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~ Kesley ~ Niklaus Specter. The CEO of SpecterTech was sitting right across from me. The man who could give me my dream job thought I was a gum-chewing, card-snatching lunatic named Taraji Gilbert. I was screwed. Completely screwed. My heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears. My palms were sweating. I felt like the walls of this fancy restaurant were closing in on me. But wait. I forced myself to breathe. Think rationally, Kelsey. My chances of getting hired were basically zero anyway, right? I mean, they probably got hundreds of applications. Thousands, even. SpecterTech was one of the biggest tech companies in the city. What were the odds they'd pick me, a fresh graduate with no real experience, over all those other applicants? And even if by some miracle I did get hired, what were the chances I'd ever run into the CEO? Companies like SpecterTech were huge. Massive buildings with dozens of floors. He probably stayed in his fancy top-floor office with its panoramic views and expensive furniture, while regular employees worked ten floors below, hunched over computers in cramped cubicles. CEOs didn't interact with entry-level employees. That's just how it worked. Plus, I was wearing enough makeup to disguise myself as a completely different person. Foundation three shades too dark. Eyeshadow thick enough to be visible from space. Lips painted bright red like a cartoon character. He'd never recognize me without all this. I just needed to finish this date quickly and get out of here. "So," Niklaus said, his voice smooth and professional. He picked up the menu, his movements precise and controlled. "What would you like to order?" Right. Food. We were supposed to order food like normal people on a normal date. Time to go big or go home. "Do you have anything strong?" I asked loudly, making sure my voice carried across the table. "Like, really strong alcohol? Whiskey? Vodka?" His eyebrows rose slightly but he stayed calm. Too calm. Like nothing could rattle him. "They have an excellent wine selection…" "Wine is boring." I waved my hand dismissively, nearly knocking over the water glass. "I need something that hits hard, you know? Something that'll get me drunk fast." I saw a couple at the next table glance over at us. Perfect. I looked around the restaurant dramatically. "Hey, do they allow smoking in here?" Now he looked genuinely surprised. He put down the menu slowly and stared at me, those blue eyes fixed on my face. "This is a very exclusive, reserved restaurant," he said slowly, carefully. "No, they don't allow smoking." "That's annoying." I slumped back in my chair like a teenager. "I really need a cigarette right now. Like, really badly." He leaned forward, his blue eyes focused entirely on me now. The intensity of his gaze made my stomach flip. "You smoke?" "Oh yeah. All the time." I nodded enthusiastically, maybe too enthusiastically. "Cigarettes, cigars, sometimes pot too." I waited for him to be disgusted. Waited for him to make an excuse and leave. That's what any normal person would do, right? Especially someone as polished and professional as him. For a second, he just stared at me. Then he laughed. Actually laughed. It was a short, surprised sound, like he couldn't believe what he was hearing. He reached up and scratched his forehead, shaking his head slightly, and I noticed how his hair fell perfectly back into place. "According to your card," he said, picking up Taraji's business card from the table and examining it, "you're an elementary school teacher." Oh. Right. Teachers. Children. Innocent young minds. Probably shouldn't be smoking pot around those. Crap. "Yep!" I said cheerfully, trying to recover. "I teach third grade. Eight-year-olds. They're adorable." His eyes locked onto mine, and there was something in them I couldn't quite read. "And you smoke pot." Crap. That did sound bad, didn't it? Teachers were supposed to be role models. Upstanding citizens. Not pot-smoking party girls. But that was the point! I needed him to think "Taraji" was a complete disaster. A terrible match. Someone he'd never want to see again. "Well, yeah," I said with a shrug, committing to it now. "What I do in my free time is my business, right? The kids don't know. I'm not high at school or anything." Oh God, why did I add that last part? Now it sounded like I'd actually considered being high at school. He was still staring at me with this weird expression. Like he was trying to figure out if I was serious or completely insane. Like I was some kind of puzzle he couldn't quite solve. The silence stretched between us. I could hear the soft classical music playing in the background. The gentle clink of silverware on plates from