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~ Kesley ~ "Girl, you look like a whole different person!" I stared at my reflection in Taraji's mirror. The red dress was so tight I could barely breathe. The neckline showed way too much. My face was covered in heavy makeup — dark foundation, thick eyeshadow, and bright red lips. I looked terrible. Which was exactly the point. "That's what we're going for," I said, clipping on some tacky gold earrings. "Your dad's friend needs to hate me, remember?" Taraji laughed from her bed. She was eating chips and watching Korean dramas like always. "I can't believe you're doing this again. This is the third time!" "Yeah, well, you better have my thousand dollars ready." I checked my makeup one more time. "My laptop is dying and I need that money." The laptop situation was getting desperate. The screen flickered every time I opened it, and half the keys stuck when I typed. I needed it for coding practice, for building my portfolio, for everything. Without it, my already slim chances of getting hired would drop to zero. "It's in my purse." Taraji grinned. "You're saving my life, Kels. Dad won't stop setting up these stupid blind dates." I rolled my eyes. "That's because the last two guys ran away screaming." "Because you told one of them I was allergic to successful men!" "And the other one that you collected toenails as a hobby." I laughed. "Hey, I'm good at my job." And I really was. The first guy had been so horrified he'd actually left money on the table and walked out before the appetizers arrived. The second one had made it through dinner but spent the entire time looking at me like I was an alien. Both times, Taraji's dad had finally stopped pestering her about marriage. At least for a few weeks. "Speaking of jobs, any news from SpecterTech?" My smile faded. "Nope. I got an automated email this morning. Basically means they're not interested." "Don't say that…" "Taraji, I've applied to twelve companies in six months. Nobody wants to hire a female tech person. They all want guys." I sighed. "Maybe sabotaging blind dates is my actual career now." It was frustrating beyond belief. I'd graduated top of my class. I could code in seven different languages. I'd built apps that my professors had called "innovative" and "impressive." But the moment I walked into an interview and they saw I was a woman, the energy in the room changed. Suddenly they were asking me if I could "handle the pressure" or if I'd be "comfortable" being the only woman on the team. As if being a woman made me less capable of writing code. "Stop it. You're brilliant. They'd be lucky to have you." "Tell that to the twelve companies that rejected me." I grabbed my purse. "Anyway, who's tonight's victim? Another old, boring rich guy?" "Probably. Some businessman from Dad's circle. You know the type — bald, fat, thinks his money makes him interesting." "Perfect. I'll be home in an hour." … Twenty minutes later, I was sitting in the fanciest restaurant I'd ever seen. Everything was white and gold and sparkly. The other people dining looked like they'd stepped out of magazines — women in elegant dresses with real jewelry, men in tailored suits that probably cost thousands of dollars. I felt completely out of place in my trashy whorish dress and overdone makeup. The waiter had given me a look when I walked in. Not a good look. More like "are you sure you're in the right place?" I'd nearly turned around and left right then, but I needed that thousand dollars too badly. My leg bounced nervously under the table. Come on, come on. Where is he? The sooner he showed up, the sooner I could act crazy, and the sooner I could leave with my thousand dollars. Easy money. I'd done this twice before. I could do it again. I pulled out my phone to check the time. 7:28 PM. He was late. Maybe he wouldn't show up at all? That would be even better. I could tell Taraji the guy stood her up, and she'd still have to pay me for getting all dressed up and coming here. "Taraji Gilbert?" The voice came from behind me. Deep and smooth. I turned around with my fakest smile, ready to meet some ugly old man. But the person standing there was not old. And definitely not ugly. He was the most handsome man I'd ever seen in my life. Tall, dark hair perfectly styled, sharp jawline, bright blue eyes that seemed to look right through me. His suit looked expensive — like, really expensive. The kind of expensive that screamed custom-tailored. He stood there with perfect posture, exuding confidence and power, looking like he'd just stepped off the cover of a business magazine. I just stared. My mouth hung open a little. My brain completely shut down. This couldn't be right. This had to be a mistake. Guys who looked like this didn't need arranged blind dates. Guys who looked like this had women