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~ Kesley ~ "Girl, you look like a whole different person!" I stared at my reflection in Taraji's mirror. The red dress was so tight I could barely breathe. The neckline showed way too much. My face was covered in heavy makeup — dark foundation, thick eyeshadow, and bright red lips. I looked terrible. Which was exactly the point. "That's what we're going for," I said, clipping on some tacky gold earrings. "Your dad's friend needs to hate me, remember?" Taraji laughed from her bed. She was eating chips and watching Korean dramas like always. "I can't believe you're doing this again. This is the third time!" "Yeah, well, you better have my thousand dollars ready." I checked my makeup one more time. "My laptop is dying and I need that money." The laptop situation was getting desperate. The screen flickered every time I opened it, and half the keys stuck when I typed. I needed it for coding practice, for building my portfolio, for everything. Without it, my already slim chances of getting hired would drop to zero. "It's in my purse." Taraji grinned. "You're saving my life, Kels. Dad won't stop setting up these stupid blind dates." I rolled my eyes. "That's because the last two guys ran away screaming." "Because you told one of them I was allergic to successful men!" "And the other one that you collected toenails as a hobby." I laughed. "Hey, I'm good at my job." And I really was. The first guy had been so horrified he'd actually left money on the table and walked out before the appetizers arrived. The second one had made it through dinner but spent the entire time looking at me like I was an alien. Both times, Taraji's dad had finally stopped pestering her about marriage. At least for a few weeks. "Speaking of jobs, any news from SpecterTech?" My smile faded. "Nope. I got an automated email this morning. Basically means they're not interested." "Don't say that…" "Taraji, I've applied to twelve companies in six months. Nobody wants to hire a female tech person. They all want guys." I sighed. "Maybe sabotaging blind dates is my actual career now." It was frustrating beyond belief. I'd graduated top of my class. I could code in seven different languages. I'd built apps that my professors had called "innovative" and "impressive." But the moment I walked into an interview and they saw I was a woman, the energy in the room changed. Suddenly they were asking me if I could "handle the pressure" or if I'd be "comfortable" being the only woman on the team. As if being a woman made me less capable of writing code. "Stop it. You're brilliant. They'd be lucky to have you." "Tell that to the twelve companies that rejected me." I grabbed my purse. "Anyway, who's tonight's victim? Another old, boring rich guy?" "Probably. Some businessman from Dad's circle. You know the type — bald, fat, thinks his money makes him interesting." "Perfect. I'll be home in an hour." … Twenty minutes later, I was sitting in the fanciest restaurant I'd ever seen. Everything was white and gold and sparkly. The other people dining looked like they'd stepped out of magazines — women in elegant dresses with real jewelry, men in tailored suits that probably cost thousands of dollars. I felt completely out of place in my trashy whorish dress and overdone makeup. The waiter had given me a look when I walked in. Not a good look. More like "are you sure you're in the right place?" I'd nearly turned around and left right then, but I needed that thousand dollars too badly. My leg bounced nervously under the table. Come on, come on. Where is he? The sooner he showed up, the sooner I could act crazy, and the sooner I could leave with my thousand dollars. Easy money. I'd done this twice before. I could do it again. I pulled out my phone to check the time. 7:28 PM. He was late. Maybe he wouldn't show up at all? That would be even better. I could tell Taraji the guy stood her up, and she'd still have to pay me for getting all dressed up and coming here. "Taraji Gilbert?" The voice came from behind me. Deep and smooth. I turned around with my fakest smile, ready to meet some ugly old man. But the person standing there was not old. And definitely not ugly. He was the most handsome man I'd ever seen in my life. Tall, dark hair perfectly styled, sharp jawline, bright blue eyes that seemed to look right through me. His suit looked expensive — like, really expensive. The kind of expensive that screamed custom-tailored. He stood there with perfect posture, exuding confidence and power, looking like he'd just stepped off the cover of a business magazine. I just stared. My mouth hung open a little. My brain completely shut down. This couldn't be right. This had to be a mistake. Guys who looked like this didn't need arranged blind dates. Guys who looked like this had