Collins
BEFORE The girls and I walked to the party. Even though the campus was a pretty good size… it was much easier to walk to these things. That way we didn’t have to worry about who would drive home. But it took a while to get there. We’d brought our drinks with us of course and by the time we made it to the party, we all had a fairly good buzz going. Although, I still wasn’t quite to the point the rest of them were. Sure I could get drunk like anyone else.. it just took a lot more than it would a human. My friends thought I just had a very high capacity for alcohol. Which was why when they weren’t looking… I secretly downed a half a bottle of vodka. Poor Sloan thought she had spilled it down the sink when she was pouring the drinks. But because of that.. I was actually pretty close to feeling as good as they were. Tonight I was going to let go. I was tired of holding back. That and I had the entire next week off of school so that meant no practices and no dancing and cheering. We were nearing the end of the semester anyway. There was only about four weeks left to go after the break. Then I would be home for the summer. I was excited to see my family and friends from the pack. But more than that… I was ecstatic that finally… I would have several weeks of free reign to shift and run. When any wolf was unable to shift for long periods of time, their bones felt like they were locking up and muscles ached as if they were on fire. That’s why I loved the demands of cheer and dance. It helped me to move and stretch my body. Sneaking off to the woods every few days to shift was getting harder and harder to explain. We could hear the music from the party two blocks away. Excitement skittered through the air the closer we got. Several other people were coming in from different directions, also having chosen to walk. Sloan looped her arm through mine. Sara sidled up next to us. “This is sooo exciting guys! I’ve always wanted to come to one of these!” Abbey rolled her eyes at her roommate. “I don’t know why you’ve heard all the stories.” Sloan and I exchanged a glance. Abbey made no secret about the fact she hated fraternities and sororities alike. She hated all sorts of organized ‘clubs’ so to speak. Unless it was the damn Audubon Society. She didn’t care much for Garrett either, telling me on more than one occasion he was a pompous asshole. But I wanted the full human experience. And Garrett had always been sweet to me. He was extremely good looking.. even if he did wear button ups and slacks. Plus I hadn’t found my mate yet. It was possible I never would. So why not enjoy this time I had away from the pack? The four of us walked arm and arm up the steps of the fraternity house, garnering looks from every single person we passed. A guy standing by the door wearing a hoodie emblazoned with the Greek letters sauntered up to where we stood. “Well well well holy shit what do we have here? It’s like a damn ice cream parlor…. a different flavor for everyone.” He sniggered. It wasn’t the first time we heard something like that. In fact we heard something akin to that statement every time we went somewhere together. Sara screwed up her face at the boy and Abbey literally growled. The guy laughed. “Woah a growl.. easy there tiger…” Sara rolled her eyes and physically stopped Abbey who was about to punch him in the face. “Hey .. dude bro? Unless you want my friend here to pummel you… and believe me, she will…. Maybe get out of our way and just stop talking.” Sara told him. That’s my girl. Another guy walked up then. His gaze traveled up and down my body appreciatively. Then he clapped a hand on hoodie’s shoulder. “Leave it man .. that’s Garrett’s girl.” He said. It was my turn to screw my face up. I didn’t like the way he said ‘Garrett’s girl’ like I was his property or something. As we walked into the house we were met with utter pandemonium. All the college parties we had gone to were crazy, but this was on another level. People were everywhere. The entire room was full, the middle had turned into a dance floor and a few couches and chairs up against the walls were covered in bodies too. I looked around for Garrett but didn’t see him anywhere. The drinks we brought with us were getting low, so we decided to hit the kitchen first thing. There was a huge island in the oversized kitchen, covered with bottles and bottles of alcohol of every kind. Since we had our own cups, we each found the liquor of choice and poured it straight in. Moving around was difficult because of all the people. More than once I could feel my wolf come slightly forward and had to pause and concentrate to get control. I hated tight spaces, and because I was a werewolf…that feeling was magnified. No wolf liked to be kept contained. When the girls weren’t looking, I reached over and grabbed a bottle of some kind of whiskey … quickly opening it and downed half the bottle. I wanted to be on their level and have the best night.. that meant drinking extra. Soon as I put it