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Sophie Clarke ••• “I’m sorry, who are you?” I asked, glaring at him. With a smirk on his face, he replied, “Let’s get out of here, so I can properly introduce myself. And you know you owe me a drink.” I stood still, trying to process what was going on. At that time all I could think of was my husband who was probably apologizing to his ex for my behavior. “Just trust me, okay?” He said, lending his hand to mine. I reached out for his hand, hoping I was making the right choice by agreeing to follow him wherever he planned to take me. “Sure, but where are we going?” I asked, trying to steady my voice. I turned around for a moment, trying to see if Alexander was coming after me at least. “I said trust me.” He said with a light chuckle as he held my hand and let me out of the bar area and over to the parking lot. Outside, the night air was cool, and drizzles of rain fell softly but all I could hear was my sobs. My eyes were still swollen and red. A black SUV arrived at the entrance of the hotel, and the chauffeur hurried out to open the door. I hesitated for a second. “Come on, let’s go.” He said softly. “You need to get away from here.” I nodded weakly and stepped inside, for a minute I forgot about my safety. All I could think of was Alexander and how he humiliated me because of that bitch. We didn’t speak for a while, my eyes were fixed on my trembling hands. I noticed he was staring at me, I wondered if he could notice how swollen my eyes were. I felt like a child who had been abandoned. I raised my head as I wiped a tear from my face. “Can I know where we’re going now?” I asked, my voice barely audible. “We’re just going to get dinner and talk.” He replied. There was something about his voice that made me feel a little bit calm. After a short drive, we arrived at a restaurant. “Oh my God, it’s too fancy. I can’t go in looking like this.” I said, terrified to get down from the car. I looked a mess, my hair was tied up in a bun, I wore a mere cardigan and my eyes were swollen as hell. I couldn’t go inside there, not with him looking all dressed. People might mistake me for his maid or something. “Common now, you don’t look bad.” He said, trying to sound convincing. “Okay, you can just put your hair down and smile. I can fix the hair for you if you want.” “Yeah, right.” I scoffed. “Like it’s that easy.” He stared at me grinning ear to ear. I couldn’t help but wonder what was so funny. He tilted his head and said. “Please, you’re really pretty so I doubt anyone would notice your eyes.” I rolled my eyes at him. “Fine,” I responded, letting my hair down and running my fingers through my hair. He got out of the car and opened the door for me. I was still hesitant to go but I needed that dinner. It could serve as a nice distraction from what just happened at the bar. We got into the restaurant, and my eyes swept over the understated luxury. He held the chair for me to sit down, he seemed like a perfect gentleman but he wasn’t my husband. He noticed I wasn’t comfortable, and he placed both his hands on mine, as if he was trying to calm me down. “Relax, okay?” His touch was soft. I nodded slightly. The waiter came over and asked for our order. I asked for a simple dish that was available. “So can you tell me who you are and why we’re here?” The suspense was killing me. He leaned back in his seat, “My name is Ethan Xavier, and I own a beauty product company here in New York. Greywood essentials. I know your…” “You’re joking right?” I let out a loud gasp, interrupting him before he could finish his sentence. “You…own greywood essentials? That’s like the top beauty company.” He laughed, “Yeah, I guess.” He responded with a proud smirk. The waiter arrived with what we’d ordered. I had to eat before continuing the conversation because I was starving. He leaned forward, “Your husband owns Luméa Beauty right?” I dropped my spoon and cleared my throat, “Yeah, how did you know he’s my husband?” “It’s not like it’s hidden,” he winked. “Well, we’ve been rivals for years, I’ve seen the kind of man he is, undercuts prices and steals designs.” His voice softened. “I think it’s time someone gave him a taste of his own medicine.” I stared at him in disbelief. “You don’t know what you’re saying,” I said, dropping my cutlery on the table. “I know you’re not happy in your marriage, you were humiliated this evening. Are you not tired of it?” He continued, his tone was calm but deliberate. I shook my head, in disagreement. “Are you trying to say that I should…” “Get even? Yeah.” He interrupted me. I knew that Alexander had been mean to me, but I wasn’t sure I would do the right thing by listening to Ethan. Even though the idea of it sounds tempting, sweet, and dangerous. I didn’t want revenge, I just needed to be with my husband. “I don’t want revenge,” I whispered, my voice barely audible. “I still want to work things out with him so I can’t bring him down, I can’t hurt him.” My voice came out sharper than I had intended. Why would he think it was okay for him to give me such advice? He might have his a personal issue with my husband about business but it was his cross to carry, not mine. “I think I need to leave.” I stood up abruptly. He got up, his eyes filled with a hint of regret but still sharp with determination. