تسجيل الدخولRachel’s POV
My phone nearly slipped from my hand as Adrian’s words echoed through the speaker.
“Amber’s gone.”For a moment, I couldn’t move. My chest tightened, the air sucked clean from my lungs.
“What do you mean gone?” I whispered, but the line was already breaking up with his shouting in the background.
The world around me seemed to tilt. I stumbled out of the gym, still drenched in sweat, my legs trembling. My vision swam as I made my way down the hall, clutching the phone to my ear.
The moment Adrian saw me, his voice exploded through the night.
“Where were you?” His face was hard, eyes cold with fury. “Do you even know what’s happened?”
I stumbled out of the car, breathless. “Adrian, what—”
“Amber ran away!” he shouted, stepping forward. “Because of you! Because you couldn’t control your emotions for once!”
The words hit me like a blow. “What?” I whispered, my throat tightening. “No… she wouldn’t—”
“She would,” he snapped. “The neighbors saw her leave with a backpack hours ago. She was crying, Rachel! Crying because of you!”
I felt the ground sway under my feet. My knees nearly gave out. “I didn’t mean, we just argued, I—”
“Argued?” His voice rose again. “You’re her mother, and you can’t even take care of her! What kind of mother lets this happen?”
Each word tore into me, sharp and merciless. I couldn’t argue. I couldn’t even breathe. Because somewhere deep inside, I knew he was right. I had failed.
I pressed a trembling hand to my mouth. “Where is she now?”
“The police are searching,” he said curtly. “I’ve already filed a report. They’re checking the nearby surveillance footage.”
“Then let me help,” I said quickly, already turning toward the car.
But Adrian’s voice stopped me again. “Rachel.”
When I looked back, his eyes were dark, unreadable. “If anything happens to her, I’ll never forgive you.”
I didn’t answer. I just ran.
Hours passed. The sky deepened into black, the streets lit only by the occasional streetlamp flickering through fog. My shoes were soaked, my breath uneven, but I didn’t stop.
I checked every park, every street Amber liked to walk through. I called her name until my throat burned. I asked strangers, showed them her picture, ran from block to block with trembling hands clutching my phone.
Every minute felt longer than the last. My legs ached. My vision blurred. My mind kept circling the same thought, please, just let her be safe.
I checked my phone again. No missed calls. No messages. No updates. The silence felt unbearable.
Finally, with shaking fingers, I called the officer handling the case. “Please tell me you’ve found her,” I said, my voice breaking. “Anything…?”
“Mrs. Parker?” His tone was hesitant. “Your husband already called us a few hours ago. He said your daughter’s been found.”
I froze. “Found? But… I’m still out here looking. She hasn’t come home yet.”
“That’s what he said,” the officer replied. “He requested we close the report.”
My stomach dropped. “Thank you,” I whispered faintly, though the word barely made it past my lips.
I immediately dialed Adrian’s number. It rang once, twice. He didn’t answer.
I tried again. Still nothing.
Frustration and fear twisted inside me. If Amber had been found, why hadn’t he told me? Why let me run through the dark, alone and terrified?
I was heading back to my car when a sound behind me made me stop.
Footsteps.
Slow. Deliberate.
“Adrian?” I called softly, turning around.
No answer.
The street was empty, shadows stretching long under the streetlight. I exhaled shakily and reached for my phone again.
Just when I dialed to call Adrian, a hand clamped over my mouth.
My scream died in my throat.
Another arm wrapped around me from behind, yanking me back. I kicked and struggled, nails scraping against rough fabric, but the man was too strong.
“Shh,” a low voice hissed against my ear.
My phone slipped from my grasp, falling hard onto the pavement. The screen lit up, showing Adrian’s name, but it kept ringing, endlessly.
The world tilted. My head spun, darkness crowding my vision.
Then everything went black.
Adrian’s POVThe city lights blurred past the windshield, streaks of gold and white sliding across Marissa’s reflection in the glass. She was quiet beside me, but not the peaceful kind of quiet, it was sharp, waiting.I couldn’t manage to get a single word out since we left the mall. My hands stayed fixed on the wheel, grip too tight, as if the motion of driving could steady the chaos in my head.That touch. It just refused to leave me.I hadn’t meant to hold her hand, whoever she was. She had stumbled, and instinct made me catch her. But the instant our skin met, the world seemed to stop moving.Her hand was trembling, cold at first, then warm, a warmth that carried a familiarity I couldn’t place. It had las
Rachel’s POVI stayed still for what felt like an eternity, out of fear that any movement I made would bring the both of them back within sight. George’s arm was still wrapped around me, tightening over time as if he was trying to physically stop me from shaking. The mall air smelled faintly of cinnamon and fabric softener, thick with chatter and the sound of footsteps echoing against polished floors. I was still holding the doll for Amber, the same one Marissa had lifted from the shelf moments ago, smiling like it had always belonged to her.I know that I should just put it back. I should just choose another one. But … Amber would have loved this one.But there was nothing else I could do, Marissa had taken it already. I could only sigh as I placed the doll back where I found it, all the energy already drained from me. It just seems like lately I have become almost too accustomed to letting go.My hands still trembled as I scanned the rows again. The colours on the boxes blurred tog
Rachel’s POVThe mall felt louder today. Too bright, too alive. Every sound, the chatter, the clinking of cups, the rustle of shopping bags, pressed against my skin until I wanted to turn back.George walked beside me, his steps unhurried, his voice low and steady. “Take your time,” he said. “There’s no rush.”I nodded faintly, adjusting my scarf higher around my cheek. Every step felt like walking through a dream I didn’t belong in. The air-conditioning was cold against my skin, and the smell of perfume and coffee stirred faint memories I didn’t want to face.We passed several stores before I stopped in front of a small toy shop tucked between a bookstore and a café. The window display was warm and simple, rows of dolls, stuffed
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Rachel’s POVThe days passed slowly.Healing wasn’t what I thought it would be. It wasn’t peaceful or hopeful. It was work. Grueling, endless work.The gauze was finally gone, but the pain remained. My skin had begun to knit together in patches, rough and tight, but the doctor called it progress. Every movement felt like walking on glass. When I tried to lift my arm, the muscles burned. When I stood for too long, the scars pulled like ropes under my skin.I had also started losing weight as part of the recovery process. It wasn’t easy. Some days, even eating was a battle, the food tasteless, and the nausea constant. Every stretch I did felt like my body was being pulled apart, but I still did it nonetheless. The doctor told me it would take months to regain full mobility, but I refused to let that stop me.I wasn’t just trying to live. I was trying to return.To Amber. My baby girl.Every day I reminded myself why I was enduring this. Each time the pain hit, I pictured her smile. The
Marissa’s POVThe corridor outside Philip Parker’s room was colder than the rest of the hospital.I stood by the door, arms folded, listening to the conversation inside. The blinds were half-drawn, but I could see faint shadows moving, Adrian’s tall frame and the older man’s hunched but still commanding silhouette.“Adrian,” Philip’s voice carried, sharp despite the weakness in it. “You’ve disappointed me. I warned you about that woman, how you should never trust somebody that has betrayed you again, and now you parade her here?”My jaw tensed. That woman. He couldn’t even bring himself to say my name.