women throwing themselves at them everywhere they went. "Taraji Gilbert?" he asked again, raising an eyebrow. Oh crap, say something! Stop staring at him like an idiot! "Yes!" I practically shouted. "Yes, that's me! Hi! Please sit down!" Smooth, Kelsey. Real smooth. He sat down gracefully, his movements controlled and elegant. His eyes swept over me — taking in the dress, the makeup, the cheap jewelry — and I saw a flash of surprise and judgement in his expression. Okay, Kelsey. He's hot. Really hot. But you have a job to do. Make him hate you. Make him never want to see "Taraji" again. I reached into my purse and pulled out a piece of gum. Without saying anything, I unwrapped it slowly, the crinkling sound loud in the quiet restaurant. I popped it in my mouth and started chewing. Loud. Really, really loud. My mouth open, making gross smacking sounds that echoed across our table. People at other tables turned to stare. An elderly woman clutched her pearls. A waiter who'd been approaching us stopped walking and just stood there, frozen in shock. The gorgeous man across from me went completely still. His eyes widened just a fraction. Good. That's exactly what I wanted. He took a deep breath, like he was trying to stay calm. Like he was counting to ten in his head. Then, with impressive composure, he reached into his jacket and pulled out a business card. Oh right, we're supposed to exchange cards. Taraji had briefed me on this whole ritual. I fumbled in my purse for Taraji's card. It said "Elementary School Teacher" on it in neat, professional lettering. As he reached out to take it, I pulled it back at the last second. "Oops!" I giggled like an idiot. His hand stayed in the air for a moment. He looked annoyed but didn't say anything. He just waited, his expression neutral. I giggled again — God, I sounded ridiculous — and finally gave him the card. "Sorry, sorry! Just having fun!" He took it without speaking and looked down at it, his face revealing nothing. Meanwhile, I looked at his card while still chomping away on my gum like a cow chewing cud. Niklaus Specter Chief Executive Officer SpecterTech The gum fell out of my mouth. I read it again, certain I'd misread it. SpecterTech. CEO. Oh no. Oh no, oh no, oh no. SpecterTech was the company I applied to. The company I'd been obsessively checking my email about. The company that was my last hope of getting a job in tech, my last chance at breaking into this impossible industry. And this man — this incredibly handsome, powerful man sitting across from me was the CEO. Shit.Chapter 106~ Kesley ~At exactly 3 PM, the moment Ben wrapped up the final slide of his presentation, I was out of my seat."Thank you so much for understanding," I said to Dante, already grabbing my bag. "I'll be back by 9, I promise.""Just get your medication and drive safely," Dante said. "And Kesley? Text me when you're on your way back so I know you're okay.""Will do."I practically ran to the parking area where the shuttle had dropped us off that morning. Except there was no shuttle now. No convenient transportation back to the city.Just me and the need to get there as fast as humanly possible.I flagged down a taxi from the main road—expensive, but I didn't have time to worry about that—and gave the driver an address in the city."Can you get me there in under ninety minutes?" I asked.He looked at me in the rearview mirror. "Rush hour traffic starts at 4:30.""I'll pay extra. Please. It's an emergency."He shrugged. "I'll do my best."The drive was excruciating. Every red
Chapter 105~ Taraji ~The final bell rang at 2:45, and I watched twenty-three children explode out of their seats with the chaotic energy of people who'd been forced to sit still for seven hours."Remember!" I called over the noise. "Spelling test tomorrow! And George, your permission slip for the field trip is still not signed!"George gave me a thumbs up while simultaneously trying to put his jacket on backward.The classroom emptied in approximately ninety seconds, leaving behind the particular kind of devastation that only elementary students could create—pencils on the floor, papers everywhere, someone's lunch box abandoned under a desk.I started the cleanup process that had become my new daily routine, this thing I did now because I was an actual teacher with actual responsibilities and no cleaning service to handle it for me.Amanda appeared in the doorway, her own bag over her shoulder. "Need help?""I've got it," I said, stacking chairs. "Your ride here yet?"As if on cue,
