LINDEN
Estelle agreed to a boat ride but didn’t want to swim. She was already wearing a skimpy tiny yellow two-piece that barely covered those goods. And she had an ass that was made to be gripped hard.
When I agreed to find her, I knew I would be in trouble, but Moses was like my second father, and he never treated me differently despite how wealthy and powerful he was. And even if I wanted to retreat, it was too late, and I was not the kind of man who left unfinished jobs to others.
I’d never had a hard-on watching women in swimsuits, but Estelle had this effect on me that I could no longer ignore. And her skin is so soft and smooth against my palm. I’d touched a lot of women’s skin, but something different, when I touched her, it sent jolts of electricity in my spine, rushing in my balls.
I faltered and jumped into the water, knowing it was cold, freezing my ass, and she just watched me from the boat.
For the past few months, I managed to hide my desires, control my need, and even my jealousy over my brothers, who were all in a life of stability with the women they loved, and the kids they adored. I had just turned thirty and was still single.
My brothers thought I had no plan to have my own family. What they didn’t know was how hard it was for me to watch them so fucking happy it broke my heart sometimes. Then there came the job that I fucking loved and enjoyed. I forgot what life was outside the office sometimes and the feeling of a warm body in my bed.
I was a man with need and renowned for my skill of fucking. I had one-night stands for years and took women to hotel rooms, but I never spent overnight. Sometimes women got downright stupid after a few orgasms because I was good in bed, but nothing felt like one of them was to stick with me. Now that I was successful in my line of business, I was still living alone in my house. And sometimes, it was lonely.
“This is so good.”
I ignored her compliment because even eating a stupid sandwich looked like an innuendo. Inviting her with me was a terrible idea, but I needed her to trust me, and I wanted to see her too.
“Gabriel.” She snapped her fingers to my face.
“Sorry.” I grabbed the watermelon cocktail. I inwardly chuckled as I pulled out the stupid umbrella, reminding me of what Striker told me to do— to collect umbrellas. I drank the cocktail. And it actually was good.
“You okay? Did I bore you already?”
I looked at her. “Is not one of them.”
She picked another slice of sandwich and took a big bite with a nod. “You should open a restaurant.”
I smiled. “Sweetheart said the same thing.”
“Sweetheart?” There was a prompt slight wrinkle between her eyebrows.
“My best friend’s wife, London. I call her sweetheart.”
“Oh. Is her husband okay with you calling his wife sweetheart?”
“Yeah. London is like a baby sister to me.”
“How come you are not married? You don’t believe in marriage?”
I stared at her. She knew I didn’t have someone at home, and she was about to be Mrs. Weston. I wondered if she also believed in marriage. “Do you?”
“Yes. If I love him and he proposes, yes.”
“I had a girlfriend once. I thought she was the one. When I came back from the tour, she told me she was pregnant, not mine but with another man from my batch.”
“Ouch. I’m sorry. I didn’t know it would be a touchy subject.”
“It’s fine. It was ages ago.” I lay back. The sun was bright, and the sky was clear. It was a beautiful day, it might as well be a romantic getaway with a gorgeous brunette, but I kept reminding myself that this was a job. “So, tell me about this guy?”
“This guy?”
“Your father handpicked for you?”
“He’s an ass, conceited, controlling. He looks like he can win in Congress in front of many people. He could be a perfect husband years ago, but I went on a date with him once, and he thought he already owned me. That was why I refused the idea of being his wife. I’m capable of finding my own husband, and I can live without a man in life, for God’s sake. Why it has to be a big deal when I have a stable career?” She turned to me. “Do you think I need a man in life?”
“You asked the wrong person, woman.”
She cracked a free and rich laugh, and she looked more beautiful when she smiled and laughed so freely. “No one called me a woman before.”
“Then you had been in the wrong crowd, Estelle.”
“What was it like to be in your crowd, Gabriel?” She mused. Her eyes went into contemplation as she sunk her teeth into her bottom lip, nibbling at it, and it was sexy as fuck.
“And no one calls me Gabriel.” I suddenly missed Willa. I should call her once the job was done with this job. “Well, we’re like a big extended family. We had this taco Saturday, and we either met at my best friend’s house or his father’s.”
“Tacos Saturday, huh?” She was amused.
“Yeah. It was London’s idea. No matter how busy we are, we always find our way to be there. I wouldn’t be where I am today without my brothers. So we’re one big family. Maybe you should come with me sometime.”
“It’s not a good idea. They’re your family, and I’m a stranger.”
“You’re not a stranger to me anymore, Estelle.” I looked at her directly in the eye. “I like your eyes.”
“Thanks.” She smiled timidly before standing up, going to the dock, and dropping her robe.
I still couldn’t help but look at her round ass. She was perfect in my eyes and no way in hell I would allow her to marry that asshole.
