The Biker Alpha I Hate Wants Me
"Jett?" My voice trembled.
"Shhh, Bunny," he murmured, tilting the bottle and pouring the liquor over my p***y. The cold sting hit my swollen folds, and I jolted up, gasping as the burn spread through me.
"Ahhh—!" I nearly buckled from the mix of cold fire and his hot tongue as he went back to eating me. My body jerked off the table, chasing the torment I knew I couldn’t withstand.
He pulled back, eyes dark, smirking as his tongue followed every drop running down my thighs.
"F***," he groaned. "You taste even better with whiskey on your pussy."
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I thought my biggest mistake was crushing on Jason Maltideon—my best friend, the boy I’d spent my life yearning for—only for him to reject me the moment the Goddess fated me to him.
But my real mistake? Giving myself to the wrong man.
His twin brother—Jettison Maltideon.
He’s everything I should fear: wild, reckless, a walking sin wrapped in leather and gasoline. The kind of man who fights too hard, drinks too much, and smirks like he knows exactly how to ruin me.
I hate him.
I hate that he looks just like the man who shattered my heart.
I hate that he knows my darkest secrets—and doesn’t care.
But most of all, I hate that when he touches me, I burn.
Jettison wants me. He doesn’t take no, and he’s made it clear he’ll chase me until I break.
Now, with the Moon Goddess pulling our strings in a storm of betrayal, forbidden bonds, and a sickness tearing our pack apart, I’ll have to decide—
Is Jettison my ruin?
Or the only wolf who was ever meant to save me?
Note: Rated 18+. Dark romance, morally complex characters, and triggering themes.
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Chapter: Chapter 120Jettison’s POV“Stone, there's an info about discarded a sweatshirt and face cap spotted at a dump site downtown.”That was all Rodger had to say to get me back on my feet. Now I was in the car with him and several of my club men, speeding through the city toward the location to see if the rumors were true.My jaw was locked tight, my fingers clenching hard around the steering wheel as I kept my gaze fixed ahead on the road before us though my body was here but my mind wasn't it was in somewhere else entirely.“Stone, do you really think this is a good idea?” Rodger asked somewhere along the road, glancing at me from the passenger seat. “This could be a sham for all we know.”I didn’t answer as my thoughts and mind kept drifting away and circling around one person.Emilia.And the question she had asked me earlier.I wouldn’t lie; I was completely taken off guard by it. I never expected that question, not from her of all people.How she found out about Chicago, I couldn’t understand.
최신 업데이트: 2026-01-01
Chapter: Chapter 119: The TrapJettison’s POV“Stone, there's an info about discarded a sweatshirt and face cap spotted at a dump site downtown.”That was all Rodger had to say to get me back on my feet. Now I was in the car with him and several of my club men, speeding through the city toward the location to see if the rumors were true.My jaw was locked tight, my fingers clenching hard around the steering wheel as I kept my gaze fixed ahead on the road before us though my body was here but my mind wasn't it was in somewhere else entirely.“Stone, do you really think this is a good idea?” Rodger asked somewhere along the road, glancing at me from the passenger seat. “This could be a sham for all we know.”I didn’t answer as my thoughts and mind kept drifting away and circling around one person.Emilia.And the question she had asked me earlier.I wouldn’t lie; I was completely taken off guard by it. I never expected that question, not from her of all people.How she found out about Chicago, I couldn’t understand.
