로그인I was supposed to expose the Bratva monster's scandal, but instead, I became his obsession. I'm Irina, a librarian determined never to marry so I could care for my grandmother, who suffers from dementia—my only relative and my reason for living. He was Miron Pavlov, the blood-stained leader of the Bratva. He entered my life, but I couldn't fix it. He was here to take control, to make me his contract mistress turned legal wife. I tried to resist, but he was relentless, ruthlessly possessive. His hazel eyes undressed me, dragging me into his cruel world, making me question everything. So I ran when I discovered I was pregnant, unwilling to raise my child in his company. But Miron didn't care about the rules of his family, his cartel, his world. He pursued me, he desired me. Would his dark love change me? Or would she choose an ordinary man who would be much better at raising her child?
더 보기IRINA
"I swear, they're having sex in the car! Oh my god, Brooklyn is going to go crazy over this," I whispered, making a phone call with Cessie.
I couldn't believe my eyes. A passionate lovemaking scene unfolded before me. Miron Pavlov, the most dangerous businessman of the Century, was making passionate love to Daisy Carman, the rising poet of the season.
Daisy's movements were so expert as she rode Pavlov; their facial expressions showed how immersed they were in the pleasure of sex. Don't they feel suffocated? Doing it in the car, and their bodies drenched in sweat. Somehow, they understand pleasure.
"Irina , you have no idea how big this is, they’re going to pay dearly for this scandal. Now get their video."
"What?" I gasped. Cessie's orders felt a bit heavy.
My current position was hidden behind a tree, obscured by the long bench in front of me. I didn't even understand why Brooklyn's city park was so deserted this afternoon. The sky bore witness to how passionately they made love, with the car windows open.
"Listen, this is an epic, fantastic moment; it would be worth a fortune if we had a video file, so grab it."
"I've taken some photos, isn't that enough?" I said feeling a bit doubtful.
"For God's sake Irina, don't you want more pay?"
"Of course, I need a lot of money; the hospital can't wait any longer."
"Then, do something to save your grandmother's life!" Cessie's voice provoked me.
Firm, compelling, clear.
It wasn't just Cessie's order; I needed this opportunity too. The hospital bills wouldn't wait.
"Alright, I will do it."
"You can, and be careful. I warn you, Miron Pavlov, this man is dangerous, he's not just a businessman, but a cold-blooded man, so don't get caught."
My body shivered hearing that, no choice, reckless, fear of losing. I only have myself as a goal, and my grandmother as a reason to survive in my life.
Lost family, ostracized, and without love.
My camera was on, making sure I had the right angle. "How can someone enjoy sex? What's so good about doing that disgusting thing?" I grumbled.
The video was almost three minutes long, so I moved forward because it was dark in the afternoon. I needed additional lighting to prevent the video from being blurry.
"Bitch!" a hoarse voice.
My head turned back, oh my god. I got caught. My brain gave me the command to save myself. My legs were shaking, but fear made me act recklessly. I screamed, then ran while saving my things.
"Catch her!" the man ordered the others.
Where did that man come from? Why didn't I see him approaching? I was so focused on the video I was taking that I didn't realize danger was also lurking behind me.
I was out of breath. I ran towards the alley, looking for a place to hide. The sky had turned dark. I hid behind a gap near the trash can, thinking they wouldn't find me here.
"I-I have to call Cessie, no, no, just 911." Anxiety made me lose my mind.
Dark, scared, alone. Cessie has warned me many times. Miron is a devil in an Armani suit; he is dangerous because he shows no mercy to his opponents. Once he pulled the trigger, there was no second chance. It doesn't matter whether the opponent is a woman or even a man.
"Here's what you look like!" the voice repeated. I gasped, dropping my phone. 911 was already connected, my eyes bulging as I was about to scream for help, "HELP…." I couldn't finish my sentence.
My body was pulled, my mouth was gagged. The man hung up. Another man came and dragged me into the car. They gagged my mouth with a wad of cloth and covered my head with a black bag.
"Hmmm, mmphh," my voice rebelled. My throat is hot because I can't scream freely.
My head was spinning, feeling the car speeding away. I didn't know where they were taking me. Was this the end of my life?
I've lived my life half-dead, lost my father, been abandoned by my mother, nearly raped by my stepsister, and cared for my dementia-stricken grandmother, who is now suffering from heart disease. And this is how I'm going to die?
They dragged me again as soon as the car stopped, roughly, silently, quietly.
Someone grabbed my shoulders and pushed me down. I was forced to sit down. After that, they removed my head covering, removed my mouth covering, and tied my hands behind my back.
My bangs were a mess, stabbing my eyes. But I can't fix that. My breath hitched as I looked around. Men in black jackets were standing at various points, watching me.
The door swung open, and a man in a navy shirt stepped in. As soon as he stood in front of me, my mind assessed his appearance despite the fear I felt. He had an intimidating charm.
His eyes were sparkling emerald green, his combed haircut, his defined jawline, his broad chest with muscles hidden beneath his shirt, the scent of cologne from his body, and, most importantly, a dark shadow enveloped him.