“Fuck.”
She just jumped into the water.
Shit! I forgot to tell you the water was cold.
“Oh, my God! Gabriel!”
“So you can swim?” I stared at her from the dock in surprise.
“Haven’t I told you I can swim? And you didn’t mention the water is freezing cold, you, son of—”
“Jaymes.”
“What?”
“Son of Jaymes.”
She rolled her eyes.
“I’m used to swimming in cold water. Sorry, I forgot to tell you.” I picked up her robe. “Maybe you should come up before you freeze your gorgeous ass.”
Now she was glaring at me. “You looked at my ass?”
“Hard not to.” I shrugged. “Just being honest.”
Instead of coming closer, she swam away and did backstrokes. She could really swim. I watched her while enjoying the water. A few minutes later, she came to me.
“Why didn’t you join me?”
“I enjoyed watching you, and I have to make sure you’re not swimming with a shark.”
Her eyes grew bigger. “There’s a shark in here?”
“I don’t think so.” I helped her up and offered her the robe. “But I better be cautious, or I would end up in a million-dollar lawsuit from your father for endangering the heiress and fiancee of an asshole.”
She scoffed. “My father would gladly sue your ass, but this is my life and my choice.”
I followed her inside the boat to offer her a towel.
When she stopped and turned around, so many questions were brewing in her eyes. “Why me, Gabriel? Why am I here with you? We’re in one of the most romantic places in Italy, on a romantic getaway, yet you never touched me or initiated a kiss? What do you want? Who really are you?”
“I’m just being a gentleman and could use a good company.”
“That’s bullshit. We had dinner together, and I could see that you were not dumb the first time we met,” she challenges me. “I came with you and wasn’t planning to go back untouched. Your restraints may be admirable at other times, but it begins to annoy me.”
“I’m not good for you,” I spoke softly enough to hear correctly.
“For God’s sake, you’re not gonna marry me tomorrow.” Fire flamed in her eyes as she gritted out the lace of anger in her words.
“That’s the whole point.” She was clearly attracted to me, which pissed me off, and I was furious with our situation. “I’m not looking for a one-night stand or hookups anymore. I’m getting bored of being alone. I want a wife, but clearly, you are unavailable for that position.”
“Just one time before you and I get married to other persons—”
“I’d never crossed a line— Fuck—” Before she could finish her words, I was already cupping her small face and smashed my lips against hers.
ESTELLE A thrill ran through me. I thought I’d be embarrassed and go home defeated, and there was a fat chance he’d deny me, but it was a home run when Linden shut me up and smashed his lips against mine. My legs instantly went weak, my skin buzzing. It was highly unlikely I could pull a stunt like that. I’d never done and said something so bold because mostly men came to me and flirted with me. Linden, on the other hand, was different, and it was luck that I wore him down on his no one-night stand rule. When he kissed me with urgency as if he’d been dying to do it for hours, I kissed back with the same hunger, and he was the best kisser by far from the men I’d kissed before. The subtle pull of the string of my top and the subtle move of his hand down back, clutching my butt as an invitation, made my skin burn with need. I lifted my leg and felt the growing urgency in his bulge and the raw need through his kiss. While our mouths were busy and our tongues fought for dominance, I
LINDEN I just had the best sex in my life. Now that she got what she wanted, I expected her to get up and wear back her robe and pretend it never happened, but it didn’t happen. Estelle stayed in my arms, placed her hand over mine, and seemingly checked how big my hand was. “We didn’t use a condom.” The moment the word condom came out of her mouth, I froze and felt a cold bucket of water thrown over my face. And I honestly didn’t have one. I swallowed hard. “Shit. Fuck. I forgot. I swear I’m always responsible and never slept around without condoms. I guess I was too caught up in our moments, but I promise I’m clean. I’ll show you my test. And I just had it three weeks ago. It’s random for us to get tested as part of physical—” “Wow.” I snorted. “You have more than ten sentences when it’s also my fault. I never had anyone in two years. Just so you know, I’m still on pills.” Oh, thank fuck. I let go of a sigh of relief as I straightened my spine. “Why?” My query had her back stif
ESTELLEI was still trying to wrap my head around the fact that the man sitting next to me had been in love with me. If what Linden said was true, then I was not that observant of the people around me.The Jeep drove smoothly to the main road, and Quinn hadn’t said a word since I got into the passenger seat, but I could feel he“You know him, don’t you?” I turned my head to him.“We’ll talk in the villa,” he said calmly. I thought so.“I wanna know who he is, Quinn.”“You will.” His focus remained on the road. The villa wasn’t far, so I patiently waited until he dropped the bomb on me.“Don’t you think he’s old for you?”“Judgy, aren’t we?” I raised an eyebrow. He was probably right. I didn’t care. “It was just a boat ride with a friend. Nothing more.”“I saw how you looked at him and kissed him, so there’s definitely a second date.”I drew a deep breath. “He’s maybe thirty-two or thirty-three.”“Thirty. From what I heard, he’s quite a lady’s man.” Suddenly his phone vibrated. “Hold o
