LOGINAthena
London doesn’t smell like home. It smells like rain, iron, and strangers who don’t know my name or my wolf. At first, that was exactly what I needed. Distance. Silence. A place where no one looked at me with pity or whispered my parents’ names like they were fragile glass. Five years pass faster than I ever expect. I build a life piece by piece. Finish school. Get a job I love. Learn how to breathe without the ache in my chest gnawing constantly. I tell myself I’ve healed. That the bond I felt that night in Tristan’s bed was just grief. Just desperation. I tell myself that because admitting the truth that my mate rejected me and my wolf never forgave him is too dangerous. Too raw. She never let me forget. Some nights, I wake up gasping, heat curling low in my belly, phantom hands still branded into my skin. Other nights, anger burns so hot I swear I can smell smoke. My wolf remembers everything. Every touch, every stolen moment, every rejection. Every pang of desire. And then, one afternoon, everything unravels. It starts with a phone call from Orion. I almost don’t answer. We talk often, but something in my chest tightens the moment I see his name flash across my screen. “Ath,” he says, voice taut. “I need you to come home.” I sit up straighter than I realize. “What happened?” A pause stretches too long. “The packs are calling a summit,” he finally says. “And… Tristan’s back.” The name hits me like a punch to my ribs. I haven’t heard it spoken in years. I stopped saying it. Stopped thinking it. But the moment Orion says it, my wolf surges forward, claws scraping against my chest, howling like she’s been waiting for this. Back. “Back from where?” I ask carefully, forcing my voice to stay even. “From the road. From hell. From wherever the fuck he’s been,” Orion replies, exhale sharp and tense. “He’s claiming territory again. Loudly.” Of course he is. Tristan Blackwood never did anything quietly. “I don’t see why that concerns me,” I lie, voice flat. Orion doesn’t call me out. “You’re pack. You’re family. And whether you like it or not, he’s tied to all of this.” I close my eyes. The bond hums low, awake, restless, echoing through my chest like a drumbeat I can’t ignore. “I’ll be there,” I say. Two days later, I stand at the edge of pack territory, staring at the familiar treeline like it might bite me. Nothing’s changed. Everything’s changed. The air buzzes with tension. Wolves pace beneath the surface; the land itself feels restless, sensing what’s coming. I can feel him before I see him. That pull sharp, undeniable snaps tight around my ribs. My mate. I hate that word. Engines roar in the distance, deep and thunderous, vibrating through the ground. A line of motorcycles emerges from the trees, chrome flashing, leather-clad riders moving with lethal precision. At the front, he sits tall. Tristan. Bigger than I remember. Broader. Harder. Hair longer, pulled back at the nape of his neck. Beard shadowing his jawline. Leather cut heavy on his shoulders, Razorback MC stitched across the back like a warning. Alpha. Danger. Mine. His wolf slams into mine the moment his gaze finds me. The world narrows. Five years vanish. His eyes glow gold, locking onto me like I’m prey and sanctuary at once. The bond snaps tight, screaming recognition, rage, longing, and something darker. Possessive. Territorial. He kills his engine and dismounts slowly, deliberately, like he fears sudden movement might spook me. I don’t move. Refuse to. “Athena,” he says. My name sounds different now. Rougher. Carved into bone and fire. “Don’t,” I snap, arms folded. “Say my name like you get to.” A flicker of pain crosses his face. Gone in a blink. “You left,” he says quietly. “You told me to,” I shoot back. “You made it very clear where I stood.” Silence stretches between us, heavy with five years of unspoken regrets. “You felt it,” he finally says. My breath catches. “Felt what?” “The bond.” His jaw tightens. “That night. I felt it. I panicked.” My wolf snarls. “So you rejected me,” I whisper. “You claimed me with your body and rejected me with your words.” “I thought I was protecting you,” he says, voice low, almost ashamed. “You were protecting yourself,” I reply. He steps closer. The pull nearly drops me to my knees. “I was wrong.” I laugh, sharp and bitter. “That’s it? Five years, and all you have is, ‘I was wrong’?” His eyes darken. “I left because if I stayed, I would’ve dragged you into a world soaked in blood and fire. I wasn’t fit to be anyone’s mate.” “You don’t get to decide that alone.” “I know that now.” The ground seems to vibrate beneath us as his wolf presses forward, demanding recognition, demanding completion. “I’m not the girl you left behind,” I warn. “I don’t want her,” he says softly. “I want the woman standing in front of me.” My heart pounds. “This doesn’t change anything,” I say, even as my body betrays me, leaning toward his heat. “You don’t get a second chance just because fate decided to knock louder.” His gaze drops to my throat, where the mark should be. “I’m not asking,” he murmurs. “I’m claiming what I should’ve never walked away from.” Before I can react, his hand closes around my wrist not rough, not gentle. Certain. The bond roars to life. The world tilts. His scent floods my senses. My wolf rises, ready to finish what he started five years ago. This time… He isn’t letting me go. And I can’t stop the shiver of anticipation that races down my spine, the wolf inside me growling with a hunger and longing that no time or distance could erase.The silence after a fight was never empty. It was crowded with things that hadn’t finished happening yet.The warehouse still smelled like burnt rubber and gunpowder, sharp and bitter in the back of my throat. My ears rang faintly, the echo of gunfire refusing to let go. Around us, the crew moved with practiced efficiency hold checking pulses, securing weapons, dragging bodies out of sight. No one celebrated. No one relaxed.Because everyone knew the same thing I did.This wasn’t an ending. It was a warning shot.He stayed close to me as we moved, not hovering, not caging just present. A constant awareness at my side, like gravity. His hand brushed my lower back once, brief and grounding, before he stepped away to give orders. Clear. Precise. Alpha through and through.But different.The men listened to him the way they always had. What changed was how they looked at me.Not curiosity. Not suspicion.Calculation.Respect.We regrouped in a secondary safehouse less than an hour later a
