"Come."
It took everything she had for Miriam to lift the hem of her gown and descend the shallow steps to accept the mercenary's outstretched hand. Unlike hers, it was warm with no trace of a tremor. She was silent, not knowing what else to say, as they made their way to the place where the red carpet ended - or began, depending on your perspective.
Nobody came to her rescue because someone already had.
A thought struck her.
"What will become of my maidservant?" she asked, looking back over her shoulder at the middle-aged man who was now engaged in counting his coins. How vulgar of him.
"You certainly won't be needing her, love," a voice thick with mirth remarked, causing a ripple of amusement to make its way through the many bystanders.
The grip on her hand tightened, warningly perhaps, but she had to say it. Jenna deserved no less.
"Will she be disposed of, too?"
Miriam became aware that the mercenary was regarding her strangely. She bit her lip. She must stop thinking of him like that.
"Why do you care?" he asked.
"I suppose the idiot can help Ruthie by doing some of the more menial tasks," Daphne said, sounding bored.
Her first instinct was to defend the girl, but she didn't want her sister to take it out on Jenna.
As she was debating what to say in reply, Ketil squeezed her hand again.
"Answer me, Princess."
The use of her title shocked her a little, given the circumstances.
"Being dumb, Jenna cannot speak up for herself. They were going to send her to the mines to - to entertain the men before I asked for her. I couldn't let that happen, my lord."
She thought she saw a softening in his demeanour.
"I will do what I can for the maid," he said.
"Very noble of you," a red-bearded giant commented, startling her, and she saw they were now flanked by the other two mercenaries. Like Ketil, they wore the blue cloak of palace guards and had obviously caught up after leaving their usual spot closer than most to the throne. "Is she pretty?"
"Sigurd." It came out as a growl.
"Why, yes," Miriam answered, recalling the plump girl's rare but radiant smile which showed the cute gap between her front teeth and eyes the colour of honey.
She recognised the other very tall man now as someone who often performed sentry duties when he wasn't chasing women.
"Imagine that, Ketil. You could have bought two for the price of one."
Miriam blushed, as she did every time anyone paid her a compliment. Unlike Daphne, she believed she wasn't renowned for her beauty or poise, only her intellect. How would a quick mind serve her now when what she really needed were social skills, especially the kind that might persuade him not to bed her?
To focus on something other than her panic, Miriam asked, "Do you have a family name?"
The silence which followed told her she'd made a misstep.
"The lady must believe you to be a bastard," the one named Sigurd said, slapping Ketil on his broad back.
"My father did not introduce us when you - " She swallowed, forcing herself to meet what were now stormy grey eyes, though she had to look up a long way. "Forgive me, I meant no offence, my lord."
"Where does she think she is, at court?" the red-bearded one remarked, with a chuckle.
"Let's get out of here." Ketil glanced over his shoulder to the throne, adding contemptuously, "Even now, I expect to be called back and accused of fraud."
"I thought he was going to insist on counting it out first, even biting into a few at random," a third, younger man said. His sandy hair was pulled into a ponytail, though the guileless blue eyes avoided hers after the initial contact. She seemed to recognise him, even though not all the guards were familiar to her.
"Me too, Orm," Sigurd agreed. "But this isn't really about the money, is it?"
Miriam decided she didn't like the sound of that.
As she had feared, the three men parted outside the palace and she was left alone with the one who had bought her.
Ketil cleared his throat. "I have been meaning to tell you for weeks now how sorry I was when your mother passed."
Miriam gulped. "You - you have?" she stammered.
"I am not - unfeeling."
"You live in the huts beside the river, don't you? I suppose that makes it easier to wash."
"Be quiet," he hissed. "As my slave you speak only when I ask you something, Mia."
She gasped. Her mother used to call her that, in private.
"How dare you?" she managed, clenching her small fists.
Ketil did not reply. He continued to regard her fiercely with those intensely light eyes. She hung her head, relaxing her fingers before they began to ache. It had happened before.
This was not to be borne.
After a short walk through the pasturelands, avoiding the copse of trees, she saw the sturdy dwellings, arranged in a cluster. They were on the very outskirts of the village now, the one which lay parallel to the city itself.
Ketil led the way to the hut at the far end, unbolting it with practised ease. It was fashioned from a different timber to the rest and she wondered if he had built it himself.
