Chapter 9 Part 2: Broken and Lost

After everything was said and done was I even able to accept that my mother had once had me violated to save her ass? Or did I need to see that my mother had not changed from that side of her because she was using me and Jose as shelter from those who were after her still while my father was left out in the open having to defend himself against the Mafia and the Boss of said Mafia's wrath that my mother unleashed by running away rather than paying them back to protect not only me but my father who was only trying to free me that night? Had I known the full truth I would have taken my father with me not my mother, I let out a deep sigh of much-needed relief as I rubbed my temples to control the migraine I just earned from overthinking everything, my brain was in need of some relaxation time and I intended to give it the food it desired. However, the maid was not given the memo of vacation leave to spend time with her family as I was no longer needing her services till my fiance would re