Peyton Williams
"I can't believe you messaged him '' I mumbled, laying back in Sam's bed shaking my head. She lets out a huff, and plops down on the bed beside me.
"I can't believe you ignored him all day. '' She looks up at her ceiling, then over to me.''It's okay yano. To have a male mate" she says softly, although it doesn't help. I didn't make it into the building after I was confused that Zeke is my mate. Sam took that as, we need to befriend him asap, and she insists we all try. So she followed him like a lost puppy, simply for my sake. Which is why she's my best friend.
"I don't know what my mom is gonna say. Or even my father. Fuck" i run my hand down my face, squeezing my eyes shut.
"They don't care either, the moon goddess picked your lovely mate for a reason. They will love him, and you" she reassures, and she's probably right. But how the fuck do i tell them? Oh hey mom, I found my mate. She's a boy? I groan, rolling over on my stomach. ' "You know we don't care, right?" Nolan says from across the room, he's leaning on her dresser with his arms crossed, like always.
"I just don't know what to make of this. I've never.. Been interested in men '' i confess, and i feel small circles being rubbed on my back.
"I'm sure none of this is easy P" Sam says softly, and I just drop my head down into the pillow, swallowing my groans.
"Lets not forget, he's human too. It's been so long since our pack has welcomed a human'' i say, after turning my head from the pillow.
"We will welcome him with open arms" Nolan's alpha tone kicks in.
"What if he's not into dudes? How am I supposed to convince him?" I huff out a breath.
"I hear they feel the bond to an extent, it's not as powerful as it is for us, but they feel a pull" Nolan says, and i slump further into the bed.
No one says anything for a while, and I stare at Sam's wall for a long time, trying to sort through my own emotions. It was so hard to be so close to him all day, and not claim him. Word has gotten around with a few of the wolves, so I know I have to tell my parents.
"Do you want some moral support?" Sam asks, breaking the silence.
"Nah" I mumble, pushing off her bed, and getting to my feet. "I better go before they hear it from someone besides me" I say my bye, and then walk the short walk to my house.
I push open the front door, and my mom instantly yells for me. "Peyton, that you?" she asks.
"Yeah mom" I shut the door behind me, and slip off my shoes. I make my way to the kitchen, and I see my mom cooking, and my dad typing away on his laptop.
"How was school honey?" Mom asks, stirring something. My body tenses, and the words fly from my lips before I can stop them.
"I found my mate" i blurt, i definately planned to ease into this, but that got away from me a lot quicker then i planned.
"That's great news son" my father says, and my mom instantly asks.
"Who is she??" She turns to me, and my body is rigid from all the nerves.
"He's a human from school.." I speak slowly, the nerves all consuming at this point. My wolf is mad at me, and my brain is a wreck.
"Oh" both my parents speak at the same time, then their eyes collide with each other. They are more than likely linking each other, and then my mom turns to me.
"Were you expecting a boy?" mom asks, leaning back against the counter. I shake my head no, and mom nods.
"We will have to talk to Alpha, see how he wants to introduce a human into our pack" dad says, and he shrugs."The moon goddess paired you, there's nothing to be done. A mate is a luxury" he nods, glancing at my mom who just nods. "Congrats boy" he adds, then he puts his full attention back on his laptop. My sister, Maya, chooses that moment to burst through the front door.
"Mom.. Dad.. i'm home" she yells, then she's strolling into the kitchen. She stops in the doorway, glancing around. "What's happening here?"
"Your brother found his mate" Mom says, and Maya smiles wide.
"Awww! Who is she? Does she go to our school?" Maya asks, eating up the space between us. She pulls me into a hug and I return it before pulling away.
"He does" I say slowly, and her eyes widen slightly but she schools her shock.
"I didn't know you swung that way..." she says but shrugs "Who is he?"
"His name is Zeke"
"That new boy? The human boy?" Maya's brows furrow, and I nod my head. "Oh wow" she sighs, but goes to the fridge pulling out a bottle of water. "What do you do then?"