down I looked up. The guy from outside that called me ‘Garrett’s girl’ was looking right at me. He smirked. I felt my cheeks go red but what could I do? I just grinned and wiped some of the whiskey from my mouth and shrugged my shoulders at him. ~~~~~~~~~~~ We had been at the party for a couple hours and still there was no sign of Garrett anywhere. Although at the moment, I didn’t really care. But why did he insist on me coming if he wasn’t even going to show his face? I’d gone back to the kitchen three different times now and downed half bottles of different liquors, along with filling up the cup. And I was definitely a little drunk…. right up there with my friends. We were on the dance floor in a circle… doing ridiculous dance moves and laughing our asses off…. much to the chagrin of several girls dancing nearby. The boys in the room however? They seemed to be enjoying the show. I could smell the need coming from them. It was seeping in from every direction. But that didn’t matter.. because I was having the time of my life. At least.. in that moment I was. I should have known good things never last.CollinsA secret is like a disease. It grows. When you keep it inside it gets bigger and bigger. And the damage is always worse when it comes out. But I’m good at secrets. I’ve held one close to my heart since I was fourteen years old… when I accidentally found out something I shouldn’t have… that I didn’t want to know. That secret has eaten away at me for years now. There had been so many times over the years I wanted to tell it…. to confront the person who it was about. But how many lives would I be ruining if I did that? So I’d kept it inside where it ravaged me on a daily basis. But the secret of being a werewolf? That’s different. That’s a necessity… not a choice. The implications of it coming out would be dire for so many people, it would be pure devastation. The idea that I could share my secret, here.. at college with someone? That fills me with some sort of raw hope…. something I had no idea I wanted or needed until this moment. This moment, when I know for a fact th
Collins It had been a couple of weeks since classes started. I was finally settling in some… getting into the groove of things. Jenny and I were getting closer every day and I thanked goddess I had her. I felt like I’d known her my entire life. We stayed busy … classes all day then dance practice and then we worked at the restaurant. After about a week of training they decided we had graduated and were let loose in the world of waitressing and bartending on our own. It took a little bit— but eventually we got it, and now we were pros. So far luckily, Jenny and I always worked the same shift. Mostly because we had the same hours available. But it didn’t leave much free time. I had spoken to Alan a couple of more times since Jenny almost caught us having phone sex. I’d never been more embarrassed in my life. At first I thought I was in the clear, that she had no idea what I had been up to. That was until later that day when she asked me if I wanted her to go down to the library a w
Alan After we’d finished talking and I was … finished because even though her roommate waking up put a stop to what she was doing it sure as hell didn’t stop me….. I walked over to the table by my bed. I sighed as I sat down. I stared at my bedside table, fighting an internal battle with myself, as I often did. I already knew I was going to lose .. this was one fight I never won. After five minutes of staring, I gave up and opened the drawer… pulling out the pictures that I secretly kept there. I felt my heart splinter as I looked at the face smiling back at me. I flipped through them… one by one as I often did. Pictures of us together…. Pictures of us in bed… her smiling at me…. and my favorite one… a close up of just her.. a piece of her hair hung over her eye as I had reached up to move it back. I had snapped the picture right then while she smiled shyly and looked at me through her lashes. Fucking hell. No one knew. No one knew we’d been sneaking around for years. No one k
AlanI’ve always been a good sleeper. A DEEP sleeper. As long as I have the room set up the way I like it that is. Dark curtains, cold air, and a loud ass box fan…. I could sleep for days. Okay so I’m a bit of a diva when it comes to my sleeping arrangements. But still.. once the room is right, I go in to what Emily always called my death sleep. You could bang pots and pans above my head and I wouldn’t budge. Recently, I’ve been sleeping even harder that normal. And that’s a feat within itself. Normally nothing wakes me until my body automatically decides I’ve had enough sleep. But with all the constant training I’ve been doing, plus working on my beta duties every day… I’m asleep before my head hits the pillow. That’s why this morning… when the shrill sound of my phone goes off … I pop out of the bed so quick I fall my ass down and hit my head on the bedside table. Apparently high pitched noises is the key to waking my ass up. “Son of a …” I pick up the phone, not bothering t
