تسجيل الدخولTime passed quietly, bringing unreserved happiness for some, and undeserving sorrow for others. Time wasn't kind to Elara and, on the other side Lily was living a dream, loving parents and a handsome boyfriend, what else she ever wanted.
The Hughes residence was filled with afternoon sunlight, golden and warm, spreading across those polished floor and cream-coloured walls. A soft laughter drifted upward from downstairs. A familiar laugh of happiness.
Elara paused at the top of the staircase, her fingers tightening slightly around the book she carried. She didn't need a glance to know who it was. That laughter had become a routine over the years. A sound which never belonged to her.
Charlie Brown had come again. He came often now.
Slowly and quietly, Elara descended a few steps, stopping just before the living room came into full view. From there, she could peek at them without being noticed at all.
Charlie sat comfortably on the soft couch, his one arm resting along the back of it and his posture appeared relaxed. He had grown taller over the year and, he is nearly about 6' feet. His features had been sharper than before, his presence was calm and composed. He was in college now, already carrying the effortless confidence of someone born into the privilege. Everything about him looked perfect and controlled, but more distant than before.
Except when he looked at Lily. He softened.
Lily sat beside him, her legs tucked neatly in a cross, her black long hair falling over her shoulders as she leaned slightly towards him. She was four years younger than him. A beautiful school going girl. However, she seemed to fit into his world effortlessly, like she was meant to belonged there.
"I brought something for you," Charlie said, reaching a packet beside him.
He lifted a small gift box and placed it gently in Lily's hand.
Her eyes widened instantly seeing a surprise. "For me?" She uttered.
Charlie nodded, a faintest smile reaching his lips. "You said you like it last time."
Lily opened the box carefully. Inside lay a delicate silver bracelet, tiny charms like tulip glistering softly in the sunlight.
"It's beautiful," she whispered, her voice soft like usual, a delight for his ears.
Charlie watched her reaction quietly, his gaze warm.
"You remembered..." She added, looking up at him.
"Of course I did."
The words were simple, but the tone behind it made Elara's heart tighten painfully.
Lily slipped the bracelet onto her wrist, admiring it before looking into his eyes. "Does it looks good?"
Charlie leaned slightly closer, his fingers gently adjusting the clasp. "It's suits you well."
Their closeness felt so natural, like they were comfortable around each other.
Lily smiled sheepishly, lowering her gaze. "You spoil me too much."
Charlie gave a small breath of amusement. "You deserve it."
Elara stood frozen in the hallway. She used to be the one he looked at like that. Once, he remembered small things about her, but those memories belonged to a different Charlie, now he has change over time. He forget everything about them, but she remembers everything, every details. It broke her heart each she seems him with Lily.
"Charlie, dear, you shouldn't bring gift every time," Mrs. Hughes said warmly as she entered the room, though her smile showed that she clearly approved.
"It's nothing," Charlie replied politely.
Mr. Hughes chuckles from his armchair. "Lily is lucky, not everyone gets such attention."
Lily blushed faintly, her fingers brushing the bracelet again. "Papa...."
Charlie couldn’t deny it. His eyes only looked at her. For him, she was very special. The moment he saw Lily saving him from fire, he dedicated his love for her. He smiled faintly seeing her blushing.
Elara lowered her gaze. She had never seen their parents smile at her like that. Not even for once.
"Oh! sister," Lily said suddenly, noticing her in the hallway. "You are back?"
Charlie's eyes shifted briefly towards Elara, holding no warmth, just acknowledgement of her presence.
"Hello Elara," he said calmly.
Her throat tightening hearing his voice. His voice felt too distant, and formal.
"....Hello."
That was all they exchange. The silence between them had been very uncomfortable.
Then again Charlie turned back to Lily shifted all his attention towards her naturally. "You said you needed help for your assignment?"
Lily nodded scooting closer to him. "I don't understand this part.... will you explain?"
Charlie leaned in, their shoulders nearly touching as he took the notebook from her hands. "It's very simple. Look here...."
Their heads bent closer together, their voices soft and private.
Elara turned away before she could hear more. She ran upstairs, she closed her bedroom door quietly, the faint click echoing in the stillness. The laughter from downstairs got muffled, but not vanished. It lingered like a memory she couldn't remove from her mind.
She sat slowly on the edge of her bed, her hands trembling as she reached behind her shoulders. Her fingers brushed against the faint scar hidden beneath her sleeves, uneven but existing.
That burn had healed over years but the mark still remained. She still remembered the fire, the heat and the pain, the way she collapsed after saving him, but he had never noticed. Not once!
Elara quickly pulled her sleeves back into the place, hiding her scar again. Her eyes burned as she looked down, her vision blurring. She didn't want to cry, but those tears never listened to her, it fall of it own.
Her gaze shifted toward the small wooden box resting on her desk. She opened it carefully, revealing a dried lavender and an old photograph.
Her grandmother's gentle smile looked back at her.
Elara touched the photo softly, her fingers trembling.
"I miss you....." She whispered.
Her grandmother had been the only one who truly loved her. The only one who noticed when she was quiet. The only one who held her when she cried. The only one who told her she mattered.
After she died, the house had grown colder. And now, even Charlie had became distant.
Downstairs, Lily's laughter floated through the walls again, followed by Charlie's softer voice.
They appear happy together.
Elara pressed her lips together, tears sliding down her cheeks silently.
Once, he had held her hand and called her fairy.
Now....
He didn't even see her at all.
