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~ Kesley ~ Niklaus Specter. The CEO of SpecterTech was sitting right across from me. The man who could give me my dream job thought I was a gum-chewing, card-snatching lunatic named Taraji Gilbert. I was screwed. Completely screwed. My heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears. My palms were sweating. I felt like the walls of this fancy restaurant were closing in on me. But wait. I forced myself to breathe. Think rationally, Kelsey. My chances of getting hired were basically zero anyway, right? I mean, they probably got hundreds of applications. Thousands, even. SpecterTech was one of the biggest tech companies in the city. What were the odds they'd pick me, a fresh graduate with no real experience, over all those other applicants? And even if by some miracle I did get hired, what were the chances I'd ever run into the CEO? Companies like SpecterTech were huge. Massive buildings with dozens of floors. He probably stayed in his fancy top-floor office with its panoramic views and expensive furniture, while regular employees worked ten floors below, hunched over computers in cramped cubicles. CEOs didn't interact with entry-level employees. That's just how it worked. Plus, I was wearing enough makeup to disguise myself as a completely different person. Foundation three shades too dark. Eyeshadow thick enough to be visible from space. Lips painted bright red like a cartoon character. He'd never recognize me without all this. I just needed to finish this date quickly and get out of here. "So," Niklaus said, his voice smooth and professional. He picked up the menu, his movements precise and controlled. "What would you like to order?" Right. Food. We were supposed to order food like normal people on a normal date. Time to go big or go home. "Do you have anything strong?" I asked loudly, making sure my voice carried across the table. "Like, really strong alcohol? Whiskey? Vodka?" His eyebrows rose slightly but he stayed calm. Too calm. Like nothing could rattle him. "They have an excellent wine selection…" "Wine is boring." I waved my hand dismissively, nearly knocking over the water glass. "I need something that hits hard, you know? Something that'll get me drunk fast." I saw a couple at the next table glance over at us. Perfect. I looked around the restaurant dramatically. "Hey, do they allow smoking in here?" Now he looked genuinely surprised. He put down the menu slowly and stared at me, those blue eyes fixed on my face. "This is a very exclusive, reserved restaurant," he said slowly, carefully. "No, they don't allow smoking." "That's annoying." I slumped back in my chair like a teenager. "I really need a cigarette right now. Like, really badly." He leaned forward, his blue eyes focused entirely on me now. The intensity of his gaze made my stomach flip. "You smoke?" "Oh yeah. All the time." I nodded enthusiastically, maybe too enthusiastically. "Cigarettes, cigars, sometimes pot too." I waited for him to be disgusted. Waited for him to make an excuse and leave. That's what any normal person would do, right? Especially someone as polished and professional as him. For a second, he just stared at me. Then he laughed. Actually laughed. It was a short, surprised sound, like he couldn't believe what he was hearing. He reached up and scratched his forehead, shaking his head slightly, and I noticed how his hair fell perfectly back into place. "According to your card," he said, picking up Taraji's business card from the table and examining it, "you're an elementary school teacher." Oh. Right. Teachers. Children. Innocent young minds. Probably shouldn't be smoking pot around those. Crap. "Yep!" I said cheerfully, trying to recover. "I teach third grade. Eight-year-olds. They're adorable." His eyes locked onto mine, and there was something in them I couldn't quite read. "And you smoke pot." Crap. That did sound bad, didn't it? Teachers were supposed to be role models. Upstanding citizens. Not pot-smoking party girls. But that was the point! I needed him to think "Taraji" was a complete disaster. A terrible match. Someone he'd never want to see again. "Well, yeah," I said with a shrug, committing to it now. "What I do in my free time is my business, right? The kids don't know. I'm not high at school or anything." Oh God, why did I add that last part? Now it sounded like I'd actually considered being high at school. He was still staring at me with this weird expression. Like he was trying to figure out if I was serious or completely insane. Like I was some kind of puzzle he couldn't quite solve. The silence stretched between us. I could hear the soft classical music playing in the background. The gentle clink of silverware on plates from other