Chapter 56

It was the third day of our staycation in New York. This day was meant to be sunny and blue, a day for us to relax and enjoy the city with all its buzz. Instead, we were driving down the neighborhood searching for Terrence.

He had stormed out of the house without saying a word, and now, three hours later, no one had gotten wind of his whereabouts. His phone was going automatically to voicemail, and the message box had blocked me from sending any more remorseful texts.

I looked out of the window throughout the entire drive, my eyes red and swollen from the crying. I was past regret because making out with Lucas was something I had dreamed about for ages. Shame was also not the feeling I had because, despite the stares from the crowd afterward, nothing I had done was shameful to me.

However, I felt remorseful. I had p