Alicia's POV
I walked into the magnificent building with my shoulders high as if a chip had been plugged into it. That was all a facade, I was dying inside. I was a wreck from nervousness, fear, and a thousand questions running through my head.What if he says no? What if he doesn't accept the decision I'm about to make? What if he goes against me by using the contract I signed? What if I get sued in court?
'Focus Alicia, you've got this,' I repeated those words in my head more than a million times even as I walked into the elevator. This is the second time I'll be walking into this building and I was even too nervous to be as mesmerized as I was the first time I was here.
The last time I came here, Grandma Mary had asked me to drop a document at Nathaniel's office. I couldn't look away from how exquisite the office was. It was like walking into a five-star hotel but with an office layout. When I got into Nathan's part of the building, I didn't meet him but I met his bitchy secretary who wouldn't stop glaring at me. She didn't know who I was but she didn't hide that she hated me already.
The elevator dinged, bringing me out of my train of thought, I took a deep breath before taking a step out of the elevator. I looked ahead of me to see Nathan's office staring back.
I knew he was behind that fancy door but I couldn't bring my legs to walk up to it. I bit down on the inside of my cheek as I gripped tightly to my bag.
‘I can do this’ I encouraged myself. I took another step and I finally released the breath I didn't even know I was holding.Several counted and calculated steps later, my hand was on the sleek metal handle and I opened the door. I was welcomed into the room by the same bitchy secretary whose smile turned into a deep frown immediately after she saw me.
"Excuse me, who are you?" She asked, dropping the nail polish she was holding. I smirked.
Work must be so boring for her to even paint her nails during working hours. "Hi. I'm Alicia. I'm here to see Mr. Nathaniel Lancaster," I provided a suitable response."Do you have an appointment with him?"
I gestured a negative response. "Not really,"She had a sly smile playing on her lips. "Then, I'm sorry you can't see him right now, he's busy,"
I frowned. What was I thinking? How did I expect to see him even when I knew I didn't have an appointment and I didn't even bother to call him earlier before coming? I should've waited for him to get home.I turned, ready to walk away but on second thought, there was no way I would back down since I'm already there.
Swiftly, without thinking too much about my next steps or their repercussions, I turned, walked past the secretary, hitting her squarely on her shoulder, and barged into Nathaniel's office. I could hear her screaming behind me but I didn't care, I went in still on still.
Nathaniel was not alone, he was with two other guys and they all were surprised to see a strange woman barging into the office but Nathaniel was more surprised.
"I'm so sorry, sir. I tried to stop her, she wouldn't listen,"
Nathan raised a finger, dismissing her. "It's okay, she's someone I know. You can go back to your office,"He stood up from his seat and walked towards me. "What's the occasion, Alicia? Can't whatever this is wait till later?"
"No, I'm here to talk to you and it's very important,""What is this about?"
I looked at the two men still sitting pretty in the room. One had a smug look on his face, his hand folded against his chest as if he was about to enjoy whatever drama that's about to unfold. "Am I to speak freely in front of them?" I asked.He stared at me for a while, probably weighing his options.
"You barged into my meeting, Alicia, you shouldn't expect me to give you total attention. I'm being respectful enough by listening to you and not asking you to leave," I shrugged, "Fine, I'll give you a hint and if you're cool with it, I'll speak,""Please, go ahead," That's one of the things that annoy me about Nathan. His cool demeanor and how he speaks to people so gentlemanly and with such confidence that makes you question if he went to a school to learn this.
"It's about that document we signed a few years ago. The same one where you had your own terms and I had mine. We talked about the terms a day before signing the contract,"He raised an eyebrow and looked at the two men sitting before he walked over to them.
"Guys, I apologize for this. I'll explain later tonight but please, I need you to take your leave," "You're dead, Nat," one of them snickered, laughing along with the other guy."I always told you not to sign any stupid contract without talking to me about it," The other guy added
"Save it for tonight when you see me," He demanded."Don't kill him yet, that's our job," The first guy winked at me as he walked out.
