FAZER LOGINHannah’s POV
I kept replaying it in my head the entire walk back to the dorm. The hallway. The sudden impact. My books falling again. And him—Zachary Reed—standing there like I was just another mistake in his way. By the time I stepped into the room, my mood was already heavy. Maya looked up from her laptop immediately. “You’re back.” Tiffany sat cross-legged on her bed, chewing chips loudly. “Okay, talk. What happened this time?” I hesitated at the door for a second before walking in slowly. “I bumped into him again,” I said quietly. Tiffany froze mid-bite. “You mean again again?” I nodded. Maya straightened slightly. “Zachary?” “Yes.” Tiffany let out a long groan and fell backwards onto her bed. “This guy is starting to sound like your personal nightmare.” I dropped my bag beside the bed and sat down slowly. “It wasn’t even dramatic,” I said. “He just… looked at me like I was annoying him again. Like I shouldn’t exist in his space.” Maya’s expression softened instantly. “Hannah…” she said gently, moving closer. “Listen to me. That says more about him than it ever will about you.” Tiffany sat up again, suddenly serious. “Exactly. And if he ever crosses the line again, we’re not ignoring it… this time, please I really want to slap his head so bad,” she added, shaking her hand like she was already imagining it. Despite everything, I let out a small laugh. “You say that like you can actually reach him,” I teased lightly. Tiffany pointed at me. “Don’t underestimate my anger.” That made both me and Maya laugh. The tension in my chest loosened a little. Maya sat beside me and gently bumped my shoulder. “You’re not alone here, okay?” I nodded slowly. “I know,” I whispered. And for the first time since the incident, I actually believed it a little. A few minutes later, Tiffany suddenly clapped her hands loudly. “No depression allowed in this room,” she announced. “Emergency distraction plan activated.” Maya sighed. “Here we go.” Tiffany grabbed the remote like she was commanding an army. “Movie. Now. Snacks. No sad thoughts.” Soon, the room shifted completely. Lights dimmed. Snacks opened. Shoes kicked off. Phones ignored. We were sitting together on the bed, the movie playing softly in the background. But before it even properly started, Tiffany turned to me again. “Okay serious question,” she said. I blinked. “Again?” “Yes,” she said firmly. “Boy talk.” My eyes widened slightly. “What?” Maya laughed. “Tiffany…” “What?” Tiffany defended. “We’re girls. We’re allowed.” I felt my cheeks heat up immediately. “I don’t really have anything to say,” I admitted awkwardly. Tiffany gasped. “You’ve never had a crush?” I shook my head quickly. “I’ve never really… talked to boys properly,” I said honestly. “I was always focused on school, books… my goals.” Tiffany stared at me like I had just revealed a shocking secret. “Girl, you were in academic isolation.” Maya laughed softly. “It’s okay, Hannah. There’s no timeline for that.” Tiffany leaned closer. “But college changes things. Trust me.” I swallowed nervously. “I don’t even know how to talk to guys,” I admitted quietly. Maya smiled warmly. “Then you learn slowly. No pressure.” Tiffany nodded. “And we supervise.” That made me laugh again. The movie started properly after that, but none of us were really focused on it the entire time. Tiffany kept commenting on every scene loudly, Maya kept correcting her, and I kept laughing in between trying to follow the plot. For a while, everything felt light. Like the hallway didn’t exist. Like Zachary Reed didn’t exist. Just girls talking, laughing, and sharing space like we had known each other forever. And I liked that feeling more than I expected. Zachary’s POV The house was loud when I got back. Tyler and Adrian were already arguing about a football replay on the TV again, their voices bouncing off the walls like always. “That was a clean hit,” Adrian insisted. “No it wasn’t,” Tyler shot back. “Ref was blind.” I walked past them without saying anything and dropped my keys on the table. “Bro, you’ve been weird today,” Tyler called after me. “I’m not weird,” I replied flatly. Adrian smirked. “You’ve said that three times already.” I ignored them and sat on the couch for a while. Football highlights played on the screen, but I wasn’t watching. My mind kept drifting. Back to the hallway. Back to her. The way she looked when she fell again. The way