MEMORIES: BITTER AND SWEET!
"Only six years…that's what we agreed on! Six years! Or were they too much for you to handle?" A husky, booming voice that, belonging to Travis reverberated across the spacious room with a query that sent chills to paste themselves onto the figure of a man who was standing five minutes away from him.
"You failed to keep your promise…!" Travis blurted with a voice that was cracking up with emotions. He aired the words with great difficulty whilst his dewy eyes carefully watched the face of the man in front of him harden with coldness.
"What did I do to receive this kind of treatment from you? Does it not matter how long I waited?" Travis questioned in a brittle voice as soon as he took timid steps towards the man's direction— a man who did not dare to soften his face, rather he put on a face that lacked emotions and warmness.
Slowly but surely, the man turned his features, together with his figure away from the saddened Travis that was already weeping.
"I'm sorry, but…you are late! It could have been earlier!" In a quiet, innocent voice, the man suddenly spoke. A tear that Travis did not see, rushed down his chubby, blooming cheek and without saying more, he stormed out of the room— leaving behind Travis whose lips were parted with flabbergast.
Travis who was left alone immediately collapsed on the floor with a mind that was deeply reconnecting with poisonous thoughts— thoughts that brought back all the memories. Be it, good ones and depressing ones.
•••
[Seven Years Ago]
—16 June 2016—
A family of large, hideously ill-omened clouds were rapidly rendezvousing and floating in the tar-coloured sky of Tokyo. A clap of thunder roared as soon as a flash of light discharged itself between the gloomy clouds.
"Smells like rain!" Travis murmured scarcely when thunder rumbled once again with renewed vigor— to his cousin, Arthur over a video call.
"Oh well…It's—"
"Wait a minute…I'll be back!" Travis interrupted Arthur whilst he jumped out of bed to shuffle towards the slightly opened sash window as soon as he heard a car screech. Peeking through the transparent turquoise curtain, he sighted a car screech to a halt, thirty seconds away from a trail of cream-white coloured stairs that led into the huge mansion.
His eyes widened with depressed darkness and fright shortly after pasting themselves on the gigantic figure of his father, Mr Fujiriki, throwing himself out of a black SUV. Slowly, Travis's eyes fell into a void of Mr Fujiriki's enraged eyes, encouraging his heart to sink with aghast into the rooms of his throat.
Travis always knew the meaning of that distorted face his father made. He knew the answer to why his father's eyes were red with rage— he knew it all and he was aware that he was in trouble.
"Travis? Travis? Can you hear me?" A breaking voice of Arthur asked over the phone. It did no matter how long Travis had shifted from the screen, Arthur was already growing worried. He waited for two minutes and when he did not get a reply he disconnected.
"I hope it won't hurt!" Travis whispered with a trail of tears escaping from his eyes. The air around him became heavier and heavier for him to inhale an instant he saw his father rush into the house. Mr Fujiriki's hands were harshly clasping a pink file as his calm eyes albeit filled with indignation narrowed at Travis as if warning him.
There was visible threat in his tottering steps as he disappeared in the mansion. Travis stood still next to the window and allowed the lightning to illuminate aghast that was covering his face.
"More name-calling! More stab wounds in my heart! What does today bring me?" Silently, Travis cried as he tightly closed his eyes.
"Where the hell is he!?"
Mr Fujiriki's voice was heard calling out from the living room. His deep, sonorous voice threw a query that everyone [maids] had to give an answer to or else, hell will break loose. The two huge brown doors opened with a loud clang enabling the waves of a life-threatening tone to echo across the big, sumptuous house.
Startled, all the five maids scurried away to the living room to find their master cheesing off as he aggravatedly crumpled a document that had tiny writings in black and red ink.
"TRAVIS!"
Mr Fujiriki growled, pacing angrily near the start of the staircase, leading to Travis's room. The jacket he had worn was unceremoniously thrown on the floor as audible swears swam out of his lips.
His voice was incredibly loud— it was so thunderous that none of the people present in the living room made sense of the words he was huffing.
"Need I have to repeat myself to you?" Mr Fujiriki questioned as soon as a 1,85m tall, slim-figured boy showed up— slowly flying downstairs. His teary-filled and terrified eyes which were hidden by his black, long fringes, locked themselves on the white-tilled floor.
"So…sorry, father!" In a quiet, wobbly voice, Travis muttered an apology. His slim, veiny fingers were nervously fiddling with the sleeves of his white-striped, black polo shirt. "It won't happen…again!" Travis continued to express.
His eyes instantly squeezed themselves shut a second his father's huge hands tightened onto his collar, forcing him to look into his bloodshot, dark eyes.
"I should have killed…I should've allowed you to be born!" His father spat the words that swiftly created a hole into Travis's heart— they pierced through his throbbing organ like a merciless dagger meant to end his life in an instant.
"Wha…!"
Raising his dewy eyes at his father, Travis whispered, his forehead frowning with confusion.
