I was almost out of breath when I got to the table.
He was not looking so bright, he curve his mouth into a smile as I sat opposite him, so excited.
There was a bottle of wine and two cups.
He was gradually sipping his own and later poured some for me in the second glass cup.He asked me if I care for anything to eat, I could have said yes on a normal day because is my favorite eatry and their food tastes so good.
But i was filled up with excitement and told him that I'm okay with the wine.I Just wanted him to quickly get it all done.
I placed my two hands on the table so that he can see that I'm fully ready.
He cleared his throat, look straight at my beaming face filled with smile and said.
"Becca, I love you and you know that... we have being together for three years now. Three months ago completed it three years that we are in a relationship which had being awesome. You are good and and very understanding. You are beautiful and has being patient with me...
I nodded my head still with smile as I expect the main news.
Richard continued."Becca... will you...
Before he could complete the statement.
I started chorusing my yes...yes...yes! I will marry you Rich...yes I will!
The air was cool, beautiful and romantic music was playing that evening.
The music is probably coming from my own mind but I did not care I was enjoying the great moment of my life.He paused and looked at me confused.
I assumed my "yes" was not loud enough for him to hear, so I screamed it out, forgetting that other people were at the place, eating and relaxing.I noticed that some people turned and looked at me, but they will not understand the Joy in my heart that my loving boyfriend just finally proposed to me.
Richard cautioned me with a frown on his face
"Lower your voice Becca, stop being so dramatic. Why are you acting like a little child? I was not proposing to you. Why are you so desperate... what is wrong with you?
My beautiful smile suddenly changed into a frown.
"What else are we doing here Rich if is not what I'm thinking? why did you call me out that you have something to tell me... what other thing can that be since is not a proposal? What exactly did you want to say by asking me "if I will....?
I asked him getting confused and uncomfortable with his attitude.
He replied with a hush voice that is rather harsh."Maybe if you have calm down and listen to the end of what I had to say you won't be too fast to conclude. Look at the way you almost created a scene...did you see the way people were turning and looking at us earlier? I was about asking you if you will be kind enough to explain to me what you are doing with your boss friend? You are cheating on me right?
I scoffed out at first in shock. my boss friend.. Mr Ohio? How did Richard got to know that. Who hold him? JoJo was the only person I spoke with. How did Richard got to hear about it?
"My boss friend? How...who told you such lies that I'm cheating on you. I have never cheated on you Rich...never!...
He scold me with another harsh voice.
I began to wonder what has come over him all of a sudden."Keep quiet and answer the damn question Becca. You are going out with your boss friend and also sleeping with him. You thought I won't know right? I have my informant even right there in your office, they update me on your every move. How could you Becca? I loved you and I thought you also loved me. I don't know your desperate attitude for a ring has pushed you into another man's arm. I just want to tell you that I'm done... I'm done with this whole relationship thing. There was no way I was even going to marry you Becca, you are too old for me. I need a younger lady, smart, more beautiful...less desperate... and independent lady who does not need her parents to dictate for her. Maybe one who lives alone has a higher class. I don't need someone that is 28 going to 29years. Never... even my parents will not support such union. I wanted to still put up with you and see if things can still work out but since you have started sleeping with your boss and all his friends, I have no choice than to call it quit. You are here by free to sleep with all your boss friends, your boss himself and even your colleagues...is none of my business any more. I'm moving on with my life and I'm sorry it has to end this way. We both enjoyed ourselves, we both had a great time together for three years but I can't continue anymore. Is time to get serious with the right one...
All through the time he was speaking I didn't realize that I left my mouth open in shock and kept looking at him as if he was speaking Latin or reading out my death sentence.
I kept looking at him even after he was done talking and gave me a chance to speak.
Is this a prank, could this be a joke?"Becca... Becca? Why are you acting loss? Hope you heard everything I said? You are looking as if you have seen a ghost. If you have anything to say then say it and stop behaving like you are crazy. Becca! Answer me because I don't have all the time to waste here...
Is Richard mad, is something wrong with him? I hope all this is one hell of a joke. He can't possibly mean what he just said.
"Rich, I don't understand any of those things you just said. Please stop it if is a joke, is too expensive for a joke. You stab me hard like a knife with every word from your mouth. What do you mean "you are calling it quit? Who exactly are you done with because is definitely not me. Why do my age becomes a problem after three years... Rich, is three good years that we are talking about here. This whole prank is not even funny. Is not funny Rich. Please stop it. I will pretend I did not hear you say any of those things.
I said with almost tears in my which I try to hold back.
