock Bloodline, and she wanted the Alpha throne for her own line."The old Alpha is dead, and his grand p
ELOWEN WHITLOCK POV"You switch your face very fast, Isolde," I say. I grab my traveling bag and look right at her mean face. "Caelan is not here, so you stop acting like a small, sweet pup.""When are you going to sign the paper to leave the Thorncroft Alpha Dominion?" Isolde yells loud. She jumps right in front of the door so I cannot pass. "Tell me!""Are you happy being a bad wolf who steals another girl's mate?" I ask. I force a loud laugh from my throat."You are the bad one!" she screams, and her pretty white face turns completely red with anger. "If you did not use human tricks on old Alaric, I would be the Alpha's true mate in this lodge! Now the old wolf is dead. Nobody can save you anymore. If I were you, I would take the pack resources Caelan gives you and run far away from our territory!""You are not me, Isolde," I say. My voice stays cold. I walk right past her shoulder and head toward the stairs. Caelan is the only wolf who can make my heart hurt. Her words are just em
ELOWEN WHITLOCK POV"Please do not be mad at me, Elowen," Isolde Ashbourne says. Her small face gets very sad, and she pulls on Caelan's thick shirt sleeve. "I made a big mistake by coming here last night. I ruined your night with Caelan. Please sit down and eat the alpha eggs with us so I can feel better.""I do not need your apologies," I say.I want to laugh out loud because it is so funny. Human girls like me have to work hard every single day, but a pretty wolf girl just has to cry once. She can do anything bad, and everyone still loves her.Caelan does not look at me at first, but when Isolde speaks, his gold eyes snap to my face."Sit down and eat," Caelan says. His voice is very hard, like an Alpha commanding a low pack member."Okay," I say. I nod my head and try to smile.My heart feels totally numb now. I can never say no to Caelan because I loved him the first time I saw his wolf form in the woods. It is too hard to stop loving him.This is the first time I ever eat food m
ELOWEN WHITLOCK POV"You cannot go past this hall, Elowen," Lucan Blackmoor says. He stops right in front of my face and fixes his wet shirt. "I am here to fix the alpha girl's fever.""You only care about her," I say. My voice is very quiet. I look at him. He is the best medicine wolf for Alpha Caelan, and he always treats me like an outsider from the Whitlock Moonfang Pack. "You call me Ms. Whitlock, but I am the Alpha's wife.""It is just a name," Lucan says. He looks away fast."Go inside then," I say. I move my big body out of his way. I know how people see me. They only see a human who does not belong here.I go down to the lower floor. I open the big dark wood box and find a thick black wolf skin vest. Caelan never wears it. I take it out and wait by the door.Lucan comes down the stone stairs very fast. He carries his medicine bag and looks tired."You are still awake?" Lucan asks. He looks surprised to see me. "The moon is going down, Ms. Whitlock.""Take this vest," I say. I
ELOWEN WHITLOCK POV"I know you hate me, but stay," I say. I force my eyes to stay on his big wolf eyes. "I will sign the paper to leave the Thorncroft Alpha Dominion. I will give you the divorce, but you have to stay here tonight and walk next to me at Alpha Alaric's funeral tomorrow. When the pack ritual is done, I will sign.""You want to bargain with me?" Caelan asks. He drops his hand from my jaw and takes a step closer. His mouth touches my ear, and his breath is very hot. "Then please me right now, Elowen. Words do not mean anything to an Alpha.""I can do that," I say. I put my big human arms around his thick waist. I have to look way up because he is so tall and I am short. I know this is a bad way to make him stay, and it makes me feel very small and sad inside.I move my hands down his back to hold him tight, but his big hand claps down on my wrist."That is enough," Caelan says. His voice is very flat. He pulls away, grabs his gray night clothes from the bed, and puts them
ELOWEN WHITLOCK POV"Why are you sitting in the dark like a ghost?" Caelan Thorncroft barks as he slams my bedroom door open. He drops his wet leather coat on the floor and does not look at me. "Get out of my way.""You are completely wet from the storm," I say. My heart beats fast against my ribs. I stand up from the bed, my big human arms shaking as I grab clean clothes from the wooden chest. "Take these.""Put them down and stay silent," he says. He walks straight into the washroom, and the hot water starts making a loud noise.I do not sleep because my mind is too full of the wolf baby. I walk to the edge of the room and look out the glass window. The dark clouds are heavy over the Alpha Dominion District, and a cold rain hits the glass.The washroom door opens with a bang. Caelan steps out with just a small fur wrap around his waist, and his big alpha muscles are shining with water drops."What are you staring at, human?" Caelan asks. His dark eyes look mean and angry when he see







