LOGINThe cold, icy night air bit into my skin the moment the door shut behind me.
For a while, I did nothing else but stand there on the porch with my suitcase held tightly in my hands. My body trembled violently, whether from the pain in my cheek, or the sheer adrenaline rushing through my body, I didn’t know, and right then, I honestly did not care.
All I knew was the simple and final fact that I was done.
With Evan, with love, and with relationships.
My vision blurred as I forced myself down the steps. It took me only a couple of seconds to reach my car, throw my suitcase into the backseat, and start the engine.
That last part was the hardest. My hands were trembling, and it took a few tries for me to be able to turn the key. The engine turned to life, and my love collapsed along with it.
I drove,
Somewhere, anywhere.
It didn’t matter. I had no plan, no thoughts, no destination, just a desire to be free. It was only when I began to recognize the streets I was driving through that I realized where I was heading.
Home.
My parents' house appeared at the end of the quiet street.
I blinked through the tears falling down my eyes as I drove into their driveway. I still had not called them, and I had no idea how I was going to be received, but right now, they were the only family I had.
The porch light turned on, and the moment I opened my car door, I spotted my mother standing outside the home, her arms folded and her expression stern.
“Vera dear,” she whispered, her tone filled with concern and fear, not anger like I had expected, “Is that you, honey?”
That was all it took,
Her soft tone and her warm motherly smile were more than enough to break the dam I had built up.
I cried harder than I had ever had,
“Oh sweetheart…” My mum rushed towards me and pulled me into a warm big hug, “What did he do? What happened? Are you hurt?”
I couldn’t answer, my tears clouded my vision and all I could do was hug her tighter,
From behind her, I could see the visage of my dad appearing behind the door.
His usually stern gaze softened the moment he saw me. I expected him to shout, to scream at me or something, but he only frowned and stepped aside.
“Get her inside,” he murmured, then before I could blink, he stepped forward and took my suitcase from my hand, “It’s late,”
I leaned heavily on my mother as she guided me into my former bedroom. I collapsed on the bed and watched as my mother sat beside me and gently brushed back my hair.
“You are safe now, honey,” she whispered,
And with those words, I fell asleep and, for the first time in a long time, I felt warmth.
***
It had been a week since that night, and morning still came too fast for me.
The heavy light filtering through the satin curtains were too bright for my eyes. My body ached, my eyes still felt puffy from all the crying, and my heart still felt strained.
When I finally blinked awake, there were two shadows hovering over my bed,
My dad and mum.
“Morning,” Collins, my dad, smiled as he glanced down at me,
Rose Varon, the woman who had birthed me, hovered closer and pressed the back of her hand to my neck, “How are you feeling?”
“Like I died and woke up in hell,” I murmured as I sat up and stifled a groan,
My mom did not accept that answer. “Nope,” she shook her head, “We are not doing this again. You are not going to spend another day sulking under the bedsheets.”
“I wasn’t sulking,” I whispered,
“You were,” my dad replied, and that shut me up.
“Get ready,” Rose said with a bright grin that sent shivers running down my spine,
I froze,
“Why?” I grumble, “You know I don’t want to,”
“I know baby,” my mother whispered, “But you need to get up and put Evan out of your mind, he has chosen his place. Now, you need to choose yours. You are beautiful, young and smart. You don’t need to wallow in pain crying about a man who does not care about you.”
I stared into my mom’s eyes and offered her the warmest smile I possibly could, “I know mom, I really do,” I whispered, hugging myself, “But my heart still hurts.”
“And I have the perfect remedy for that,” Rose said with a smile, shifting closer to me, “I believe you need to move on,”
“How?” I asked, frowning,
“Have you thought about a date?” Rose asked,
I froze, and the world went still around me, “A… a date?”
I had just gotten out of a relationship that had shattered me, and now my mom wanted me to go on a date? I did not have the strength for that.
But Rose was relentless. “Think about it love,” she continued, “Even if it’s just for fun, it is at least going to give you something to do and think about.”
I let out a sigh, and nodded, “Okay, I’ll think about it.” I paused, a suspicious feeling rising within me, “Don’t tell me you have already found a date?”
“Yes,” Rose answered with a smile, “It’s this afternoon, and it is with an amazing guy.”
She didn’t even wait for my reply before picking up a dress and showing it to me, “Don’t worry honey, I’ll dress you,”
I shifted away from my traitorous mom on sheer instinct, “Uh… can I say no?” I asked, “This is just too soon.”
“Oh, you’re ready,” My mom smiled, “Trust me,”
I turned to face my dad, who promptly found one of the posters on the wall very interesting.
My stomach twisted as I let out a sigh and nodded at mom, “Who is he?”
My mom smiled wickedly, like she had been waiting for me to ask that exact question, ---
“His name is Sylas Gold,” she whispered,
And I froze in disbelief.