other tables. The low murmur of sophisticated conversation. Time for the final move. The one that would definitely end this date. The nuclear option. I started shifting in my seat, squirming a little. I bit my lip and touched my thigh, running my hand up and down nervously, making it as obvious as possible. Niklaus watched me, his expression changing from confused to... amused? Was that amusement in his eyes? A slight curve to his lips? "Is something wrong?" he asked, his voice dropping lower. Here goes nothing. "It's just..." I squirmed again, making it really obvious. "I'm feeling really... you know... hot." "Hot?" He tilted his head slightly. "Yeah, like..." I lowered my voice but made sure he could still hear me clearly. "My body is just... throbbing. You know what I mean?" His eyebrow arched slowly. He said nothing. Just watched me with those intense blue eyes. Okay, go bigger. Make it so uncomfortable he has to leave. Make it impossible for him to want a second date. "I'm really horny right now," I said bluntly, looking him straight in the eye. "Like, I need to have sex. Soon. Raw and rough, you know? Just really…" "I think we're done here." His voice was cold now. The amusement was completely gone. His expression had changed entirely — his jaw was tight, his eyes hard and serious. He looked almost... angry? That stung a little. I mean, I knew I was being terrible on purpose, but hearing him say it so firmly, with such finality, actually hurt. Like he was cutting me off. Rejecting me. Which was ridiculous because that's exactly what I wanted. Right? But mission accomplished, right? There was no way he'd ever want to see Taraji Gilbert again. Not after this disaster of a date. He stood up, straightening his suit jacket with sharp, precise movements. "Do you have a car, or would you like to ride with me?" "No!" I said quickly, jumping up from my chair so fast I nearly knocked it over. "No, I'll take a taxi. I'm fine. I actually have somewhere to be anyway. To, you know... satisfy my cravings." I grabbed my purse, ready to run out of there as fast as my heels would let me. To escape this nightmare and never look back. "That's where we're going," he said calmly. I froze. My hand stopped mid-reach for my purse. "What?" "To satisfy your cravings." His blue eyes were intense, unreadable, locked on mine. "Since you're so direct about what you want, let's not waste time. My car is outside." Wait. WHAT?Chapter 106~ Kesley ~At exactly 3 PM, the moment Ben wrapped up the final slide of his presentation, I was out of my seat."Thank you so much for understanding," I said to Dante, already grabbing my bag. "I'll be back by 9, I promise.""Just get your medication and drive safely," Dante said. "And Kesley? Text me when you're on your way back so I know you're okay.""Will do."I practically ran to the parking area where the shuttle had dropped us off that morning. Except there was no shuttle now. No convenient transportation back to the city.Just me and the need to get there as fast as humanly possible.I flagged down a taxi from the main road—expensive, but I didn't have time to worry about that—and gave the driver an address in the city."Can you get me there in under ninety minutes?" I asked.He looked at me in the rearview mirror. "Rush hour traffic starts at 4:30.""I'll pay extra. Please. It's an emergency."He shrugged. "I'll do my best."The drive was excruciating. Every red
Chapter 105~ Taraji ~The final bell rang at 2:45, and I watched twenty-three children explode out of their seats with the chaotic energy of people who'd been forced to sit still for seven hours."Remember!" I called over the noise. "Spelling test tomorrow! And George, your permission slip for the field trip is still not signed!"George gave me a thumbs up while simultaneously trying to put his jacket on backward.The classroom emptied in approximately ninety seconds, leaving behind the particular kind of devastation that only elementary students could create—pencils on the floor, papers everywhere, someone's lunch box abandoned under a desk.I started the cleanup process that had become my new daily routine, this thing I did now because I was an actual teacher with actual responsibilities and no cleaning service to handle it for me.Amanda appeared in the doorway, her own bag over her shoulder. "Need help?""I've got it," I said, stacking chairs. "Your ride here yet?"As if on cue,
