Thinking and Adjusting

Saphira sighed a bit as she wondered around the pack alone. She was still getting used to her new home. It also didn't help that she was still learning the layout of the pack house. Granted, it’s only been three weeks since Saphira has been here. It took Saphira at least thirty minutes just to find the bathroom in the room she was sharing with Xavier. It then took her almost another thirty minutes to get from the bathroom to the closet to get herself dressed. The room was far too big for her.

Granted, she did grow up in a small room with her parents before they passed away. She was young when that happened. Come to think of it, that was probably how she got that particular scar on her left arm. She remembered Xavier mentioning it. Saphira wondered if Xavier got into contact with Alpha Alexander about it. She doesn't really remember too much about the attack due to being so young.

Saphira sighed before running into something. She cursed as she felt what it was. It felt like it was an end table with a vase and plant. She shook her head at this. “Just until I learn the layout. That’s it,” Saphira softly said to herself. She backed away a bit and went around it. She also knew that she’ll have a bruise where she hit the table. She continued to walk slowly to try and not run into something else.

Saphira didn’t know where she was. She had gotten lost on the way to the dining hall. She was trying to follow the scent of food since she was hungry. “Where am I? And how do I get to the dining hall?” Saphira said as she kept following the scent of food. She soon yelped and tried to punch the person that put a hand on her. Though, her hand was grabbed to prevent her fist from connecting. She whimpered as she tried to free herself.

“Easy now, Luna Saphira. You’re okay,” a male voice said with an accent. She couldn’t tell if it was Irish or Scottish. “Let me go. Who are you?” Saphira demanded. Her hand was let go as she heard the male shuffle back. “Sorry, Luna Saphira. I’m Douglass. Alpha Xavier told me to come find you. I don’t mean ya any harm,” Douglass stated.

Saphira wasn’t sure about this but only nodded. Saphira was honestly still very nervous and fearful. Douglass could see the nervousness and fear on his Luna’s face. He didn’t exactly know why, but he knew that Saphira had a difficult time growing up. “Is it okay that I place your hand on my shoulder, Luna Saphira?” Douglass gently asked. Saphira took a moment to think about this. “Yes,” Saphira stated.

With that being said, Douglass put her hand on his shoulder. He was gentle with her. He just didn’t want to startle Saphira at all. Once Saphira’s hand was on Douglass’s shoulder, he then started to lead her to the dining hall. He took it slow so Saphira didn’t run into anything. After a while, the two made it to the dining hall. Saphira could feel eyes on her and how quiet it was.

Saphira whimpered a bit but didn’t know where to go. She couldn’t just leave. She took her hand off of Douglass’s shoulder. “Thank you, Douglass. You may return to what you were doing,” Xavier growled out. “Of course, Alpha Hellfire,” Douglass said with a bow before leaving. Saphira didn’t know where Xavier was. She knew that he was close, but she couldn’t pinpoint where he was exactly, much less know what was in front of her.

“Sit. Anywhere is fine,” Xavier said sternly. Saphira had to take a moment to find an empty seat. She then sat down. She could feel a plate and cutlery in front of her. That was about it. The different smells of food made it hard to tell what was what. Saphira also didn’t want to touch the food to see what was there. “Ummm… what kind of food is on the table?” Saphira asked quietly.

Saphira heard some snickering from a few people that were there. “All of you, enough. This is no laughing matter,” Xavier hissed out. He even slammed his hands on the table. This made everyone jump. It was quiet. “Daisy, get Saphira a grilled cheese and some tomato soup,” Xavier ordered. Daisy just nodded and got up to get the food.

“Here you are, Luna Saphira,” Daisy said. Saphira could hear that Daisy wasn’t exactly happy about this. “Thank you, Miss Daisy,” Saphira quietly said. Saphira was still getting used to being called Luna. She was also getting used to calling people by their names; she was used to being the lowest ranked werewolf. She heard someone make a comment about it, but Xavier soon growled, which caused everyone to quiet down again.

