WAYLON
Ms Fischer knocks on my door. I wave her in with my free hand while I flip through a file with the other. As she walks in, she throws a look in my direction. It makes me sit up straight and take notice of her face.
Did she hear all that went down with Andie over the phone?
Why wouldn't she?
I literally sent Ms Fischer into a madman's cave to retrieve something I could have easily replaced if not for how I wanted this to play out. At least, with this extra effort, Andie got the hint, and her psychotic episodes are doomed now if she still tries to pursue me.
Here's hoping she'll leave me alone.
"Did you get my card?" I question her as soon as she stands opposite my desk. Then I follow up with another burning question in my mind. "Did Andie give you any trouble?"
Ms Fischer runs a hand through her forehead, wiping some sweat off her brow. Then she brushes her hand on her skirt then reaches in her purse to produce the black card for me. She gazes at me as she swipes the card against the wooden surface of the work desk towards me.
"Here you go." Her words are dry and devoid of any emotion. "This is a personal favour that I'm returning to you. Can I go back to my work now?"
I nod, then play with my pen, hitting the tip of it repeatedly against the rigid surface of the table.
"You didn't answer my question, though."
"What do you mean by that?" She puts her gaze on the red platform heels she's wearing. "I didn't hear you."
"I asked you this. Did Andie give you any trouble while you were there?" I tilt my face to get a closer look at hers. "You look different."
You look different?
What do I even mean by that?
Couldn't you have come up with something better, Waylon?
"No." She shakes her head and then smiles gently. "It went down amicably. She gave me this card once she talked to you. Then I came back to the office for work. That is all."
"Ah!" I play with my fingers as I run them on the edge of the file in my hand. "All right, you can go back to your work now."
"Thank you."
As she pivots on her feet, I clear my throat.
"Ms Fischer?"
"Yes?"
"Thank you."
I see her body get stiff at my words, and she doesn't even move a muscle. After a long moment, she nods her head.
"It's all good."
***
EVERETT
Kyra knocks at my office door, which is a first for her, before she steps in, peering at me. Her hand is on her waist as she gazes at the document I'm editing on my computer as she stands behind me.
"Are you going to be here for a while?" Her voice almost startles me because the room is pin-drop silent. But then, I see her coming in through the room, so I tilt my chin up from the screen. "I'm just asking you because I'll be here for a while."
"Uhh." My brain is still stuck on the report I was making, but I try my best to form a coherent sentence. "That sounds nice." I sigh. "What time is it?" I ask without looking it up on the laptop or my phone. Then I check my phone screen. "What the fuckity fuckity fuck?"
Fuck me.
I'm so late.
What will Nathan of me?
To think I'm more than an hour late for our anniversary date?
"What happened?" Kyra chuckles at my word usage. "Is something wrong?"
I close the document on my computer not before sending a copy of it to her, quickly typing her email as if I have a fire set under my fingers.
"It's my freaking third year anniversary with my boyfriend. He's preparing something for me tonight. Maybe he's cooking dinner for me." I push back the ergonomic chair as I straighten my back, collecting my things from the desk. "Oh! He's going to be so mad and disappointed. And he'll probably give me the silent treatment. That's even worse." My palms are on my face, running my fingers through my cheeks. "What if he hates me? He'll surely hate me. Oh, I'm so late."
Kyra folds her arms over her chest.
"Just go," she pipes in. "Tell the dude you were working on an extremely time-sensitive and significant project for the company, and if your guy doesn't believe you, call me, and we can talk it through on the phone. It'll work out, anyway." She shrugs. "Get a cab right now. Don't cheap out and use the subway. You'll probably get there later that way."
I nod as I get a hold of my purse and make a run for the door.
"Wish me luck!" I yell before closing the door behind me. "It looks like I'm going to need it."