He lit a couple of candles.
"You have good taste," she blurted, admiring the woven rugs from the orient, the pine bench and table and a silver chest at the bottom of a flat bed without pillows.
"Can you not follow one simple rule? Sit."
Ketil was pointing to a sturdy chair she hadn't seen. As she approached it, she saw the intricate carving on the back and seat.
She eyed the solitary bedroll.
"Where am I to sleep?"
"With me. And your disobedience has not gone unnoticed."
He was hunkered down now, looking at something on the tamped earth of the floor beneath one of the rugs. Had she caught a flash of movement? She did hope it wasn't a mouse or, even worse, a rat.
Miriam debated with herself, but she had to say it, risking his wrath. "What about my gown?"
"You are in luck, Mia. I have some experience with laces."
"I bet you do," she muttered, eliciting a grin. Had she really said that aloud? "I usually bathe before bedtime," she continued, without thinking.
"We are close to a river," he reminded her.
"But the water will be cold."
"Freezing," Ketil agreed. "Though I am quite happy to warm you later, Mia." His eyes gleamed with something she had seen before and did not exactly like. "Come here, and I will unfasten your kirtle."
"I'm not tired," she lied.
"Who said anything about sleeping?"
She dragged her feet. "Please, don't make me do this."
So Ketil came to her. As he busied himself unlacing her bodice, the irony of the situation struck her. Wasn't she supposed to undress him?
Once the gown was loosened sufficiently, she felt her cheeks grow hot.
"Remove it," he ordered.
Reluctantly, Miriam freed her arms and began to push the heavy material down her slender body. Stepping out of it, she placed it neatly on the chair. And stopped. No amount of persuasion could convince her to go any further.
Ketil said nothing, though he continued to stare at her with those no longer cold eyes.
She crossed her arms about her upper body even though the chemise afforded adequate coverage, as did the drawers beneath.
"I will not be molested," she stated.
His gaze altered significantly, scaring her.
"Do you think I would take advantage of someone like you?"
"You - you wouldn't?"
"Disappointed?" he taunted. "My name is Ketil. Use it."
Glancing at her moodily, he lifted the homespun shirt over his head and that was when she saw the inked images which gave away his heritage.
"You are a Norseman," she whispered, covering her mouth with her hand.
"Always," he said. Baring his teeth, he added, "Though we're not all like Sigurd."
"He's almost as tall as you," she blurted, still in shock. "Does my father know?"
"His seneschal may have hired us but, trust me, he knows."
"Is it very beautiful, your homeland?" Miriam wanted to know.
"No more questions, woman," Ketil said, preparing to remove his breeches. "Go and lie down on the bed."
Miriam shut her eyes tightly. "Can I at least wash my face?" she queried. "I promise I will not run."
"Be quick about it," he said. "Or else."
She drew a shuddering breath. It was difficult to know what to make of him. Was the threat real?
Miriam pushed open the unbolted door and went to kneel by the river, which appeared to run black beneath the dim light of a sliver of moon. As she splashed a small amount of very cold water onto her cheeks and laved her neck, she tried not to think about what it would be like to sleep with a man.
Rising, she wiped away a few droplets of moisture with her fingers before returning to the hut.
Ketil was already abed, lying on his back. He wasn't asleep and she could see the outline of muscles and sinew in one bare shoulder, not covered by the furs, and some of the snake tattoo.
Unbuckling her shoes, which stank of mud and pondweed, she removed them quietly and set them aside. Then she made her way reluctantly to the opposite side. Scarcely daring to breathe she eased herself beneath the coverlet, regretting the lack of a pillow. One of the hairpins in her chignon caused her to stifle a cry and she realised she must take them all out if she was to get any sleep at all.
That was if Ketil would allow her to get any sleep at all.
Miriam sat up, groping for them in the gloom. It wasn't an easy task and the falling strands of hair elicited several gasps. She could smell candlewax and a faint hint of manly sweat.
"What are you doing, Mia?"
"Letting my hair down," she replied. "I - I forgot."
"What a shame," Ketil said. "I was planning to use one of the pins to stab you with during the night."
"That's not funny," she retorted, though she managed to stop herself from making an unflattering reference to his topknot.
