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The chicken hissed like it was laughing at my life. I sat on the barstool, my chin resting on the back of my hand, staring at the frying pan as if it held the solution to my three–year marriage that was inching toward a cliff.
The smell of hot oil drifted up, wrapping our too-expensive penthouse kitchen in a haze far too dramatic for a simple fried chicken dinner.
“God, you’re going to burn in a second,” I muttered to a chicken that clearly didn’t care.
I lowered the heat. Then sank right back into my thoughts, which felt like an empty fridge: cold, bright, and reflecting everything I didn’t want to deal with.
The afternoon tea party was still floating in my mind like a poorly chosen scented candle. It should’ve been sweet, elegant, full of pastel–clad women pretending to like each other.
But Sebastian… he’d vanished into the circle of his male friends like I was catering staff, not his wife.
He laughed. With his eyes narrowing just a little. With that smile. The smile that once made me feel protected, not ignored, while I stood on the side of the room holding a cup of cold tea, realizing this marriage might be running out of oxygen.
I clicked my tongue. “Wow, Jas. You’re a desperate wife complaining to fried chicken. This is peak career performance.”
The oil crackled louder, confirming just how pitiful I was.
Back when we were dating, Sebastian was a storm carrying electricity. Wild, intense, and way too good at making me forget how to breathe. Our first year of marriage? Don’t even ask. He wouldn’t even let me cook because he said my body was too ‘important’ for the oil.
Now? I’m convinced he doesn’t even know I’m aware of how the stove works.
I covered my face with both hands. “Am I too boring?” I asked myself. “Or is he out of space to store his attention?”
Greasy hands, messy thoughts. A lovely combination.
Sebastian had changed. Or maybe… he’d simply returned to his original form. A Romano man. Old Italian money. Charming, handsome, cold, with ambition tucked into the corner of his smile. A man who could silence a room just by turning his head. A man who once made me feel chosen, and now… forgotten.
And me....Jasmine Belsky. Eldest daughter of a rigid, dangerous Russian family. I was raised to be elegant, strategic, sharp. But when it came to my husband, I was more like a marshmallow held too close to the fire: melting, fragile, and making a mess of the stick.
I straightened up.
“I have to do something,” I murmured, not sure what.
Hire a therapist? Our families would combust at the word. Invite Sebastian to a romantic dinner? He’d cancel for a meeting or poker night. Write a letter? Too dramatic.
Or… stop chasing?
And right then, my chest pinched a little. A small, stinging truth: I missed him. The version of him who looked at me like I was the one thing that could ruin him.
I rolled my eyes and grabbed a fork to flip the chicken. “Think, Jas. What would make a man like Sebastian Romano realize his wife isn’t a fancy piece of furniture collecting dust in a corner?”
No answer. Just the hiss of oil and the image of Sebastian flashing in my mind: a perfectly tailored black suit, those dark assessing eyes, that jaw that tightened whenever he held something back. A man who could make me feel bare even in a fully covered Paris dress.
A man who used to love me… or at least convinced me he did.
I smacked that thought before it grew legs. “Focus on the chicken, Jas. Your life’s a mess, but dinner doesn’t need to collapse with it.”
The chicken was done. The dining table was set, the white wine opened, and I stood staring at two plates like they were invitations to a party no one intended to attend.
“Fantastic. MasterChef: Lonely Wife Edition,” I muttered, pushing my hair behind my ear.
I wasn’t hungry.. or maybe I was hungry for something else. Attention. Sebastian’s low voice that once made me feel like his favorite secret. Now… I can’t even remember the last time he came home before eleven.
My eyes slid toward the hallway leading to his office. The walnut door sat quietly, almost intimidating. I hadn’t walked in there for a long time. Not because it was forbidden. We used to be… open. Free. Until at some point, “free” turned into “irrelevant.”
I walked over, my footsteps whispering against the marble. “Just looking,” I told myself. “Maybe I’ll find some inspiration for saving this marriage before I start calming myself with alcohol.”
His expensive cologne lingered faintly in the air. A scent that once unraveled all my logic. Now it just tightened something in my chest.
His computer sat on the desk, screen dark. I touched the mouse. It lit up. He hadn’t logged out.
I squinted. “Oh great. This isn’t my fault. This is an open invitation from the universe,” I babbled, pulling out the chair.
W******p Web popped open.
My chat used to sit pinned at the top. With that stupid little heart emoji Sebastian added when he was drunk on love in year one. Now… I wasn’t there.
What sat there instead: one pinned chat.
Beauty
My eyebrow arched. “Beauty…? Who—”
Click.
The world stopped.
Seriously, it stopped.
Like someone yanked the power cord out of my life.
The messages… they were tiny knives slicing through the veins of my breath one by one.
“I can’t stop thinking about last night.”
“You’re insane for doing that to me in the elevator.”
“When can we meet again? The usual hotel?”
Photos. Bare skin. A woman’s hand taking pictures of herself in a hotel bathroom mirror. Her skin. Pale blonde hair. A teasing smile.
I knew that hair.