***
The subway is nothing but crowded, and there's a sea of people crammed into tiny tight spaces leaning over each other. It figures that my luck is running poorly today. By the time I got downstairs, the cab I had called was taken by none other than the freaking CEO's secretary as he slid into the car, talking on his phone. I couldn't even run fast enough to tell him that this cab was my taxicab because of my high platform heels that got in the way. It's a good thing I didn't slip, fall down, break a leg or something in my body, given how clumsy I really am. I'm sure Nathan would have loved getting a call from the hospital telling him to pick up his broken girlfriend and take her home because she needs some sleep since I would have taken too many painkillers to numb the pain.
I take an open seat on the right as soon as someone gets off at the upcoming station, and I sit my ass down. Then, I pull my phone out of my pocket and go through my contacts to find Nathan's number. I press dial at the green button and wait for the call to be connected.
This desperation to prove I'm not doing this on purpose sets off some delicate nerves in my body. I wait and wait, and the call rings and rings, but Nathan doesn't pick up.
Where is he?
Why is he not picking up?
Isn't he worried that I might be dead or something since I didn't show up at his place around the time he told me to come?
My fingers shuffle through our texts on the online chat messenger, and I see I'm right. He asked me to show up more than an hour ago, but he failed to text me at all when I didn't.
Not only that, he didn't even call me.
That's so unlike him.
I stare at my phone's screen for a long minute before placing a call to him again that goes straight to his voicemail.
Did he turn off his phone because I was calling him?
How mad is he at me right now?
I start to furiously type a long paragraph on my phone conveying my feelings about his aloofness, but I hold myself back, knowing that I'm the one who's in the wrong right now. It was me who got caught up in work and forgot to send him a text updating him I'll be late for our date. Again, it was me who didn't call him once to check up on him today, considering how important today is for the both of us. It's not like him to ignore me. Maybe he's just hurt that I didn't call first, so he had to hold himself back to see if I remembered our special day in the first place before he could wish me with his kind and loving words.
We had made plans about today weeks ago without acknowledging what today is, so maybe he wants to see if I remember them?
Now that I think about it, it all makes sense. I have hurt his heart without wanting to, so I should make it all better.
I wonder maybe getting him the new game console set to launch in the market this week would serve the goal. For the past four months, he has been talking endlessly about it to me and gosh, he would be so happy if I showed up with that. He would be mad at first, but then it'd be all right, and my small mistake won't matter as much as his new gaming console. He has been looking forward to playing it for a while, and maybe I can play on the console with him tonight if I get it for him. I can glimpse through the windows of the retail tech store on the way to his apartment if it is still open when I get there.
He would be so happy to receive it as a gift.
The thought itself fills me with happiness. I wonder if maybe this could be a reason for me to get lucky tonight?
Finally, the station where I need to get off comes into view, and I get up and stand near the door, waiting for it to open. When the doors slide open, I get off the train with a million other people catching cabs and rushing to only the universe knows where they need to get tonight.
I walk in the direction of my boyfriend's apartment, crossing my fingers and hoping to do a quick tour of the gaming store to pick up his secret anniversary gift.