she quickly apologized like she was used to being blamed. The way she avoided my eyes immediately after. Tyler flopped down beside me. “You’re zoning out again.” “I’m not,” I said immediately. Adrian laughed. “Bro, you’re definitely thinking too much.” “I don’t think,” I replied coldly. That made them quiet for a second. Then Tyler leaned back. “Party tomorrow. You’re coming.” “No.” “You always say no,” Adrian said. “Then show up late anyway.” “I’m not going,” I repeated. Tyler sighed. “You’re getting boring, Zachary.” I scoffed. “Good.” They went back to arguing about girls and football, but I stopped listening. Everything sounded distant. Even them. My phone rang suddenly. I glanced at it. My sister. I answered immediately. “Hey,” I said, tone softening slightly. “Zacharyyyy!” she shouted through the phone. I exhaled. “You’re too loud.” “I miss you,” she said. “When are you coming home?” “Soon,” I replied. “I got top marks!” she added proudly. I smiled faintly. “Of course you did.” “I miss you too,” I said quietly. Tyler mouthed “soft spot” again from across the room and I ignored him. After the call, I stood up. “I’m going upstairs.” “Of course you are,” Adrian muttered. I didn’t respond. My room was quiet. Too quiet. I sat at my desk for a long time before opening my sketchbook. At first, I tried drawing anything else. Lines. Shapes. Random shadows. But my hand stopped. Her face appeared again. Loose sweater. Long skirt. Quiet eyes. I froze. “…Why do I keep drawing her?” I muttered. I shut the sketchbook immediately and leaned back in my chair. “She’s just another student,” I said quietly. But even as I said it My mind refused to listen.HANNAH’S POVI couldn’t believe I had just come face to face with the person who’d been sending me those threatening messages, and I hadn’t been able to do anything. I’d just stood there like a stone. Then I saw Zach coming my way from the corner of my eye, and the moment the girl bumped her shoulder against mine to go and meet him, I ran as if my life depended on it.I passed my friends on the dance floor, dancing their hearts out. At some point, I even spotted Serena with Adrian, and she was smiling. I didn’t want to go over there and ruin their moment, so I left the party. Luckily, I was the one with the key, and I had my phone with me, so I texted Maya to say I was going back to the dorms.On my way back, there were still a lot of people outside, and I tried to hide by covering my face with my phone. My makeup was already smudged from crying. The funny thing was, I didn’t even know why I was crying. Was it because of the girl, or because I’d seen Zach hugging her? I think I was t
HANNAH’S POVThe party took place at the school hall—the same hall where we were lectured on school guidelines. But under the red lights and with the blaring music, it looked unrecognisable. The bass shook the room, and I could feel the vibrations beneath my feet. My black heels certainly weren’t helping. The hall smelled like strong liquor and another scent I wasn’t familiar with.“Maybe we should go?” I had to raise my voice so my friends could hear me even though they were right beside me.Serena took my arm in hers and shook her head. “But we just got here,” she giggled, looking around the dance floor before making her way to the middle.“Come on, guys,” she called, stretching out her hands towards us to invite us to join her. Maya did so without a second thought, smiling as she moved her hips to the beat of the music. But if you watched her closely enough, you’d notice her glancing at a corner of the room as if looking for someone.“She seems…different, doesn’t she? Why do I feel
HANNAH’S POVIt had been seven days since my talk with my brother. I wished I could say his advice had helped me. I’d assumed a little pep talk would give me the courage to stand up for myself more often. Or to hold my ground.So when my friends suggested going to a party, I thought I’d have the guts to say no. Why wouldn’t I? Parties were never my thing. I got anxious just being in class, let alone a room full of strangers. Could you imagine? Loud music, the smell of liquor, and the blinding lights? No, no, no. It wasn’t my cup of tea.“But everyone’s going,” Serena argued as she examined the two dresses she was holding in her hands. She eyed the ruby red one draped over her left arm with interest, but still appeared indecisive.Tiffany let out a soft scoff. “Since when is that a good reason to do anything?” she asked aloud, even though she was attending the party as well. She tied her hair in a messy bun, allowing a few strands to fall over her pretty face like vines. It was normal
