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MEMORIES: BITTER AND SWEET!
"Only six years…that's what we agreed on! Six years! Or were they too much for you to handle?" A husky, booming voice that, belonging to Travis reverberated across the spacious room with a query that sent chills to paste themselves onto the figure of a man who was standing five minutes away from him.
"You failed to keep your promise…!" Travis blurted with a voice that was cracking up with emotions. He aired the words with great difficulty whilst his dewy eyes carefully watched the face of the man in front of him harden with coldness.
"What did I do to receive this kind of treatment from you? Does it not matter how long I waited?" Travis questioned in a brittle voice as soon as he took timid steps towards the man's direction— a man who did not dare to soften his face, rather he put on a face that lacked emotions and warmness.
Slowly but surely, the man turned his features, together with his figure away from the saddened Travis that was already weeping.
"I'm sorry, but…you are late! It could have been earlier!" In a quiet, innocent voice, the man suddenly spoke. A tear that Travis did not see, rushed down his chubby, blooming cheek and without saying more, he stormed out of the room— leaving behind Travis whose lips were parted with flabbergast.
Travis who was left alone immediately collapsed on the floor with a mind that was deeply reconnecting with poisonous thoughts— thoughts that brought back all the memories. Be it, good ones and depressing ones.
•••
[Seven Years Ago]
—16 June 2016—
A family of large, hideously ill-omened clouds were rapidly rendezvousing and floating in the tar-coloured sky of Tokyo. A clap of thunder roared as soon as a flash of light discharged itself between the gloomy clouds.
"Smells like rain!" Travis murmured scarcely when thunder rumbled once again with renewed vigor— to his cousin, Arthur over a video call.
"Oh well…It's—"
"Wait a minute…I'll be back!" Travis interrupted Arthur whilst he jumped out of bed to shuffle towards the slightly opened sash window as soon as he heard a car screech. Peeking through the transparent turquoise curtain, he sighted a car screech to a halt, thirty seconds away from a trail of cream-white coloured stairs that led into the huge mansion.
His eyes widened with depressed darkness and fright shortly after pasting themselves on the gigantic figure of his father, Mr Fujiriki, throwing himself out of a black SUV. Slowly, Travis's eyes fell into a void of Mr Fujiriki's enraged eyes, encouraging his heart to sink with aghast into the rooms of his throat.
Travis always knew the meaning of that distorted face his father made. He knew the answer to why his father's eyes were red with rage— he knew it all and he was aware that he was in trouble.
"Travis? Travis? Can you hear me?" A breaking voice of Arthur asked over the phone. It did no matter how long Travis had shifted from the screen, Arthur was already growing worried. He waited for two minutes and when he did not get a reply he disconnected.
"I hope it won't hurt!" Travis whispered with a trail of tears escaping from his eyes. The air around him became heavier and heavier for him to inhale an instant he saw his father rush into the house. Mr Fujiriki's hands were harshly clasping a pink file as his calm eyes albeit filled with indignation narrowed at Travis as if warning him.
There was visible threat in his tottering steps as he disappeared in the mansion. Travis stood still next to the window and allowed the lightning to illuminate aghast that was covering his face.
"More name-calling! More stab wounds in my heart! What does today bring me?" Silently, Travis cried as he tightly closed his eyes.
"Where the hell is he!?"
Mr Fujiriki's voice was heard calling out from the living room. His deep, sonorous voice threw a query that everyone [maids] had to give an answer to or else, hell will break loose. The two huge brown doors opened with a loud clang enabling the waves of a life-threatening tone to echo across the big, sumptuous house.
Startled, all the five maids scurried away to the living room to find their master cheesing off as he aggravatedly crumpled a document that had tiny writings in black and red ink.
"TRAVIS!"
Mr Fujiriki growled, pacing angrily near the start of the staircase, leading to Travis's room. The jacket he had worn was unceremoniously thrown on the floor as audible swears swam out of his lips.
His voice was incredibly loud— it was so thunderous that none of the people present in the living room made sense of the words he was huffing.
"Need I have to repeat myself to you?" Mr Fujiriki questioned as soon as a 1,85m tall, slim-figured boy showed up— slowly flying downstairs. His teary-filled and terrified eyes which were hidden by his black, long fringes, locked themselves on the white-tilled floor.
"So…sorry, father!" In a quiet, wobbly voice, Travis muttered an apology. His slim, veiny fingers were nervously fiddling with the sleeves of his white-striped, black polo shirt. "It won't happen…again!" Travis continued to express.
