LOGINI saved his life... and he destroyed mine. Charlie was Elara's first love ever since childhood, but he never looked at her with love. She pulled him back from the edge of the death, but all he believed that it was her younger sister, Lily, who saved him and from that moment, his heart belonged to her and, Elara was a mere substitute in her own story. An accident left Lily paralyzed... and Elara became the villain in everyone's story. Ever since, Charlie looked her with hatred. One day, Lily vanished in thin air with no traces, and Elara had to carry all the blame. But the nightmare had just begun. Months later, a drunken Charlie mistook her for her younger sister.... and forced her into a marriage built on resentment and revenge. She became his wife, but only in name --- trapped in a cold, merciless life where love was replaced with cruelty. When things started getting better, Lily returned claiming him back, and Charlie had never move on. So, Elara decided to walk away with nothing but divorce papers and a secret growing inside her. She rebuilt herself from the ashes of her broken past, growing stronger into a Phoenix, untouchable with time... until one day Charlie realized the truth. Too late for seeing her again. Too late for learning who actually saved him. And Too late... he fell in love.
View MoreThe day Lily came back....was the day Elara understood she had already lost everything.
No one said this to her, but the mansion, once unbearable and cold was suddenly alive again, filled with laughter, hurried footsteps, and a warmth that had never once existed for her. Servants smiled. The air felt lighter as she came back.
Lily.
Her young sister.
His one true love, and Elara realized that she was a mere substitute in her place, and nothing belongs to her, not even her husband.
The storm began the moment Lily came back, not just outside but inside her life too.
Thunder cracked across the sky violently. The rain lashed against the glass window panel of the mansion.The wind howled throughout the night, rattling the silence that had once lived there.
But the situation inside her life was even worsen.
Elara stood at the top of the staircase, her fingers gripping the cold railing so tightly that her knuckles turned white, as she saw the scene unfolded.
Charlie stood at the centre of it, his usual cold composure shattered. Those same eyes that had only held indifference towards her, were radiating warmth. She had waited all her existence to witness the same warmth for her. Her life was based on hopes, which broken the moment Lily came back.
"Lily...." His voice broke, just slightly but audible enough for her.
Elara felt something inside her chest cave in.
She had never heard him sounded like that, atleast not for her. Not once, not even a day ever since they were married. Tears started building in her eyes. She know that he had never loved her.
Lily looked fragile, delicate, standing there like a ghost returned to life, and Charlie looked at her like she was everything.
Like she had always been everything for him.
Elara swallowed hard, her hand drifted unconsciously to her stomach. A small act of protection. Her stomach hiding a secret she hadn't spoken aloud, neither to him nor to any other.
Her periods had always been late, but now it has turned into weeks, and deep down she already knew.
It was a child.
His child.
But how can she tell a man, who never loved her, and only wanted to make her life miserable. She can't. She doesn't want to risk the life of small soul growing inside her.
Her fingers pressed lightly near her abdomen, as if she could protect it from the world already turning against her.
Below Charlie stepped closer to Lily, smiling with love, his gestured were delicate. "You are... really back."
Lily smiled faintly, her voice soft and sweet, like it was coated in sugar." Did you miss me?"
Miss her.
The word echoed in Elara's mind like a cruel joke, but reality of her life.
Charlie let out a breath that sounded like he had been holding for years. " Every day."
Every days, she devoted herself to him, give him every reason to love her back, the way she did to him. Alas! His love was never for her.
He lunged forward, embracing Lily into a tight hug, like if he doesn't she may disappear again, leaving him forever which he can't afford now.
Elara felt suffocated! She took a deep breath of resentment.
That's it.
Elara closed her eyes.
Because she knew, in that moment, there was no place left for her in his world. The owner of his heart was back and she was a mere replacement.
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The divorce papers placed in front of her that night. The sudden sound broke her from delusion, to reality. The gestures were painfully polite, as if they weren't dismantle what little remained of her life.
Elara sat across from Charlie in his study, the dim light casting shadow across his face. His brooding face was looking firm. He wasn't angry or conflicted, but he looked...certain.
"Sign it," he said.
Elara looked at him, for an explanation or atleast a hesitation, but they were none.
She stared at the papers, her vision blurred slightly with tears. "You couldn't even wait for a day?"
Charlie's jaw clenched and he looked very ardent, not even emanating any expression. "There's nothing left to wait for."
Her lips trembled seeing his indifference, atleast for once he behave human with her, but he never. She forced herself to look at him. "We're still married."
"Not in any way that matters."
Those words pierced her heart, breaking it into tiny pieces. It felt heavy, suffocating. But does any of those things matters to him?
No.
Every day or night spent together, even for a day, he treated him like his wife. Never.
All lies.
Elara let out a quiet, broken laugh. "Of course... because she's back now, you won't need me."
He didn't say anything just looked at her while taking a deep sign as if words swallowed inside his mouth.
His silence was answer enough.
That's silence hurt her more than anything he could have said.
She looked down at her belly, it was almost non-existing. Her hands slipping into her lap slowly, instinctively rising back to her stomach.
He didn't notice.
"I...." Her voice faltered. For a second, she almost tell him that there is a child.
His child.
But the words died in her throat.
Because what would it change?
Would he looked at her differently? Or love her?
For him, the child would be another burden, another mistake tied to her.