최신 업데이트: 2025-12-30
Chapter: Chapter 118: I Feel Something For Her TooCraig POVI knew I messed up big time. I shouldn’t have treated he--Nyra, like that just because she kissed me.Truth was, low-key, I had always wanted it too. I had longed for it longer than I was willing to admit. But then the kiss had come so fast I thar never saw it coming, and with all the messed-up things going on inside my head right now, I wasn’t able to acknowledge it, no matter how much I wanted to.The entire ride was painfully silent with Nyra never saying a word.I turned to look at her, half-expecting her to slip and sneak a glance at me the way she always did back at the house when she thought I wasn’t looking, or when she believed I wouldn’t notice.But she never did.Not even once did her eyes flick in my direction even if it was just a glance. Instead, she kept her face straight ahead, shoulders stiff as she leaned against the door with her knuckles clenched on her knees her knuckles so pale like she was holding herself together by force.Did I really hurt her that m
최신 업데이트: 2025-12-29
Chapter: Chapter 117: The Ex-girlfriend everyone's scared ofJettison POVI watched the CCTV footage for what felt like the hundredth time since Rodger sent it to me, my eyes burning slightly from staring at my computer screen too long, my jaw tight with disbelief.No matter how many times I replayed it, my mind refused to fully accept what I was seeing.The strange man was exactly how Rodger described him—off, unsettling. Something about him felt wrong in a way I couldn’t name.The way he pulled everything off still gnawed at me, leaving a bitter taste at the back of my throat. His movements were smooth, calculated, like every step had been rehearsed long before he stepped into the ring that night.He wasn’t a member of any of the clubs. That much was obvious. The way he carried himself alone gave it away. But what I was more concerned on was how he effortlessly slipped through the place, avoiding cameras like he knew where they were before they even existed.A professional.That was the word that kept repeating in my head no matter how much I
최신 업데이트: 2025-12-28
Chapter: Chapter 116: Something HappenedEmilia POVI woke up to the sound of low sniffles beside me.My lashes fluttered open and I blinked hard against the harsh brightness flooding my vision. White. Too much white. The ceiling above me swam before slowly coming into focus, and the faint smell of antiseptic filled my nose and for some reason my body felt heavy so heavy and stiff, like I had been dragged back into myself after being gone for too long.A hospital.The realization settled slowly, then all at once. My heart gave a small, panicked jump as I tried to remember how I ended up here. My head throbbed faintly as the memories rushed back without mercy. I had been to the Racing ring with Jettison and had watched him lose to Klent. A familiar sick feeling crept into my gut as I remembered how things turned wrong. First the red beam of light pointing at Jettison, my pushing him to the floor.And then the sharp burning pain in my ribs, I had been shot.My fingers curled weakly against the sheets as I turned my head, my
최신 업데이트: 2025-12-27
Chapter: Chapter 115: Who's Meredith?Nyra POVI claimed his lips hungrily with my eyes shut close savoring how sweet and delicious it felt against mine as the taste of whatever he had ate filled my mouth, he didn't kiss me back and I noticed his body remained stiff against mine but I was just too absorbed in the moment to care.How long had I waited for this?“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”However his voice boomed into my ears sharp and sudden I peeled my eyes open immediately but before I could think of what to do next he shoved me away from him.I stumbled back and I felt my back hit the head rest of the bed.“I’m… sorry…" I muttered, my voice barely steady as I exhale deeply. "I’m really sorry" I looked away from him immediately and fixed my gaze to the wall like it could hide me, my chest felt tight, my heart racing so fast in it making my ears ring.God.What the hell did I just do?I blinked trying to process it.Did I just forcefully kissed him?I could still feel the heat of his lips lingering on my mi
최신 업데이트: 2025-12-26
Chapter: Chapter 10: Shower HeatNatasha POVThe air in my chamber was cold, chilling cold, but hell, even that couldn't quench the heat inside me. The heat that had been brewing ever since I encountered the Alpha. Hell, I couldn't even count the number of times I had gone into the shower like I was doing now, showering like it could wash away whatever the hell had awakened Inside me ever since he spoke to me.The moment the water slid down my body, goosebumps immediately rose across my skin sharp and biting from the cold yet even with that the ache buried deep inside me only seems to burn hotter.I swallowed thickly, bracing one hand against the wet wall while the streams of water rolled over my shoulders and down my chest. I tried to focus on the cold. On the sound of the shower just on anything.However the second I closed my eyes, my mind betrayed me and they went to him—The King.Dark hair.Tattooed skin.Those cold eyes that still haunt me till now making my body feel too hot.Goddess.Immediately the heat insi
