Se connecterSome children grown up surrounded by love, affection and care. Elara was quick to realise that she was not one of them. She was loved, but not in the way that her parents cared for her. Being the eldest, she was suppose to act with maturity beyond her age. She never understood why?
The Hughes residence was always brighter with the laughter of their youngest, Lily. When Lily was around, laughter followed her like that warm sunlight illuminating every cornor of the room effortlessly. Their parent's voices softened automatically when they spoke to her. Their smile widened with endless patience.
"Elara don't run in the hallway."
"Lily, darling, be careful. Did you hurt yourself?"
The difference was minute, but Elara always noticed. How their voice changes with Lily, but for her, they were always strict.
Lily Hughes was the younger one, more delicate, charming, and beautiful. She was adored by everyone. People greets her with love, teachers praises her, even a stranger can be drawed by her full smile.
And Elara was simply there, not disliked, but overlooked by them, and pitied by others.
"You should learn to behave, see your sister," their mother would often say. "She is so gentle and sweet."
Elara was never a mannerless child, but she would simply not understand what she had done wrong. She would nod quietly to her parents, even when they scold her. They were just a year apart, but difference on how they were treated was high.
She never wanted to be a burden for them, and she had already learned from her grandmother that love wasn't something she could ask for.
There was only one person who never made her feel invisible.
It was her grandmother.
"Come here, my star," she would always say, opening her arms each time Elara walked into her room.
Elara loved those meeting the most. The old woman's room smelled of lavender, warm tea, sunlight spilling across the carpet, and stories filling the quiet atmosphere.
"You see that star in the sky?" Her grandmother whispered pointing outside. "The brightest stars are the ones that shine quietly, just like you."
Elara would smile shyly hearing her grandmother.
"Do you really think so?" She would ask.
"I know that."
Her grandmother would brushed her hairs gently into braids humming a soft melodious tune that made the world feel safe.
"You don’t need to compete with anyone, Elara.The right person will see your heart."
She believed her grandmother, she thought someone would really see her heart.
Charlie Brown entered her life not long after.
The boy from the hill. The one who called her fairy. The very one, whom she ended up giving her fireflies and her heart too.
They begun meeting away from the noises of Hughes household. Charlie was so different, he speaks little, but listened carefully. Charlie was different from Lily's lively world, and a gentle escape for Elara.
"Why you are quiet today?" He told her once.
"So are you."
".... But I like when you talk."
Elara's cheeks warmed it on their own.
His name. Charlie Brown! It carried weight even as a child. His family was known everywhere, infamous for their wealth, prestige and influence. Everything about him was special and perfect. Except those eyes.
They seems so lonely and distant.
"Do your parents not come often with you?" She asked one afternoon of their meeting.
He shook his head in negative. "They are busy," he said.
"Oh."
"Does it bother you being alone?" He said looking at her carefully.
Elara hesitated for a moment, but then smiled faintly before replying him.
"Not when I am with you."
Warmness spread on his cheeks, and his expression changed. That day, he smiled longer than usual. He felt his existence matter for the first time.
But happiness never stayed longer for Elara. One evening, she ran inside excitedly, hoping to tell her grandmother about Charlie.
That day, the house was quiet than unusual.
Too quiet.
She found her parents in the hallway, their voices were mere voice. It felt eerie silence.
"..the doctor said it was sudden... a heart failure."
Elara's heartbeat slowed. She already knew from her inside that something was off. The warmth felt like fading. Elara walked inside her grandmother's room, pushing the door gently. Everything was there. The lavender smell.The quiet afternoon. The warm tea, but the person which mattered the most is lost. The bed was already empty.
"Elara?" Her mother called softly.
She didn't responded, standing there like a ghost. She didn't move nor cried. She just stood there, staring at the place where the only person who truly loved her had been.
The world felt colder and quieter after that. When the night arrived, Elara went to the hill alone. Charlie was already there waiting for him.
"You are too late," he said softly waiting patiently for her.
She sat beside him, without speaking. He noticed immediately; she looked dull today.