"Gotta talk to Alpha, see what he says" I tell her, fiddling with my fingers.
"Wow" she says again, and wow is right. I don't know the first thing about mating with a guy, how the fuck am i supposed to do that? And how am I supposed to pass on the beta's gene? I can't. I can't get a guy pregnant.
I drop my head back, letting out a groan. "It'll be fine honey" mom says, rubbing my arm. "You can adopt, and train your children to be ready for the beta roll." she says, reading my thoughts.
I guess she's right, but that doesn't change the fact that i don't know what the fuck to do with a guy. I've never experimented before, and I never planned to.
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I'm currently in my first period, besides Zeke. Sam and Nolan are sitting in front of us, but my body is buzzing. Sitting so close to Zeke, and not being able to touch him is hard.My wolf is distressed, and my heart is aching. My mind is all over the place, because I don't know what to do with this feeling.
I can't stop my eyes from roaming him, he has light blue eyes, flawless skin, and pump pink lips. Never thought id care so much about another guys lips, but i guess i fucking do. His eyes glance at me, and he's caught me yet again, staring at him. He doesn't say anything about it though.
His body is tense, he's way more at ease around Sam. We have about 15 minutes left of class, and our teacher dismissed us to do whatever we want. Sam and Nolan turn in their seats to face us.
'Have you talked to him?' Nolan sends through our link. I shake my head.
"How was your first day of classes?" Sam asks Zeke.
"It was alright, i haven't really made any new friends"
"Besides us" Sam corrects him, and he smiles small, a dimple appearing by his lips. My heart squeezes at the beautiful sight. For a guy, he is really pretty to look at. He has a nice jawline, and high cheekbones. He catches me staring, again and he clears his throat looking away. I don't think I've said one word to him.
"I saw you with Cam yesterday" Nolan says, and my spine straightens. Cameron is a nice guy, but he is also openly gay. I have no issue with that, the issue is I don't want to have to worry about my mate with another man.
"You're friends with Cam?" I ask, surprising myself. Zeke's eyes fly to mine, and his body tenses further.
"Yeah, he and Ava were my first friends here" I can't stop the scoff that leaves my lips. Ava hates us. She thinks we're all dicks, because she has had some issues with Nicole. Zeke's eyes narrow slightly, and he raises a brow at me. Before he has the chance to say anything, Sam cuts in.
"Ava isn't the biggest fan of our friend group, but it's honestly probably our fault." She tells him, and he eyes her curiously. "My best friend can be kind of a, well a bitch. And she and Ava will get into it, and we never went out of our way to stop it, so really it is our fault" Sam confesses, and it seems to relax Zeke some.
"She told me about that.." Zeke says softly, and Nolan speaks this time.
"We should all go to the local cafe tonight, we could do some work and get to know each other? Bring Ava and Cam" he says smoothly, and Zeke slowly nods.
"I'll ask them" his eyes found me again, but mine never left him.
