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Chapter 1
~ Kesley ~ "Girl, you look like a whole different person!" I stared at my reflection in Taraji's mirror. The red dress was so tight I could barely breathe. The neckline showed way too much. My face was covered in heavy makeup — dark foundation, thick eyeshadow, and bright red lips. I looked terrible. Which was exactly the point. "That's what we're going for," I said, clipping on some tacky gold earrings. "Your dad's friend needs to hate me, remember?" Taraji laughed from her bed. She was eating chips and watching Korean dramas like always. "I can't believe you're doing this again. This is the third time!" "Yeah, well, you better have my thousand dollars ready." I checked my makeup one more time. "My laptop is dying and I need that money." The laptop situation was getting desperate. The screen flickered every time I opened it, and half the keys stuck when I typed. I needed it for coding practice, for building my portfolio, for everything. Without it, my already slim chances of getting hired would drop to zero. "It's in my purse." Taraji grinned. "You're saving my life, Kels. Dad won't stop setting up these stupid blind dates." I rolled my eyes. "That's because the last two guys ran away screaming." "Because you told one of them I was allergic to successful men!" "And the other one that you collected toenails as a hobby." I laughed. "Hey, I'm good at my job." And I really was. The first guy had been so horrified he'd actually left money on the table and walked out before the appetizers arrived. The second one had made it through dinner but spent the entire time looking at me like I was an alien. Both times, Taraji's dad had finally stopped pestering her about marriage. At least for a few weeks. "Speaking of jobs, any news from SpecterTech?" My smile faded. "Nope. I got an automated email this morning. Basically means they're not interested." "Don't say that…" "Taraji, I've applied to twelve companies in six months. Nobody wants to hire a female tech person. They all want guys." I sighed. "Maybe sabotaging blind dates is my actual career now." It was frustrating beyond belief. I'd graduated top of my class. I could code in seven different languages. I'd built apps that my professors had called "innovative" and "impressive." But the moment I walked into an interview and they saw I was a woman, the energy in the room changed. Suddenly they were asking me if I could "handle the pressure" or if I'd be "comfortable" being the only woman on the team. As if being a woman made me less capable of writing code. "Stop it. You're brilliant. They'd be lucky to have you." "Tell that to the twelve companies that rejected me." I grabbed my purse. "Anyway, who's tonight's victim? Another old, boring rich guy?" "Probably. Some businessman from Dad's circle. You know the type — bald, fat, thinks his money makes him interesting." "Perfect. I'll be home in an hour." … Twenty minutes later, I was sitting in the fanciest restaurant I'd ever seen. Everything was white and gold and sparkly. The other people dining looked like they'd stepped out of magazines — women in elegant dresses with real jewelry, men in tailored suits that probably cost thousands of dollars. I felt completely out of place in my trashy whorish dress and overdone makeup. The waiter had given me a look when I walked in. Not a good look. More like "are you sure you're in the right place?" I'd nearly turned around and left right then, but I needed that thousand dollars too badly. My leg bounced nervously under the table. Come on, come on. Where is he? The sooner he showed up, the sooner I could act crazy, and the sooner I could leave with my thousand dollars. Easy money. I'd done this twice before. I could do it again. I pulled out my phone to check the time. 7:28 PM. He was late. Maybe he wouldn't show up at all? That would be even better. I could tell Taraji the guy stood her up, and she'd still have to pay me for getting all dressed up and coming here. "Taraji Gilbert?" The voice came from behind me. Deep and smooth. I turned around with my fakest smile, ready to meet some ugly old man. But the person standing there was not old. And definitely not ugly. He was the most handsome man I'd ever seen in my life. Tall, dark hair perfectly styled, sharp jawline, bright blue eyes that seemed to look right through me. His suit looked expensive — like, really expensive. The kind of expensive that screamed custom-tailored. He stood there with perfect posture, exuding confidence and power, looking like he'd just stepped off the cover of a business magazine. I just stared. My mouth hung open a little. My brain completely shut down. This couldn't be right. This had to be a mistake. Guys who looked like this didn't need arranged blind dates. Guys who looked like this had women