Charlie’s POV Rain had a strange way of making the city look honest. The evening traffic crawled beneath a sky wrapped in heavy charcoal clouds, while countless drops of rain raced each other across the windshield of my car before disappearing beneath the rhythmic sweep of the wipers. Streetlights reflected against the wet asphalt like scattered pieces of molten gold, and every passing vehicle left behind shimmering trails that blurred into the storm. Ordinarily, I enjoyed driving in weather like this. Rain had always slowed the world down. It forced people to breathe, to wait, to look outside instead of rushing toward whatever tomorrow demanded. Tonight, however, even the rain failed to quiet my thoughts. They wandered back to the gala. To the diary. To the silence that had followed. To Elara standing outside the administration building with her shoulders slightly bent, clutching a folder against her chest as though it were the only thing keeping her together. I tightened
The first lie Lily told about Elara wasn't really a lie. It was a fact segregrated and combined together, to make her looked degraded in the eyes of others. It all began on an ordinary afternoon, when the campus was slowly emptying and the sunlight had turned soft against the windows.Lily sat with a few girls near the courtyard, listening to their conversation without saying much. She was quiet until Elara's name came up. Her name twisted a knot inside her, and suddenly she tried to compress her rage by fabricating facts. "She's changed," one of the girls, amongst them said watching Elara walking across the pathway quietly. Lily looked for a brief moment, unable to realize who they are mentioning between their conversations."Who?" She snapped out of obliviousness, that make the girls looked at her face in pure confusion. "Elara," one of them disclosed with a blink of surprise mixed with concern on their face. Something flickered across Lily's face. A rage. A compressed anger or
The next morning, Elara woke with the memory still painfully clear. Charlie.Lily.The kiss beneath the gulmohar tree. For a while, she remained still, staring at the ceiling. She had expected the morning to feel unbearable.Instead...She felt tired.She was tired of hoping and giving meaning to every glance, every smile, every moment that had never truly belonged to her.She reached for the notebook on her desk.For months, she had been writing about herself. Earlier, the previous diary's every page had somehow led back to Charlie. She felt too lethargic to move her body. She could vividly remembered the kiss. They look so full of love. Happy together. But what about her? Her eyes were swollen due to crying over the whole night as she could do nothing about except for accepting things the way they were. Her determination to move on somewhere shaked yesterday. She still feel the pain. The agony of loving someone who loves someone else. What else could be greater misery than this.
Three months later...Elara had learned, time was a peculiar thing. It refused to stop even for broken hearts. It never slowed because someone was grieving a future they had never been given. It never looked back to ask whether they had healed. Instead, it marched forward with quiet indifference, carrying everyone else along with it.Soon enough... Everything had changed except the ache she carried.The campus had shed its gloomy silence, replacing it with the cheerful restlessness that always arrived before the mid-semester examinations.Now the college gates no longer frightened her. She crossed them every morning without hesitation, her footsteps steady against the familiar stone pathway. Because it had became a routine. Her days had begun following the same quiet rhythm.Attend lectures, Take notes.Answer when a professor asked her a question.Leave before the corridors became crowded.Go home.Write, Sleep, Wake up.And Repeat.Life had become predictable. She wondered if that
The bell rang. Elara remained seated.She watched the classroom empty one desk at a time. One by one, they left. Everyone went away and only silence remained.Elara lowered her eyes to the notebook resting on her desk. The ordinary class notebook she had barely managed to write in. The page contained little more than scattered words and unfinished sentences.She couldn't remember writing any of them.Her mind had been somewhere else all morning. She was imagining lots of things before arriving school and now everything felt different and strange. Noone asked her anything, as if everyone is busy in their own life. She realized it was the time to go home. She felt a strange feeling of returning to a place that had once felt like home, only to discover that she no longer knew where she belonged.She slipped the notebook into her bag before her fingers instinctively brushed against the familiar cloth cover hidden beneath her books.A quiet smile touched her lips. It was a feeling of grat
The gates stood open before her. Almost waiting for her to enter inside. Elara remained frozen where she was.Some students walked past her without hesitation, their footsteps blending into the familiar rhythm of another ordinary morning. Some hurried toward their lectures with notebooks clutched tightly against their chests, while others lingered beneath the tree, laughing over conversations that had probably begun long before the first bell.Elara drew a slow breath.The cool morning air filled her lungs, carrying with it the scent of damp earth and freshly cut grass. Everything looked exactly the way she remembered. The stone pathway stretching toward the academic block.The weathered notice board crowded with colourful posters announcing debates, workshops and cultural events.The fountain at the centre of the courtyard, its gentle stream of water rising and falling with quiet consistency, untouched by the storms that had come and gone.Nothing had changed.Only she had.Her fing
The Gala was just few days away It was Friday morning and the entire committee members had been called up for promotional photographs. The school administration had suddenly decided that promotional photographs were necessary for advertisements, sponsorship presentations, social media posts, and
By the time Elara reached the Hughes residence, the sky had cleared into a pale blue, as if the storm from the night before had never existed. Each step she took up the stone pathway sent a quiet ache through her ankle, sharper than it had been earlier, but she forced herself to walk carefully mask
The rain did not softened. If anything, it grew heavier. Water gathered in uneven pools along the roadside, rushing past Elara where she had fallen, soaking through her clothes, her skin and hair until there was nothing left untouched by the cold. For a moment, she simply stayed there. Her palms
The rain had already begun before the final Bell rang. At first, it was only a soft tapping against the classroom windows, gentle enough to be ignored. Student laughed and packed their bags, rushing out into the corridors like any other day. But by the time Elara stepped outside, the sky turned dar