How can Richard be joking with such expensive thing. He should think of my feelings before vomiting such hurting words."Becca, listen to me. Is not my good wish that we should go our seperate ways. I never wanted to hurt or break your heart this way but my happiness matters. Three years is nothing... don't make it seem like a big deal. I know some friends that dated for five to ten years before going their separate ways. So, three years is just like yesterday, move on with your life and stop holding onto that because nothing will make me consider you Becca. Recently you have become too desperate, going around telling everyone that we are getting engaged... that I was going to propose to you when I never for once thought of such. It was all your idea and you thought you can make me settle for less, never. I'm sorry Becca but this is the end of the road for us. Richard stood, took his glass of wine, he gently hit my untouched drink with his cup and said "cheers Becca to another new begining for us...it was nice knowing you. Goodbye and enjoy the rest of your life because I'm going to do the same"He l
The strange Lady took me home that night. As we stopped in front of my gate, I was reluctant to get down. She was talking to me after handling me a card.“…This is my business card, just in case you need someone to talk to. My name is Lydia. I live with my family…my husband and two sons close to the restaurant where I work. Listen to me, this is not the end of life….i understand how painful and thorn you are right now but give yourself time, you will be fine. You are beautiful and will get over all this. Is his loss not yours, don’t blame yourself for any of this. He was blind not to see the good woman in you. I can lead you inside if you want… I told her I was alright, I got down and walk into my gate. The heel shoe I wore was beginning to annoy me just like everything was annoying me.I removed the shoe, carried it in my hands and walked barefooted.It was after the security man opened the gate and I entered I heard Lydia driving away.The security man was saying something, probab
I even forgot I was supposed to be at work today, I would have called to inform them if I can’t make it down but I was carried away with my present trouble and did not remember work.I picked up and explained to them that I was not feeling well. I apologies for not calling earlier before the call ended.After the office call, I try calling Richard again, after the phone rang twice he did not pick I tried the third time and he picked up.“Hello Rich, Good morning… I greeted him and hoped that yesterday was a mix-up. I was even ready to let go of whatever he said. I just want him back, I can’t afford to lose him, how will I even live without Richard. He was my happiness and ever since yesterday I have being so sad that I forgot what happiness feels like. But listening to his voice will bring back the lost color to my life.“Becca, why are you calling me? I told you that it was over between us yesterday and there is nothing you will do or say that will make us come back together. I have
I later spoke with Anita, I told her about my break up with Richard and how difficult it has been for me.I also asked her about the earrings and how the information concerning my boss friend got to Richard after Jojo told her about it.Anita denied of ever getting such information from Jojo, Anita said she did not borrow any ear rings from her either.“Since you are not the one…then who else? Jojo told me that…Anita quickly interrupted me.“Forget about whatever Jojo said to you Becca, or you can still choose to believe her if you want. The last time I saw Jojo has being over two weeks, we had a quarreled over something and I stopped going to her place ever since and focused on my life. She did not say anything to me concerning your boss or his friend and she cannot even tell me because I detest her. I know you will believe her over me, is your choice, I won’t tell you what to do Becca. Jojo wears long ear rings, I don’t… except during a party or I’m attending an event. I work from
I asked Jojo what really happened between her and Anita but she beat around and did not tell me the exact problem.Anita has been with me for the past two weeks voluntarily. She has being very helpful and we stay together every weekend or go out if we have anywhere to go. I don’t have any reason to suspect Anita and I did not want to bridge my friendship with Jojo.I have other of my friends who comes around to visit. Ella comes and sometimes Rina stop by with her little daughter to say hello.I value all my friends and don’t want to hold on to anybody’s fault.I have already let go about Richard and how he got the information and also the ear ring. I am not depending on that again.I enjoy Anita’s company and Jojo shouldn’t dictate for me on who to be friendly with all because she was not in good term with Anita. I told Jojo that whenever Anita want to leave she is free to do that. Jojo said she will stop coming to my place because of Anita and I told her to do as she pleases.Ella
With Jojo’s constant visit to the office I was beginning to feel uncomfortable. I don’t want any trouble from my boss or anyone because of Jojo. My work place is not my house where she can come and go at any time. My boss may even sanction me concerning that because he has seen Jojo more than twice with me during lunch time and also closing time.Jojo was not having time for her sugar who kept calling her but she will not pick his call all because of Mr Ohio. She will even switch off her phone whenever her sugar starts calling.I felt bad for the guy, Jojo was playing him and it was not fair. He deserves better than what Jojo was doing to him.“Jojo, don’t you think that you are hurting your man? He loves you, he asked you to marry him and you agreed…he went ahead to engage you and you collected the ring, only to remove it and kept it inside your hand bag because you saw a bigger fish. This is really bad and is sad too. Jojo laughed out at my every word which she felt has no effect
My Dad called me that afternoon to inform me that Melinda was home.“Wow, really…that’s good!That was my reply thinking that will be the only news but my Dad had something more to say.“Yes Rebecca, is really a great news because your younger sister Melinda is engaged. Yes…she came home wearing an engagement ring, it was one of the biggest news I have waited so long for. I and your mother saw the ring and it is quite expensive and fit in perfectly well on her finger. She said she wanted to surprise us and that was why she did not break the exciting news to us over the phone. Melinda really surprised us with such news. She is still as beautiful, smart and outspoken as ever. I have not met her man yet. She said he will be flying down to see us by next weekend. The news of Melinda’s engagement came unexpected. As much as I wanted to lift up joyfully for my sister, I also know what the news will mean to me, how some people will begin to see me. My Dad will remind me of what he usually
My Dad called me that afternoon to inform me that Melinda was home.“Wow, really…that’s good!That was my reply thinking that will be the only news but my Dad had something more to say.“Yes Rebecca, is really a great news because your younger sister Melinda is engaged. Yes…she came home wearing an engagement ring, it was one of the biggest news I have waited so long for. I and your mother saw the ring and it is quite expensive and fit in perfectly well on her finger. She said she wanted to surprise us and that was why she did not break the exciting news to us over the phone. Melinda really surprised us with such news. She is still as beautiful, smart and outspoken as ever. I have not met her man yet. She said he will be flying down to see us by next weekend. The news of Melinda’s engagement came unexpected. As much as I wanted to lift up joyfully for my sister, I also know what the news will mean to me, how some people will begin to see me. My Dad will remind me of what he usually