LINDEN “Where the fuck are you?” I cringed at the voice of Sax yelling from the other line. I just woke up because my phone kept ringing, and now the first thing I heard was his voice cursing me. “Why should I tell you, asshole? You woke me up just to yell at me. Who are you? My mother?” “Sorry, bro. I thought you were already up. It’s eight in the morning.” His voice calmed down. Since the Firm became Osmium, he and Kye resigned as Adley’s details, and Osmium wouldn’t be complete without my brothers. Although Sax and Kye wanted some adventures and were bored protecting clients, I had trust in them that they could handle themselves, so they led Team Phoenix and Hydra. “What do you want?” I got up from the bed, suddenly feeling empty. I already missed the soft and warm Estelle’s body, but I chose to ignore that longingness that it was impossible to fill. “Well, we just came back from the assignment. It was successful, by the way. Then your office is empty except for Padilla.” S
ESTELLE “So, you really don’t have a plan to meet again? I guess this encounter is an accident.” I wanted to say I miss him. I wanted to wrap my arms around his neck, cling to and kiss him hard. I saw in his eyes too. We wanted the same thing, but I couldn’t understand his restraint. “We should get inside.” “Or go somewhere else?” I suggested. My desperation just got out of my hand. “I don’t think it’s the best idea.” He didn’t even try hard to hide his hesitation. “Why? Since when?” My head tipped to the side as I cocked my eyebrow. “I’m single, and you are too. You didn’t mind it yesterday.” “That was a mistake, Estelle.” “Why? Tell me why? And I will forget everything that happened between us.” He swallowed hard. He looked hurt. Why? Because he’d been lying to me? Why did he care? Wasn’t it a part of his job to lie and play in deceit? “What is it that you can’t take the leap.” “I told you, Estelle. I’m done with flings. And you deserve—” “If I hear that shit one more ti
LINDEN I went back to the hotel, distraught over something I’d done right. I should have told her I was there to bring her home, but what was the point when she already blew my cover? She knew who I was, but my assignment. And she was going home anyway. Somehow, I still accomplished my mission. But I lost something in the end— the chance and her trust. After I called Hope to confirm my itinerary the following day, I went down to Terzo waiting for me. He gave me an odd look the moment he saw my duffel. “I’m going home.” “Already?” “Yeah.” I got in the passenger’s seat of his Maserati Ghibli. “I left tons of work.” “You should chill out sometime. You will never run out of work, but our time is not a guarantee.” “Look at you.” I couldn’t help but chuckle. “How’s your father, by the way?” “He’s doing great. That’s why I’m trying to enjoy before I take over the family business because once I’m in that position, I have a lot of changes to do and might as well disappoint my father
ESTELLE “Oh, God! I’m so relieved you’re finally back.” Mom had been hugging me for about a minute, and she hadn’t let me go just yet. “Mom, you have to let me catch a breath.” I couldn’t help but chuckle. Finally, she pulled away and inspected me from head to toe, then to Quinn behind me. “She’s not going anywhere. Leave us, Quinn.” When Quinn shut the door behind him, Mom said, “You look beautiful. Not too tan. And you look happy.” “Because I am.” I couldn’t let go of her hand. I really missed my mother. Mom always looked beautiful and sophisticated at fifty-five. I hoped I would look just like her when I turned her age, and I was her carbon copy anyway. “Are you ready to come back to work?” “This is your office, Mom. The job suits you well. You’re meant to be the CEO of Star LLC.” “What about you?” “I will still be the chairman, contribute to the design, be the consultant, attend meetings, continue with the campaign and donate to charities. Are you okay with that?” “Yes,
LINDEN “Oh. I see,” my sister hinted. “Now I know why.” “Can you give me a minute?” I didn’t even bother looking at Willa as I was already marching toward Estelle in an intense fevered stare throwing at me. The people I called my family, brothers, and best friends seemed to understand the awkward situation I was in. They left as I had just walked in carrying a deadly weapon, except Quinn. “Can we talk?” My voice came out a whisper, but she heard me though. “About?” She arched a brow. If I saw in her eyes was right, she was pissed off. “I’ll be in the backyard,” Quinn mentioned before he left us. Yeah, about what exactly? About how I lied to accomplish my mission? “Us.” Way to go, Gabriel Rembrandt. “Wait. There’s an us?” Her sarcasm almost made me cringe and spared me a sharp glance. “I thought you were pretty much clear that there was no us. Excuse me.” “And I thought you didn’t want a relationship.” “Yes. Now, if you’ll excuse me.” When she began to walk back, I quickly