"Perhaps I'll use another kind of weapon instead."
Miriam froze. Even she was worldly enough to understand his meaning. She couldn't let it go. "Won't you have to get out of bed to achieve that?" she asked, feigning innocence.
"Not necessarily. Want me to demonstrate?"
"Please don't," she whispered.
Ketil sat up and looked at her. She stared back through a tangled mass of uncombed hair, not bothering to conceal the fear in her eyes. He reached out a hand and she flinched, but it was only to extract a stray hairpin from a spot behind her ear.
"Give them to me," he said.
"For - for safekeeping?" she hazarded. He shook his head. "Surely you do not intend to sell them?"
"From now on, Mia, you will wear your hair down like a proper slave woman."
"But some of them have plaits!" she protested, knowing she was on thin ice and not being able to stop herself from prodding at the cracks.
"I suppose that is acceptable. You have a ribbon, don't you?" How did he know about that? She always tied one at the top of her drawers in case they came loose at an awkward moment. "Show me," he said, no trace of humour in those sharp grey eyes. Had he already spotted it beneath her silken shift?
"Now?" she asked, breathing unsteadily.
Ketil nodded.
Thinking fast she delved beneath the furs and began to lift the hem of her garment. That was easily achieved, but the knot proved difficult to budge. She was extremely conscious of his hard, presumably naked, body only inches away.
"Need a hand?"
"No," she protested. It came out as a squeak and she was surprised to see him throw his head back and laugh.
"The morrow will do, Mia. Go to sleep."
He moved onto his side, taking nearly all the furs with him.
Miriam was just about to object when he rectified the matter, his large hand making brief contact with her still bared thigh. She tugged her chemise down rapidly after that, still fuming at what he had made her do.
Anxiety took the place of annoyance.
"Please, promise me you won't ..." She found she couldn't even say it now.
"I have no designs on you. You are nothing like your sister," he told her, his tone one of contempt.
A woman's scream rent the night air.It sounded as if Sigurd had brought one of the local trulls back with him. Her name was Faye, a lively whore whose company Ketil had sought a couple of times. Just to be certain he sat up and ventured outside, not bothering to cover his nakedness.When she spotted him, as drunk as she was, her unusual violet eyes lit up."So it's to be a threesome, is it?" she slurred. "That will up the rate.""Not tonight. Get rid of her," he said to his friend, going back inside.Miriam was sitting up, her hands caught in the furs, and it didn't escape him that she looked frightened now. She was deathly pale. What he had said to Sigurd could be misinterpreted, he realised."It's not what you think," he told her. "Sig brought a wildcat home.""An animal? I didn't think they roamed this far."It only demonstrated to him how naive she was."This kind does," he said, returning to the bed."Oh," s
Miriam was astonished to see Jenna and even more overwhelmed to see the array of shifts and drawers. At least none of them were transparent, unlike some of Daphne's. No stays, but perhaps that was for the best. She had never liked being confined anyway.Choosing a white one as if to make a point, she wondered what had happened to her gowns, though was relieved to see her choker. She touched the pale green ribbon beneath the single plait she had managed to fashion herself and felt a sense of achievement. Had she been transformed into a new person - Mia - overnight?Cautiously, she ventured outside to see about breakfast. Cooking wasn't hard, it was the preparation which could be time-consuming. She had used a cauldron before, when she took a donation of food to a poor family only to find that their mother had fallen ill. It was mortifying to discover that a seven year old knew more than she about the chopping of vegetables and the girl had glowed under her praise, earning a special hug
Fortunately, Magnus himself arrived at that point. The sight of a familiar face was bittersweet, given the circumstances. It only became worse when they exchanged a few guttural comments in their own language, and she began to regret her unguarded words. Miriam hadn't meant to insult Ketil, though she'd seen a flash of something akin to pain before he pulled up his emotional drawbridge once more. "I have to be somewhere. Magnus will stay here with you, seeing as you cannot be trusted." "Do you trust him with me?" she asked, and began to wish she hadn't. She was doing it again, turning into the Princess Royal. Ketil went out without saying another word. Miriam twisted her fingers in the single garment which was all that stood between her and her underwear. The greybeard spoke first. "This is a sorry state of affairs." "I did not mean it, what I said," she told him. "I know." "He's angry with me and I keep saying the wrong thing." "Princess, he's not mad at you. Trust me. I've
Emerging in the red shift, which was unlikely to be of much use if the customary April snow shower materialised, Miriam dared to make a request. She reckoned she had him at a disadvantage now and two wool dresses would make all the difference to her severely depleted wardrobe.Ketil was of a mind to grant her wish, though he seemed moody, so she decided not to push her luck and ask if anything could be done about Ruth as well as Jenna. As far as she knew, the latter was still in danger of being sent to the mines, though she hadn’t seemed unduly upset when she brought her the clothing. It was difficult to tell, given her own circumstances.Were they both making the best of things?The trip to her former chamber brought its own despair. She looked out of the diamond-paned window, a lump in her throat, and remembered her lady mother. It would be her birthday next month. At least, it would have been.Choking back her grief, she hoped Queen Eleanor would guide her in this difficult choice.