tables. The low murmur of sophisticated conversation. Time for the final move. The one that would definitely end this date. The nuclear option. I started shifting in my seat, squirming a little. I bit my lip and touched my thigh, running my hand up and down nervously, making it as obvious as possible. Niklaus watched me, his expression changing from confused to... amused? Was that amusement in his eyes? A slight curve to his lips? "Is something wrong?" he asked, his voice dropping lower. Here goes nothing. "It's just..." I squirmed again, making it really obvious. "I'm feeling really... you know... hot." "Hot?" He tilted his head slightly. "Yeah, like..." I lowered my voice but made sure he could still hear me clearly. "My body is just... throbbing. You know what I mean?" His eyebrow arched slowly. He said nothing. Just watched me with those intense blue eyes. Okay, go bigger. Make it so uncomfortable he has to leave. Make it impossible for him to want a second date. "I'm really horny right now," I said bluntly, looking him straight in the eye. "Like, I need to have sex. Soon. Raw and rough, you know? Just really…" "I think we're done here." His voice was cold now. The amusement was completely gone. His expression had changed entirely — his jaw was tight, his eyes hard and serious. He looked almost... angry? That stung a little. I mean, I knew I was being terrible on purpose, but hearing him say it so firmly, with such finality, actually hurt. Like he was cutting me off. Rejecting me. Which was ridiculous because that's exactly what I wanted. Right? But mission accomplished, right? There was no way he'd ever want to see Taraji Gilbert again. Not after this disaster of a date. He stood up, straightening his suit jacket with sharp, precise movements. "Do you have a car, or would you like to ride with me?" "No!" I said quickly, jumping up from my chair so fast I nearly knocked it over. "No, I'll take a taxi. I'm fine. I actually have somewhere to be anyway. To, you know... satisfy my cravings." I grabbed my purse, ready to run out of there as fast as my heels would let me. To escape this nightmare and never look back. "That's where we're going," he said calmly. I froze. My hand stopped mid-reach for my purse. "What?" "To satisfy your cravings." His blue eyes were intense, unreadable, locked on mine. "Since you're so direct about what you want, let's not waste time. My car is outside." Wait. WHAT?Chapter 173~Niklaus~I stood at the altar, my hands clasped in front of me. Fred stood behind me, acting as my best man. Well, not like he is not anyways. He was the only one I had in my corner. He was as silent as a statue, but I could feel his gaze on the side of my head. "You look different, sir," Fred said, his voice so low that only I could hear it."I’m wearing a tuxedo, Fred. I always look like this," I replied, not moving an inch."No, not just that. You are acting different.” Fred whispered. "Your hands aren't twitching. You aren't checking your watch. You’re actually here. I think, for the first time since I’ve known you, you are nervous."I didn't argue with him. He was right. I wasn't thinking about the CEO position, I was thinking about her. I was just waiting for a door to open.She always brought out this side of me.Then, the music changed. The soft violin notes shifted into the familiar rhythm of the wedding march. The guests stood up. Then the door opened.Everythi
Chapter 172~Kesley~The days passed by in a blur and it was finally the wedding day.The morning of my wedding made me feel excited and anxious. Everywhere I looked, there was something happening. My mother sat gracefully, she looked happy, too happy. Taraji was panicking, holding her third cup of coffee that has in her words “helping her calm down.”"Where is she? If that makeup artist isn't here in five minutes, I am going to find her and crush her!" Taraji shouted, checking her watch for the tenth time."Taraji, breathe," I said, sitting calmly in my chair. "She’ll be here. The wedding isn't for hours.""Hours? Kesley, hours are just minutes in 'wedding time'!" Taraji retorted, pacing the floor. On the outside, I looked like the calmest person in the room. I sat still, sipping my tea and watching the chaos. But on the inside? I couldn't stop thinking about our phone call from last night. I couldn't stop thinking about the way we did not talk like we had a business deal..What if