HANNAH’S POVPeople used to say that the only thing wrong with my brother was me. Back when I was in middle school, he was one of the most popular students in his grade. He was the type who came out of exam halls with straight A’s without trying too hard.Jordan played sports, had girlfriends and, more importantly, was one of the most charming people you would ever meet. It was a gift, really. So was his ability to win the favour of some of the strictest and most soulless teachers in our school.I was the opposite. I stuck my nose in books because, unlike some people, I couldn’t memorise words on a board from a single glance. To this day, I’m not sure if I love my brother more than I respect him, because the pedestal I’ve put him on is as tall as a skyscraper.After all, he was the reason I chose this course. And if there was anyone who could help me navigate times as dark as these, it was Jordan.“Who the hell do those people think they are?” he yelled through the phone speaker. He s
Hannah's POV "I can't believe you actually went," Tiffany cried on the other end of the line. I had to hold the phone away from my ear while she spoke. Otherwise I'd need a new set of eardrums. She and Maya had gotten on the phone with me the moment I texted them that I'd come back from the hospital. Maya knew I'd go through with the visit like I said I would. Tiffany had hoped I wouldn't. "You should be smarter than that, Hannah," she pressed. I could almost see her groaning in disappointment, grabbing fistfuls of her hair the way she did when we'd watch movies and the main girl did something stupid. Like pay a friendly hospital visit to the boy who'd made her life miserable. "What's done is done," I said, heading back to the hostel despite the stares I was getting along the way. A sick feeling hit me and I thought I was going to throw up right then and there. I felt like a bug underneath a microscope, patiently dreading the scientist that would poke and prod me before rippi
Hannah's POVI don't like the sound of sirens. When ambulances scream past with colours of red flashing like a blur, it brings a wave of sickness to me. But when this ambulance arrived, I didn't even hear it. It was one of the things my mind tuned out. Because all I could see was the blood dripping down Zachary's temples as he was carried out on a stretcher. All I could hear was him groaning in pain. He had mud and grass in his wounds, in his hair, on his face. My heart sank and I couldn't seem to swallow the nausea ready to overwhelm me.His friends raced to his side like loyal soldiers. And when the responders hauled him into the back of the ambulance, their faces were pale and fallen. Why wouldn't they be? I don't think anyone was expecting the match to turn out this way. I wasn't.But did Tiffany?My eyes slowly moved to her and my heart pounded like a drum. Her expression was too unreadable. Blank. Almost as if she'd been expecting something like this to happen. No. It's not poss
Hannah’s POVThat evening, after the incident at the football field, I returned to the dorm room feeling completely drained. My shoulder still hurt slightly, but the embarrassment hurt more.Maya and Tiffany were already inside when I walked in. They immediately noticed my expression.“What happene
Hannah’s POVBy the afternoon, campus had become even busier. I was walking alone after my last class when I suddenly noticed a group of students gathered near the football field.They were cheering loudly.Curious, I slowed down.Standing in the middle of the field was a tall guy wearing a footbal
Hannah’s POVThe next morning, I woke up to the sound of my alarm ringing loudly beside my bed. For a few seconds, I forgot where I was. Then reality hit me.New school.New city.New life.I slowly sat up and looked around the dorm room. Maya was already awake, fixing her hair in front of the mirr
The moment the bus finally came to a stop, my heart started beating faster than usual. I tightened my grip on the handle of my suitcase and looked out the window at the tall buildings surrounding me. New York City.I was really here.For a few seconds, I just sat there, staring. Cars were honking,







