Lux
Breakfast passes by quickly and Calvin and Iris left as soon as they were finished eating and I would bet by the time we have dinner that they will be fully marked and mated.My nose crinkles at the thought. Not because I don’t want them to mate, but because it will change Calvin’s scent. I find his scent comforting and I don’t like the thought of it changing.David went off with Amber and Christopher. It’s not surprising whenever they come to visit, the three of them hang out a lot. Amber and Christopher are a few years older than the rest of us and I think that since David is the most mature out of the five of us, it just causes them to bond more.Kai went off with my dad, Uncle Zane, and our grandpas, and my mom asked me if I wanted to join her and Aunt Lilly, but I denied. I love Aunt Lilly, but she and Uncle Zane don’t visit often, and I know my mom really enjoys the time that she gets alone with her. Normally I would go off with Silas, but I’m not sure where he is right now. I end up wondering on my own for a bit as I let my nose lead me toward the waterfall. Maybe the sounds of nature will help clear my head, although I’m not sure why it feels so muddled.Immediately as I hear the waterfall getting closer, I can feel the tension in my shoulders being released. I bring myself towards the edge of the water and dip my feet in and lift my head towards the sun that is basking on my face. I’m officially eighteen... I could meet my mate any day now. A part of me feels relief that none of the boys were my mate. They are like family, and I think that would’ve just been too weird. I feel reassured knowing that Calvin, David, and Silas turned eighteen like a few months ago and only one of them have met their mate. Which means it could be a while before I meet mine. I want it to take as long as possible. I’m not ready… not at all.My eyebrows furrow as I realize I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn’t realize that things got a bit too quiet. I don’t hear the normal hustle and bustle of the birds tweeting; the crickets making noise; the families walking around... everything is at a standstill. I stay as still as possible as I try to listen to my surroundings as best as I can. I’m tempted to slip into the water and to hide behind the waterfall, but I refrain. It’s hard for me to swim without someone else here and if I hit my head hard enough because I can’t see, it could knock me out. I hear an unfamiliar clicking sound and I whip my head towards it, then gasp as I get pushed into the water and there’s a body on top of me. There’s a stinging in my side that makes me wince, but the burning in my chest blinds my pain. I need to get to the surface. My head comes to the top and I take a deep breath and I feel a hand wrap around my arm, then I hear Silas’ voice as he says, “It’s me! It’s me. Don’t worry, just swim with me. Okay, I’ll get you to safety. Can you take a deep breath for me?”I sputter out a bit of water and nod as I say, “Yeah.”I take a deep breath as we go under the water, and he holds onto me as we swim away. Thankfully, I’ve always been an excellent swimmer that this didn’t faze me too much as long as I had him here to guide me. With each movement I make, I realize the pain in my side is getting stronger, but I need to hold out for us to get somewhere safe before we can check on me. SilasOnce breakfast was over, I went for a walk to clear my thoughts.I felt bad over not sitting by Lux, but I knew these were the steps I needed to take to work on letting her go. I ran around the territory, and I ran so fast my lungs were burning. My wolf, Jax, was begging to be let out, but right when I was about to shift, I get a mind link from King Archer, “Hunters are on the territory! Families take cover in your homes and warriors be prepared to fight and someone find Princess Lux. No one knows her location.”My eyes widen and I’m tempted to shift as I rush towards the waterfall, but I don’t. I know that if I’m a giant wolf; I am just a bigger target for hunters. As I get closer to the waterfall, I slow down. Things are quiet. That’s not normal for this area.I hear a click and I see a glimpse of the light reflecting off a gun. I see Lux as she whips her head towards the sound, and I don’t hesitate as I lunge towards her and push her into the water.As I pushed her in, I heard a gun going off, but I didn’t get hit and I didn’t notice Lux get hit either. I reassure her she’s with me and I get her to take a deep breath as we go under water and swim. Thankfully, we’ve swum together enough that I know how I need to move to make it easy for her to follow. While we swim, I mind link the King, "I have Lux. She was near the waterfall and there was a hunter here. He took a shot at us, but to my knowledge, he missed." His response is instant, "Warriors are on their way. Your priority is Lux. Get her safe and taken care of.""On it, sir."We get behind the waterfall and I help Lux up onto the rocks. When I grabbed her side, I noticed her wince, and I looked down to see the blood on my hand and her clothes. I mutter, “Shit.” I tell her, “I need you to stay quiet, Lux, but I’m going to get us out of here and I’m going to get you to the pack doctor.”She nods slowly, but I notice she is blinking slower, and