Vera’s POVI love you.Those words kept echoing in my mind over a minute after they had left his lips. A part of me still felt cold from everything I had learned, yet there was a growing part of me who felt something stronger.The truth about the Gold family and the mere fact that the man standing right in front of me — the man who’s very touch sent shivers running down my spine – had killed before should have left me terrified, and maybe, just maybe I was, but underneath that fear was something else, something that made all the difference.I looked into Sylas' eyes and, for the first time since I had first laid eyes on him, I knew he was an open book, he wasn’t holding anything back. And within that proclamation of love was fear. I could tell that he was scared of losing me, and somehow, that made all the difference in what my emotions were.I swallowed hard and looked down at our joined hands before staring back up at him, “I’m still scared,” I admitted quietly.His jaw tightened, a
Thank you all for reading, I love you all, DoVera’s POV:The moment those words left my lips, I saw a crack on his expression. There was a flicker of hesitation and slight fear in his eyes. This was Sylas, a man who I knew had stood unmoved in the face of screaming reporters, boardroom challenges, and threats I didn’t even understand, and now, he looked nervous. It was subtle, anyone else would have missed it, but I was so focused on his gauging his reaction that I didn’t.His jaw tightened just slightly and his fingers which were already wrapped around mine stiffened slightly. His eyes began to search my face as though he was looking to find something, an answer, a reaction or even an escape.“A—Are you a mafia boss, Sylas?” I repeated,The question hung between us. And the silence lasted long enough that I was beginning to believe he was not going to answer, but then, his lips parted and finally, he answered,“Yes.” Those words did not just land softly, they shattered something, de
Sylas’ POV“We have found her.”For a second, the world stopped, then, it snapped back into motion all at once as I realized what his words meant.“Where?” I demanded, already moving towards him.The guard didn’t waste time. “At the end of the street leading to the estate. We found her just outside the gates.”The first emotion I felt was relief. It was sharp and immediate. But anger followed soon after,Cassian. Of course, he would bring her back like that. This was a message and a warning.I didn’t slow down, I couldn’t.With all my rage and fear concealed, I rushed aside towards my already waiting car. The engine was running by the time I got to the car and slid into the backseat.The driver didn’t say anything, he knew what he should do, so he immediately took off. She was safe, according to my lieutenant, but every second without her felt far too long.My mind kept on running through multiple possibilities. I was certainly going to call one of my most trusted doctors to check on
Sylas’ POVPacing didn’t help, I knew that, yet no matter how hard I tried, I could not stop myself. My steps echoed loudly against the polished marble floors of the estate. Each turn I took was tighter than the last, and each breath heavier than it should have been.For the past hour, I have had my phone pressed tightly against my ears.“No, that’s not good enough,” I snapped into the phone. “I don’t care how many warehouses you’ve checked, check them all again. Find her.”There was a pause as I listened to my lieutenant ramble on about another excuse on why he had not yet found my mate.“Do you want me to remind you what happens when you fail me?” I asked through gritted teeth.He didn’t wait for an answer before ending the call, the silence that followed was one of the most unbearable things ever. For the first time in years, I felt fear. It sat heavy in my chest and it was both unfamiliar and unwelcome.The thought of my wife being hurt was enough to make my jaw tighten. Cassian h
Vera’s POVPain was the very first thing I felt when I woke up. It slammed into me with the force of a truck. The moment I regained consciousness.The pain that assaulted my senses was sharp and completely unforgiving. Even seconds after I realized I had regained consciousness, my skull felt like it had been split into two and crudely sewn back together.A groan slipped past my lips as I tried to move, but even that small motion made the world spin violently around me.“Ah,” a voice drawled, smooth and amused, “There she is.”My eyes snapped open, and that was the biggest mistake I could make.The light around me was no longer kind, it stabbed into my vision and I winced, both in shock and confusion. With a grunt, I squeezed shut my eyes, took a couple of seconds to regain my bearings before opening them again.And that was when I saw him, Cassian. He was leaning casually against the wall, with his arms crossed, and with a gaze that showed he enjoyed watching me.“You hit me,” I raspe
Cassian’s POVCassian didn’t rush. He made it a point to never ever rush. Besides, he wasn’t going to do that when everything was going the way he wanted it to.His boots echoed loudly against the concrete floor as he walked through the warehouse, the faint scent of oil and iron was thick in the air. His men moved around him with urgency in their steps.Some of them were loading crates, others were speaking in a low tone, none of them dared to even look up and stare into his eyes. They all knew better. By the time he finally reached the small room he considered his office, his expression had long since settled into something calm.He pushed the door open and stepped inside, shrugging off his jacket as he moved toward the desk. The only light in the room was coming from a small window at the extreme edge of the office. This was his place of influence.With a slow smile spreading across his face, Cassian leaned back against his desk, pulling out his phone which he had placed on silence e