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to offend you.” He said calmly. “But don’t you think that you’re being delusional?” My face formed into a frown. “Who do you think you are to say that to me? What gave you the right?” Ethan exhaled sharply. “That man humiliated you in front of everyone and you still want to protect him?” I pursed my lips tightly. I wasn’t ready to go back and forth with him. “Thank you for the dinner. I’ll be on my way home.” He stood up and held my hand before I could leave. “Are you angry? I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have brought it up.” I rolled my eyes. “Yeah, you shouldn’t have.” “I’ll drop you off,” Ethan said with a sigh. “Don’t worry about it, I’ll take a cab.” I yanked my hand away from him and walked away. As I got closer to the door, his voice echoed through the restaurant. “I’ll call you and you can still think about my offer.” I didn’t turn back to look at him, I just continued walking. I wasn’t only angry because he wanted revenge on Alexander, I was upset because there was an atom of truth in what he had said to me. But I couldn’t let him get to me. I still believed that Alexander and I had a chance together.Chapter 25Alexander Cole •••I still couldn’t wrap my head around the fact that I had a daughter all along. I was restless as fuck. I was pissed, not at Sophie, but at myself. I was even more pissed at the fact that Ethan knew about my child and not me. Hearing it from him destroyed something inside me.I kept replaying the scene from five years ago when I chased her out, when I refused to believe her, treated her like shit, wishing I could undo it all. I was pacing aimlessly around the house, I couldn’t keep calm. I mean, no one would be able to rest after finding out about a child. I’ve always wanted children. Even though I made life a living hell for Sophie. I wanted children, but not with her. But now I needed her even more. Yes, I had started developing feelings for Sophie. It was unusual but I did. I couldn’t even claim any right over my child, our child. I know I was at fault. All I needed to do was plead, try to win her back, or give me a chance to know my baby. I
Chapter 24Sophie Clarke•••I needed to have a warm bath so I got into the bathroom. I couldn’t help but still think about what Alex’s next move was going to be given that he found out about Mia. I was really worried. I couldn’t afford to lose my daughter, I knew what Alex was capable of. I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath, I knew quite well that if he tried to do anything corny, to take my daughter from me I would fight. So I needed to relax my nerves a little. I came out of the bathroom, wrapped myself in a towel, and then a text message appeared on my phone. I decided to get dressed first before checking it out. I wore an oversized tee and my hair tied up in a bun. I picked up my phone and left the room, I placed the phone on the dining table and went straight to grab ice cream from the fridge. The phone vibrated again. It was a text message, two actually. They were from Ethan and Alex. I opened Alex’s own first. It read, [I’m sorry for questioning you even if I
Chapter 23Sophie Clarke•••I rolled my suitcase across the airport terminal. My flight back to California was in forty minutes. I exhaled, excited to be going back home, to my daughter, and never run into Alex again. Just as I stepped into the queue for boarding, my phone vibrated. Unknown number. I answered the call. “Hello.” Alex’s voice echoed from the other end of the line.My breath hitched. I frowned and answered sharply. “How did you get my number?” “That doesn’t matter right now, please just hear me out.” He sounded desperate. “Please, Sophie.”I clicked my tongue. “You’re stalking me now? Answer me. How did you get my number?” Before he could even respond, I added. “As a matter of fact don’t call me again.”The loudspeaker from the airport was announcing final calls from passengers, which Alex heard. “You’re going back?” He asked. I exhaled sharply. “Don’t call me again.”“Sophie… wait, please just listen to…”I ended the call before he could finish and silenced m
Chapter 22Alexander Cole•••What was I doing? Apologizing to Sophie? It felt so surreal.Who would have thought that a day would come when I would kneel to apologize to her? I stood there, staring at the slammed door, wondering if I had started generating feelings for Sophie or if I was just becoming a better person. Maybe all those years, I actually liked her but just suppressed my feelings because I didn’t think that she was good enough for me. Seeing her again just ignited something in me. I messed up at the restaurant, and I let my anger take control once more. Ethan was the cause of it this time. Why couldn’t he just stop meddling with things that belonged to me? First my company, now my ex-wife?I bit my lips and walked away from the door. I hoped I would see her again. As I drove back home, I felt so restless. My maid had already prepared dinner for me but I wasn’t in the mood for that. I lost my appetite, I was just thinking about Sophie. She flooded my memory. Why
Chapter 21 Sophie Clarke •••It was 3 p.m. the following day already, we agreed to have dinner that day but I wasn’t feeling up to it. I was having second thoughts. I wanted to come up with some excuse and say I had to leave but he knew I wasn’t leaving for two days. Maybe I could say I had an urgent meeting to attend to in California or my daughter was sick. I was the one who came up with the thought of having dinner again, so I couldn’t back out. I just had to go even though I felt like it was a mistake. He said he was going to pick me up. Well, that seemed too serious. I could use a cab but he refused. He was going to arrive by 6 p.m. so I started getting ready. Because I knew myself, I would take the whole time to get ready. Especially to decide on an outfit. He arrived at the hotel and called me. I walked out of the lobby, and he was parked right by the entrance and leaning against the car. He straightened when he saw me. His expression was warm and soft. “You look beau
Chapter 20 Sophie Clarke ••• I had never felt so irritated in my life. Why was Alexander acting like a child? He literally chased me out five years ago, why was he acting this way? He even dared to call me a slut. Could it be that after five years, he started to care? Or he’s just being genuinely stupid. I only felt bad for Ethan, being embarrassed that way. I knew Ethan was his rival but he wouldn’t dare walk up to Ethan if I weren’t there. He doesn’t have that audacity. He just seemed to act like he had all the power in his hands. That slap would reset his brain and should keep him away till I leave New York. Ethan’s face became dull and I understood. But even at that he kept on asking me if I was okay. Of course I was okay, I had never felt better. Seeing the look on Alex’s face after I slapped him made my heart leap for joy. It was satisfactory. “I’m sorry you had to be humiliated like that, it’s my fault,” I apologized calmly. He smiled, and