CollinsWe spent the next day looking for part time jobs. We went to literally every single doctors office, the hospital, any and every medical type office there was. We even went to three different pharmacies. But no luck. I was beginning to feel defeated. I didn’t have to work.. but I definitely wanted to. Jenny certainly didn’t have to but my parents didn’t have the money that hers did… and I hated asking them for it. They’d already deposited a good chunk of change into my checking and savings account. But I didn’t want to live off them all year. I was ready for a nap. Last night after we’d talked and talked Jenny surprised me by opening the cabinet under the large television in our room and showed me two separate gaming systems that Cristoff would die over…. Plus tons of dvds and a dvd player. I didn’t even know they still made those. “They probably don't…” Jenny had said when I told her this. “But I asked my dad to bring ours from home. I have about a gazillion movies that I
CollinsOnce we finally were able to get over the shock of the room we came in and started unloading. I took the bed on the far wall as Jenny said she didn’t care which bed was hers.. but she’d also already sat down on the other one. “Did someone come with you to help you move in?” Mom asked Jenny. A sad expression quickly appeared on Jenny’s face, then disappeared just as fast. “No my mom.. she’s a lawyer and she travels a lot. She’s hardly ever at home. And dad is here somewhere probably in his office .. so it’s just me.” She said. “Well we can help with whatever you need.” Emily told her… always doing for others. Emily had the heart of a saint I decided. Jenny thanked her.. and then we all began unpacking and getting the room situated. I still hadn’t bought more clothes. And I was going to have to do that soon. Even Jenny made a comment about my lack of winter wear. But first I needed a job. I still hadn’t found one of those either. We had a few days to get settled in before
Collins The day had finally arrived. I was going back to school. I was packed and ready… my mom waiting in the car with Cristoff. The baby was staying back with Natasha.. the beta’s wife… it would be too hard to move into the dorms with a newborn. And my dad had to stay back and train. Alan also had to stay and train… but he would come and say goodbye to me. Emily and Lauren were both coming as well. And thank goddess for that. I would need the support, even though I was more than ready. I went outside and snuggled my baby brother goodbye. I would see him soon… but babies changed so much when they were this tiny, I knew I would be missing a milestone or two. I hugged my dad and didn’t want to let go. My dad was my protector. He would do anything in the world for me. He would always be my biggest fan. And leaving him broke a little piece of my heart off. Lorenzo hugged me as well. Then there stood Alan. I had been going down the line saying my goodbyes. I had been doing so we
Collins Goddess. I had so much fun last night. I had too much fun last night. I felt like utter shit this morning. Utter shit is putting it lightly. I had woken up at Emily’s house. No idea how I’d even gotten here. It took me seven years to even lift my head up off the pillow. Once I’d finally managed that, I was able to crawl… literally… to the door. Once I opened it there was Emily. Sprawled out in the hallway. And even though I felt like I was dying.. I busted out laughing. “I was coming to get you….” She mumbled. “But this is far as I made it.” Now — what seemed like years later, because it took so much effort and time for us both to make our way downstairs — Emily and I were sitting at the kitchen table with coffees the size of Lorenzo’s pack. I heard someone walk into the room but I didn’t even have the strength to look up to see who it was. Until they busted out laughing. Alan.. of course it would be Alan. “Owwwww!” Emily said. “Your laughing hurts.”For the fir
AlanI started over.. ready to end the dude’s life right there and then when Lorenzo stopped me. “Calm the hell down dude. We’re surrounded by humans.” Lorenzo whispered. I tried. I really did. But I wanted blood. I finally got my breathing in check enough to nod at Lo and then the two of us continued to where the girls were. I stared at the asshole who was touching my mate. The guy seemed to get the picture and backed off. However I kept on staring at him… still snarling lowly. That seemed to do the trick as the little shit scurried off finally. Collins, who was still dancing and had no idea the guy had even left…. she probably didn’t know he was there to begin with…. was the first to spot us. “Lorenzo?” She looked confused at him. Then she spotted me. “Alan!!” She yelled. Then she bounded over and jumped into my arms, hugging me.What the …..Shit she felt good. I held on to her.. her legs wrapped around me … I leaned into her neck and took a deep calming sniff. Inhaling h