LOGIN“Maybe life is not about the mountain or the valleys, but about the journey it takes to reach the top.”
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~ Alyssa ~
I stared in silence at the ceiling, which now looked unbearable bare to me. It’s been hours since I received my diploma, yet I was still in shock from the drama that unfolded right after.
Just like that, my five-year plan was collapsing right in front of me.
But where had I gone wrong? Was it by trusting a man who claimed to be madly in love with me just two weeks after our first date? Or was it when I decided to help him build his company with my architectural skills?
That couldn’t have been my fault, and even if it was, I wouldn’t have discovered my creative side if it hadn’t been for Mark stumbling upon one of my random studio apartment drawings.
And now? I had to leave the apartment I shared with Cassandra for the last four years... and to top it off, I barely had enough money to survive.
What was I going to do? How would I even get by?
The sound of my stomach growling brought me back to reality and reminded me that I had only eaten a slice of sourdough bread all day.
I stood up and walked toward the fridge in the shared kitchen. Unlike others in the student building, Cassandra and I had a kitchen to ourselves. But honestly, I could call it my kitchen since I was the only one who bothered to cook.
Cassandra insisted it was a waste of time and energy. Why would she bother cooking when she could simply order takeout?
With a sigh, I opened the fridge, only to find it empty. What the hell!
I stared at the empty fridge in shock; how could this be possible when it was partly full just earlier today?
I ran back to my bed to grab my phone. I almost dialed her number to give her a piece of my mind when I remembered... and the thought made my heart ache.
I sighed and dialed some codes to check my account balance and nearly collapsed when I saw the numbers glaring back at me: $400.
It was worse than I thought!
Regardless, I changed into something comfortable and decided to head out to a nearby convenience store to buy some cheap groceries.
Maybe starving could be an option on other days, but definitely not today.
I took my time, slowly descending the stairs of the hostel... the same one I would have to say goodbye to in a few hours.
I could still vividly recall my first day here, feeling lost and out of place... but soon I found my balance. Just when I thought things would get better from there... Well, here I was again, feeling lost.
“Hey, Aly!” I looked up, and my face immediately transformed into a smile at the sight of Rachel, my first friend here.
“Hi,” I replied as she closed the distance between us and hugged me. We pulled back after a minute.
“You’re leaving already?” I asked, eyeing her suitcases.
“Yup. My parents will be here soon.” The joy in her eyes was unmistakable, and I felt a pang in my heart at the sight.
“Oh, that’s great! I will miss you,” I said sincerely.
“Yeah, same here!” she smiled faintly and reached out to hold my hands. “But we can always catch up on the phone, can’t we?”
“We can,” I grinned, though long-distance friendships have never been my thing. Sometimes we have to make do with what we have.
“So... what about you? When will you be moving out?” I sighed, hearing her question. How could I explain to her that my whole life had just collapsed before my eyes?
“Soon,” I replied. “Before I get kicked out.” We both chuckled.
“Take care, okay?” The concern in her voice was unmistakable and warmed my heart. Rachel had always been one of the few people I knew who genuinely cared about me.
“I will,” I said as I embraced her one final time before making my way out of the building. I noticed a jeep pull up in front of the building and quickly looked away to avoid feeling downcast. I knew it was Rachel’s parents, excited to pick up their daughter and take her home.
But what about me? Who would take me home?
By the time I made it to the convenience store, it was already late.
I walked briskly inside and headed to the grocery section, picking up the ingredients I needed for a meal. Just as I finished and was about to walk away, a woman pushing a cart bumped into me. I lost my balance and fell, thankfully, into someone’s arms.
I regained my senses after a moment of daze and stood up, coming face-to-face with probably the most maturely handsome man I had ever met.
“I’m sorry...” I quickly apologized. He brushed it off, but just before he could move, my eyes caught sight of the ingredients in his basket. Before I could stop myself, I made a comment.
His response was rude, which surprised me. I dismissed it as him just having a bad day and not being mature enough to handle his emotions.
I managed to convince him that I was right, and well… he listened quite hesitantly.
Just as I was about to move on, his phone rang, and somehow I ended up eavesdropping on his conversation.
Before I could stop myself, my mouth acted on its own. And finally, here I was, being interrogated like a high school student.
“Do you even have what it takes to be a nanny to a little girl?” His voice was sharp, almost piercing.
“I do.”
He narrowed his eyes on me. “Have you ever worked as a nanny?”
“Yes, I volunteered at orphanages during summer vacations.” He stared at me with doubt, so I dug into my pocket and pulled out my volunteer ID, which I handed over to him.
He glanced at it several times, as if contemplating something. Finally, he said, “Meet me tomorrow at 3D block…”
I stared at him in disbelief until he handed me his business card. My jaw dropped when I saw his name:
Austin Hook.
The infamous criminal defense attorney. What the heck?!
What have I gotten myself into?
If he noticed my surprise, he left no comment as he walked away from my sight.
Am I dreaming? I pinched myself, unable to believe what had just happened.
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A/N: How was their first meeting? I find it super hilarious, haha. Do you guys feel the same?