throwing themselves at them everywhere they went. "Taraji Gilbert?" he asked again, raising an eyebrow. Oh crap, say something! Stop staring at him like an idiot! "Yes!" I practically shouted. "Yes, that's me! Hi! Please sit down!" Smooth, Kelsey. Real smooth. He sat down gracefully, his movements controlled and elegant. His eyes swept over me — taking in the dress, the makeup, the cheap jewelry — and I saw a flash of surprise and judgement in his expression. Okay, Kelsey. He's hot. Really hot. But you have a job to do. Make him hate you. Make him never want to see "Taraji" again. I reached into my purse and pulled out a piece of gum. Without saying anything, I unwrapped it slowly, the crinkling sound loud in the quiet restaurant. I popped it in my mouth and started chewing. Loud. Really, really loud. My mouth open, making gross smacking sounds that echoed across our table. People at other tables turned to stare. An elderly woman clutched her pearls. A waiter who'd been approaching us stopped walking and just stood there, frozen in shock. The gorgeous man across from me went completely still. His eyes widened just a fraction. Good. That's exactly what I wanted. He took a deep breath, like he was trying to stay calm. Like he was counting to ten in his head. Then, with impressive composure, he reached into his jacket and pulled out a business card. Oh right, we're supposed to exchange cards. Taraji had briefed me on this whole ritual. I fumbled in my purse for Taraji's card. It said "Elementary School Teacher" on it in neat, professional lettering. As he reached out to take it, I pulled it back at the last second. "Oops!" I giggled like an idiot. His hand stayed in the air for a moment. He looked annoyed but didn't say anything. He just waited, his expression neutral. I giggled again — God, I sounded ridiculous — and finally gave him the card. "Sorry, sorry! Just having fun!" He took it without speaking and looked down at it, his face revealing nothing. Meanwhile, I looked at his card while still chomping away on my gum like a cow chewing cud. Niklaus Specter Chief Executive Officer SpecterTech The gum fell out of my mouth. I read it again, certain I'd misread it. SpecterTech. CEO. Oh no. Oh no, oh no, oh no. SpecterTech was the company I applied to. The company I'd been obsessively checking my email about. The company that was my last hope of getting a job in tech, my last chance at breaking into this impossible industry. And this man — this incredibly handsome, powerful man sitting across from me was the CEO. Shit.Chapter 173~Niklaus~I stood at the altar, my hands clasped in front of me. Fred stood behind me, acting as my best man. Well, not like he is not anyways. He was the only one I had in my corner. He was as silent as a statue, but I could feel his gaze on the side of my head. "You look different, sir," Fred said, his voice so low that only I could hear it."I’m wearing a tuxedo, Fred. I always look like this," I replied, not moving an inch."No, not just that. You are acting different.” Fred whispered. "Your hands aren't twitching. You aren't checking your watch. You’re actually here. I think, for the first time since I’ve known you, you are nervous."I didn't argue with him. He was right. I wasn't thinking about the CEO position, I was thinking about her. I was just waiting for a door to open.She always brought out this side of me.Then, the music changed. The soft violin notes shifted into the familiar rhythm of the wedding march. The guests stood up. Then the door opened.Everythi
Chapter 172~Kesley~The days passed by in a blur and it was finally the wedding day.The morning of my wedding made me feel excited and anxious. Everywhere I looked, there was something happening. My mother sat gracefully, she looked happy, too happy. Taraji was panicking, holding her third cup of coffee that has in her words “helping her calm down.”"Where is she? If that makeup artist isn't here in five minutes, I am going to find her and crush her!" Taraji shouted, checking her watch for the tenth time."Taraji, breathe," I said, sitting calmly in my chair. "She’ll be here. The wedding isn't for hours.""Hours? Kesley, hours are just minutes in 'wedding time'!" Taraji retorted, pacing the floor. On the outside, I looked like the calmest person in the room. I sat still, sipping my tea and watching the chaos. But on the inside? I couldn't stop thinking about our phone call from last night. I couldn't stop thinking about the way we did not talk like we had a business deal..What if