"You’re a reporter?" His baritone voice sounded calm when he spoke, but witnessing Miron making love to a girl firsthand made me fantasize about his voice.
"I'm just a librarian!" I answered firmly, choosing to challenge his eyes without fear.
I'm afraid of dying just because I can't leave my grandmother alone, but more than that, it feels like my life is worthless. Nobody wants me.
On the Table, my camera, my bag, and other equipment were arranged. "A librarian with a camera? Hiding behind the bushes, and all my photos are here?" he said, pointing at my camera.
I was about to open my mouth, but a movement I didn't expect. The muzzle of a Makarov gun was already at my forehead. "Tell me, little thing ! What were your last words?" he said.
IRINAIt was a simple question, and it should have been easy for a man as accustomed to facing the risk of destruction in his life as Miron was to answer.“Please, don’t just stay silent. Answer me!” I urged him. “Are you going to kill me after I’m useless?”“You’re not in a position to question me, Irina.” His tone was different now. It had changed, in line with the expression on his face, which he always tried to hide.Just once, I always grumbled to myself, couldn’t he just smile? After a storm, dark clouds, and heavy rain, there always appears a ray of sunshine, and a beautiful rainbow, right?I wondered if Miron had that side? Did he have his rainbow? Maybe he always had to keep his face stiff so his opponents couldn’t read his movements, his thoughts, or anything else.“Then let me!”"You can’t do that!”"Why not? Will you give me a different punishment this time?” I bit my lower lip, because getting to this point in the conversation had already felt like my heart was burning in
IRINAOf course, I heard their conversation. Miron and Sergey. I was about to go to the kitchen because I was hungry. I could hear the men chatting downstairs. I thought Miron was just talking to his men, but apparently not.Even though I knew Sergey was talking about me, I somehow felt the need to show a different side of myself. I walked through the living room door, deliberately stomping my feet to make them aware of my presence.The last words I heard before I disappeared into the kitchen were Sergey asking how long I would live.And now, I wonder, how likely is it that Miron is Serena’s real killer? Is it the same case as Igor killing his wife? I was lulled by bad thoughts that I just let in my head.“Do you need anything, Miss Irina?” Ella’s voice startled me.I was about to open the refrigerator, but Ella was already standing beside me. As if to discourage me from opening the refrigerator, “I'll prepare dinner for you,” she said again, choosing to pass in front of me, keeping m
MIRON“Is this part of the plan, or are you truly in love?” Igor exhaled sharply as we relaxed on the rooftop of my office.Irina had become more sensitive after dinner with my family. I noticed she had a funny habit: when she was stressed about something, she would wake up, walk to the kitchen, and open the refrigerator.She would stand in front of the refrigerator for 10 minutes, as if having trouble deciding what to take, though she would eventually grab a box of mint ice cream, always mint. I was even at the point where I was secretly watching her.“What do you think?” I replied, my voice calm, and I knew Igor wasn’t so calm. I know who is not happy with Irina around me, but some of them choose to remain silent, not to make a sound, because it makes more sense than for them to dare to oppose me."Depends, if you've forgotten Serena that quickly," Igor quipped at me"I never forgot her, she is still in my thoughts""Then? What about Irina. I can't believe you fell in love at first
IRINA"It's not in the contract!" I'd been holding back these words. Ever since I'd been at a loss for words when Miron's family brought up marriage, and me? I was supposed to have a child with Miron within a year.All the way home, I held my voice. I remained silent, wondering what the hell I'd done? I'd let myself be drenched by heavy rain in the middle of a storm, when I should have taken shelter.Miron had just entered the house when I blocked his path. It wasn't because I was being brave, showing off against him. But this was about our partnership, which felt like it had gone off the rails."You've read the contract, right?""Yes, sir," I replied confidently. I was sure there was nothing about lovers getting married."If you've forgotten, read it again!" He walked to his workspace, with me following behind him. He took the contract out of his safe, and even though I peeked, I couldn't see the password."Read it again!" he ordered. "The rules that must be followed by each other, n
MIRON“Ty tak zhe prekrasna, kak i ona!” I said, in Russian, which meant whispering praise for Irina’s beauty when she showed a surprised expression.“English, please!” she pleaded. Her tone was low, demanding an explanation for my words.It was my turn to move my gaze, tracing the faint outline of
IRINA"I'm at war with my inner self," I exhaled slowly. "I feel strange," I said, questioning my morality. Meanwhile, grandmother was lying in bed, complete with all the medical equipment attached to her body.My grandmother's eyes were open, but she didn't speak. As soon as I received news from t
MIRON“Is everyone here?” the head of the family’s voice echoed.One by one, my extended family took their seats at the dining table. The oval table was specially imported, according to my mother's wishes. Each chair had its own owner. The chair on the far right of the table belonged to my father.
MIRON“She’s pregnant, damn it, I can’t stand her anymore,” Igor’s voice trembled, drowning in despair.I could see tears streaming down his cheeks, but they didn't make a sound. Who says men can't cry? Who says we don't have the right to feel the suffocation of betrayal?Igor is one of my best an






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