Alicia’s POV
The sun hung low in the sky, casting a warm golden glow across the vast expanse of the cemetery. I stood at the edge of the grave of Grandma Mary, the woman who had been a support to me my entire life. It's been a month since she left this world and I still can't get over the sadness that manages to creep into my heart every moment. Tears welled up in my eyes, mingling with the bittersweet memories.With a heavy sigh, I turned away from the grave, my emotions threatening to consume me. It was almost time, time to embark on a new chapter without her influence and presence. I walked towards the waiting black car, its polished exterior reflecting the somber surroundings.Slipping into the backseat, I shielded my eyes with a pair of dark sunglasses I'd brought with me from the house. The world outside moved in a blur as my driver guided the car through the city streets.I reached into my bag and retrieved my cell phone. With trembling fingers, I checked the time.Four hours, I thought loudly, four more hours and I'll be free. No longer would I be a prisoner to this sham of a marriage. The road stretched out before me, a symbol of liberation and possibility. With each passing mile, I got more nervous and my determination to walk away grew stronger.I'm about to demand a divorce from Nathaniel Dominic Lancaster. He'll be coming home today after two weeks. Asking him for the divorce might not be a walk in the park but still, I have no intention of backing down.Three years ago, Grandma Mary, the only woman who loved me for who I was and who also happens to be Nathaniel's grandmother, made a request I couldn't say no to.The old woman had been in the hospital for months, getting treated for leukemia. She didn't want the surgery as she believed she was too old and wouldn't want to bother anyone with her sickness. If she had agreed to the transplant, I would've gladly given her mine.She wanted me to marry her only grandson. The one and only Nathaniel Lancaster, the sole heir to Lancaster's empire. He was popularly known for a lot of things, including the good and the bad. He's a notorious businessman, brutal in negotiations and agreements, and at the same time, he's always on the cover of every Playboy magazine and gossip blog for dumping an actress or dating an artiste. In one word, Nathaniel is an embodiment of evil and good.When Grandma Mary asked me to marry him, I refused but I knew I wouldn't be able to look her in the eye after everything she'd done for me and still say no the second time she asked.We got married like she wanted, a private wedding. To the world, it was a little perfect wedding but to me, it was the most terrible experience of my life. That wasn't how I'd pictured my wedding ceremony to be. It wasn't a dream of mine.On the night of the wedding, Nathaniel came up to my room with a contract agreement. A knock rasped on my door and when I opened it, it was the sexy devil in a white shirt standing outside my door."Come downstairs," he demanded, turned, and walked away.Reluctantly, I grabbed my phone from the bed and followed him to the living area. The house was a gift from his grandmother, she didn't want me to stay at Natheniel's home because of reasons best known to her but if you ask me, I'll tell you how super grateful I am that I won't be spending the rest of my life in a house where different atrocities have been committed.He dropped a document on the center table and slightly raised his head. I took that as a cue to open it up and I saw the words boldly written on it."Consensual non-monogamy"I read it out loud and Nathaniel raised an eyebrow.Groaning, he said, "That means we don't…." I cut him off."I know what it means. It means open marriage, I'm not stupid,""Sure," he mumbled.As I skimmed through the contract, I realized almost everything mentioned in the contract was in his favor.Nervousness lingered in the air as I anticipated what was about to happen. I would've preferred to have this conversation before the marriage, not now. I've heard of how shrewd Nathaniel is when it comes to an agreement."Why should I agree to any of this? This was drawn in my absence and you expect me to just pick up a pen and sign" I asked, dropping the file back to the table.Nathaniel smirked, picked it up, and tore it into pieces. "Let's draw up a new one that'll please you then, this is for the benefit of both of us, especially you,"Taken aback by his willingness to draw up a new one, I forced a response, "What do you mean by that?"“I don’t like you and you sure don’t like me. I don’t even know you enough to share a space with you which means we’re both here against our will,” That wasn’t the response I wanted but I let it go.Nathaniel began, "Firstly, we agree not to share a bed or room. Personal space will be respected."Woman: "Agreed. I don’t like sharing spaces, especially with people who I don't know where they’ve been,” I sassed. He stared at me for a second or two before he looked away."We both possess the right to seek companionship outside our marital bond."I scoffed, "How convenient. Since it works both ways, I agree," I guess that part of the agreement works perfectly for Nathaniel and his lifestyle.We exchanged knowing glances, a flicker of amusement dancing in his eyes."My turn," I cut in before he could say anything. "We have no obligations to each other.""When you say obligations, I'll love you to explain that,"I raised a finger, "One, I don't want you all up in my business," Two fingers, "Second, I cook when I want to, not when you want me to,"He smirked. "That wouldn't be a problem, Birdie. I have chefs, and cleaners, at my beck and call. Lastly, minding my business is my superpower. You're on the brink of death, I wouldn't blink an eye in your direction, are we good?""Perfect," I mumbled."In public, we shall present ourselves as a couple, we’ll be attending events together, especially family events,""That shouldn’t be a problem for me,”We signed the new agreement the next morning and after that, we didn't look at each other twice.One month ago, Grandma Mary passed away and ever since she died, the only thought I could nurture was how to get out of this lie of a marriage. Grandma had asked me if I was happy, I looked her in the eye and lied to her that I was.Was I supposed to tell her the truth while she was on her deathbed?I met Grandma when I was still a high school student. When she learned I was an orphan, she had me transfered to her orphanage. She sponsored me through University and