Once they walked out, Nathan asked me to sit but I refused."I'm not here to sit and I'm not here to talk either, I'm just here to make a request and I'll be glad if you can fulfill it,"
"What is it?""Let's get a divorce, Nathan. I don't want this marriage anymore,"
He turned his head away from me, staring at the Monalisa painting on the wall. My heart raced hard, I could hear my heartbeat and feel my heart in my throat. The silence was deafening and it was the longest I'd waited my entire life even though it was for a few seconds."Is that what you really want?" He finally spoke. I held my breath and nodded.
"Yes," my response was quick and firm but my voice sounded squeaky as I had to force the word out of my mouth."Great. Let's get divorced,"
Finally! Freedom!
Alicia's POV"Are you sure it'll be okay for me to go empty handed?" I asked Nathan for the tenth time tonight"I'm sure," he gave me the same answer. We were right outside Lancaster's mansion. This wasn't grandma's home, this was the Lancaster home and I can't even remember the last time I was here. When Grandma was alive, most family dinners were at her house or at event halls around town. I guess now that grandma is dead the responsibility to hold dinners will fall to Mr Lancaster, Nathan's dad. "Are you sure we should go to this thing?" He asked. He'd been begging me to say no to the dinner plan so we wouldn't have to attend but I kept on disappointing him and he didn't hide his disappointment at all. "Yes, Nathan. Your brother is getting engaged tonight and moreover, it's Sunday night, I don't have anything I'm doing or will be doing," I made the quote sign in the air. He mumbled something under his breath but I didn't quite get a grasp of what he said. "What?" He shook h
Alicia’s POV “Talk to me, Love. What’s wrong?” He asked. His hand was placed on my shoulder and I bit down on my lip. Why did I start something I couldn't finish? I know he wouldn't let go until he was sure that I wasn't mad anymore. “It’s nothing, Nathan. I’m good,” “Was it because of what I said about your parents?” “No, it wasn't,” I answered. I couldn't even turn to look at him because of how guilt was eating away at me. “I’ll drop it but I'll keep thinking about what I did wrong on the way. Once I get it, I'll apologise for making you feel bad, alright?” I didn't answer. I couldn't even nod or hum or say yes or no because it wasn't supposed to be that way. As he started the car, I turned to look at him. He didn't look sad or angry, he just had a normal expression on his face. When our eyes met, he smiled at me. “You don’t feel sick anymore, right?” He asked. Why does he care so much about me? Why does he care if I'm angry or sad or sick? Aren't we supposed to be faking t
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Alicia's POV I was watching some episodes of Big Bang Theory when Nathan called me. When he asked where I was and I told him I was home, I didn't expect his next words to be what he said. "I need you," his voice was unusual. He always had this raspy voice that put me on my toes but today he sounded like a broken record and I hated that."Come home then," I answered. He dropped the call and I placed the phone back beside me. I knew I told him to come home but I didn't know what I was supposed to tell him when he eventually did. I knew something was wrong also but I didn't want to think about what it could be. I wanted him to come home and tell me. He's always there for me and I believe I should reciprocate that as well today. Earlier, I'd planned on going to the store to get some groceries. Since we stopped hiring maids, our fridge has been mostly empty. It reminded me that I've been neglecting so many things around the house. I left work early today and after I got back, the fi
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Alicia's POV As soon as the tears reached my face, I dabbed them away with the back of my hand. Tears wouldn't solve anything, it wouldn't even take me back to the past and make me make a different choice. This wasn't even on Nathan. It was on me. I placed my job before those kids and trusted someone else with it. I should be ashamed of myself. Crying wouldn't make me feel better either, I already feel like I've been rammed over by a train. I suddenly felt helpless and weak. What if something terrible had happened? What if I was the only one who could fix the problem and since I wasn't there, everything was damaged? I don't think I'll be able to forgive myself for the choice I made this afternoon. Mrs Cadry might have gotten her shareholders happy but my own kids are not happy. I knew I couldn't take care of those kids. Why did Grandma Mary trusted me with them? I looked at my phone again, hoping Nathan would reply and tell me he was there already but nothing came in. I signed in