Chapter 104~ Kesley ~Niklaus was honestly a meerkat.The name had been meant as an insult during that sabotage date, a ridiculous comparison I'd thrown out to annoy him. But sitting here now, watching him watch me with those calculating eyes, I realized I'd been more accurate than I'd known.Meerkats were relentless. Territorial. They never let go of something once they'd decided it mattered.And Niklaus Specter had apparently decided I mattered.Or at least, that making me suffer mattered.What had I done to deserve this witchcraft? This cosmic joke where the man I was trying to fake-marry was also my boss and was somehow orchestrating situations that made it impossible to keep the two identities separate?I stared at my phone, at his text demanding I meet him at 6 PM, at the impossible logistics of being in two places at once.He meant it. I knew he meant it. If I didn't show up, he'd call the whole thing off. Would decide I wasn't serious, wasn't committed, wasn't worth the troub
Chapter 103~ Niklaus ~Whatever had changed her mind about marrying me must have been significant.I'd spent the sleepless night thinking about it, turning it over from every angle while staring at my bedroom ceiling.She'd refused me. Multiple times. Had run away, avoided my calls, turned down fifty million dollars to my face.And then suddenly, in that penthouse suite, after the insulin and the kiss and the almost-more-than-a-kiss, she'd looked at me with absolute determination and said let's get married.There were only two explanations.Either the kiss had changed something for her—had made her realize that a contract marriage to me wouldn't be the worst thing, that maybe there was something between us worth exploring even in a temporary arrangement.Or she desperately needed the money.My chest tightened at the thought, the same uncomfortable sensation I'd been feeling since last night.Because it was becoming increasingly clear which explanation was more likely.She needed the
Chapter 102 ~ Kesley ~ I sat on the closed toilet seat lid, staring at my phone, trying to convince my heart rate to return to something approaching normal. The bathroom was quiet. Peaceful, even. The kind of quiet that felt like a small mercy after the chaos of the morning. I pulled up my conversation with Taraji, ready to dive back into the Amanda drama—because other people's disasters were infinitely more manageable than my own—when my phone started ringing. Dan's name lit up the screen. My thumb hovered over the answer button for a beat too long, that old familiar hesitation that came from fourteen years of hoping and never quite having those hopes met. I answered. "Hey." "Kels!" His voice was warm, enthusiastic, exactly the way it always was when he called me. "I'm so glad I caught you. Are you at work?" "Workshop," I said. "Team building thing. We're on break." "Oh perfect, this won't take long. I just wanted to remind you about Saturday." Saturday. Right. His birthday
Chapter 101 ~ Kesley ~ Something was definitely wrong with Niklaus. The way he'd been behaving all morning—the pointed questions during Ben's session, the interjections that felt more like territorial marking than genuine contributions, the way his eyes kept finding me across the room—it was unnecessarily dramatic. And I had no idea what to do about it. Ben's voice cut through my spiraling thoughts. "Let's take a quick break. Fifteen minutes. Stretch your legs, grab some water, process what we've covered so far." The room shifted immediately, people standing, reaching for phones, heading toward the terrace where coffee and refreshments were set up. I stayed in my seat, pulling out my phone with the desperate need for something normal. Something that wasn't Niklaus Specter staring at me with unreadable intensity while simultaneously texting cryptic messages to the phone in my pocket. A text notification sat at the top of my screen. Taraji: You will not BELIEVE who just
Chapter 13~ Kesley ~Wednesday came too fast.Way too fast.I'd barely survived my first day at SpecterTech. Tuesday had been orientation — endless paperwork, badge photos, IT setup, and a tour of the building that I barely paid attention to because I was too busy trying not to run into Niklaus.I
Chapter 17 ~ Kesley ~The moment the word "meerkat" left my mouth, Niklaus released my wrist like I'd burned him.His expression was... I don't even know how to describe it. Shock? Disbelief? Hurt mixed with the faintest hint of amusement?I felt a pang of guilt slice through me so sharp it actual
Chapter 14~ Kesley ~I stood in front of the full-length mirror, barely recognizing myself.The dress Taraji had bought for me was... something. Bright red, skin-tight, with a neckline that plunged so low it was practically illegal, worse than the one I had worn previously. The fabric clung to eve
Chapter 11~ Niklaus ~I would recognize that outfit anywhere.Simple black pants, white blouse, navy blazer. The same desperate woman from the traffic light this morning, surrounded by shattered electronics and an angry delivery person. She'd caught my attention then — something about the way she'd