Without warning, Mr Fujiriki's rough palm landed on Travis's right cheek, giving him an open-handed blow that coerced his head to turn. Just as he was adjusting to the pain, another blow landed on his left cheek— encouraging him to lose balance and fall on all fours.
His vision went vivid and blurry. The maids instantly looked down when their young master fell— no one dared to talk.
"Mitsumi! What are you doing!?"
A squat woman in her late middle age [49 of age], stormed inside the house with two men with the size of a goliath behind her. Her chestnut eyes dilated in horror at the sight of seeing her grandson hustled on the floor.
"TRAVIS!"
She called out to Travis who was shaking his head as he hoped to get his best vision back. His nose was bleeding out a stream of crimson blood like a stuck pig. He was now shuddering like a signal flame held high. The maids were too afraid to rush to him, he was in a daze and the voices of those who were speaking sounded like they were muffled by the air.
He gulped and drew air into his lungs abruptly when he felt his oesophagus closing in. At this point, Travis believed that he was going to die— he'd time and time again mutter inaudible words that no one heard. His vision betrayed him and went completely dark and that was all he remembered.
•••
[A Year Later]
—31 December 2017—
A year passed and no matter the approximate days and months that went by, that particular rainy day still lived in the chambers of Travis's heart like no other.
Immediately after getting better, his grandmother, Mrs Park, took him away to live with, in South Korea, Seoul— there, where he spent a full year learning Korean.
31st December; a day when Travis normally received presents and words of wisdom, was now a nightmare for him. It was his nineteenth birthday and he wished it never came; hence instead of enjoying a party his grandmother threw him, he sneaked out to a night club where he vowed to get himself drunk as a skunk.
As he was drowning his liver in the smooth, milky flavour of Makgeolli, his eyes met a familiar tiny-figured boy being roughly pulled outside by two huge men. They rushed him outside as they ensured that their huge fists cluttered the individual's face.
"Why isn't anyone doing something!?" Tavis asked himself, as he scanned the faces of people who completely ignored what was happening. He stealthily followed them and as soon as he was outside, a cold wind kissed his skin, sending shivers down his spine.
Two minutes away from where he was, in a dark lane, Travis heard a sorrowful cry that made him guess that it was the boy he saw earlier, crying. He instantly dialled 112 with a racing heart.
Sooner; the police arrived and the men immediately galloped.
"What an extraordinary meeting! Will you remember me?"
•••
[THE SAME NIGHT!]The world narrowed to the space between them, allowing the air to charge with anticipation. Eyes sparkling with glee locked with each other. Standing only a breath away from each other, their heaving chests touched and connected into a synchronized mode.“Sean…!” David, whose cheeks were violently blooming, whispered as soon as he felt Sean’s warm body rudely press against his, leaving no gap between their organs and sensitive parts. Wearing a treacherous smile, Sean leaned his head forward and, without warning, glued his lips to David’s throat, leaving a trail of goosebumps.The man shamelessly smirked as he deliberately left marks on David’s neck while listening to his needy cries. His cold, veiny hand slipped down on David’s waist and quickly felt excruciating heat radiating from the boy’s body. “You say you don’t want me here, but your body says something else. Make up your mind, Pookie!”Sean whispered close to David’s red ears before a grunt flowed from his lip
[THE SAME DAY…]NIGHT,The wind blew its stinging kisses on David’s warm skin, which was slowly becoming cold. His hair whipped fast as the gentle breeze continued to play hide and seek on the strands of his hair.There, he slouched with undistinguished fright as he watched the broad back of Mr M, whose hand was hidden deep into the pockets of his trousers while his other free, gloved hand carefully held tight on his cigar. The mafia don puffed smoke out as his eyes admired the night sky above them.“Enchanting, isn’t it?” Mr M aired a question intended for David, who was trying his best to hold in his emotions and keep his heart steady, but of course, it was becoming a hard activity. Behind David were two strongly built guards who were coolly looking around.“Y-yes. Very enchanting…!” The boy replied instantly after recalling that the man before him did not like to repeat himself or wait for a response. His eyes slowly rose at Mr Sok, who had been standing next to Mr M, carefully fo
Silence – the office was under the reign of oppressive waves of silence. It was suddenly too cold to hang around; stares and a smirk, Mrs. Park quietly scowled at the young girl, following every one of her movements, which were sudden and gayly coloured by anxiety.The chilling drops of sweat shamelessly dangled on her forehead, making her shiver as if she had taken a dip in cold water. Right there, she tried not to show emotions, but of course, that proved to be an arduous task.Trying to hold her chin up, Jiyeon’s face suddenly became pale as if her blood had been drained from her. Eyes bulged with tears, lingering on their doorstep.“So?” Out of the blue, Mrs Park’s voice boomed, making Jiyeon’s heart hammer against her chest – so loud that she thought the old woman could hear it from where she was sitting. “Have you finally decided to talk, Jiyeon?”The old woman spat through her clenched teeth, her smile slowly touching the tips of her ears. Her deep, demanding voice was lacking