Peyton WilliamsMy best friends are expecting a pup, Zeke and I went on a hike, training's been going good. I feel on top of the world. That's the best way to explain it. It's been a couple days since I found out about the pup.We have school off tomorrow for thanksgiving break, and training is light for a couple of days due to the holiday. Zeke is going to be meeting my family tomorrow before the big pack dinner.We just finished training, and I'm making my way to my room to shower. I take a quick shower, and change into sweats. Then I'm on the hunt to find Zeke because he's not in his room, or anywhere in here.I check the cafeteria, and the theater room. I can't find him anywhere. I make my way past the gym, when I catch a glance of my little blonde mate. I make my way into the gym, seeing Evan shirtless and talking to Zeke.That annoying feeling settles in my stomach, but fades slightly when Zeke looks at me. His eyes light up, and a small grin tugs at his lips."Hey baby" I say,
Zeke HayesIt's been a week, and I'm still blushing.Peyton and I did something very intimate. It was fun, exciting, and I can't wait to do it again. But everytime i think of it, it makes me blush. Maybe it's because I'm more naive to those things, or because it was hot.Either way, it was hot. We cuddled, had a few makeout sessions sense. But we haven't slept in the same bed, or repeated such actions. It's been nice to talk, get to know each other. But things have been picking up with training for him.He said he has to lead a couple training sessions this week, which he's excited about. I'm happy for him, but it'll suck to see him less. I don't know how I feel about this whole mating thing, but I do like spending time with him.Or just being around him.School ended an hour ago. Sam and I are in her bedroom, packing up some of her stuff. She is moving into the pack house a bit earlier than planned I guess. But she's moving in and we get to be closer.She's hoping to be moved in by t
Peyton WilliamsI pull into the side parking lot of the pack house. Our date was so fucking good. I love spending time with him, I hope he feels the same.We make our way up to our room's, it's pretty late. Once we're inside, I slip my shoes off. Zeke does the same."Want to, uh watch something? In my room?" his checks tint slightly, and i have to bite the inside of my check to stop the smirk.He wants me to show him still.That must mean the date went well for him too.I hesitate, only for a second. Then I'm eating up the space between us. I cup his jaw with one hand, the other resting on his hip while I step into him. I press my lips into his, swallowing his gasp.He will tell me if he's uncomfortable, I remind myself. so I back him up towards his door while licking the seam of his lips. He opens instantly.The first brush of our tongues sends my wolf fucking feral, sends me fucking feral. We've made it into his room now, and I gently shove him down on the bed. He backs up, getting
Zeke HayesPeyton pulls into the parking lot for the nearby trials. He said he'd teach me how to drive, just not today.To be honest, I was worried about asking him on a date. I thought he'd say yes, but I also have never been on a date. So there's that.We stopped by the pack house after school, to change into sweats and then we came straight here. We climb out of his jeep, and make our way to where the trails start. The ground is paved, at the beginning anyways. But it's surrounded by trees, and there's a lookout. So I've heard anyway.Sam was telling me about it, and I thought it was the perfect date idea. I love lookouts, waterfalls, all that. I think Peyton would enjoy this, he is a werewolf.So that leads us to now. "Ready?" I ask, as I glance at him."Yeah" he nods, his serious face on. I think it's just his natural look though.We start walking down the path, I know Sam said there are some inclines. And that it's not all paved, just depends on what trail you go on."What made
Peyton WilliamsHis arousal was all I could think about through the movies, until I fell asleep and it was my first thought when I woke up this morning.It's not for the obvious reason. It's for the fact that he is giving this such a real chance. He wanted to cuddle, he let me touch him in a way that would turn him on, he continued to let me touch him that way.I'm not sure if he noticed, but he would push into me, so not only was he hard when we left the theater room, I was too. I didn't make any further moves. I wanted too, gods did I want too. But we arent there yet, I don't think so. And honestly i'm not sure how to start it.And that is what leads me to right now.Watching gay porn.I've been scrolling through videos, and I finally clicked on one. It started out with two guys kissing, which I'll admit sent my blood on fire. I never knew it would turn me on, but I guess I never gave it a chance.The one guy is smaller, like Zeke, but with brown hair, the other guy is taller with b
Zeke HayesCalm. Warm. Safe.That's the best way to explain my last week. After I got out of the hospital, Peyton has been taking care of me. And not in an overwhelming way like I thought he would be. We haven't cuddled sense the hospital, and a part of me is disappointed.I want to take it all slow, that's for sure. But a part of me is disappointed he hasn't made any moves, maybe that's crazy. Anyways, it's Friday night. It's been a little over a week since I've been out.I'm going to have my first dinner with the pack. I've been eating food Sam brings me, which has been delicious but i need to stop hiding out. If I want to give this a real chance, I need to be all in."You sure?" Peyton asks, as I make my way past him and into the living area."Yeah, I'm sure. I waited long enough "I nod, and Peyton takes a step to me."It means a lot that you want too" he says softly, and a smile tugs at my lips. Before I can respond, Sam bursts through the door. A wide grin on her face as she boun