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The moment the bus finally came to a stop, my heart started beating faster than usual. I tightened my grip on the handle of my suitcase and looked out the window at the tall buildings surrounding me. New York City.
I was really here. For a few seconds, I just sat there, staring. Cars were honking, people were rushing past each other on the sidewalk, and everything felt loud, fast, and unfamiliar. It was nothing like home. Back there, life was slower, quieter, predictable. Here, it felt like the world was moving at full speed, and I wasn’t sure if I could keep up. “Miss, we’re at the last stop,” the driver said, glancing at me through the mirror. “Oh,sorry,” I replied quickly, snapping back to reality. I stood up, adjusted the strap of my bag on my shoulder, and carefully stepped down from the bus. The cool air hit my face immediately, and I took a deep breath, trying to calm the nervous feeling in my chest. This was it. A new city. A new life. A new beginning. I reminded myself why I came here in the first place. I had earned a scholarship to study Law at Hudson State University,my dream course. Not everyone gets an opportunity like that, and I wasn’t about to waste it just because I felt scared. Still, fear had a way of creeping in, especially when you were alone. I dragged my suitcase along the sidewalk, trying not to look as lost as I felt. People walked past me confidently, like they had their lives completely figured out. Meanwhile, I was just hoping I wouldn’t get lost before even reaching my dorm. After what felt like forever, I finally arrived at the university gate. The words HUDSON STATE UNIVERSITY were written boldly across the entrance, and students were moving in and out with excitement and laughter. My stomach flipped. This place was huge. Students stood in groups, chatting and smiling like they had known each other for years. Some were taking pictures, others were hugging their parents goodbye. I suddenly felt very small standing there by myself. I adjusted my oversized sweater and pulled it down slightly, a habit I had developed over the years. Growing up, people always had something to say about my body,too big, too different, too noticeable. Even when I tried to ignore them, their words stayed in my head longer than I liked to admit. But this was supposed to be a fresh start. “No more hiding,” I whispered quietly to myself. Taking a deep breath, I walked toward the dorm building listed on the paper in my hand. My legs felt heavy, but I kept going anyway. Each step felt like a promise,to my parents, to my brother, and to myself. When I finally reached the dorm room door, I paused. Room 204. I knocked gently. A few seconds later, the door swung open, and a tall girl with curly hair and a bright smile stood in front of me. “Hey! You must be Hannah!” she said excitedly. I blinked, slightly surprised. “Uh… yes.” “I’m Maya,” she said, stepping aside to let me in. “Come in, come in. We’ve been waiting for you.” Inside the room, another girl sat on one of the beds, scrolling through her phone. She looked up immediately and smiled warmly. “I’m Tiffany,” she said calmly. “Welcome.” I stepped inside slowly, looking around the room that would be my new home for the next few years. My suitcase felt heavier than usual, but the friendly atmosphere made me relax just a little. Maya closed the door behind me and leaned against it casually. “So, what course are you studying?” she asked. “Law,” I replied, adjusting the strap of my bag on my shoulder. “It’s always been my dream.” Her eyes lit up. “Wow, that’s impressive,” she said. “I’m studying Journalism. I love writing and telling stories, so it just made sense.” Tiffany nodded with a small smile. “And I’m in Accounting,” she added. “Numbers have always been my thing.” I let out a soft breath, feeling the tension in my chest slowly fade. For the first time since arriving in New York, the tight knot in my stomach loosened just a little. These girls seemed normal… friendly… welcoming. Maybe I wouldn’t feel so alone after all. I set my suitcase down beside the bed and glanced around the room again. It wasn’t perfect, and I was still nervous, but something inside me whispered that this was the start of something important. And deep down, I knew one thing for sure, my life was about to change in ways I never expected. Zachary’s POV The loud cheers from the football field echoed across campus as I threw the ball hard toward Tyler. He caught it easily and raised his hand in victory while the rest of the team clapped and shouted. “Nice throw, Zach!” Coach yelled from the sidelines. I nodded once but didn’t smile. To everyone else, this was exciting. To me, it was just another practice. Another expectation. Another responsibility. Sweat dripped down my face as I ran across the field again, blocking out the noise around me. The sun was hot, and my muscles ached, but I kept pushing myself harder than anyone else. That was the only way to survive in my world,be the best or be nothing. After practice ended, my teammates gathered around, laughing and joking like they didn’t have a care in the world. Tyler walked up to me, tossing a bottle of water in my direction. “You played like a beast today,” he said with a grin. I caught the bottle and took a long drink before responding. “Just doing my job,” I said calmly. Adrian joined us, shaking his head. “Man, you act like this stuff doesn’t matter,” he said. “You’re literally the star of the team.” I shrugged slightly. It didn’t feel like success. It felt like pressure. My phone suddenly vibrated in my pocket. I didn’t even need to check the screen to know who it was. Dad. I sighed quietly before answering. “Zachary,” his deep voice said immediately. “I hope you’re not wasting time again. Remember, football is temporary. The real future is the business.” My jaw tightened. “I know,” I replied shortly. “You have a meeting with me this weekend,” he