Saphira whimpered and looked down. She just quietly ate. She was afraid to talk to anyone. Since being here, everyone just short of ignored her or pushed her around. Saphira felt alone in this. Saphira didn’t bring it up to Xavier since she didn’t know how to.

“Saphira? Is everything fine?” Xavier asked. Saphira's head shot up. “Y-Yes, Alpha Xavier. Everything is fine,” Saphira said. She soon realized that she addressed Xavier, her mate, as Alpha. “I-I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to call you Alpha, Xavier,” she quickly said. Saphira heard Xavier sigh and she slumped down a bit. She was expecting to get yelled at.

“You’re okay, Saphira. You’re still adjusting to your new life. Everything is new to you,” Xavier said calmly. A bit too calmly for Saphira. She was also surprised. “Umm… yes. Everything is new to me. I still need time to adjust,” Saphira said softly. It was barely above a whisper.

“You don’t need to apologize, Saphira. Like everyone else here, we all understand you’re adjusting. We’re here to support you the best we can,” Xavier stated in a matter-of-fact tone. Saphira gave a soft grumble since she wasn’t exactly sure about this. Xavier looked at his mate. He could tell that she wasn’t exactly certain that she believed him. He didn’t know what to really do to help her get comfortable. He also knew that his pack was making it rather difficult for her to adjust, which wasn’t something he was happy about. Xavier would just have to spend some time with her, even if it meant taking time away from what he was doing.

“Are you finished, Saphira?” Xavier asked her harshly. A bit too harshly, honestly. He could tell by how Saphira jumped and flinched. “Y-yes. I’m done eating. Is there something you would like to do?” Saphira asked nervously. “Why don’t we go walk around town? You look like you need some fresh air,” Xavier stated coolly.

Saphira thought for a moment. She wasn’t exactly sure about this. “Are you sure? You’re busy here with the pack. Wouldn’t it be a good idea to stay here?” Saphira asked. Xavier hummed in thought at this. “She has a point, Alpha Hellfire. But I also understand that you need a break. Maybe you can let your wolves out to let them stretch their legs?” Max suggested.

Xavier looked between Max, his Beta, and his mate, Saphira. “Saphira, are you okay with that?” Xavier asked. “That would be nice. Amethyst could stretch her legs. Plus, our wolves need to at least meet each other,” Saphira stated. Xavier faintly smiled at this and got up. He helped Saphira get up once he made it over to her. Saphira was thankful for his help.

Xavier soon led Saphira outside of the pack house. Xavier let Hunter take over, who then patiently waited for Saphira to let Amethyst out. Saphira let Amethyst out. Hunter, of course, was extremely curious but cautious not to startle Amethyst. Amethyst was startled anyway when she felt Hunter’s muzzle on her side. She growled a bit from being startled. Hunter huffed a bit but backed off.

Amethyst whimpered a bit but eventually started to sniff Hunter. It was honestly just the two getting used to each other and getting comfortable with each other's scents. Soon, Hunter guided Amethyst around the territory. Amethyst did her best to keep up, but it was rather difficult for her. Hunter patiently helped when Amethyst needed help. This did take a few hours, but neither minded.

Hunter made sure that Amethyst was okay before letting Xavier take over. Amethyst did the same with Saphira. Saphira stumbled a bit since she wasn’t used to Amethyst taking over. “Are you okay?” Xavier asked as he steadied Saphira. “I’m fine. I promise,” Saphira said gently.

“Why don’t you and Amethyst get some rest? Maybe listen to a book? I think the library has a few audiobooks,” Xavier offered. Saphira gently smiled. “I think we’ll like that. But, can you help getting us to our room? Please?” Saphira asked. Xavier chuckled a bit and shook his head. “Of course. I’ll have Max get you what you need,” Xavier said.

Saphira smiled and nodded. With that, Xavier guided Saphira back to their room and got her settled. Once Saphira was settled, Xavier told Max to get Saphira whatever audiobook she wanted and snacks. Xavier soon went back to work. It was going to be a long and uneventful day.