I was the one who picked the stylist for it. Sebastian’s new secretary. The orphaned girl with a rough past I’d helped move out of her filthy apartment. The one I gave my first shopping card to so she could buy proper work clothes. Her name was Kelsey…
The world didn’t just stop. The world laughed at me.
My palms went cold. My back tightened so sharply it felt like my bones might crack. The ticking of the clock in that room sounded like a bomb, each second detonating inside my ears.
I scrolled up.
The dates… the nights he claimed he was working late. The nights I waited with a glass of wine. The nights he kissed my forehead before leaving, and I thought he was just tired.
My body started shaking. Like something was trying to claw its way out of my stomach but was trapped inside. Anger? Shock? Disgust? All of it mixing into one dark sludge.
My eyes landed on one more photo: the blonde on a hotel bed. Lifting the sheets a little. Inviting. And I recognized the bracelet on her wrist.
The bracelet I bought for Sebastian.
I clapped a hand over my mouth. My breath broke out of me like forced air.
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I lay on the bed, my hair half wet, the ends clinging to the pillow like traces of exhaustion. My skin burned from crying in the shower for two hours. Two hours of scalding water hitting my face, flushing the emotions out of me like poison.
Now, I stared at my phone with swollen eyes, typing into our tiny group chat: the Belsky Coven, the ridiculous name Rhea came up with when the three of us were drunk on prosecco two years ago.
Rhea: [Jas, where are you? I swear on Prada, if you tell me you’re still okay, I’m coming over to smack you.]
Hazel: [I already told Liam. He can prep the documents anytime. Just say the word.]
Me: [I’m not okay. But I don’t need a slap. At least not from you two. Maybe from my husband who’s too busy massaging… his secretary.]
A few seconds later, the screen exploded with digital profanity.
Rhea: [I’M ABOUT TO THROW UP. THAT SECRETARY? The one you helped? The one you bought the Armani blazer for? The one you took to the salon? I… I want to burn the entire city down.]
Hazel: [Send the photos. I want to file her under “people I’ll sue after death.”]
I swallowed hard. My fingers trembled as I opened my gallery.
Thank God I’d taken pictures of all the chats earlier… even the disgusting photos. Not to hurt myself again, but for evidence. Evidence for when I’d have to face Sebastian Romano… who seemed to think life was a chess game and I was the easiest pawn to move.
I sent several screenshots.
Notifications blew up instantly.
Rhea: [Good grief. I… I need alcohol. Or a knife. Or both.]
Hazel: [Jasmine… I mean it. Tomorrow morning we’re booking a meeting with Liam. You are not facing this alone.]
I inhaled slowly, my chest tight but strangely light. Light the way someone feels after dropping a ton of weight that was actually balanced on foolish hope.
Me: [Thank you. Really. You two are angels. Barbaric angels, but still angels.]
Rhea: [Just say you’re ready to divorce, and we’ll start the war.]
Hazel: [And you already have evidence. Your screenshots are like bullets. Good job, babe.]
I smiled for the first time today. A small smile, bitter but real.
Then… the sound of the door creaked.
I froze.
The bedroom door opened, and Sebastian walked in.
His steps were heavy, casual, carrying that usual “I own the room” aura. The difference was, this time I didn’t move to greet him. I usually got up and smiled. Pretended to be the grateful wife whose husband had come home.
I stayed lying down, phone in hand, blanket pulled to my waist. I heard Sebastian stop a few steps from the bed. I could feel his gaze. I could guess the thin line forming between his brows.
He was confused. Maybe annoyed that his wife wasn’t coming over like a loyal little dog. But I was probably giving him too much credit thinking he’d even feel that.
“Jasmine.”
I kept typing, pretending I was busy. God, it felt good. He wasn’t used to being ignored. Men like him thought attention was a birthright.
“Jasmine,” he repeated, louder.
I finally turned my head calmly, even though I was restraining myself from throwing the nightstand at his skull. “What?”
He stared at me for a long moment, like he was calculating what was off. His eyes were dark, sharp, carrying that hint of hawk energy that used to weaken me. Now it was just a shadow.
“Where were you today?” A sentence he hadn’t said in over a year. Since when did he care?
I tilted my head with a small smile. “Shower. A long one. To calm down.”
He frowned. “You usually greet me.”
“Hmm.” I shrugged. “Yeah. Usually.”
Sebastian’s jaw flexed. That was his annoyed tick. I used to panic when I saw it. I used to fear losing his good mood. Now? I just felt tired.
“Jas,” he said again, his tone dropping a note. “What’s going on?”
A good question. Fifteen months too late.
I let out a soft laugh. “Nothing,” I said. “I’m just… learning not to welcome someone who doesn’t come home for me.”
Sebastian’s eyes shifted. Subtle. Barely there. But I’d known him too long not to notice it.
He didn’t understand.
I turned my face away and looked back at my phone.
And inside me, a door gently closed. No sound, no spectacle.
Just like that.