The rising sun gently blew its beams down to the Park mansion, there, where they innocently floated into the kitchen, mischievously landing on Travis's pale face. They meant no harm but Travis swiftly released a loud, sonorous sigh, his forehead wrinkling with irritation. “I knew her silence meant nothing good but was it necessary to have said all those nasty things in David's face? Whoever said I care about the name!?” Immediately after a minute, an agitated Travis whose veiny eyes were flickering with rage that was equally married to fear, hissed through his teeth as quietly as he could. His phone laid heavily on his trembling, sweaty hand as he leafed through its blue screen. His heart was throbbing uncontrollably against his chest as he typed a message to David. That would be the seventh message he'd have to type to his boyfriend whom did not respond since last night. None of the messages were responded or read, not even to mention his calls. That was the reason why Travis was
[Later That Night:]“Have you begun with the search? I need the results as soon as possible; right before any of this get out of hand!” An agitated Mrs Park, who was pacing back and forth, hissed through her clenched teeth. Her features were chiseled, icy, and unyielding, betraying no hint of tender emotions, only those that sent chills down Arthur's spine. She narrowed her eyes at Arthur who was uncomfortably standing still on the same spot, as his eyes followed the hasty movements of his grandmother. “D-don’t worry, I am almost there. I will be done before the schools reopen, I promise you!” Arthur responded shortly after taking a deep breath to hold control over his heart. His hands were carefully placed on his back as he spoke. “How can I not worry when I see that things are falling apart? Those two do not belong together! Their so-called friendship will ruin everything I have built. Thank heavens that nothing has been linked to the media yet.” Mrs Park retorted and quickly wen
“David is the guest. He is invited all of a sudden, but why? Mrs Park has also hired the best, well-known chef because of him. What could be why he was invited and why was I not told?” An agitated Jiyeon silently investigated. Thoughts were swirling in the back of her head, thwarting her from thinking of anything else but them. Her heart was beating heavily, not because she was scared but because she could not wait to finally set her eyes on David, whom he wished the worst had happened to him. With questions invading her head, she lost interest in Arthur and forgot that he was still around. On the other side, Arthur’s heart was jingling with delight watching Jiyeon’s reaction. He quietly ate his apple and finished it all without saying anything else to Jiyeon. Travis and Mrs Park suddenly showed up in the dining room — the maids were already done setting the table. “Oh, come on in, David. Please, don’t be afraid, make yourself at home.” David who was being walked by a guard stood s
[SOMEWHERE AROUND THE WORLD: 6 PM] Right there, in a black SUV, silence rudely lingered, making the quiet young man's heart hammer against his chest with slow, uncalculated moves. His eyes looked down at his sweaty palms, afraid to look up and meet Mr M’s threatening glance. “I see you are moving at a fast pace! That is great! Very good!” Mr M hissed as he applauded. David flinched at the deepness of his voice that casually reverberated across the car. Words hung on his uvula, refusing to come out of his mouth whilst his heart skipped a beat. Not knowing what to say, David bowed as he bit his lower lip. His eyes were still locked on his palms which were now curled into weak fists — not that he would use them on anything or anyone. “I hope you are not rushing just because you want to be debt-free.” Mr M hissed wearing a treacherous smile that instead made David swallow deep. The boy sharply raised his head and glued his eyes on Mr M. “N-no…, that is not the case. I just wa…!” “L
WARNING: HOMOPHOBIC SLURS, READ WITH CAUTION! Crickets hummed a song, slightly soothing the trembling heart of Travis that was in the creaminess of melancholy. Cracks seemed to decorate his heart as he searched for answers. The moon was shining brightly in the sky like a sparkling diamond thrown in the ocean of pulsating tiny fish. The breeze gently kissed his skin, trying to help his body cool but that was a mission impossible. His blood was wildly boiling; veins had long protruded everywhere on his sweat-drenched skin. He nervously clenched his teeth while swallowing deepily; trying to get rid of a lump that was dancing in the chambers of his throat. His dilated eyes with shock sharply darted up and down the blue screen of his phone that for some reason proved to be heavy for his sweating hand. A frown had long glued itself across his forehead, shamelessly finding a temporary home immediately when he had switched his phone on. Questions and thoughts raced in his head, making it
The air became cold. Eyes bulged with unspoken fear as they mysteriously glided over the figure of Jiyeon. The girl had tilted her head to her right, her eyes slyly following every jumpy movement that her mother made. Her smile widened just when she noticed confusion covering the red, wet face of her mother. “You bastard! How could you do that to your own mother!?” Mrs Choi hissed through her trembling lips that were now dry as a hard bone. Her mouth felt like a desert, parched and craving moisture as words played hide and seek in the back of her throat. Beads of sweat lined up across her forehead as her breath became shallow. “Oh dear, I am my mother’s daughter. One bastard gave birth to another bastard.” Jiyeon released an annoyed sigh and chuckled when she caught her mother’s lips trembling. “Did you know, father always thought that I looked nothing like him. He made sure to remind me every time we went on an ice cream date, when I was only five. It became a song and you said