it seems like the blood loss is getting to her. I pick her up bridal style as I carry her further back in the cave.When we were kids, the boys and I used to come back this way all the time and we made a hidden exit in case something ever happened, and we needed to get out. I take us that way, but now, being a grown adult that is 6’6 with broad shoulders, it’s a little harder to get out.Plus, I need to get Lux through there as well, and although she should fit easily, my choice is to push her through and leave her without me momentarily, or leave her behind and having to pull her through. I sigh as I try to figure out my next course of action, but I get distracted as I feel Lux nuzzle her face into my chest and she mumbles, “Silas, I don’t feel so well.”I kiss the top of her head as I say, “I got you, Lux, don’t worry.”She mutters, “Am I going to die?”I chuckle nervously, “No, no, you’re too strong for that, Lux. Come on, sunshine, we got this.”She nods her head and I decide to push her through the top of the hole. Overall, it was easy to get her through. Her hips were a bit snug due to how curvy she was, but it doesn’t matter because she made it through.My shoulders are a lot wider than her hips, so I’m going to have to be careful not to hurt myself too bad as I maneuver my way out. My shoulders get scraped and one ended up popping out of its socket, but overall, I got out okay. I notice her shivering slightly on the ground and I pick her back up and immediately she has nuzzled her head into me again.I can hear the wolves as they attack the hunters. I have to figure out the quickest way to the pack hospital without us getting hurt.I decide to just go for it and run as fast as I can. Hopefully, all the hunters are being apprehended by the wolves. The pack hospital is on lockdown because of the threat outside and I groan in frustration as I link a pack doctor so someone would let us in to get Lux seen. I look down at her face and notice how pale she is getting, and I say, “No, no, come on, Lux, hold on a bit longer.”She mumbles something under her breath, and I feel desperate and I don’t know what came over me, but I press my lips against hers as I kiss her. I feel her kiss me back, but I snap myself out of my daze and move my face away from hers right as the door gets unlocked. She murmurs breathlessly, “Silas...”“I’m here, Lux, don’t worry.”I bring her inside and follow the doctor, but as they take her back to a room being prepped for surgery, I get told that I’m not allowed back.I sit in frustration as I wait for her. She must be okay. She has to be.Lux From what I was told, surgery only took an hour. But I felt like I was descended into darkness for hours. I got shot by a hunter using a bullet laced with wolfsbane. It wasn’t enough to kill me, and we believe it was only meant to subdue me and my wolf, but because of Silas pushing me into the water, it ended up hitting my side and it caused lots of bleeding. The doctor stitched me up and gave me painkillers and put me in a room to recover, but now that I’m eighteen my wolf is closer to the surface and once, they got rid of the shards of the bullet that were in me, my wolf began to heal me. It was a slower process since I haven’t officially shifted yet, but they expected I should move around just fine by dinner. Everyone has been visiting with me and right now I have my eyes closed, so they think I’m sleeping, but I can’t sleep. All I can think of is Silas and how he kissed me. Why did he do it? I don’t understand. I thought he thought of me as a sister. I’ve only ever kissed
Lux By the end of the day, I was completely healed and feeling fine. I can’t wait to talk to my wolf, Kodi, and express my gratitude to her, but I know that’s not supposed to happen until the next full moon, which is in 2 weeks. I know Kai is eager to shift. He’s eager to take his place and to find out what his wolf looks like. It’s a luxury he talks about constantly and doesn’t recognize how hard it is for me to hear because I’ll never know what I look like. As we finish up eating our cake, I hear Kai whisper softly to me so that no one would notice us, “Hey sis, you wanna go for a walk?” My eyebrows furrow, surprised by his request. It’s already so late. I ask, “This late?” “Yeah, come on you’re going to be with me, don’t you trust me?” He asks teasingly because he already knows the answer. “Of course I do.” “Then come on.” He responds as he takes my arm and excuses us. I wasn’t fully paying attention, but I know his excuse had something to do with hanging out with his favori
Kai From the moment I allowed Loki to take control, I didn’t know what happened. I knew nothing until I saw my dad standing in front of me, looking frustrated. We sit in his office to make sure we have privacy, and my mom just gave us each a cup of hot chocolate to help calm us all down. She also sets out some peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and some popcorn. It reminds me of days when we were in elementary school, and we practically lived off of that all the time. I think that’s why she did it, to give us a bit of nostalgia and help us relax and honestly, it seems to work a bit. As we eat, I explain to them what happened and how Loki asked for control, and I gave it to him and then he completely shut me out. My dad is leaned back in his chair with his hand on his chin as he thinks about everything I said. This isn’t normal. Wolves aren’t supposed to block you out like that until later, when you have complete and total trust in one another. On top of that, why did Lux and I shift