최신 업데이트: 2026-05-10
Chapter: Chapter 9: M*sturbating To Her ScentDamon's POVThe moment I finished dropping my verdict, I turned to leave but as I did, I felt Danica’s eyes on me. Watching and scrutinizing me, her glare literally burning through my back, but I ignored her and proceeded toward the double doors. I was done with her troubles for today.The heavy doors slammed open, then shut behind me with a loud thud the the sound echoing through the long corridor the moment I stepped outI exhaled sharply, flexing my shoulders as I took the long walk toward my chambers.The air around the corridor suddenly hot against my skin just too hot and suffocating and as I moved, I could still catch traces of her scent lingering in the air.It sounded impossible, but it was there. Maybe she came around this area and maybe that was why I scented it in the courtroom earlier.My jaw tightened at the thought while my boots echoed heavily against the marble floor. Guards stationed along the hallway lowered their heads respectfully as I passed, but I barely acknowl
최신 업데이트: 2026-05-08
Chapter: Chapter 8: No One Touches Her..Damon’s POVThe words barely settled inside me before something in me snapped.The hell…My grip tightened around the armrest of my chair so hard my knuckles turned white. The wood gave a faint creak under the pressure I was exerting, and I could feel it digging into my palm, rough and solid, grounding me, but it did nothing to steady what was rising inside my chest.Burnt alive?The image flashed through my head almost immediately, sharp and sudden, like it had been waiting for a chance to break through. For a moment, I could almost see it clearly.Her.That stubborn yet fiery beauty, hands and legs tied up, body suspended on a f**king pyre. Flames climbing up her skin slowly while the entire pack gathered around to watch.F**k.The picture sent a sharp ache through my skull, and my chest tightened with it like something heavy was pressing down on it. Everything about it felt wrong.“No.”The word slipped out before I could stop it. Low and rough, but it carried enough weight to make
최신 업데이트: 2026-05-04
Chapter: Chapter 7: The Alpha Losing Control...Damon’s POV“Alpha… you seem a little bit distracted. Is something wrong?”The words from one of my pack elders hit me, sharp enough to snap me out of whatever haze I had drifted into.I blinked once, then again, my brows pulling slightly together as I dragged myself back to the present.Right.The royal court, where a meeting had been going on for about an hour now.I slowly lifted my head, my gaze moving across the room, taking in every face like I was seeing them for the first time.My elders and chiefs were seated on one side, backs straight, eyes fixed on me with a mixture of concern and quiet confusion on their faces.Across from me, my sister Danica sat with her legs crossed, an amused look on her face as her fingers tapped lazily against the armrest of her chair.Damn.I clenched my jaw faintly.This wasn’t like me.I wasn’t the kind of man who lost focus. Not once. Not ever. For years, I had ruled this throne with precision, with control so tight that nothing slipped through.
최신 업데이트: 2026-05-02
Chapter: Chapter 6: Meeting With The KingNatasha POVI knew I was in deep shit the moment I hit Lady Danica. Of course I knew it.But to be honest? I didn’t regret it. Not even a little.In fact, I had already played out every possible outcome in my head. Perhaps a death sentence or maybe a public execution. Something slow and cruel, meant to make an example out of me. My mind had looped through it so many times it almost felt real.And I could say for sure I was ready. Or at least, I thought I was. But hell, nothing, I repeat, nothing prepared me for this. Prepared me for the moment they said I would be taken to the Supreme Alpha himself.Damon.The air in the Alpha’s study was cold. Not just cool. Cold in a way that settled on your skin and stayed there. I felt it the second I was dragged in, the chill sliding over me slowly, deliberately, like it had intent. Like it knew.My throat dried instantly.For a moment, I couldn’t look up. Not because I didn’t want to, but because something in me refused to. Like my body knew befo
최신 업데이트: 2026-05-01
Chapter: Chapter 5Alpha Damon POV“Alpha, your orders have been carried out. More cards have been given out and more women have been brought in to join the harem.”The moment Colleen, my Beta, said those words from across the study, I felt my heart do that familiar unpleasant flip, the one it always did whenever he brought news like that.My fingers, which had been typing quickly across the keyboard in front of me, slowed, then stopped completely.The soft clicking of the keys faded into silence as I leaned back slightly in my chair and looked up at him.My chest felt tight, like something heavy had settled on it.If anyone looked at me right now, they would probably think I had just been handed a death sentence.Hell, even the Moon knew how much I hated hearing about that damn ritual.Hating hearing the sound of more women being brought here.“How many?” I asked slowly, not because I actually cared.But because the silence was starting to stretch too long and I needed to say something.“Fifty.”Fifty.
