LOGINHannah’s POV
I kept replaying it in my head the entire walk back to the dorm. The hallway. The sudden impact. My books falling again. And him—Zachary Reed—standing there like I was just another mistake in his way. By the time I stepped into the room, my mood was already heavy. Maya looked up from her laptop immediately. “You’re back.” Tiffany sat cross-legged on her bed, chewing chips loudly. “Okay, talk. What happened this time?” I hesitated at the door for a second before walking in slowly. “I bumped into him again,” I said quietly. Tiffany froze mid-bite. “You mean again again?” I nodded. Maya straightened slightly. “Zachary?” “Yes.” Tiffany let out a long groan and fell backwards onto her bed. “This guy is starting to sound like your personal nightmare.” I dropped my bag beside the bed and sat down slowly. “It wasn’t even dramatic,” I said. “He just… looked at me like I was annoying him again. Like I shouldn’t exist in his space.” Maya’s expression softened instantly. “Hannah…” she said gently, moving closer. “Listen to me. That says more about him than it ever will about you.” Tiffany sat up again, suddenly serious. “Exactly. And if he ever crosses the line again, we’re not ignoring it… this time, please I really want to slap his head so bad,” she added, shaking her hand like she was already imagining it. Despite everything, I let out a small laugh. “You say that like you can actually reach him,” I teased lightly. Tiffany pointed at me. “Don’t underestimate my anger.” That made both me and Maya laugh. The tension in my chest loosened a little. Maya sat beside me and gently bumped my shoulder. “You’re not alone here, okay?” I nodded slowly. “I know,” I whispered. And for the first time since the incident, I actually believed it a little. A few minutes later, Tiffany suddenly clapped her hands loudly. “No depression allowed in this room,” she announced. “Emergency distraction plan activated.” Maya sighed. “Here we go.” Tiffany grabbed the remote like she was commanding an army. “Movie. Now. Snacks. No sad thoughts.” Soon, the room shifted completely. Lights dimmed. Snacks opened. Shoes kicked off. Phones ignored. We were sitting together on the bed, the movie playing softly in the background. But before it even properly started, Tiffany turned to me again. “Okay serious question,” she said. I blinked. “Again?” “Yes,” she said firmly. “Boy talk.” My eyes widened slightly. “What?” Maya laughed. “Tiffany…” “What?” Tiffany defended. “We’re girls. We’re allowed.” I felt my cheeks heat up immediately. “I don’t really have anything to say,” I admitted awkwardly. Tiffany gasped. “You’ve never had a crush?” I shook my head quickly. “I’ve never really… talked to boys properly,” I said honestly. “I was always focused on school, books… my goals.” Tiffany stared at me like I had just revealed a shocking secret. “Girl, you were in academic isolation.” Maya laughed softly. “It’s okay, Hannah. There’s no timeline for that.” Tiffany leaned closer. “But college changes things. Trust me.” I swallowed nervously. “I don’t even know how to talk to guys,” I admitted quietly. Maya smiled warmly. “Then you learn slowly. No pressure.” Tiffany nodded. “And we supervise.” That made me laugh again. The movie started properly after that, but none of us were really focused on it the entire time. Tiffany kept commenting on every scene loudly, Maya kept correcting her, and I kept laughing in between trying to follow the plot. For a while, everything felt light. Like the hallway didn’t exist. Like Zachary Reed didn’t exist. Just girls talking, laughing, and sharing space like we had known each other forever. And I liked that feeling more than I expected. Zachary’s POV The house was loud when I got back. Tyler and Adrian were already arguing about a football replay on the TV again, their voices bouncing off the walls like always. “That was a clean hit,” Adrian insisted. “No it wasn’t,” Tyler shot back. “Ref was blind.” I walked past them without saying anything and dropped my keys on the table. “Bro, you’ve been weird today,” Tyler called after me. “I’m not weird,” I replied flatly. Adrian smirked. “You’ve said that three times already.” I ignored them and sat on the couch for a while. Football highlights played on the screen, but I wasn’t watching. My mind kept drifting. Back to the hallway. Back to her. The way she looked when she fell again. The