Chapter 171~Niklaus~I didn't want a bachelor party. The idea of loud music, expensive drinks, and people pretending to be happy for me felt like something. I was getting married in three days for a contract, not for love, or so I kept telling myself. But Grandfather had other plans. He insisted on taking me out for dinner, just the two of us.We sat in a quiet corner of a very old, very private club. The walls were covered in dark wood, and the only sound was the crackling of the fireplace. "You look like you're going to a funeral, Niklaus," Grandfather said, swirling the ice in his glass. "It’s a wedding. Lighten up.""I have a lot on my mind, Grandfather. The CEO position, the merger, the press...""Forget the company for one night," he interrupted, leaning forward. His eyes were sharp, even though his voice was kind. "I want to tell you about your grandmother. You know we were together for fifty years, but do you know how I knew she was the one?"I shook my head. "I assumed it w
Chapter 170~Kesley~Today is one of those memorable days. I was going to ft for my wedding dress. The bridal shop was heavenly. Everywhere I looked, there was white silk, sparkling crystals, and golden mirrors.Taraji was beaming. As my chief bridesmaid, she had taken over the entire store. She was marching around the stylist, pointing at my dress as if she were a stylist which I do think fits her personality."No, no, no," Taraji said, waving her hands in the air. "The train needs to flow like a river! This is a Specter wedding, not a backyard party. It needs to look like she’s floating."The stylist, a very thin woman, just nodded quickly. "Of course, Miss. I will fix the lace right away.""And the veil!" Taraji added, her eyes wide with excitement. "It needs to be long enough to be dramatic, but not so long that she trips and falls down while walking down the aisle. Do we understand the mission?"I sighed, trying to stay still while the woman pinned the fabric around my waist. My
Chapter 169~Kesley~My head was buzzing. Niklaus was standing over me in the living room, looking far too clean and far too happy for someone who was dealing with a girl who had drunk too much Soju."Up you get, Kesley," Niklaus said. He didn't sound annoyed. He sounded like he was enjoying this. "We have lunch to attend. Your mother is waiting, and my grandfather doesn't like to be kept standing.""I can't," I groaned, pulling a pillow over my face. "The world is spinning. Tell them I caught a very sudden, very dramatic flu.""Nice try," Niklaus laughed. He pulled the pillow away. "Your mum is waiting at the hospital. You have ten minutes to look like a future Mrs. Specter, or I’m carrying you to the car just like this."I looked down at my wrinkled clothes. "You wouldn't.""Try me," he whispered with a smirk.I scrambled up, stumbling toward the bathroom. With Niklaus literally standing outside the door shouting the time every two minutes, I managed to wash my face and put on the e
Chapter 168~Fred~The apartment was quiet, but it was a messy too. Empty green bottles of Soju were scattered across the coffee table. The air still smelled like the spicy snacks the girls had been eating and the faint scent of Taraji’s perfume. Niklaus had already taken a very dizzy, very sleepy Kesley away to prepare for the dinner meeting with the families. That left me here. In this new, half-unpacked apartment. With Taraji.She was currently slumped on the sofa, her head resting against a cushion that was slightly crooked. She wasn't fully asleep, but she wasn't fully awake either. Her eyes were half-closed, and she was mumbling something about "men in suits" being "too tall for their own good."I sighed and began to pick up the bottles. I am a man of order. I like clean things. I like things to make sense. Watching Taraji, who was carefree, feels different. But for some reason, my heart didn't seem to mind."You're doing it again," she mumbled.I stopped with three bottles in
Chapter 71~ Kesley ~I couldn't wait in the office anymore.The clock had hit 4:45 and there was still no word from Taraji. My desk felt like a cage, the walls of my cubicle closing in with every passing minute. The silence of the nearly empty department was oppressive, making every small sound—th
Chapter 63 ~ Kesley ~I was literally the only one using the female restroom on the entire departmental restroom, which was both convenient and deeply awkward.Convenient because I never had to wait in line. Never had to deal with those passive-aggressive notes women left about toilet seat etiquet
Chapter 58 ~ Kesley ~I stepped into the restaurant, Dante's credit card clutched in my sweaty palm like it might disappear if I loosened my grip.The place was nicer than I'd expected. Much nicer.Polished wood floors. Soft lighting. The kind of casual-upscale aesthetic that said "we're approacha
Chapter 60 ~ Kesley ~The elevator climbed toward the 7th floor, and I stood there clutching the bag of burgers, my heart pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears.I was panting. Actually panting like I'd just run a marathon instead of speed-walking twenty feet to an elevator.My reflection sta







