LILIANA LENNOX
I slowly opened my eyes, though the morning felt far from welcoming. My body was heavy, but my mind refused to stay in the haze of sleep. I was still in shock, utterly drained after a long and tormenting night—a night that shattered my illusions of how foolish I’d been all along. The faint scent of alcohol lingered in the air, mixing with the masculine, overpowering aroma of Ethan’s cologne, making me shudder.
Fully awake, I slid out from under the blanket and grabbed my nightgown scattered on the floor. Careful not to make a sound, I walked to the ceiling-to-floor window, pulling back the curtains to reveal the glittering city lights below.
“Celestia,” I whispered to myself. “The city that never sleeps. Soon, the sun will rise. Maybe it’ll finally erase me in its light…”
Solaris Heights, the exclusive enclave of Celestia’s elite, had been my gilded cage for the past month. Hidden behind its towering iron gates, it held secrets the outside world could never penetrate.
“There’s nothing I can do, is there?” I muttered again, sighing heavily. “No point in hoping anymore. They’ve already decided to throw me away here.”
Though Celestia was the dazzling capital that fueled the world’s economy, I felt as if I’d been thrust into the deepest, coldest abyss.
A month ago, my parents—Alpha and Luna Lennox—offered me as collateral to the Darnell family, the leaders of the Blackland pack. It was all because of my brother Raymond, who, either deliberately or accidentally, had killed one of their betas—a crime that could never be forgiven.
I had hoped Raymond would own up to his mistake and take responsibility. I didn’t care if it meant a duel, his life, or even a war between packs. But that spineless, cursed brother of mine had run away, leaving me to pay for his sins. And now, here I was, condemned by my own parents.
“Damn you, Raymond!” I clenched my fists so hard my knuckles turned white.
Somehow, my conniving stepmother, Alina Lennox, had managed to suppress the Blackland pack’s fury and strike a deal with the Darnells. But the deal they reached wasn’t justice—it was betrayal. Instead of Raymond, I was sent to the Darnells as restitution for the beta’s death.
Now, the Lennox family and Blackland pack were bound by marriage—an unholy alliance. I was forced to marry Ethan Darnell, their infamous Alpha. The man was rumored to be cruel, disfigured, crippled, and old—an angry, bitter relic of a man who had lost his wolf. Yet, despite his disabilities, he retained his grip on power with legendary ruthlessness and unimaginable wealth.
These horrifying whispers about Ethan had circulated everywhere, painting a vivid picture of a tyrant ruling with fear. But no one had actually seen him—not even me until last night.
My stepmother’s words echoed in my head: “Lili, you have to do this. It’s the only way to save us. One day, Raymond will repay your sacrifice.”
This marriage wasn’t my choice. It was a sacrifice forced upon me to save my family and my pack.
Behind me, the heavy rustle of blankets pulled me out of my thoughts. Ethan, my so-called husband, rose from the bed. Though we had been married for a month, I had only seen him for the first time last night. And I still trembled at the memory.
The image of an old, grumbling Alpha shattered the moment I met him. Instead, I was confronted with a man who exuded cold, brutal authority.
Cruel? Absolutely. My body bore the evidence of his cruelty after what he did to me last night.
Crippled? Yes, that part was true. He couldn’t walk unaided and relied on a wheelchair. His eyesight was nearly gone. But old and bitter? That was the biggest lie.
I knew there had been a grand celebration yesterday, but I didn’t expect Ethan to come to the villa—or worse, to find me trying to escape. I’d had enough of this unfair marriage and wanted to return home to demand my parents annul it. But just as I was about to leave, someone stood in the doorway.
Ethan entered the villa, pushed in his wheelchair by one of his betas. The dim lighting barely revealed his face. I took a step back, hoping to find another exit, but someone grabbed me from behind.
“You’re too late to run,” a gruff voice whispered, a blade pressed against my waist. I glanced back and realized it was a gamma from the Blackland pack.
“I-I just want to go home. Please…” I pleaded.
“Go back to your room and fulfill your duty!” the gamma snapped. “Your family sold you to our Alpha. There’s nowhere for you to return to. Do you understand?”
Helpless, I returned to the room. For an entire month, I had been locked in this villa with no way out.
“The Alpha is drunk enough. That should make things easier for you tonight. Give him what he wants—a heir!” the gamma barked before shoving me into the dimly lit bedroom.
“What am I supposed to do?” I whispered, trembling.
“Anything the Alpha wants!” he hissed before slamming the door behind me.
In the dimly lit room, I felt suffocated as I saw Ethan lying in the massive bed.
“Come here and take off my clothes,” he ordered in a voice that dripped with authority and intimidation.
I hesitated, my steps faltering in the darkness. I could barely make out his face, but the tension in the room was suffocating. Suddenly, he grabbed my hand, yanking me forward until I fell onto his chest.
“What’s wrong? Are you disgusted by a crippled man?” he sneered, his voice tinged with bitterness.
“N-no, Alpha. I’ll serve you!” I stammered, my words spilling out before I could stop them.
I was grateful for the dim lighting, shielding my face from revealing the turmoil within. With trembling hands, I stripped Ethan Darnell. He lay immobile on the bed, but his hands were anything but weak. He moved quickly, stripping me and pulling me onto his body. The sudden contact made my skin flush.
“Do it quickly,” he ordered.
Ethan’s heavy breaths filled the air as he gripped my small waist tightly, rendering me completely helpless. He pressed my body against his, and at that moment, I realized something terrifying—Ethan Darnell was nothing like the weak old man everyone had described.