"Did something happen?" He asked.
Elara stared ahead, her voice barely a whisper.
"My grandmother... she is gone."
Charlie didn't know what to say, to make her feel good. He was never good at expressing so he gently tucked her hand into his.
"I am here," He said quietly. Those gentle warm hands made her felt emotions. She cried for the first time, pouring her heart out.
Days passed. The house got brighter again, but only for Lily and, for her it was worse.
Guest came, their voices filled with concern, but it mostly directed toward the younger child.
"Poor Lily, she must be so confused, her grandmother couldn't spent much time with her. She is so young to lose her grandmother," they said.
"Take care of her."
"Elara help your sister."
Elara noticed all this, only nodding at them. No one hold her, after the loss of her grandmother. She was hardly managing those tears, but nobody saw them except him.
After that day, everything started changing their own. Elara being already introverted, stop talking to anyone, only nodding at their parents and they never care. They shifted all their attention to Lily, like she was their only daughter. The elder child suffered the most.
Some days later, the Hughes family attended a high-profile charity event hosted by the Brown's. Their grand estate glistered with lights, music spreading in their gardens. The guests moved through the halls dressed elegantly, laughter echoed across the rooms.
Charlie stood near the balcony alone, looking uncomfortable in the formal crowd.
Elara spotted him immediately. A lone soul between the crowd of people.
She started walking toward him, but Lily reached him firstly.
"Oh! You are Charlie right?" Lily smiled brightly.
Charlie got surprised by that warm smile. Elara slowed down. For the first time, she saw them standing together and, something inside her shifted. She was too naive to understand that emotion, but may be her mature self might know it better what it was.
A feeling of possessiveness or jealousy.
Later that night, the lights flickered around that massive Chandelier hung in the middle of the hall. A strange smell filled the air.
Smoke!
Like something was burning!
Someone in the crowd screamed," Fire! Fire." Panic erupted instantly and a havoc created automatically.
People started rushing towards the exit as the flames began spreading through the curtains near the ballroom. The fire spread fast in a second, consuming everything, the decorations, the walls, it started crawling and spreading it entirely.
"Elara!" Someone shouted, but she wasn't listening to anyone because across the room, Charlie was still inside.
The flames started growing closer and stronger. The last thing she was the fire enclosing around him, and little Charlie trapped in the middle of it.
Charlie’s POV Rain had a strange way of making the city look honest. The evening traffic crawled beneath a sky wrapped in heavy charcoal clouds, while countless drops of rain raced each other across the windshield of my car before disappearing beneath the rhythmic sweep of the wipers. Streetlights reflected against the wet asphalt like scattered pieces of molten gold, and every passing vehicle left behind shimmering trails that blurred into the storm. Ordinarily, I enjoyed driving in weather like this. Rain had always slowed the world down. It forced people to breathe, to wait, to look outside instead of rushing toward whatever tomorrow demanded. Tonight, however, even the rain failed to quiet my thoughts. They wandered back to the gala. To the diary. To the silence that had followed. To Elara standing outside the administration building with her shoulders slightly bent, clutching a folder against her chest as though it were the only thing keeping her together. I tightened
The first lie Lily told about Elara wasn't really a lie. It was a fact segregrated and combined together, to make her looked degraded in the eyes of others. It all began on an ordinary afternoon, when the campus was slowly emptying and the sunlight had turned soft against the windows.Lily sat with a few girls near the courtyard, listening to their conversation without saying much. She was quiet until Elara's name came up. Her name twisted a knot inside her, and suddenly she tried to compress her rage by fabricating facts. "She's changed," one of the girls, amongst them said watching Elara walking across the pathway quietly. Lily looked for a brief moment, unable to realize who they are mentioning between their conversations."Who?" She snapped out of obliviousness, that make the girls looked at her face in pure confusion. "Elara," one of them disclosed with a blink of surprise mixed with concern on their face. Something flickered across Lily's face. A rage. A compressed anger or
The next morning, Elara woke with the memory still painfully clear. Charlie.Lily.The kiss beneath the gulmohar tree. For a while, she remained still, staring at the ceiling. She had expected the morning to feel unbearable.Instead...She felt tired.She was tired of hoping and giving meaning to every glance, every smile, every moment that had never truly belonged to her.She reached for the notebook on her desk.For months, she had been writing about herself. Earlier, the previous diary's every page had somehow led back to Charlie. She felt too lethargic to move her body. She could vividly remembered the kiss. They look so full of love. Happy together. But what about her? Her eyes were swollen due to crying over the whole night as she could do nothing about except for accepting things the way they were. Her determination to move on somewhere shaked yesterday. She still feel the pain. The agony of loving someone who loves someone else. What else could be greater misery than this.