Charlie exhaled impatiently, as if he has something more urgent to look for than his own wife. "Elara, don't drag this out, otherwise it will be more difficult for you."
She took a deep breath.
As if this wasn't her life unraveling in front of her, as if she hadn't already given him everything she had.
It was bitter.
This was it.
Her fingers trembled as she picked up the pen. Tears slipped silently down her cheeks, but she didn't wiped them. She didn't want him to see them, but it never go unnoticed from him.
But does he care?
No.
Instead, she signed slowly carving the last piece of herself away. This is the end of something which never truly begun. When she was done, she pushed the papers toward him.
Charlie glanced at them brief, then nodded satisfactorily.
Satisfaction.
That word haunt her.
Elara stood up, her legs unsteady, but she refused to fall. Not in front of him. Not anymore!
"Goodbye, Charlie," she whispered.
He didn't respond, not even glanced at her. He never care to look at her.
That night, Elara left the mansion quietly and no one stopped her. For him, she signed his freedom back to him, but for her, she lost her everything. The world outside was cold and unknown for her. She lowered her gaze, her voice barely more than a breath.
"It's just us now..."
She and her child.
Charlie didn't know he has committed sin by breaking an innocent heart. He has to suffer terribly. Even condemnation for seven lives won't be enough.
The next morning, Elara woke with the memory still painfully clear. Charlie.Lily.The kiss beneath the gulmohar tree. For a while, she remained still, staring at the ceiling. She had expected the morning to feel unbearable.Instead...She felt tired.She was tired of hoping and giving meaning to every glance, every smile, every moment that had never truly belonged to her.She reached for the notebook on her desk.For months, she had been writing about herself. Earlier, the previous diary's every page had somehow led back to Charlie. She felt too lethargic to move her body. She could vividly remembered the kiss. They look so full of love. Happy together. But what about her? Her eyes were swollen due to crying over the whole night as she could do nothing about except for accepting things the way they were. Her determination to move on somewhere shaked yesterday. She still feel the pain. The agony of loving someone who loves someone else. What else could be greater misery than this.
Three months later...Elara had learned, time was a peculiar thing. It refused to stop even for broken hearts. It never slowed because someone was grieving a future they had never been given. It never looked back to ask whether they had healed. Instead, it marched forward with quiet indifference, carrying everyone else along with it.Soon enough... Everything had changed except the ache she carried.The campus had shed its gloomy silence, replacing it with the cheerful restlessness that always arrived before the mid-semester examinations.Now the college gates no longer frightened her. She crossed them every morning without hesitation, her footsteps steady against the familiar stone pathway. Because it had became a routine. Her days had begun following the same quiet rhythm.Attend lectures, Take notes.Answer when a professor asked her a question.Leave before the corridors became crowded.Go home.Write, Sleep, Wake up.And Repeat.Life had become predictable. She wondered if that
The bell rang. Elara remained seated.She watched the classroom empty one desk at a time. One by one, they left. Everyone went away and only silence remained.Elara lowered her eyes to the notebook resting on her desk. The ordinary class notebook she had barely managed to write in. The page contained little more than scattered words and unfinished sentences.She couldn't remember writing any of them.Her mind had been somewhere else all morning. She was imagining lots of things before arriving school and now everything felt different and strange. Noone asked her anything, as if everyone is busy in their own life. She realized it was the time to go home. She felt a strange feeling of returning to a place that had once felt like home, only to discover that she no longer knew where she belonged.She slipped the notebook into her bag before her fingers instinctively brushed against the familiar cloth cover hidden beneath her books.A quiet smile touched her lips. It was a feeling of grat
The gates stood open before her. Almost waiting for her to enter inside. Elara remained frozen where she was.Some students walked past her without hesitation, their footsteps blending into the familiar rhythm of another ordinary morning. Some hurried toward their lectures with notebooks clutched tightly against their chests, while others lingered beneath the tree, laughing over conversations that had probably begun long before the first bell.Elara drew a slow breath.The cool morning air filled her lungs, carrying with it the scent of damp earth and freshly cut grass. Everything looked exactly the way she remembered. The stone pathway stretching toward the academic block.The weathered notice board crowded with colourful posters announcing debates, workshops and cultural events.The fountain at the centre of the courtyard, its gentle stream of water rising and falling with quiet consistency, untouched by the storms that had come and gone.Nothing had changed.Only she had.Her fing
The rain had already begun before the final Bell rang. At first, it was only a soft tapping against the classroom windows, gentle enough to be ignored. Student laughed and packed their bags, rushing out into the corridors like any other day. But by the time Elara stepped outside, the sky turned dar
The car slowed before the Hughes residence, the soft hum of the engine fading into stillness. For a moment, the warmth inside the car lingered. Lily's laughter, Charlie's low voice, the closeness between them existed. It felt like something that didn't belong to everyone in that space. Charlie ste
The final bell rang sharply and the school corridors instantly filled with noises and footsteps. Lockers slammed shuts, laughter echoed around the surrounding. The late afternoon sun washed the corridors where students started walking in pace. Near the front gate, Lily Hughes stood surrounded by a
Time passed quietly, bringing unreserved happiness for some, and undeserving sorrow for others. Time wasn't kind to Elara and, on the other side Lily was living a dream, loving parents and a handsome boyfriend, what else she ever wanted. The Hughes residence was filled with afternoon sunlight, gol


















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