“Find time to do what you love.”….~ Alyssa ~“This or that?” I stared at Austin, who was standing beside me in front of my closet. Peter had called to apologize earlier and asked to meet me. At first, I had thought of refusing and making him feel guilty. But Austin managed to talk me out of it. I didn’t expect them to have bonded so much in a short time, so much so that they now had each other’s backs like best bros. “How about you wear something different from your usual style?”“What do you mean?” I stared at him in surprise. Jumpsuits have always been my go-to outfit ever since moving here due to how comfy they are and how easy it is to walk around in them. “Give me a minute.” He then opened another cabinet in my wardrobe. One I didn’t know existed until then pulled out an outfit from the counter. It was a wine-red dress, softly wrapped at the bodice, cinched at the waist. Though it was simple, I could tell it was custom-made and worth a lot. “When did you get this?” I asked,
“I hope you love yourself enough to let go of what no longer serves you.”***~ Austin ~I’d never been one to become easily emotional, and I also never imagined that I’d tear up during sex. But I did… At that very moment, Alyssa and I became one. Our eyes met, and she had tears in her eyes. Hers is probably from the pain of having lost her virginity and all… But mine was different. I was suddenly overwhelmed with gratitude for all I have gotten. Maybe I still sometimes wish Joanna were here and all. But then… I had gotten something better. Someone who was willing to give her body and heart to a broken man like me, whilst hoping he’d treasure it. “I love you, wifey.” The same words I never imagined I’d say to another woman came rolling out of my lips. Hope had always seemed so far away since Joanna’s demise. But now? I was being presented with a lifelong journey of happiness, possibilities, and joy and had to choose between grasping it and holding on to the past. Well… I was don
“And oh… the coming together of two souls. It’s so beautiful.”….~ Alyssa ~I had a hunch today would be an unforgettable experience. But I didn’t think much of it until Austin asked me for a dance in front of everyone. And I put my hands in his, and he swirled me around in his arms as the entire world disappeared and it was just the two of us. By now, the two girls had gone to their rooms for some unboxing… so it was just the adults on the dance floor. “Whiskey or blueberry wine?” Austin whispered in my ears as a waiter passed us by. “Whiskey.” I responded, not because I was a heavy drinker but because I had a feeling… I needed a little dose of confidence for what’s ahead. He ordered a half glass of whiskey for us both before placing an arm around my waist and gently leading me upstairs. I didn’t realize where we were headed. Until we got in front of a room on the east wing. The first thing I noticed was the rose petals scattered on the ground in front of it. But I didn’t ha
“I believe the journey is the destination.”….~ Alyssa ~I had just locked the door of my room when I was pulled into a warm embrace. Austin? How come I didn’t notice him there? “Hey.” I whispered, leaning into his embrace. “Hi.” I gasped when he suddenly lifted me from off the floor and placed me on the bed, and before I could say a word, his weight came upon me as he captured my lips in a fierce kiss. We kept kissing until I felt his fingers underneath me, tugging at the zipper of my jumpsuit, which finally became free, and soon my clothes were discarded to the ground, leaving me in my underwear. He pulled away from me, and I wondered what he was up to… until I watched him slowly undress until he was only in his briefs. My heart skipped a beat at the thought that flashed through my mind. ‘Are we really going to do this tonight?’He came back to the bed, but this time… he lay beside me and then pulled me into his arms as he slowly began caressing my hair. The intensity an
“Maybe pain is what makes the gain so worth it.”….~ Alyssa ~“My God, this tastes so good!” The meatloaf tasted unlike anything I have ever had before. It feels so unreal, almost ethereal. “Well, it was made by a celebrity chef, so what do you expect?”“I sure deserve my onions, don’t I, Miss Hook?” I rolled my eyes at his antics. I had a hunch that Lydia must have mentioned my previous crush to him. Because why on earth would he be throwing me weird stares? “Call me, Alyssa.” It was only when the atmosphere in the room changed that I realized that my words might have come out the wrong way. “I mean… I’m only twenty-two. So calling me by my name should be normal, shouldn’t it?” I stared at Lydia with pleading eyes, hoping she’d save me. But she ignored me. I had a hunch that she was holding a silent grudge, probably because I didn’t hold on to my end of the deal of staying in touch with her all through the trip. But how could I? When I was occupied with thoughts of Austin… whethe
“I believe everything happens for a reason.”….~ Austin ~“But then, we can’t deny that the very fact you’re thinking of moving on means you’re ready.”“Ready or crazily in love?” I couldn’t help but roll my eyes at Simeon’s tactics. “They’ve been living together for over six months now. So of course, he’d be in love.”“Do you think they’d have crossed the line yet?” I couldn’t stop myself from facepalming. Like seriously? How could these guys be talking about me and Alyssa… like I am not present? Like, seriously.“Keren likes her, right?” Coach Denmark asked, and I nodded. “She adores her and has started calling her Mom.”“That’s a good thing, Austin.”“And yeah… in whatever you decide. Just know that we are always here for you, Kay.” “I would keep that in mind. Thank you.” I looked at them and couldn’t help but be filled with so much gratitude, realizing just how much I have been blessed with.….Alyssa didn’t say if she wanted me to pick her up or if she would catch a ride back