His eyes instantly squeezed themselves shut a second his father's huge hands tightened onto his collar, forcing him to look into his bloodshot, dark eyes.
"I should have killed…I should've allowed you to be born!" His father spat the words that swiftly created a hole into Travis's heart— they pierced through his throbbing organ like a merciless dagger meant to end his life in an instant.
"Wha…!"
Raising his dewy eyes at his father, Travis whispered, his forehead frowning with confusion.
Without warning, Mr Fujiriki's rough palm landed on Travis's right cheek, giving him an open-handed blow that coerced his head to turn. Just as he was adjusting to the pain, another blow landed on his left cheek— encouraging him to lose balance and fall on all fours.
His vision went vivid and blurry. The maids instantly looked down when their young master fell— no one dared to talk.
"Mitsumi! What are you doing!?"
A squat woman in her late middle age [49 of age], stormed inside the house with two men with the size of a goliath behind her. Her chestnut eyes dilated in horror at the sight of seeing her grandson hustled on the floor.
"TRAVIS!"
She called out to Travis who was shaking his head as he hoped to get his best vision back. His nose was bleeding out a stream of crimson blood like a stuck pig. He was now shuddering like a signal flame held high. The maids were too afraid to rush to him, he was in a daze and the voices of those who were speaking sounded like they were muffled by the air.
He gulped and drew air into his lungs abruptly when he felt his oesophagus closing in. At this point, Travis believed that he was going to die— he'd time and time again mutter inaudible words that no one heard. His vision betrayed him and went completely dark and that was all he remembered.
•••
[A Year Later]
—31 December 2017—
A year passed and no matter the approximate days and months that went by, that particular rainy day still lived in the chambers of Travis's heart like no other.
Immediately after getting better, his grandmother, Mrs Park, took him away to live with, in South Korea, Seoul— there, where he spent a full year learning Korean.
31st December; a day when Travis normally received presents and words of wisdom, was now a nightmare for him. It was his nineteenth birthday and he wished it never came; hence instead of enjoying a party his grandmother threw him, he sneaked out to a night club where he vowed to get himself drunk as a skunk.
As he was drowning his liver in the smooth, milky flavour of Makgeolli, his eyes met a familiar tiny-figured boy being roughly pulled outside by two huge men. They rushed him outside as they ensured that their huge fists cluttered the individual's face.
"Why isn't anyone doing something!?" Tavis asked himself, as he scanned the faces of people who completely ignored what was happening. He stealthily followed them and as soon as he was outside, a cold wind kissed his skin, sending shivers down his spine.
Two minutes away from where he was, in a dark lane, Travis heard a sorrowful cry that made him guess that it was the boy he saw earlier, crying. He instantly dialled 112 with a racing heart.
Sooner; the police arrived and the men immediately galloped.
"What an extraordinary meeting! Will you remember me?"
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[WARNING: SOME PARTS OF THE CHAPTER MAY BE SENSITIVE TO SOME READERS, PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION]A heavy blanket of stars covered the night sky, while the silver beams of the moon fell upon David’s figure as he absent-mindedly shuffled along the street that led to his apartment.His hands were carefully buried inside the pockets of his trousers as he imagined life with his mother away from this city and country. “One day! Only one!” He whispered under his shaky breath from the cold and continued his journey. Ever since he heard Sonya’s words about Travis, he never spared a glance at his blazer.“Funny, I was kissing him just a few hours back. I made him feel good. I am sure he won’t mind me…, he shouldn’t after all, he has all the money in the world, while I have nothing.” David argued and pacified himself. He shuffled past a white car, which he failed to recognise as Sean's.“David.” Sean called from behind as he closed the door of the car. Lost in his own world, David did not hear hi
WEDNESDAY; 6:30 PMOne by one, stars started to show up and decorate the evening sky, where clouds were hurriedly drifting away. Half crescent, the moon shamelessly woke up and stood mightily in the middle, gently casting its silver, gleaming light upon some parts of the city.There, David fearfully rushed across an alley where shadows of the unknown lingered. His trembling hands were carefully hidden in the pockets of his trousers. His teeth clenched, trying to soothe the biting wind that was shamelessly kissing his skin, sending shivers all over his body.“It will be over soon. Hold on, David.” He whispered pacifying words, his feet still pattering across the road that was cluttered by papers, dead leaves, and sometimes condom wrappers, which he stumbled across now and then. He continued rushing towards his destination, and soon, he spotted a figure of a woman pacing back and forth, next to a huge dumpster where black smoke was hissing out.Swallowing deep, David made his way toward