My face flushed slightly as the madness of last night replayed in my mind. Oh, God… after a month of mystery, I finally knew. A body carved with muscle, raw masculinity that could make me faint, and an unbridled hunger. He was... rough, and at the same time, intoxicatingly addictive!
LILIANA"Sarah, I know you have plenty of other things to do. You don’t have to stay here and wait on me," I said, trying to sound calm. I just wanted a little space for myself, away from judging—or pitying—eyes.Sarah, who had just escorted me back to Ryder’s cabin, looked at me curiously. "You already tried to escape," she said firmly.Her tone made me frown. It was true. But I didn’t expect her to keep bringing it up.Serina was actually supposed to watch over me today, but I made her angry, and she left without a word, leaving only Aunt Sarah with me."I won’t try it again," I said, trying to reassure her.Sarah sighed. "You should’ve known Ryder would find you."I lowered my gaze. "I think I did... but I felt like I had to try."Something in Sarah’s eyes told me she didn’t truly understand, and maybe she never would. She lived in a completely different world than mine. I looked into her eyes, but I didn’t expect understanding from her.Sarah shook her head. "I’d rather be protect
LILIANAI tossed the peeled potato into the bowl of clean water. It splashed a bit on my shirt, but I didn’t care. My hands were starting to ache, but for some reason, my mind felt even more exhausted.“Sarah…” I muttered at last. “I’m having a hard time believing what you said about Ryder. I mean… I rarely see the good in him.”Sarah didn’t answer right away. She was busy slicing carrots, her sharp eyes focused on the cutting board like the vegetables might hold the answers to life. Then, slowly, she murmured, “Oh, that...”I raised an eyebrow, waiting.“He still hasn’t let go of his grandfather’s and little sister’s deaths,” Sarah continued. “They died when the Red Forest was being contested by so many parties. Back then... our family was really on the brink.”I went quiet. My heart felt like it had slowed.“Wow,” I whispered in surprise. “Was his grandfather a guiding figure in his life?”Sarah nodded softly. “Yes. Ryder idolized his grandfather. But not his father. They almost alw
LILIANA“We don’t have a baby,” I said in a near-whisper, filled with anger, staring into Ryder Black’s eyes that burned like coals on the verge of explosion. My tone was calm but sharp—like a dagger slicing slowly.“If you ever do it—if you hurt those kids at the orphanage—I’ll make sure to kill you with my own two hands.”This time, I wasn’t playing. I wasn’t throwing out empty threats. I meant it. The children at the orphanage were part of my life, the only tiny light in the rubble of my world. If anyone dared touch them, I would become something even I wouldn’t recognize.Ryder looked away. The fire in his eyes dimmed. There was something buried in his gaze—regret, maybe. Or just frustration.“I’m not that vile,” he finally muttered, his voice hoarse, like he was talking to himself. “I’m just… angry. Because Ethan barely said a word about our problem to the press.”He turned and picked up my shirt—still bloodstained and torn in several places. His face was stiff, his eyes filled w
LILIANAThe cabin fell silent. The sound of children playing echoed faintly from a distance, mingling with the murmur of a waterfall carried by the wind. Occasionally, there was the clanging of a hammer and the barking of dogs from the village. But all of that felt like another world—a distant world, separate from the quiet space now filled only by me and Ryder Black.The tension between us thickened like morning fog in the valley. I couldn’t bear the silence any longer. Ever since he asked his companions to leave, Ryder had only told me to stay. No explanation. No clear purpose. Just that cold, calculating gaze that made me uneasy.“If you have nothing to say, I’d better go,” I finally said, stepping toward the door.I hadn’t made it halfway across the room when swift footsteps stopped me. Ryder. That tall, firm body moved quickly, like a wolf in the dead of night. He stood before me in the blink of an eye.“Don’t go.”His voice was flat, but there was something in the tone I couldn’
LILIANA"I'm so tired of all your drama trying to escape," Ryder sneered, then threw a pillow on the floor in front of me. "Just use the blanket Serina brought earlier."I didn't respond. I just glared at him, then struggled to lie down on the cold wooden floor. My back ached, my arms were sore from the uncomfortable position. But that wasn’t what made it hard to sleep.What made me restless... was that sound.The rustling of fabric. The sound of a belt being unfastened. A shirt being pulled over the head. I held my breath.Was Ryder... taking off his clothes?My face instantly flushed. I knew I wasn’t supposed to care. I knew I should only be thinking about escaping from here. But I still couldn’t help eavesdropping.I wanted to open my eyes. Just a quick peek. Just to see a little.But the sound of his footsteps approaching made me pretend to sleep immediately. I controlled my breathing carefully. My heart pounded.He stopped beside me. I could feel his gaze."Liliana," he said soft
LILIANAThat night felt cold, even though the fire in the cabin’s hearth still burned. A thin mist hung outside, as if it too was hiding sins that had yet to be uncovered.I tried to push his chest. But he was too strong, and I was too weak in his embrace.“Let me go, Ryder!” I hissed, half panicked, half disgusted.His hand traced my waist slowly, as if marking his territory. The touch made my body tense—not out of desire, but out of disgust and fear. The tremble of his hand was cold against my skin, sending waves of nausea through my stomach.“I didn’t do it! I’m not a whore!” I cried desperately.But that’s what the rumors said. It was even featured in a special news report for the wives of famous men. My name and face were clearly displayed on the screen, next to a headline that made everyone blame me for my divorce with Ethan three years ago. Gossip too perfect to believe, too cruel to ignore.“That’s just gossip!” I hissed, trying to keep my distance from Ryder, slipping away fr