Silas By the time Lux and I finished breakfast, everyone else joined us and we all started talking about the fact Lux and Kai shifted last night. It’s crazy, but I imagine it has something to do with the fact they’re royalty. Kai seems frustrated as we all talk and doesn’t say many comments, but I notice that both his and Lux’s eyes cloud up multiple times, showing that they are mind linking and, more than likely, they are linking each other. I want to see what Lux’s wolf looks like. When we were kids, I vaguely remember seeing her shift into her wolf. I glance over at Lux. I bet she has the most beautiful wolf ever. I feel my shin get kicked and I wince in pain, then look across from me to see my brother, David, glaring at me. He knows about my crush on Lux, and he’s never approved of it. But now that we know for certain that she is not my mate, my crush on her just pisses him off. Lux scoots her chair back and stands up, but before I can even try to accompany her, her brother
Lux There are certain times I’m grateful that I’m blind. And as birthday party preparations are in full swing, this is one of them. I could hear my mom, aunts, or grandmas flipping out over some insignificant details like the color of the napkins and it just made me grateful they couldn’t ask my opinion. My opinion only mattered for food, and that had already been picked out over a month ago. We are only a couple of days away from our birthday party and I am so nervous about it. It’s going to be an enormous party with tons of visiting packs, which means the chances of me or one of the boys finding their mate were extremely high. Things haven’t been the same since my birthday. Silas and I haven’t been as close. Calvin and Iris are attached at the hip and both their scents changed which has been a change for me, and Kai is struggling to control his wolf and every day is working towards gaining control over him. I try to help. His wolf seems to respond well to mine, almost like t
Lux I don’t know what came over me that would make me bold enough to straddle Silas. Oh yeah, my aggressive wolf. While I waited for Silas to respond, I yell to her in my head, "What are you doing? Why?! He’s not our mate and he’s my best friend! This will ruin everything." She huffs, "I’m drawn to him and his wolf. Let us have just one day, Lux. Tomorrow, both of us may meet our mates." "And if we don’t?" "... Then maybe we’re meant to be mated to one another." I’m surprised by her statement. I’m surprised she wasn’t appalled at the thought of just being physical with Silas. From what I’ve understood about mates, and everything is that the wolf side of you shouldn’t be attracted to anyone except your mate. But here she is, attracted to Silas, and I can’t help but wonder, what does this mean? I suddenly feel self-conscious because Silas still hasn’t answered me, and his lips are so close to mine. As I feel his breath on my face, I feel desperate to close in the gap between us.
Lux When I get home that night, I swear I am on the highest high. Spending the day with Silas was perfection. Bungee jumping was the biggest thrill, and afterwards we went out to eat at a small bistro that neither of us had ever been to. It was a family run place and had little business, so we talked with the owners for a while. They were human and were pretty old, but they talked about how they knew each other as children and went their separate ways at college, but ultimately found their way back to each other. I secretly wonder if maybe the moon goddess, Selene, matched them together, but I felt jealous that Silas and I wouldn’t be able to have the same outcome. I make a mental note though to send them an anonymous donation. It’s obvious they were struggling to stay afloat, and their food was great, and I want to go there again. When Silas brought me to my room, I asked for him to come in. We need to have a proper goodbye without worrying about who could be watching. And as sa
Lux The dress I’m wearing is silk. I don’t know what color it is, but I’m told that it is supposed to match my eyes. According to Silas, that means it’s a shade of white with shimmers of other colors like blue or pink. I play with the fabric nervously as I feel my mom do my hair and place a crown on my head, a reminder for the night of who I am. I haven’t told her about Silas and my feelings for him... it’s a secret that I’m sure will go with me to my grave. I take a deep breath and can hear my mom talking about how pretty I look and how I’ll probably shock my mate if he’s here tonight. I nod along, but I’m only halfway listening. My stomach is in knots at the thought of meeting my mate. My brother comes into my room, and I didn’t realize he asked everyone to leave until it’s only the two of us left in my room. He asks, “What’s going on, Lux?” “Nothing, just nervous for the crowd, I guess.” He huffs, “I know when you’re lying.” I clench my eyes shut in frustration and ask, “What