{Let Lust Carry Us To Heaven…!}Silence, absolutely hushed. There in the middle of the room, the two boys stood, listening to their hearts throb wildly against their chests. It was wild!“Babe, are you angry at me?” Smiling, Travis whispered near David’s ear, purposely making his heart skip a beat at the depth of his voice. Right at the moment he was called babe, David had already forgiven Travis. “I am sorry…” Travis murmured, his breath warm and shaky.Carefully, his hands slowly glided down from David’s waist, all the way to his hips, and stood directly next to his pointy bulge. A gasp escaped David’s lips the instant his boyfriend’s hand halted just inches away from his pressure-filled penis.It was suddenly becoming hot; minds were timidly becoming overwhelmed by a haze of desire and yearned pleasure. Behind him, David could feel his boyfriend’s big penis strain against his buttocks, making him more famished than before. On instinct, David began rubbing his buttocks against arous
The ritual was all the same. The driver did his job – driving the two teenagers to school and picking them up exactly when the school hours ended. Every time, he stopped exactly for five minutes to watch Travis walk to class and make notes on his phone before driving away. Right then, Travis knew that his freedom had been snatched away from him. He must come up with a plan to escape this hell; after all, he was already suffocating. The poor driver had to do as he was instructed, or he would lose his job.“Have a good day.” For the first time ever since he began living in the Park mansion, Travis spoke to the driver, his eyes focused on his unconfident movements. Without waiting for a response, the boy closed the door and shuffled to his classroom, his hands carefully buried in his trouser pockets. Travis and Jiyeon walked, exchanging soft-spoken words here and then, looking like a handsome couple.The stares and whispers began once again, and this time, Travis was alert. He uncomforta
CHOI JIYEON:“So while I was looking for them, they were spending their precious time in the abandoned art room? To think that I ignored Sam when he suggested I look for them there! Man, I feel like an idiot.” An openly irritated Jiyeon hissed through her clenched teeth, her eyes bulging with anger at the pictures on the blue screen of her phone.They were the pictures of David and Travis getting intimately close in the art room. Her face twisted with fury as her fingers scrolled through all thirty pictures. “My plan is going to waste!” She spat immediately after putting her phone away into the pocket of her denim jacket.She abruptly took in a deep breath and absent-mindedly sipped her cappuccino. Her fingers impatiently tapped on the table as if calculating all possibilities – in fact, she was. Just when she was about to take another sip, Kevin showed up out of nowhere and threw himself on a vacant chair opposite Jiyeon. His face was decorated by the usual grin, mocking anyone who l
[THE FOLLOWING DAY AT SCHOOL DURING LUNCH BREAK]…“No way. He seems happy to see me and to be with me. I…won’t ask him about anything. We are both happy. If I ask, it might ruin it.” A slightly agitated Travis thought to himself, his eyes wandering across the portrait of a flower he had just finished sketching. His right foot nervously danced as he thought of the pros and cons and a way forward.He was waiting for David to come with their lunch. A depressed sigh escaped from his red lips that he had been biting ever since David had gone to buy food for their lunch break.His eyes stared impatiently at the portrait whilst listening to his heart as it slowly drowned deep into misery and melancholy. “We will be fine. We are fine. He would tell me if it came to…that. No, there is nothing to tell, we are fine, really.” He murmured with uncertainty, as his fingers, that were holding a pencil, suddenly began trembling when an unwanted image flashed across his head, making his whole body con
["Mightily Broken!"] A cold night; The wind was moaning, kissing the skin of David who was plodding along a dark lane in the depths of the decay zone of the city. His boots sadly crunched on the gravel that was decorated by dead leaves that laid on the ground, only they knew for how long. His hands
BACK TO SCHOOLMorning came hastily without warning, but that alone was enough for Travis, whose heart could not stop jingling with mirth. Today, the schools were reopening, and for the first time in his life, he was happy to go back. There, he knew he would be free, no watchful eyes on him, and mo
Nothing.Absolutely nothing happened. No questions were asked. Life happened, and moved on like nothing had taken place in the Park Mansion. The days slipped away, and soon only one remained before the school reopened again. Poor Travis’s heart ached with restless longing. He could almost feel the
"A smile so shamelessly radiant— it cages my heart with its warmth. I must be going crazy, I think!" A jubilant David shouted quietly to himself. His dark, brown eyes were shimmering with sparkles of merriment. At this point, he could not help but dwell once again, in the memory that was created yes







