LOGINIRINA
"Why is she still alive?" The woman with graceful footsteps entered the room. Her facial expression was emotional.
I turned to her. Daisy possesses an undeniable charm. It's no wonder her fame as a newcomer poet soared. She's built a brand for herself as a helpless, elegant, and utterly innocent girl.
But, when she stood in front of me, crossing her arms so arrogantly, shouting angrily, "Why is this damn bitch still alive? She intends to ruin my career," her voice rose. The veins on her face were visible.
Daisy's breath hitched, she took my camera and threw it on the floor. I stomped on my camera while screaming to release her emotions. She is a temperamental woman, not in accordance with her self-branding so far.
"I'm sorry, Sir!" a man approached after Miron glanced at him. "Do your job properly, Jasper," he said to the man—calm, short, firm.
Jasper approached Daisy, touching her arm. Daisy pushed Jasper's touch away, moved closer to me, and slapped my cheek. Stiff, painful, sore.
My cheeks felt like they were burning, but I didn't allow my tears to fall. I blew the bangs that covered my eyes, returning Daisy's gaze even sharper than before.
"You idiot! Who do you think you are, daring to bother me?" said Daisy.
Jasper pulled Daisy's hand more firmly. "I'm sorry, Ma'am. Please leave this room," he said.
Daisy threw a glare at Miron. "Babe? Deal with her, I don't want my career ruined! You have to get rid of her, okay?" she whined in a spoiled voice.
Miron didn't give any answer; his gaze did not even meet Daisy's as she whined at him. Even as Jasper dragged Daisy outside, she writhed in protest. Miron's gaze didn't even glance at her.
Instead, he was focused solely on me, as if his eyes were a disarming weapon. He took another stool and sat cross-legged in front of me. His hands were still toying with the firearm, swinging the deadly weapon gracefully.
"It's interesting, seeing your eyes still radiate confidence, even when you know you're going to die," he said. Clearly, menacingly, arrogantly.
Now, my life was truly in his hands. Daisy was furious with me. Did that mean he was going to clear his lover's name? Of course, they had sex, so their relationship was definitely one of love.
"I want to know the reason why the eyes still look alive, even though they have seen hell in front of them," he said again.
"And, you are hell," I replied
"You're right, I'm the devil."
I glanced at my shattered camera on the floor, then at my phone still on the Table. My grandmother is dying now; she needs me. I can't give up here.
"Let me go for a moment. I won't run away. I promise you my life," I said as if I could negotiate with the cold-blooded man in front of me. If only I could.
"Do you think your life is worth anything? That you promised me your life? It means nothing to me, poor girl."
"After I confirm my grandmother's condition, you can kill me."
My voice didn't waver as I said this, but deep down, I wasn't ready to die. My grandmother and I were left with only each other. Outcasts, familyless, and burdened with debt.
"My camera is destroyed, I don't have any files anymore! What is the benefit for you in killing me?" I said again.
I might be delusional right now, losing my mind. If the question were reversed, is my life so valuable that I'd make it my last resort to escape this situation?
Miron got up from his chair and approached me. He brushed my lips with the muzzle of his gun. "How much do you know about me?" he asked.
"I only know you from the media, and that’s enough for me to say," once again, my answer was calm. There was no hesitation; my voice was soft, my gaze steady.
"And if so, you are so confident to negotiate with me?"
"If a devil like you needs a slave to have fun with, I am willing, as long as you let me go for a while, and let me take care of my business. I have nothing left to bother you with," I replied, talking about the photos and videos I took. It's destroyed.
"How do you satisfy me to have fun?"
"I will only give my life!"
"That's what crossed your mind? After seeing me making love to Daisy?" he replied
I swallowed hard, even though I was trying to play with my words. I didn't really think I'd give him my life. Or did he think I'd give him my body to sleep with?
"I'm still a virgin, and I'll stay that way until I die!" I said firmly.
Elegant, silent, grinning. I couldn't tell what was going on in Miron's mind just from his facial expression. He let out a squeak, and I imagined the bullet from his gun going straight through my forehead. He'd already pulled the trigger.
But after a few seconds of silence, Miron walked out of the room. His men followed him, then the door closed tightly. They just turned on the wall lights in this room.
My spine felt stiff, and my butt was also numb from sitting for too long. I could see the bright sky outside the window, turning dark. The room was silent, smelling of cinnamon, and depressing.
I've been locked up for six hours. "Oh god, I'm so thirsty," I muttered, my eyes were starting to get dizzy.
Before my vision could completely blur, the door to this room opened. The brighter light from outside dazzled my eyes. Miron stood right in front of me again. "I'll let you go and see how far my prey can run from me," he said.