throwing themselves at them everywhere they went. "Taraji Gilbert?" he asked again, raising an eyebrow. Oh crap, say something! Stop staring at him like an idiot! "Yes!" I practically shouted. "Yes, that's me! Hi! Please sit down!" Smooth, Kelsey. Real smooth. He sat down gracefully, his movements controlled and elegant. His eyes swept over me — taking in the dress, the makeup, the cheap jewelry — and I saw a flash of surprise and judgement in his expression. Okay, Kelsey. He's hot. Really hot. But you have a job to do. Make him hate you. Make him never want to see "Taraji" again. I reached into my purse and pulled out a piece of gum. Without saying anything, I unwrapped it slowly, the crinkling sound loud in the quiet restaurant. I popped it in my mouth and started chewing. Loud. Really, really loud. My mouth open, making gross smacking sounds that echoed across our table. People at other tables turned to stare. An elderly woman clutched her pearls. A waiter who'd been approaching us stopped walking and just stood there, frozen in shock. The gorgeous man across from me went completely still. His eyes widened just a fraction. Good. That's exactly what I wanted. He took a deep breath, like he was trying to stay calm. Like he was counting to ten in his head. Then, with impressive composure, he reached into his jacket and pulled out a business card. Oh right, we're supposed to exchange cards. Taraji had briefed me on this whole ritual. I fumbled in my purse for Taraji's card. It said "Elementary School Teacher" on it in neat, professional lettering. As he reached out to take it, I pulled it back at the last second. "Oops!" I giggled like an idiot. His hand stayed in the air for a moment. He looked annoyed but didn't say anything. He just waited, his expression neutral. I giggled again — God, I sounded ridiculous — and finally gave him the card. "Sorry, sorry! Just having fun!" He took it without speaking and looked down at it, his face revealing nothing. Meanwhile, I looked at his card while still chomping away on my gum like a cow chewing cud. Niklaus Specter Chief Executive Officer SpecterTech The gum fell out of my mouth. I read it again, certain I'd misread it. SpecterTech. CEO. Oh no. Oh no, oh no, oh no. SpecterTech was the company I applied to. The company I'd been obsessively checking my email about. The company that was my last hope of getting a job in tech, my last chance at breaking into this impossible industry. And this man — this incredibly handsome, powerful man sitting across from me was the CEO. Shit.Chapter 238~Kesley~The rain didn’t just fall. We had run through the downpour, arriving at the doorstep like a group of drowned rats. The air inside the small building smelled of lavender and old wood, a sharp contrast to the cold, metallic scent of the storm we had just escaped.Niklaus stood in the narrow hallway, water dripping from his expensive coat. He looked around the cramped space, his brow furrowed in deep disapproval. He looked like a king who had been accidentally locked in a shed."Why is he here?" Niklaus asked, his voice low and dangerous. He didn't even look at Jude, but we all knew who he meant. Jude was standing by the door, wringing out his jacket, looking just as annoyed."Because the roads are flooded, Niklaus!" I snapped, the adrenaline from the run making my voice sharper than usual. "The creek is overflowing. There is literally nowhere else for him to go. Unless you want him to swim home in a thunderstorm?"Niklaus tightened his jaw but said nothing.The own
Chapter 237~Kesley~The applause was still ringing in my ears, but my heart was beating much louder. I tried to keep my face calm as I stepped off the stage, but my legs felt jelly.I was shocked to know he was here. But I couldn't. I forced myself to look at the people swarming around me."Kesley, that was amazing!" one of the women said, grasping my hand."The girls are so inspired," another parent added, beaming at me.I nodded and smiled, saying all the right things, but I was acting on autopilot. My phone buzzed in my hand. It was a text from TarajiParents showed up. Going to talk to them at the cafe. Stay safe with Niklaus! I'll call you later.I stared at the screen, a mix of shock and worry hitting me for her, but before I could reply, a shadow fell over me. I looked up to see Jude. He was holding a small bouquet of rose."I'm so proud of you, Kesley," Jude said, his voice soft and full of genuine heat. He held the flowers out to me, his eyes searching mine. "You really did