EVERETTWhen Waylon calms down a little, I take his face in my palms and mentally prepare to ask him what's going on in his mind as I watch his shoulders slump and shake. With an unsure hand, I pull him into my chest. Hugging him tightly against my chest, I run my fingers through his hair."I need you as much as you need me, Mr Thorne."He sucks in a deep breath and makes an odd noise at the back of his throat. But he doesn't say anything."I want you in my life, Waylon." Softly, I whisper next to his earlobe. "You're very much needed. Never forget that."Still looking down at his hands, he sniffles loudly."Why are you crying, Mr Thorne?" I slowly chew on the inside of my lower lip. "Is something bothering you?" Exhaling, I try to offer him a comforting small smile. "Maybe I can lend you an ear and hear you out if you want to tell me what's bothering you. At least I can hear all about your problems."He shakes his head softly."It's nothing.""It's not not nothing." Growing unusually
WAYLONI watch her fall asleep in my arms as she softly moans, taking deep breaths. When I caress the side of her head, she melts into my chest and exhales with another sweet whimper that's like music to my ears. I love the sounds she's making. I never thought Ms Fischer would be so vocal in bed. Also, I never thought that she would ask me to be inside her.Gosh, that was so hot.I can't believe I've reached for her, and she accepted me for what I am and let me do that to her.Being inside her was extra hot.Caressing her face as she sleeps on her side, I wrap my free arm around her back, pulling her closer to my chest than she already is. Patting the back of her head, I wonder if this passionate night was a culmination of our longing for each other. Maybe we were supposed to wind in bed sooner rather than later. It also explains the loneliness formerly building within me, wanting an escape so I can breathe easily and live my life the way I want to. And being with Everett, I recall th
EVERETT The second the cab pulls up in front of the apartment building, the driver loudly announces we are there. His voice wakes me abruptly from my short-lived shut-eye, and I jolt back a little, but I don't get hurt. Blinking my eyes, I take in the manly hands that hold me in place. Sighing, I realise that Waylon's arms have been around me all this while. His protective arms held me as I had been sleeping on the way home. The moment I zero in on Waylon's facial features, I notice Waylon yawning slightly, as he has been nodding off beside me since his head was resting atop mine, and now he's moving his head side to side to stretch his neck muscles. Making an odd noise in the back of my throat, I slowly lick my lips. Staring at my hands in my lap, I watch him undo the cuffs around his wrists while his arm is still around my shoulder. He slowly straightens himself as he breaks our embrace. Clumsily, he retrieves his hand from resting around my shoulder, glances at my face and offers m
EVERETTGetting into the backseat after Waylon, I stare at him sideways without turning to face him as I watch him adjust his neck against the leather head restraint and sink into it with a sigh. He anxiously moves his knee as his fingers thrum against the fabric of his pants as he stares at the city road outside the car. The conversation we had before we set foot in the cab was something. It makes me wonder if my decision to let him in my apartment this late at night is wrong as I set down the wet umbrella over the back dash.If he didn't want to see me, he wouldn't have been here, sitting next to me.But what if something goes wrong between us tonight?And even if it does, would I hold him fully accountable for that since I said yes to this situation and put myself willingly into it?If things go right, will it be everything I wanted the night to be?Or will I regret it the next day when I wake up and face him at work?Shaking my head to rid myself of spiralling thoughts, I put my f
WAYLON"Oh. I'm sorry, Ms Fischer. I know I'm imposing on you." My eyes rest over the top of her head, and I can see her long hair caressing her shoulders. Her delicate hands hug my waist from the side as she walks beside me. She's helping me walk to the door. Who knew I would drink this much? "Can you call the cab company again? I can wait outside till they can get here.""I'll wait with you." She offers me a little smile. "It's late, and it's raining. It might not be safe to be alone outside, especially when it's difficult for you to stand upright and walk to the door."Shaking my head, I dismiss her statement."You don't need to worry about that. I'll be fine.""Here you go." Ms Fischer playfully pats my back when we finally step outside the restaurant's front door. Then she pulls out an umbrella from her bag and puts it over our heads, covering my head more than hers. I slide my arm across her waist and pull her closer to me. Then I release her from my touch. The sudden action ta
WAYLONDriving back home, I can feel my heart twist in regret. I wish Ms Fischer wouldn't have picked out that photograph from that cluttered mess.How did it even get there?The memories threaten to spill back into my life, but I put a tight lid on them and shove them to the back of my mind. I won't let what has happened in the past mingle with my reality, and I won't let any of that damned time become a part of my present again.Fenella and her reminders can kiss my ass.Pulling my ear pods out of the glove box and putting them in my ear, I start a call from my car's dashboard to Finn, thinking I can use the distraction.After a few long rings, my best friend picks up."Hey, are you in a meeting or something?"After a long beat, he speaks."No, I'm not in a meeting, but I was going through some approval requests. Why are you calling me right now, Way?""Would you like to go get some beers?"He sighs."What has made you change your mind? I mean, why now? Of all the times I have asked