way she quickly apologized like she was used to being blamed. The way she avoided my eyes immediately after. Tyler flopped down beside me. “You’re zoning out again.” “I’m not,” I said immediately. Adrian laughed. “Bro, you’re definitely thinking too much.” “I don’t think,” I replied coldly. That made them quiet for a second. Then Tyler leaned back. “Party tomorrow. You’re coming.” “No.” “You always say no,” Adrian said. “Then show up late anyway.” “I’m not going,” I repeated. Tyler sighed. “You’re getting boring, Zachary.” I scoffed. “Good.” They went back to arguing about girls and football, but I stopped listening. Everything sounded distant. Even them. My phone rang suddenly. I glanced at it. My sister. I answered immediately. “Hey,” I said, tone softening slightly. “Zacharyyyy!” she shouted through the phone. I exhaled. “You’re too loud.” “I miss you,” she said. “When are you coming home?” “Soon,” I replied. “I got top marks!” she added proudly. I smiled faintly. “Of course you did.” “I miss you too,” I said quietly. Tyler mouthed “soft spot” again from across the room and I ignored him. After the call, I stood up. “I’m going upstairs.” “Of course you are,” Adrian muttered. I didn’t respond. My room was quiet. Too quiet. I sat at my desk for a long time before opening my sketchbook. At first, I tried drawing anything else. Lines. Shapes. Random shadows. But my hand stopped. Her face appeared again. Loose sweater. Long skirt. Quiet eyes. I froze. “…Why do I keep drawing her?” I muttered. I shut the sketchbook immediately and leaned back in my chair. “She’s just another student,” I said quietly. But even as I said it My mind refused to listen.Hannah's POV "I can't believe you actually went," Tiffany cried on the other end of the line. I had to hold the phone away from my ear while she spoke. Otherwise I'd need a new set of eardrums. She and Maya had gotten on the phone with me the moment I texted them that I'd come back from the hospital. Maya knew I'd go through with the visit like I said I would. Tiffany had hoped I wouldn't. "You should be smarter than that, Hannah," she pressed. I could almost see her groaning in disappointment, grabbing fistfuls of her hair the way she did when we'd watch movies and the main girl did something stupid. Like pay a friendly hospital visit to the boy who'd made her life miserable. "What's done is done," I said, heading back to the hostel despite the stares I was getting along the way. A sick feeling hit me and I thought I was going to throw up right then and there. I felt like a bug underneath a microscope, patiently dreading the scientist that would poke and prod me before rippi
Hannah's POVI don't like the sound of sirens. When ambulances scream past with colours of red flashing like a blur, it brings a wave of sickness to me. But when this ambulance arrived, I didn't even hear it. It was one of the things my mind tuned out. Because all I could see was the blood dripping down Zachary's temples as he was carried out on a stretcher. All I could hear was him groaning in pain. He had mud and grass in his wounds, in his hair, on his face. My heart sank and I couldn't seem to swallow the nausea ready to overwhelm me.His friends raced to his side like loyal soldiers. And when the responders hauled him into the back of the ambulance, their faces were pale and fallen. Why wouldn't they be? I don't think anyone was expecting the match to turn out this way. I wasn't.But did Tiffany?My eyes slowly moved to her and my heart pounded like a drum. Her expression was too unreadable. Blank. Almost as if she'd been expecting something like this to happen. No. It's not poss
Hannah's POV"You need to stop worrying, Hannah."Tiffany didn't even look up from her phone when she said it. Her fingers were moving fast across the screen, typing to someone she clearly wasn't going to tell us about. The irritation she was trying to hide was bleeding into her voice anyway.I watched her from across the room.Who was she texting? That Danny boy? The thought alone made something uncomfortable settle in my chest and I had absolutely no idea why."Just show us who you're talking to," Maya said, reaching for the phone. Tiffany pulled it away fast — too fast — and looked at both of us with a sharp, warning look. It almost made me flinch."No. I'm doing this for you," she said, turning to me specifically."You literally said earlier that you wanted to take your anger out on someone," I reminded her. The edge in my own voice surprised me. Maya blinked, looking between us the way she always did when she didn't know which side to land on.Tiffany was her best friend. But eve
