LOGINEmilia POV
My heart pounded loudly in my chest, my nerves screaming in shock and longing.
For someone who had wished for this for as long as I could remember, this was like a dream come true for me. But then again, this was wrong. He wasn’t in his right state of mind. What would he think of me if he were to get sober? Would he hate me for letting this happen?
“Jas please...” I still tried one more time to push him off me, but he wasn’t giving me a chance. His hand reached out, holding my neck firmly in place as he deepened the kiss, while his other hand slipped under my chest. And of course, that was the breaking point for me.
“Mhmm...” a loud moan tore out of my lips immediately, my eyes closing as I let myself savor the feeling of his lips. My body heated up instantly, the fire running straight to my core.
Hell, how long have I longed for this?
“You taste even sweeter now, Chicago,” he said suddenly amidst the kiss, and yet again, the guilt hit me hard—reminding me how much we shouldn’t be doing this.
Once again, I tried to push him off.
“Jas, please, you’re drunk... we shouldn’t be doing this,” I said, jabbing at him to let me go. But instead, his grip tightened even more as he broke the kiss to look at me in a way I knew the Jason I used to know would never look at me.
What’s that in his eyes... is that the drink? Or something else?
“Tssk, the moon goddess finally brought you back to me, and there’s no way I can let you go. Please don’t leave me again, Chicago.” He said, and then he claimed my lips again.
This time, I couldn’t bring myself to push him away. Maybe it was the way he begged. Maybe it was because I had longed for him so much.
The moment he deepened the kiss and his hand slid into my shirt, every ounce of restraint broke free. I reached out, wrapping my hands around his neck, pulling him closer as I kissed him back with everything in me.
Right now, I didn’t care if this was going to bring trouble tomorrow. I didn’t want to care. And if this was the moon goddess’s wish—wanting him to touch me—then I was going to savor it.
“Ohh God Jason...” I let out a loud moan amidst the kiss as his hand trailed further up my gown, brushing against my thighs, touching my already dripping core.
My senses lit up instantly when he shoved a finger inside.
“Ahhh—” I broke the kiss, gasping out loud in a mix of pain and pleasure, my pulse reeling, my heart racing as he began to move the finger in and out of me.
“Oh godddd Jason...” the moans tore out louder than I intended, before I could stop them. And it turned even worse when he slid down the top of my gown to cup my boobs. Since I wasn’t wearing a bra, it was easy for him, and in that moment, I felt like I had just gone to seventh heaven.
“Gawd... Jason...” his fingers played with my nipples, pinching, touching, squeezing them, and my back arched with pleasure. My breath came out in short, broken pants as he finally brought his lips to suck on them.
I nearly ran mad in ecstasy.
Jesus Christ.
But he didn’t carry out the foreplay for long. After some time, he stopped touching, then stood up with me still in his arms. He carried me to the bed in the cottage and placed me down gently.
Then he stepped back, pulling off his trousers hastily, the hunger and lust so clear in his eyes as he stared at me.
I watched him too, my eyes trailing every part of him, noticing how much he had changed. He now looked more mature, more handsome, with his jaw sharper, his body taller and leaner, his arms lined with veins. His chest was broader, abs well-toned into a hard six-pack, and a snake tattoo crawled from his chest down to his right arm.
And gawd, the sight of it brought even more water to my core. A part of me was tempted to reach out, to touch it.
What the hell happened to him?
If he was hot before, now he looked hotter, darker, and there was something about him I couldn’t put into words. For some reason, he felt so different.
Especially with the piercing and tattoos. The Jason I knew never liked anything on his skin. So what changed? Did his stay in Atlantis affect him somehow?
So many questions filled my mind, but I couldn’t bring myself to ask. Not now. Not when he was staring at me like that. Not when I was blinded with ache and need.
Finally, he pushed his trousers down, his length hard and throbbing, precum glistening at the tip.
He soon joined me on the bed, and with one swift motion, he ripped off my dress. My body tensed, my heart racing with excitement and anticipation. Finally, after years of waiting and keeping myself, I was going to lose my virginity to my crush.
With one hard shove, he thrust into me. I gasped out loud, my body twitching painfully at the size, my grip tightening against the bed sheet. I bit down on my lips softly to stop myself from screaming.
Gawd, it hurt. I’d always known it would hurt, but damn... his size. It was almost like my insides were being ripped open.
“Ja...son...” I whimpered softly when I couldn’t bear the pain anymore.
“F**k, why are you so tight, Chicago...” he groaned as he tried to force himself in, not bothering to take it slow.
Oh... what was I expecting? I forgot he wasn’t seeing me right now. He was seeing Chicago, whoever that was. She was probably not a virgin, meaning they had done it a couple of times. He wasn’t expecting it to be tight.
“Jay... please, take it slow...” I couldn’t help but beg as he forcefully pushed himself into me. Tears burned from the corners of my eyes. But strangely, even with the pain, I didn’t want him to stop.
He paused suddenly, really looking at me. And for a moment, I thought I saw something flash in his eyes. I thought he was going to stop. I panicked because I didn’t want him to. But then it was gone, replaced by that lazy, drunken look.
He pushed himself in fully, and I felt my body stretch, adjusting slowly to his size. Then he began to move in and out of me.
His pace was rough, hard, desperate—but I didn’t mind. With every minute, my body got used to the size. Finally, the pain faded, replaced by sweet pleasure, and I couldn’t stop the moans from spilling out.
“Ahh yes, that’s it Jay... go harder, please!” I screamed, moaning as he pounded me deeper, his thrusts shaking up my womb.