never left my side for once.My phone buzzed and as I pulled it out of my bag, I was bombarded with a series of messages, from a strange number. It wasn't the first time it would be happening since I got married to a womanizer. Someone had taken it as a duty to send me pictures of Nathaniel and his arrays of girlfriends at hotels, restaurants, and airports. Maybe this person thinks I care when I actually don't.As I stared at the pictures, the more anxious and nervous I got. I just couldn't wait for four hours to pass before I saw him and told him I wanted a divorce. I better do it now."Driver, please take me to my husband's office, I need to see him now,"Alicia's POV"Are you sure it'll be okay for me to go empty handed?" I asked Nathan for the tenth time tonight"I'm sure," he gave me the same answer. We were right outside Lancaster's mansion. This wasn't grandma's home, this was the Lancaster home and I can't even remember the last time I was here. When Grandma was alive, most family dinners were at her house or at event halls around town. I guess now that grandma is dead the responsibility to hold dinners will fall to Mr Lancaster, Nathan's dad. "Are you sure we should go to this thing?" He asked. He'd been begging me to say no to the dinner plan so we wouldn't have to attend but I kept on disappointing him and he didn't hide his disappointment at all. "Yes, Nathan. Your brother is getting engaged tonight and moreover, it's Sunday night, I don't have anything I'm doing or will be doing," I made the quote sign in the air. He mumbled something under his breath but I didn't quite get a grasp of what he said. "What?" He shook h
Alicia’s POV “Talk to me, Love. What’s wrong?” He asked. His hand was placed on my shoulder and I bit down on my lip. Why did I start something I couldn't finish? I know he wouldn't let go until he was sure that I wasn't mad anymore. “It’s nothing, Nathan. I’m good,” “Was it because of what I said about your parents?” “No, it wasn't,” I answered. I couldn't even turn to look at him because of how guilt was eating away at me. “I’ll drop it but I'll keep thinking about what I did wrong on the way. Once I get it, I'll apologise for making you feel bad, alright?” I didn't answer. I couldn't even nod or hum or say yes or no because it wasn't supposed to be that way. As he started the car, I turned to look at him. He didn't look sad or angry, he just had a normal expression on his face. When our eyes met, he smiled at me. “You don’t feel sick anymore, right?” He asked. Why does he care so much about me? Why does he care if I'm angry or sad or sick? Aren't we supposed to be faking t
Alicia’s pov“Are you hungry?” Nathan asked on our way to the shopping centre. We were supposed to use the one closest to home but I disagreed since the last time I was there, there was no toilet paper so instead, I suggested we use the next one which was a bit far from home. “Not really. I saw some snacks in your room and i took them,” He frowned. At first, I thought he was angry because I took something from his room but I soon realised that wasn't the case. “What snacks?” It was my turn to frown. “The ones on your table,” He shook his head as if he was thinking about something. “I don't remember putting any snacks in my room and moreover, I don't eat junk food so why would I get them?” I turned to look at him better because I thought he was joking but the indifferent look I met on his face made me realise he was serious. “The green and red snacks, seaweed, something, I've forgotten the name. You saw it with me when you came in,” I said at the top of my voice. “Maybe someon
Alicia's POV I was watching some episodes of Big Bang Theory when Nathan called me. When he asked where I was and I told him I was home, I didn't expect his next words to be what he said. "I need you," his voice was unusual. He always had this raspy voice that put me on my toes but today he sounded like a broken record and I hated that."Come home then," I answered. He dropped the call and I placed the phone back beside me. I knew I told him to come home but I didn't know what I was supposed to tell him when he eventually did. I knew something was wrong also but I didn't want to think about what it could be. I wanted him to come home and tell me. He's always there for me and I believe I should reciprocate that as well today. Earlier, I'd planned on going to the store to get some groceries. Since we stopped hiring maids, our fridge has been mostly empty. It reminded me that I've been neglecting so many things around the house. I left work early today and after I got back, the fi
Nathan's POV It's been three months since I asked Alicia to be my fake wife. Each day, I keep learning new things about her and I knew the woman I fell in love with better than I did. Alicia was like my obsession and letting go would be a sin. I knew if I told her outright that I liked her, I might end up losing her so leaning in to her was all I could do. There were days when I wanted to kiss her, hold her and take her but I knew patience like I was supposed to. There were also days when I get jealous and want to punch the living daylight out of anyone who touch her but then I knew it would be disastrous and Alicia would end up hating me more. "Hello mother," the irritating sound of my phone had dragged me out of my thoughts. I was in my office, going through some work when my mother called. I've ignored her calls several times this week but the woman is stubborn and persistent. "Nathan. You've bee
Alicia's POV As soon as the tears reached my face, I dabbed them away with the back of my hand. Tears wouldn't solve anything, it wouldn't even take me back to the past and make me make a different choice. This wasn't even on Nathan. It was on me. I placed my job before those kids and trusted someone else with it. I should be ashamed of myself. Crying wouldn't make me feel better either, I already feel like I've been rammed over by a train. I suddenly felt helpless and weak. What if something terrible had happened? What if I was the only one who could fix the problem and since I wasn't there, everything was damaged? I don't think I'll be able to forgive myself for the choice I made this afternoon. Mrs Cadry might have gotten her shareholders happy but my own kids are not happy. I knew I couldn't take care of those kids. Why did Grandma Mary trusted me with them? I looked at my phone again, hoping Nathan would reply and tell me he was there already but nothing came in. I signed in