Hannah's POV Maybe going back to my room was a mistake. I should've stayed in the toilet till the end of the day. Heck, the end of the semester if I had to. But after my legs started to fall asleep and my arms grew tired, I decided to make the painful walk back. If I was lucky, it'd be empty and I could fall asleep without having to answer any questions from Tiffany or Maya. I could curl into my blanket and pretend everything that happened today was nothing more than a bad dream. Oh, well. I should've known my roommates would be in their beds by the time I arrived, preparing themselves for what to say when I walked through that door. "I'm going to kill Zachary!" Tiffany exclaimed, her features hardening so quickly it frightened me. Maya on the other hand was barely moved. She slid her headphones so they rested on her shoulders and gave Tiffany a blank stare. "You've said that three times already." "And you think I don't mean it?" She asked, her voice piercing my ears li
Hannah's POV"Please come out, Hannah. It wasn't that bad, I swear," Serena assured me, though her voice said otherwise.Her knuckles rasped on the bathroom door, begging me to come out or at least let her in. But that wasn't happening. Not anytime soon.The school bathroom was my hideaway — a habit I'd picked up since middle school. Anytime I got bullied by seniors, I'd run here to let the tears spill down my cheeks. I didn't like it when people saw me cry. They wouldn't do anything but take videos and laugh.But in a bathroom stall, you're alone.Back then, it wasn't that bad. There were doodles etched into the walls that I'd stared at to take my mind off things. But in this bathroom, the tiles were bare. No doodles. No writing. Just plain white porcelain.Maybe it's for the best anyway.I don't want to forget.Crying is all I want to do.I rubbed my eyes with the back of my sleeve, sniffling as I did so.I hate everything. And everyone. I hate myself for even thinking of trying to
Hannah's POVNo one tells you how much a school changes after an epic win.Walking down the hallway is hard enough for me on a regular day. But now I had to deal with bristling past crowds of students giving high fives, fist bumps, and chanting. It felt like everywhere I turned I either heard "Go Hudsons!" or "We did it, man."Green balloons littered the hall, and I couldn't even see the floor anymore as I made my way to class. A part of me hoped the class would be cancelled to celebrate our big victory against Westfield. But of course, that was too much to wish for. Knowing Mr. Lawton, he would have made our class two hours longer."Isn't it amazing, Hannah?" Serena asked me, her eyes lit up like fireflies as she looked around.Someone behind us sprayed confetti. It fluttered down through the air like ashes. Green and white paper fell on our shoulders and in our hair, causing giggles to escape our lips. I brushed it off gently, turning to Serena with a smile perking up my lips."Well
Hannah’s POVThat evening, after the incident at the football field, I returned to the dorm room feeling completely drained. My shoulder still hurt slightly, but the embarrassment hurt more.Maya and Tiffany were already inside when I walked in. They immediately noticed my expression.“What happene
Hannah’s POVBy the afternoon, campus had become even busier. I was walking alone after my last class when I suddenly noticed a group of students gathered near the football field.They were cheering loudly.Curious, I slowed down.Standing in the middle of the field was a tall guy wearing a footbal
Hannah’s POVThe next morning, I woke up to the sound of my alarm ringing loudly beside my bed. For a few seconds, I forgot where I was. Then reality hit me.New school.New city.New life.I slowly sat up and looked around the dorm room. Maya was already awake, fixing her hair in front of the mirr
Hannah’s POVThe drive back to campus was awkward.Painfully awkward.The kind of awkward that made me want to disappear into the seat and magically teleport back to my dorm.Neither of us said anything after leaving his parents’ house.Not after everything that happened at lunch.Not after what ha