By midday, there was no Sebastian.No Javier either.No broken jaws, no security, no wrinkled suits, no bleeding adult men suddenly appearing in the doorway to perform the director’s-cut version of masculine drama.Very strange.Peaceful, I mean.Almost suspicious.Poppy was sitting up in bed with pillows stacked behind her back, looking like a tiny queen after a coup. I’d brushed her long bangs off to the side with minimal effort, but of course five minutes later they had already fallen back across her forehead. Her face was still a little pale, but her cheeks were starting to get their color back. The color of life. The color of being ready to torment me again.There was an iPad in her lap.Not her iPad.Sebastian’s iPad.I had no idea how that man could hand it over so casually to a four-year-old who had once sent a diplomatic voice note to a contact named Handsome Uncle without permission. There was a small company logo on the back of the slim black case, and inside it there were
Sebastian spat a little blood to the side of his mouth.He lifted his head slowly, worked his jaw once, and before Javier could even pull in a second breath, Sebastian’s fist slammed back into my brother’s cheek with a dull crack that might have sounded almost elegant if it hadn’t involved two rich men who were very obviously too handsome to be acting like extras in a cheap action movie.One of the nurses at the end of the hall let out a small scream. “Monsieur!”I closed my eyes for one second.When I opened them again, Javier was already moving in. So was Sebastian. Shoulders, jaws, expensive hands, expensive watches, expensive leather shoes, all of it moving with an energy wildly inappropriate for the floor of a children’s hospital.Javier shoved Sebastian into the side of the table. Sebastian shoved back, his palm hitting Javier’s chest hard enough to drive my brother back half a step. Then another punch. One to the shoulder. One that nearly caught the jaw.Even years ago, back wh
Javier stopped in the suite doorway.Not many people could make an expensive room suddenly feel short on oxygen. Javier was one of them. His body was still, but his face hardened by degrees, shifting from older brother arriving with a crisis into something distinctly Belsky.His eyes moved from me to Poppy’s room.The door was still open.From inside, Poppy’s voice carried out, scratchy but cheerful. “Daddy, if the castle has a dragon, the dragon has to be vegetarian. I don’t want him eating the staff.”Sebastian said something back, too low to make out.Javier looked at me.Oh.No.I moved before he could take the breath that would start the explosion. My hand closed around the sleeve of his suit and yanked him aside.“Out,” I hissed.He didn’t move. Of course he didn’t. Dragging Javier Belsky with one hand was like trying to pull a vault with a Cartier bracelet.“Javier,” I said, a low growl in my throat. “If you make a scene in front of my daughter after she just finished a transfu
Sebastian had barely made it three steps into the room before Poppy turned into the clingiest creature on the Riviera.“Handsome uncaaaale,” she whined, her voice still scratchy from sleep but strong enough to sand down an adult’s patience and common sense. She lifted both her little hands again from on top of the blanket, her green eyes wide, her bangs covering half her forehead. “Where did you go?”Sebastian moved closer to the bed and stopped on the side I’d just left. He was still wearing that casual T-shirt from earlier, and his black hair was now even more rumpled than the average human being had any right to be. It was deeply irritating how the man still managed to look expensive after donating blood and not sleeping.“Meeting,” he said.Poppy nodded immediately, as if that made perfect sense. “Hmm.” Her face turned solemn. Very solemn. “Because you're very rich, right?”I closed my eyes.Sebastian looked at her. “Is that so?”“Yeaah.” Poppy pushed Bunny to the side, then point
[We’ll talk later.]Three seconds later, the read receipt appeared.Sure Javier didn’t reply right away. That was worse. A quiet Javier meant Javier was thinking. And Javier thinking usually led to one of two things: an interrogation, or a decision that made other people’s lives more difficult.Brilliant.I set my phone facedown on the marble counter, turned off the faucet, and dried my hands on the towel again. My breath left me slowly. Thin. Completely unhelpful.From the main room, Poppy’s voice came again.“This isn’t my spoon.”I closed my eyes for one second.The child had just finished a transfusion and still had the energy to start a cutlery dispute.I walked back into the room.Poppy was sitting propped up against the headboard, pillows stacked behind her small back like an emergency throne. Her long hair was still sweetly messy, bangs falling into one eye, her cheeks a little paler than usual but still round and adorable in that way that made adults lose all logic. Bunny sat
Sebastian didn’t pick her up right away.He only stepped closer to the bedside, then bent slightly until his face was level with the small one still puffy with sleep. His hand came up slowly, the back of his knuckles brushing Poppy’s cheek as he swept her bangs away from those green eyes that weren’t fully open yet.Poppy blinked lazily. Her little lips pushed out. “Up,” she repeated, clearer this time, her voice rough and spoiled in that way that always made the adults around her lose their integrity.Sebastian looked at her for two seconds longer than necessary. “Hello to you too.”Poppy lifted both arms again. “Hold me.”The nurse, who had been checking the monitor, cleared her throat softly. “Sweetheart, give me a second, okay? I need to check you first.”Poppy turned toward her with an insulted expression. “No.”“I just want to check your temperature, your breathing, and your throat if I can.”“I can be checked while being held,” she said quickly, as if this were perfectly obviou