Ketil could not take his eyes off his ‘slave’ as they shared a communal feast later in the empty hut which had once been occupied by Ulf. It had become something of a tradition to toast the absent warrior, who must be drinking with the gods in Valhalla now. He doubted he would be waited on by as lovely a Valkyrie as this one. His thoughts turned to Astrid. Sigurd’s little sister was always sobbing over something and agreeing she felt better afterwards. What had she been, fourteen, when they left? Ketil hoped she was safe wherever she was. It was odd how they hadn’t been able to find her, and perhaps just as well given the secret he had kept for so long. Still, he couldn’t save everyone. As he watched, Miriam smiled at Magnus and poured him more beer. She seemed to be struggling with the heavy jug. Those hands were meant to stitch tapestries, pluck harps, or arrange flowers not to do heavy peasant work. He wondered how they would feel around his cock and had to check himself. That wa
Miriam was panting as well as soaking wet when she reached the hut. It was a haven, though not, she suspected, for long. She searched frantically for something to wear before subsiding in a kind of daze. More than likely, in this mood, Ketil would only rip it off.Why was he being like this with her? Belatedly, she realised he had been naked. She must have been in a kind of brain fog when she entered the water. That had soon woken her up.Common sense prevailed. She needed to dry herself, perhaps on an old chemise, and maybe wear the peach dress which was currently lying on the floor. It could well be covered in insects by now.On hearing the creak of the door, she snatched it to her for the minimum of covering, only to see Magnus.“Are you all right, lass?” he asked, adopting the local vernacular.She managed a nod before she found her voice. “I fear I have killed a robin unknowingly,” she said. “All this bad luck.”“Speaking of which,” he began, and sighed. “I am the bearer of furth
The table in one of the lesser Halls was already set for supper. Shocked gasps greeted their entrance. Miriam held her head high, her carriage royal as she made her way to the seats reserved for the guards and their wives or women.“Touting for business?” Daphne hissed, her voice carrying a long way.“I leave that to you, dear sister,” Miriam replied, placing a napkin on her lap.“We are here to negotiate,” Ketil said, helping himself from a platter of cold meats.“Seeing as you have my choker now, Daphne, I feel it only right you return those jewels which were – no, are – mine.”“What is she talking about, Dee?” Lady Rutherford asked.“I know not. Something trumped up between the pair of them, no doubt.”Miriam waited to be served with wild mushroom soup, before continuing, “And I will have my gowns.”“What need have you of those now?”The scorn almost had him reaching for his dagger.“They are hers by right.”“You cannot deny it, my lady,” Magnus said. He had arrived early, and no S
Ketil could hear the others going about their morning tasks – the clink of weapons, the filling of the cauldron with water – and still he made no move to stir. The smell from the cooking fire was both comforting and tempting, though not as wholly satisfying as the woman sleeping beside him. Miriam. He wanted to be there when she woke, not to taunt her or force his attentions on her, but to reassure her in case she felt shame for behaving the way she did, something which had not been wholly her fault given his encouragement. He did not regret a single thing about last night. She had been so receptive, so responsive and not, he judged, from either fear or compulsion. Was she really so set against the idea of him finding her a noble husband? If Jenna was unable to vocalise her feelings – and Orm had hinted she may not be wholly dumb given their nightly activities – Miriam was a whole other matter. The breathy gasps had been followed by shrieks which turned to screams as she jerked and