Morning didn’t arrive so much as it crept in thin light leaking through broken panes, dust motes floating like they had nowhere else to be. I’d slept, technically. But my mind never shut down. It paced all night, counting exits, replaying the voice on that phone, dissecting every word like it was a threat written in code.You’re the catalyst.I sat up slowly, listening. The plant had its own rhythm now boots on concrete, the murmur of low voices, metal clinking softly as weapons were checked and rechecked. No panic. No chaos. Just readiness.He was already awake. Of course he was.I found him near the central map table, sleeves rolled up, ink smudged on his forearm where he’d been marking routes. He looked up when he sensed me, not surprised, just… aware. Like he always knew where I was, even when he wasn’t looking.“You didn’t sleep,” he said.“I slept enough.”A lie. We both knew it. He didn’t call me on it.Mara was there too, leaning against a pillar, arms crossed. Her gaze flicke
The first shot didn’t come with sound.It came with instinct.I felt it before I heard it the sharp pull in my gut, the sudden shift in the air like the world had taken a breath and forgotten to let it out. He moved at the same time I did, his hand catching my arm, dragging me down just as glass exploded somewhere above us.Then the sound hit.Gunfire ripped through the compound, loud and merciless, tearing apart the fragile quiet we’d been pretending was peace. Shouts erupted. Boots thundered against concrete. Engines roared to life, not in celebration this time, but in war.“Inside. Now,” he barked.I didn’t argue. I ran.We moved through the hallways like we’d practiced it a hundred times, even though we never had. Muscle memory built from survival kicked in. He shoved me into the reinforced room at the back of the compound, slamming the door shut behind us just as another shot cracked outside.My heart was trying to claw its way out of my chest.“They found us,” I said.“No,” he r
Morning came slower than usual.Not because the sun hesitated, but because I did.I lay awake long before the compound stirred, listening to the rhythm of his breathing beside me. Deep. Steady. The kind of calm that only came after choosing something hard and refusing to regret it.The storm had passed sometime in the night. Rain still clung to the windows, tracing lazy paths downward like it hadn’t quite let go. My body felt heavy in a way that had nothing to do with exhaustion. It was the weight of certainty settling in.This wasn’t a moment anymore.It was a line crossed.I shifted slightly, testing the space. His arm tightened around my waist instantly, instinctive, possessive without being cruel.“You trying to disappear?” he murmured, eyes still closed.I smiled despite myself. “Just checking if this was real.”His eyes opened then, sharp even in the dim light. “It is.”Good. Terrifying. Good.The compound woke in stages. Doors opening. Boots hitting concrete. Engines coughing t
Morning didn’t ask permission.It arrived with the low rumble of engines and the smell of wet earth, the storm having scrubbed the compound raw overnight. I woke to gray light leaking through the curtains and the steady, reassuring weight of an arm around my waist. For a moment, I stayed still, testing the reality of it. Testing us.He was awake too. I knew because his thumb moved in a slow, absent circle against my skin, like he was grounding himself the same way I was.No rushing. No pretending.Just the quiet acknowledgment of what we’d chosen.“You’re staring,” he said.“I’m confirming you’re real.”A huff of amusement left him. “Disappointing verdict?”“Not yet.”He shifted, propping himself up on one elbow, studying me with that focused intensity that used to make me feel like prey. This morning, it felt different. Not ownership. Awareness.“Council’s going to notice,” he said.“They notice everything.”“Not this.” His mouth tipped slightly. “This is going to drive them insane.”
The first thing I learned about peace was that it never arrived quietly. It didn’t slip in through open doors or announce itself with relief. It came disguised as routine. As repetition. As the slow, uncomfortable realization that nothing was chasing us anymore—and that somehow felt worse. The compound was awake before the sun. It always was. Engines growled low in the yard as men tuned bikes and argued over nothing important. Coffee brewed strong and bitter in the kitchen. Someone laughed too loudly, the sound bouncing off concrete walls that had heard far worse things. Life kept moving. I stood on the porch, arms wrapped around myself, watching the sky lighten inch by inch. Gray bleeding into pale blue. Another day claimed. Another day survived. “You’re up early.” His voice came from behind me, rough with sleep. I didn’t turn right away. I didn’t need to. I knew the weight of him, the way the air shifted when he stepped close. “Couldn’t sleep,” I said. “Neither could I.” T