Chapter 236~Taraji~It was the D-day. I sat in the second row, my chest swelling with a pride so big I thought I might actually pop. Looking up at Kesley on that stage, she looked like a queen.My phone vibrated in my lap for the fifth time. I didn’t have to look at the screen to know who it was. Mom.I stared at the flashing light until it went dark again. I hadn’t spoken to my parents since the night of the big confrontation, when they told me my dreams were a waste of time and when I confronted my father.It hurts every time I thought about them.I felt a warm buzz in my hand, a text this time. I quickly swiped it open, hoping for a distraction. It was Fred. He was sitting a seat from me, looking as polished as ever, but I knew he was watching me.Fred: You’re leaning forward so much I’m afraid you’re going to fall off your chair. Deep breaths, Taraji. She’s doing great.Me: I can’t help it! Look at her! My best friend is a genius. Also, how do you look so calm? You’re wearing a s
Chapter 235~Niklaus~My head still throbbed with a dull, rhythmic ache, something I had gotten from the crash, but the physical pain was nothing compared to the restless feeling in my chest.Fred stood by the door. He didn’t say anything. He knew better than to interrupt me when I was in this state. He was waiting for my move."Where is she, Fred?" I asked."She’s back in the town, sir," Fred replied quietly. "My intel confirms she left with Jude yesterday afternoon. They arrived at her place just before dark."I gripped the glass tighter. The name Jude tasted like poison in my mouth. I had almost died. I had spent hours drifting in and out of consciousness, reaching for her in the dark, only to wake up and find out she had run straight back into the arms of the one man who wanted to take her away from me."Get the car ready," I said, turning away from the window."Sir, the doctors…”"I don't care what the doctors said," I snapped, my eyes flashing. "I am not sitting here while he tr
Chapter 234~Kesley~The ride back to the small town felt a lot longer than usual. Every time the tires hit a pothole, my stomach did a little flip. I kept telling myself I was going back for the girls. The tech program was my dream, my baby, and it needed me. Taraji was coming to meet me later.I couldn't let my personal mess with Niklaus ruin their chance at a better future. But as I walked down the familiar dusty road toward the community center, I couldn't shake the feeling that eyes were on me.I stopped by a shop window, pretending to fix my hair, and looked at the reflection of the street behind me. A black car was parked a block away. It looked normal, but it had been there since I got off the bus. My heart started to thud against my ribs. You’re just being paranoid, Kesley, I scolded myself. The city and its shadows have messed with your head.I entered into the community center. I started setting up the tablets for the afternoon session, but my hands were shaking so hard I
Chapter 233~Rebecca~The sound of shattering glass echoed through the cold, m office. I watched with a grim sort of satisfaction as the expensive red wine splattered against the white wall, looking exactly like a fresh bloodstain. I didn't care about the wine. I didn't care about the mess. I was far beyond caring about being a "perfect lady."Nothing was going right.I paced the length of my office, my heels clicking. I had spent weeks preparing for this moment. I had the documents ready. I had the speeches written. I had even picked out the suit I would wear when I sat in the CEO chair for the first time. But when I stood before the board of directors, they didn't see me fit. That stupid boy ruined everything.I had taken it in my hands to use his accident to gain interest of the board."We need to wait for Niklaus to heal," the old men had said, their voices full of annoying pity. "The Specter Group needs its heir. We cannot make such a big change while he is still in recovery.""
Chapter 83~ Kesley ~I had barely finished saying the words when the suite door burst open.Fred came rushing in, his jacket slightly disheveled, his glasses askew, clearly having run from wherever he'd been.And then he stopped dead.Because I was standing there in my brassiere and panties.Becau
Chapter 71~ Kesley ~I couldn't wait in the office anymore.The clock had hit 4:45 and there was still no word from Taraji. My desk felt like a cage, the walls of my cubicle closing in with every passing minute. The silence of the nearly empty department was oppressive, making every small sound—th
Chapter 63 ~ Kesley ~I was literally the only one using the female restroom on the entire departmental restroom, which was both convenient and deeply awkward.Convenient because I never had to wait in line. Never had to deal with those passive-aggressive notes women left about toilet seat etiquet
Chapter 58 ~ Kesley ~I stepped into the restaurant, Dante's credit card clutched in my sweaty palm like it might disappear if I loosened my grip.The place was nicer than I'd expected. Much nicer.Polished wood floors. Soft lighting. The kind of casual-upscale aesthetic that said "we're approacha