Chapter 104~ Kesley ~Niklaus was honestly a meerkat.The name had been meant as an insult during that sabotage date, a ridiculous comparison I'd thrown out to annoy him. But sitting here now, watching him watch me with those calculating eyes, I realized I'd been more accurate than I'd known.Meerkats were relentless. Territorial. They never let go of something once they'd decided it mattered.And Niklaus Specter had apparently decided I mattered.Or at least, that making me suffer mattered.What had I done to deserve this witchcraft? This cosmic joke where the man I was trying to fake-marry was also my boss and was somehow orchestrating situations that made it impossible to keep the two identities separate?I stared at my phone, at his text demanding I meet him at 6 PM, at the impossible logistics of being in two places at once.He meant it. I knew he meant it. If I didn't show up, he'd call the whole thing off. Would decide I wasn't serious, wasn't committed, wasn't worth the troub
Chapter 103~ Niklaus ~Whatever had changed her mind about marrying me must have been significant.I'd spent the sleepless night thinking about it, turning it over from every angle while staring at my bedroom ceiling.She'd refused me. Multiple times. Had run away, avoided my calls, turned down fifty million dollars to my face.And then suddenly, in that penthouse suite, after the insulin and the kiss and the almost-more-than-a-kiss, she'd looked at me with absolute determination and said let's get married.There were only two explanations.Either the kiss had changed something for her—had made her realize that a contract marriage to me wouldn't be the worst thing, that maybe there was something between us worth exploring even in a temporary arrangement.Or she desperately needed the money.My chest tightened at the thought, the same uncomfortable sensation I'd been feeling since last night.Because it was becoming increasingly clear which explanation was more likely.She needed the
Chapter 102 ~ Kesley ~ I sat on the closed toilet seat lid, staring at my phone, trying to convince my heart rate to return to something approaching normal. The bathroom was quiet. Peaceful, even. The kind of quiet that felt like a small mercy after the chaos of the morning. I pulled up my conversation with Taraji, ready to dive back into the Amanda drama—because other people's disasters were infinitely more manageable than my own—when my phone started ringing. Dan's name lit up the screen. My thumb hovered over the answer button for a beat too long, that old familiar hesitation that came from fourteen years of hoping and never quite having those hopes met. I answered. "Hey." "Kels!" His voice was warm, enthusiastic, exactly the way it always was when he called me. "I'm so glad I caught you. Are you at work?" "Workshop," I said. "Team building thing. We're on break." "Oh perfect, this won't take long. I just wanted to remind you about Saturday." Saturday. Right. His birthday
Chapter 101 ~ Kesley ~ Something was definitely wrong with Niklaus. The way he'd been behaving all morning—the pointed questions during Ben's session, the interjections that felt more like territorial marking than genuine contributions, the way his eyes kept finding me across the room—it was unnecessarily dramatic. And I had no idea what to do about it. Ben's voice cut through my spiraling thoughts. "Let's take a quick break. Fifteen minutes. Stretch your legs, grab some water, process what we've covered so far." The room shifted immediately, people standing, reaching for phones, heading toward the terrace where coffee and refreshments were set up. I stayed in my seat, pulling out my phone with the desperate need for something normal. Something that wasn't Niklaus Specter staring at me with unreadable intensity while simultaneously texting cryptic messages to the phone in my pocket. A text notification sat at the top of my screen. Taraji: You will not BELIEVE who just
Chapter 10~ Kesley ~Please don't see me. Please don't see me. Please don't…I pressed myself against the elevator wall as Niklaus Specter stepped inside, followed by a young guy of his age who must be his assistant.The doors slid shut.I kept my head down, staring at my shoes like they held the s
Chapter 24 ~ Niklaus ~I smiled at my phone as I read Taraji's text confirming our meeting.Taraji: 6 PM at Café Meridian. Near the park. I'll be there.Finally. Finally she was ready to talk properly. Ready to stop running away and actually discuss our future like rational adults.The fact that s
Chapter 27 ~ Niklaus ~I stared at this woman — the real Taraji Gilbert — as she sobbed and begged for forgiveness, and she was refusing to set up the meeting with the actress despite the threat I had just rendered.Something wasn't adding up.Something in her story felt off, inconsistent. I'd spe
Chapter 9 ~ Kesley ~ "Eight thousand dollars!" the delivery guy was still yelling, his phone pressed to his ear so hard I thought it might fuse with his skull. My watch read 8:53. Three minutes. I had three minutes to get to SpecterTech, and I was trapped on a street corner with thousands of d