“Oh gawd I love this...” I moaned louder as he went faster, deeper. My hand reached up to grab his hair, pulling him closer to me, while my other hand traced patterns across his back with my nails. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist, pulling him even closer. His pace skyrocketed, and so did my moans, a mix of pleasure with the faintest hint of pain.
The pressure built inside me until finally, I came, my juices spilling over. But he didn’t stop. He kept pounding, and so did my screams kept breaking out of me in ecstasy.
Hell, I couldn’t believe this was happening right now. Whoever thought a daydream could turn into reality?
Jettison’s POV“Stone, there's an info about discarded a sweatshirt and face cap spotted at a dump site downtown.”That was all Rodger had to say to get me back on my feet. Now I was in the car with him and several of my club men, speeding through the city toward the location to see if the rumors were true.My jaw was locked tight, my fingers clenching hard around the steering wheel as I kept my gaze fixed ahead on the road before us though my body was here but my mind wasn't it was in somewhere else entirely.“Stone, do you really think this is a good idea?” Rodger asked somewhere along the road, glancing at me from the passenger seat. “This could be a sham for all we know.”I didn’t answer as my thoughts and mind kept drifting away and circling around one person.Emilia.And the question she had asked me earlier.I wouldn’t lie; I was completely taken off guard by it. I never expected that question, not from her of all people.How she found out about Chicago, I couldn’t understand.
Jettison’s POV“Stone, there's an info about discarded a sweatshirt and face cap spotted at a dump site downtown.”That was all Rodger had to say to get me back on my feet. Now I was in the car with him and several of my club men, speeding through the city toward the location to see if the rumors were true.My jaw was locked tight, my fingers clenching hard around the steering wheel as I kept my gaze fixed ahead on the road before us though my body was here but my mind wasn't it was in somewhere else entirely.“Stone, do you really think this is a good idea?” Rodger asked somewhere along the road, glancing at me from the passenger seat. “This could be a sham for all we know.”I didn’t answer as my thoughts and mind kept drifting away and circling around one person.Emilia.And the question she had asked me earlier.I wouldn’t lie; I was completely taken off guard by it. I never expected that question, not from her of all people.How she found out about Chicago, I couldn’t understand.
Craig POVI knew I messed up big time. I shouldn’t have treated he--Nyra, like that just because she kissed me.Truth was, low-key, I had always wanted it too. I had longed for it longer than I was willing to admit. But then the kiss had come so fast I thar never saw it coming, and with all the messed-up things going on inside my head right now, I wasn’t able to acknowledge it, no matter how much I wanted to.The entire ride was painfully silent with Nyra never saying a word.I turned to look at her, half-expecting her to slip and sneak a glance at me the way she always did back at the house when she thought I wasn’t looking, or when she believed I wouldn’t notice.But she never did.Not even once did her eyes flick in my direction even if it was just a glance. Instead, she kept her face straight ahead, shoulders stiff as she leaned against the door with her knuckles clenched on her knees her knuckles so pale like she was holding herself together by force.Did I really hurt her that m
Jettison POVI watched the CCTV footage for what felt like the hundredth time since Rodger sent it to me, my eyes burning slightly from staring at my computer screen too long, my jaw tight with disbelief.No matter how many times I replayed it, my mind refused to fully accept what I was seeing.The strange man was exactly how Rodger described him—off, unsettling. Something about him felt wrong in a way I couldn’t name.The way he pulled everything off still gnawed at me, leaving a bitter taste at the back of my throat. His movements were smooth, calculated, like every step had been rehearsed long before he stepped into the ring that night.He wasn’t a member of any of the clubs. That much was obvious. The way he carried himself alone gave it away. But what I was more concerned on was how he effortlessly slipped through the place, avoiding cameras like he knew where they were before they even existed.A professional.That was the word that kept repeating in my head no matter how much I
Emilia POVI woke up to the sound of low sniffles beside me.My lashes fluttered open and I blinked hard against the harsh brightness flooding my vision. White. Too much white. The ceiling above me swam before slowly coming into focus, and the faint smell of antiseptic filled my nose and for some reason my body felt heavy so heavy and stiff, like I had been dragged back into myself after being gone for too long.A hospital.The realization settled slowly, then all at once. My heart gave a small, panicked jump as I tried to remember how I ended up here. My head throbbed faintly as the memories rushed back without mercy. I had been to the Racing ring with Jettison and had watched him lose to Klent. A familiar sick feeling crept into my gut as I remembered how things turned wrong. First the red beam of light pointing at Jettison, my pushing him to the floor.And then the sharp burning pain in my ribs, I had been shot.My fingers curled weakly against the sheets as I turned my head, my
Nyra POVI claimed his lips hungrily with my eyes shut close savoring how sweet and delicious it felt against mine as the taste of whatever he had ate filled my mouth, he didn't kiss me back and I noticed his body remained stiff against mine but I was just too absorbed in the moment to care.How long had I waited for this?“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”However his voice boomed into my ears sharp and sudden I peeled my eyes open immediately but before I could think of what to do next he shoved me away from him.I stumbled back and I felt my back hit the head rest of the bed.“I’m… sorry…" I muttered, my voice barely steady as I exhale deeply. "I’m really sorry" I looked away from him immediately and fixed my gaze to the wall like it could hide me, my chest felt tight, my heart racing so fast in it making my ears ring.God.What the hell did I just do?I blinked trying to process it.Did I just forcefully kissed him?I could still feel the heat of his lips lingering on my mi