Three months later...Elara had learned, time was a peculiar thing. It refused to stop even for broken hearts. It never slowed because someone was grieving a future they had never been given. It never looked back to ask whether they had healed. Instead, it marched forward with quiet indifference, carrying everyone else along with it.Soon enough... Everything had changed except the ache she carried.The campus had shed its gloomy silence, replacing it with the cheerful restlessness that always arrived before the mid-semester examinations.Now the college gates no longer frightened her. She crossed them every morning without hesitation, her footsteps steady against the familiar stone pathway. Because it had became a routine. Her days had begun following the same quiet rhythm.Attend lectures, Take notes.Answer when a professor asked her a question.Leave before the corridors became crowded.Go home.Write, Sleep, Wake up.And Repeat.Life had become predictable. She wondered if that
The bell rang. Elara remained seated.She watched the classroom empty one desk at a time. One by one, they left. Everyone went away and only silence remained.Elara lowered her eyes to the notebook resting on her desk. The ordinary class notebook she had barely managed to write in. The page contained little more than scattered words and unfinished sentences.She couldn't remember writing any of them.Her mind had been somewhere else all morning. She was imagining lots of things before arriving school and now everything felt different and strange. Noone asked her anything, as if everyone is busy in their own life. She realized it was the time to go home. She felt a strange feeling of returning to a place that had once felt like home, only to discover that she no longer knew where she belonged.She slipped the notebook into her bag before her fingers instinctively brushed against the familiar cloth cover hidden beneath her books.A quiet smile touched her lips. It was a feeling of grat
The gates stood open before her. Almost waiting for her to enter inside. Elara remained frozen where she was.Some students walked past her without hesitation, their footsteps blending into the familiar rhythm of another ordinary morning. Some hurried toward their lectures with notebooks clutched tightly against their chests, while others lingered beneath the tree, laughing over conversations that had probably begun long before the first bell.Elara drew a slow breath.The cool morning air filled her lungs, carrying with it the scent of damp earth and freshly cut grass. Everything looked exactly the way she remembered. The stone pathway stretching toward the academic block.The weathered notice board crowded with colourful posters announcing debates, workshops and cultural events.The fountain at the centre of the courtyard, its gentle stream of water rising and falling with quiet consistency, untouched by the storms that had come and gone.Nothing had changed.Only she had.Her fing
The rain did not softened. If anything, it grew heavier. Water gathered in uneven pools along the roadside, rushing past Elara where she had fallen, soaking through her clothes, her skin and hair until there was nothing left untouched by the cold. For a moment, she simply stayed there. Her palms
The rain had already begun before the final Bell rang. At first, it was only a soft tapping against the classroom windows, gentle enough to be ignored. Student laughed and packed their bags, rushing out into the corridors like any other day. But by the time Elara stepped outside, the sky turned dar
The car slowed before the Hughes residence, the soft hum of the engine fading into stillness. For a moment, the warmth inside the car lingered. Lily's laughter, Charlie's low voice, the closeness between them existed. It felt like something that didn't belong to everyone in that space. Charlie ste
The final bell rang sharply and the school corridors instantly filled with noises and footsteps. Lockers slammed shuts, laughter echoed around the surrounding. The late afternoon sun washed the corridors where students started walking in pace. Near the front gate, Lily Hughes stood surrounded by a