Chapter 171~Niklaus~I didn't want a bachelor party. The idea of loud music, expensive drinks, and people pretending to be happy for me felt like something. I was getting married in three days for a contract, not for love, or so I kept telling myself. But Grandfather had other plans. He insisted on taking me out for dinner, just the two of us.We sat in a quiet corner of a very old, very private club. The walls were covered in dark wood, and the only sound was the crackling of the fireplace. "You look like you're going to a funeral, Niklaus," Grandfather said, swirling the ice in his glass. "It’s a wedding. Lighten up.""I have a lot on my mind, Grandfather. The CEO position, the merger, the press...""Forget the company for one night," he interrupted, leaning forward. His eyes were sharp, even though his voice was kind. "I want to tell you about your grandmother. You know we were together for fifty years, but do you know how I knew she was the one?"I shook my head. "I assumed it w
Chapter 170~Kesley~Today is one of those memorable days. I was going to ft for my wedding dress. The bridal shop was heavenly. Everywhere I looked, there was white silk, sparkling crystals, and golden mirrors.Taraji was beaming. As my chief bridesmaid, she had taken over the entire store. She was marching around the stylist, pointing at my dress as if she were a stylist which I do think fits her personality."No, no, no," Taraji said, waving her hands in the air. "The train needs to flow like a river! This is a Specter wedding, not a backyard party. It needs to look like she’s floating."The stylist, a very thin woman, just nodded quickly. "Of course, Miss. I will fix the lace right away.""And the veil!" Taraji added, her eyes wide with excitement. "It needs to be long enough to be dramatic, but not so long that she trips and falls down while walking down the aisle. Do we understand the mission?"I sighed, trying to stay still while the woman pinned the fabric around my waist. My
Chapter 169~Kesley~My head was buzzing. Niklaus was standing over me in the living room, looking far too clean and far too happy for someone who was dealing with a girl who had drunk too much Soju."Up you get, Kesley," Niklaus said. He didn't sound annoyed. He sounded like he was enjoying this. "We have lunch to attend. Your mother is waiting, and my grandfather doesn't like to be kept standing.""I can't," I groaned, pulling a pillow over my face. "The world is spinning. Tell them I caught a very sudden, very dramatic flu.""Nice try," Niklaus laughed. He pulled the pillow away. "Your mum is waiting at the hospital. You have ten minutes to look like a future Mrs. Specter, or I’m carrying you to the car just like this."I looked down at my wrinkled clothes. "You wouldn't.""Try me," he whispered with a smirk.I scrambled up, stumbling toward the bathroom. With Niklaus literally standing outside the door shouting the time every two minutes, I managed to wash my face and put on the e
Chapter 168~Fred~The apartment was quiet, but it was a messy too. Empty green bottles of Soju were scattered across the coffee table. The air still smelled like the spicy snacks the girls had been eating and the faint scent of Taraji’s perfume. Niklaus had already taken a very dizzy, very sleepy Kesley away to prepare for the dinner meeting with the families. That left me here. In this new, half-unpacked apartment. With Taraji.She was currently slumped on the sofa, her head resting against a cushion that was slightly crooked. She wasn't fully asleep, but she wasn't fully awake either. Her eyes were half-closed, and she was mumbling something about "men in suits" being "too tall for their own good."I sighed and began to pick up the bottles. I am a man of order. I like clean things. I like things to make sense. Watching Taraji, who was carefree, feels different. But for some reason, my heart didn't seem to mind."You're doing it again," she mumbled.I stopped with three bottles in
Chapter 16 ~ Niklaus ~I watched Taraji's face carefully, trying to understand what was happening. This didn't make sense. None of it made sense.First of all, I wasn't pursuing her because of her family's textile business. The thought was almost laughable. Yes, the Gilberts had money and connect
Chapter 13~ Kesley ~Wednesday came too fast.Way too fast.I'd barely survived my first day at SpecterTech. Tuesday had been orientation — endless paperwork, badge photos, IT setup, and a tour of the building that I barely paid attention to because I was too busy trying not to run into Niklaus.I
Chapter 17 ~ Kesley ~The moment the word "meerkat" left my mouth, Niklaus released my wrist like I'd burned him.His expression was... I don't even know how to describe it. Shock? Disbelief? Hurt mixed with the faintest hint of amusement?I felt a pang of guilt slice through me so sharp it actual
Chapter 14~ Kesley ~I stood in front of the full-length mirror, barely recognizing myself.The dress Taraji had bought for me was... something. Bright red, skin-tight, with a neckline that plunged so low it was practically illegal, worse than the one I had worn previously. The fabric clung to eve