최신 업데이트: 2026-03-19
Chapter: Chapter 30: He's Hiding SomethingBeverly POV“You bastard, you think this is a joke?”I couldn’t help the frown pulling hard at my face as I glared at him.Really, to think the whole time I had been scared out of my wits, almost running crazy while he sat there smiling about it like it was normal.“Yeah... I know it isn’t.” His lips curled slightly, amusement flickering in his eyes. “And I know it’s crazy for me to do that, but then it’s kind of pleasing seeing you worry about me.”Now that only deepened my glare the fact the bastard actually looked pleased with himself.I didn’t reply though. Instead, I stood up to leave because from the way color had already returned to his face and the way he was already running his mouth, he looked fine obviously fine enough to annoy me.The night passed slowly in a blur as I sat beside his bed watching him sleep. The room stayed quiet except for the low hum of the air conditioner and the occasional sound of cars outside the windows.And somehow, despite everything, I couldn’t sto
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Chapter: Chapter 29: A Gunshot Wound On His ChestBeverly POVWhat the hell happened to him?However I barely had time to process the shock before his eyes rolled shut. One second he was standing tall like nothing could touch him, the next his body gave out and crashed forward like he was collapsing.“Adrian!” I screamed, lunging toward him I reached him just before he could fall and his weight slammed into me, almost immediately.My knees buckled, but I forced myself to hold him up, one arm wrapped around his torso, the other gripping his shoulder tightly as if letting go would make this real.“Stay still. I’m going to get you help,” I said, my voice shaking despite the firmness I tried to force into it.My heart hammered violently against my ribs as I dragged him down, easing him onto the floor. My hands trembled so badly I had to clench my jaw to steady myself. At that moment, I forgot every reason I had to hate him just as rescue Instinct took over, raw and urgent.I laid him flat on the ground and heard him let out a small groan
최신 업데이트: 2026-05-05
Chapter: Chapter 28: What The Hell Happened To Him?Beverly POV“So, you want to know who handled your son’s autopsy seven years ago?”Director Brown gave me a strange look, one I couldn’t quite place. It was a mix of caution and probing, as though he was trying to read more than just my words.I swallowed, forcing myself to stay still as I shoved the intrusive thoughts of Adrian and what he had done for me earlier away from my mind, yet again.Hell, the thought wouldn’t leave me. It kept trying to creep back in, distracting and confusing, but I couldn’t afford that right now, so I shoved it aside and focused on the man before me instead.“Yes, Director Brown,” I nodded slowly.Up close, I noticed he looked older now. The years seemed to have carved deeper lines into his face, and there was a slight heaviness to his posture that hadn’t been there before.But his eyes… those sharp grey eyes hadn’t dulled one bit. They still carried that piercing intensity, like they could strip a person bare with a single glance.“But I thought we concl
최신 업데이트: 2026-05-04
Chapter: Chapter 27: Pulling Strings For Her...Beverly POVFor a moment, I couldn’t believe my eyes.So I blinked.Once.Twice.But even after the second time, the image didn’t shift and I realized my eyes weren’t deceiving me.He was really standing there.Adrian Cruz.His posture was calm, almost effortless, shoulders relaxed, hands tucked neatly into his pockets like he didn’t have a single care in the world.But his eyes… his eyes were anything but calm. They were cold, sharp, fixed directly on my wrist like he could still see the imprint of the guards’ grip on my skin.“I believe I made something clear.”His voice was quiet, and controlled as he spok. That kind of quiet that carried more weight than shouting ever could.He tilted his head slightly, his gaze darkening as they stayed on my wrist.“I said, let her go.”Something shifted in that instant like an invisible force had snapped into place.And as if something unseen shoved them, the two guards released me so fast it almost made me stumble. My arm dropped to my side, ti
최신 업데이트: 2026-05-02
Chapter: Chapter 26: Something Bigger At PlayAdrian POVI didn’t know if this was some twisted kind of coincidence, but I could say one thing for certain. I was damn pleased.“Sir… you don’t mean it. You mean Beverly… the same Beverly Hamilton we’ve spent years looking for is here in Michigan? And also at New Life Hospital, working as a doctor?”The disbelief in my private investigator’s voice from the other side of the phone was almost tangible, like I could see his brows drawn together, his mouth slightly open in shock. If I didn’t know better, I would have said he thought I was joking.But funny enough, he wasn’t even half as shocked as I was.To think… Beverly. The same Beverly I had poured all my time, resources and sleepless nights searching for, all of it… not knowing she was right here. In my city. In my hospital. The very one I had purchased to honor my mother.“Yeah,” I said, my voice quieter now, steadier than I felt. “I’m as shocked as you are.”But that wasn’t even the part that stayed with me.What really got under
최신 업데이트: 2026-05-01
Chapter: Chapter 25: 'I Want To Know Everything About Her'Adrian POVI didn’t know if this was some twisted kind of coincidence, but I could say one thing for certain. I was damn pleased.“Sir… you don’t mean it. You mean Beverly… the same Beverly Hamilton we’ve spent years looking for is here in Michigan? And also at New Life Hospital, working as a doctor?”The disbelief in my private investigator’s voice from the other side of the phone was almost tangible, like I could see his brows drawn together, his mouth slightly open in shock. If I didn’t know better, I would have said he thought I was joking.But funny enough, he wasn’t even half as shocked as I was.To think… Beverly. The same Beverly I had poured all my time, resources and sleepless nights searching for, all of it… not knowing she was right here. In my city. In my hospital. The very one I had purchased to honor my mother.“Yeah,” I said, my voice quieter now, steadier than I felt. “I’m as shocked as you are.”But that wasn’t even the part that stayed with me.What really got under
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