"What?" I replied in a weak voice
"Do you know why lions like to test their prey?" he grinned
IRINAThey say true love will find its way back. I wasn't entirely convinced by this statement. Ever since I became convinced that Miron had destroyed everything in my life, I really didn't want to be trapped in the trap of love with a weapon."Repeat what you just said," Miron's voice was still the same, demanding, firm.Unconsciously, I felt like I was still under his control. It was as if something instinctive within me was awakening. Even so, I did my best to control myself.If anything had changed, it was Miron's appearance. He seemed thinner, I think. He'd let his beard and mustache grow out, but he hadn't trimmed them. I don't even remember what his haircut was like now."You heard me perfectly well, Miron.""I said, repeat what you just said, Irina!""Aria, the daughter you tried to get rid of, the one you thought was illegitimate, she was your daughter! Your daughter, your biological daughter!" I emphasized every word, sentence, and everything I shouldn't have said.I'd pushe
MIRON“Enough of your grief, Miron! It's been four years!” Tanya pulled me out of the club.Today, I wasn't drunk. However, I missed two important meetings, and I felt like I didn't care anymore. For four years, I had completely lost my way.A man of principle like me, a respected Pakhan, a mentality accustomed to violence. Suddenly, I felt so weak. I tried, and always tried, to maintain my position, but the years seemed increasingly difficult.Ever since my wife left me, and Irina disappeared from me, my world felt upside down. I know this sounds ridiculous. But losing half your soul, or rather, your entire sanity, is a difficult thing to handle.“I told you,” I pushed Tanya's hand away, “Stay out of my business!”“Since Papa asked me to monitor you personally, of course you know I have the right and responsibility for your behavior!”"I'm not drunk! I just want to calm down a bit," I said, about to go back inside. Tanya stopped me, dragging me away from the elite club.She gasped, s
IRINA“What the hell are you doing?” I snapped at Horton. I felt like I’d had enough of all the violence I’d witnessed in my life. Can’t these people resolve things in the most reasonable way?“Who is this bitch?” Horton cast his condescending gaze at me, scanning me from head to toe. Then slowly, his gaze changed. His lips curled into a smile, as if there was a hidden meaning there.The meaning was that he was going to ravish me, devour me lustfully, and if necessary, he would shackle me with all his disgusting desires.“Well, well, looks like I have a new toy,” Horton said.Ariel immediately stood in front of me, shielding me. “Sir, I’m going to replace your drink. Please enjoy yours, or if you’re in the mood, you can leave,” Ariel said firmly.“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Ariel whispered, protesting, her face tense.“How could I let him hurt you?” I glanced at Horton’s grip on Ariel’s hand.“I told you not to interfere.”“I just—”“Didn’t you think about your daughter
IRINAI made a major decision in my life, just as Maria had said. The only area not controlled by the mafia was Oregon, as the suburbs here weren't their business destinations.It was a big decision. I left home, taking only my remaining savings with me. No one knew I was leaving, because I had carefully considered my steps. There was no reason for me to stay there.My grandmother had passed away, and all that was left was my body and my baby's. I fought my way through, and four years passed. Starting a new life wasn't easy. I had truly gone through the hardest four years of my life."Oh my gosh, Aria!" I rushed over, running to the apple tree, taking off my gloves. My heart nearly exploded, watching my three-year-old daughter climb the tree."Mommy, Mommy, look," her voice was low, her tiny hand pointing at a butterfly on the tip of a branch."Aria? What did Mommy say about not being a bad girl?" I pinched the tip of her nose.I once saw Aria fall when I was too distracted gardening.
MIRONWhy did I avoid Irina?There was a reason!Everything I do, has a reason that I think suits my plot.When my mother and the others came to protest, I knew they wanted the same reaction from me. Like, I immediately decided to divorce my wife. But, I'm not that type.They know how I act, how I behave. And yet, they still dared to test me. Daria and Tanya hid behind my mother's back, thinking I couldn't make many decisions when it came to my mother.But this time, they were wrong!I sent Irina back to her room, and for a few hours, I listened to my mother's complaints. Daria's complaints. I also assessed how Tanya was behaving. After they went home, I wanted to go back to Irina's room, but something was different.I felt like I was afraid Irina would feel too depressed. I was worried she wouldn't find comfort anymore. After she heard her fertility test showed she was infertile. It seemed too sudden.So, I took the step I felt was right. I felt like I had to be quiet for a moment, t
IRINAIt took me two days to convince myself, after getting Gia's phone number, and for those two days I tried to act normal. Like, completely normal in front of Miron, Ella, even Cessy. They just thought I was still grieving, because I was quiet, unenthusiastic, and didn't have much of an appetite."What do you want to do today?" Ella asked, after several days of not asking me what I wanted, no longer monitoring my activities."I want to go out," I said calmly, still in my usual tone. "Without anyone watching.""You know you can't keep going like this, right, Mrs.?""Ella, do you think I have a purpose now? My in-laws say I'm infertile. My grandmother's dead. I lost my job. What else do you want? Me to die?"Ella's eyes widened, not accepting that I had said that part, as if it wasn't the right thing to say, as if I didn't deserve to say it."Stop saying negative things, it's not good for you.""Then let me do whatever I want from now on, do we have a deal?" I'm sure Ella sensed a ch
IRINA“He’s out of his mind, this is so wild, really. Oh my god,” I muttered at my desk, unable to focus on my work.Ever since Miron mentioned the wedding yesterday, all logic had vanished from my mind. It was like several sentences were spinning around in my head, but I couldn’t put any of them i
MIRONFour Cadillacs were parked on my porch, surprising me somewhat because I recognized each one just by its license plate. The high-ranking officials, some of whom were about my father’s age, were driving, and that was what created a distance between us.I didn’t get along very well with these a
IRINAThat afternoon, after calming myself amid real denial, I visited my grandmother. Trying to be strong in front of someone I love was incredibly draining. My hands still felt frail as I opened the door to my grandmother’s room.“Welcome, Miss Irina,” Paisley greeted. She immediately jolted from
MIRON“Is everyone here?” the head of the family’s voice echoed.One by one, my extended family took their seats at the dining table. The oval table was specially imported, according to my mother's wishes. Each chair had its own owner. The chair on the far right of the table belonged to my father.