continued. “We need to discuss your responsibilities at Reed Global.” Responsibilities. That word again. The call ended, and I stared at my phone for a few seconds, frustration building inside my chest. No matter how hard I tried, it was never enough. There was always another expectation waiting for me. “Everything okay?” Tyler asked, noticing my expression. “Yeah,” I replied quickly, slipping the phone back into my pocket. But it wasn’t okay. Not even close. Later that evening, I sat alone in my room, staring at the sketchbook resting on my desk. The pencil lay beside it, untouched. I reached for it slowly and opened the book to a half-finished drawing. A portrait. Carefully shaded lines. Soft details. Something real. This was the only place where I felt free. I picked up the pencil and continued drawing, letting the world fade away for a moment. No football. No business. No expectations. Just me. But deep down, I knew one thing for sure, No matter how hard I tried to escape it, the life my father planned for me was getting closer every day.HANNAH’S POVI couldn’t believe I had just come face to face with the person who’d been sending me those threatening messages, and I hadn’t been able to do anything. I’d just stood there like a stone. Then I saw Zach coming my way from the corner of my eye, and the moment the girl bumped her shoulder against mine to go and meet him, I ran as if my life depended on it.I passed my friends on the dance floor, dancing their hearts out. At some point, I even spotted Serena with Adrian, and she was smiling. I didn’t want to go over there and ruin their moment, so I left the party. Luckily, I was the one with the key, and I had my phone with me, so I texted Maya to say I was going back to the dorms.On my way back, there were still a lot of people outside, and I tried to hide by covering my face with my phone. My makeup was already smudged from crying. The funny thing was, I didn’t even know why I was crying. Was it because of the girl, or because I’d seen Zach hugging her? I think I was t
HANNAH’S POVThe party took place at the school hall—the same hall where we were lectured on school guidelines. But under the red lights and with the blaring music, it looked unrecognisable. The bass shook the room, and I could feel the vibrations beneath my feet. My black heels certainly weren’t helping. The hall smelled like strong liquor and another scent I wasn’t familiar with.“Maybe we should go?” I had to raise my voice so my friends could hear me even though they were right beside me.Serena took my arm in hers and shook her head. “But we just got here,” she giggled, looking around the dance floor before making her way to the middle.“Come on, guys,” she called, stretching out her hands towards us to invite us to join her. Maya did so without a second thought, smiling as she moved her hips to the beat of the music. But if you watched her closely enough, you’d notice her glancing at a corner of the room as if looking for someone.“She seems…different, doesn’t she? Why do I feel
HANNAH’S POVIt had been seven days since my talk with my brother. I wished I could say his advice had helped me. I’d assumed a little pep talk would give me the courage to stand up for myself more often. Or to hold my ground.So when my friends suggested going to a party, I thought I’d have the guts to say no. Why wouldn’t I? Parties were never my thing. I got anxious just being in class, let alone a room full of strangers. Could you imagine? Loud music, the smell of liquor, and the blinding lights? No, no, no. It wasn’t my cup of tea.“But everyone’s going,” Serena argued as she examined the two dresses she was holding in her hands. She eyed the ruby red one draped over her left arm with interest, but still appeared indecisive.Tiffany let out a soft scoff. “Since when is that a good reason to do anything?” she asked aloud, even though she was attending the party as well. She tied her hair in a messy bun, allowing a few strands to fall over her pretty face like vines. It was normal
HANNAH’S POVPeople used to say that the only thing wrong with my brother was me. Back when I was in middle school, he was one of the most popular students in his grade. He was the type who came out of exam halls with straight A’s without trying too hard.Jordan played sports, had girlfriends and, more importantly, was one of the most charming people you would ever meet. It was a gift, really. So was his ability to win the favour of some of the strictest and most soulless teachers in our school.I was the opposite. I stuck my nose in books because, unlike some people, I couldn’t memorise words on a board from a single glance. To this day, I’m not sure if I love my brother more than I respect him, because the pedestal I’ve put him on is as tall as a skyscraper.After all, he was the reason I chose this course. And if there was anyone who could help me navigate times as dark as these, it was Jordan.“Who the hell do those people think they are?” he yelled through the phone speaker. He s
Hannah's POV "I can't believe you actually went," Tiffany cried on the other end of the line. I had to hold the phone away from my ear while she spoke. Otherwise I'd need a new set of eardrums. She and Maya had gotten on the phone with me the moment I texted them that I'd come back from the hospital. Maya knew I'd go through with the visit like I said I would. Tiffany had hoped I wouldn't. "You should be smarter than that, Hannah," she pressed. I could almost see her groaning in disappointment, grabbing fistfuls of her hair the way she did when we'd watch movies and the main girl did something stupid. Like pay a friendly hospital visit to the boy who'd made her life miserable. "What's done is done," I said, heading back to the hostel despite the stares I was getting along the way. A sick feeling hit me and I thought I was going to throw up right then and there. I felt like a bug underneath a microscope, patiently dreading the scientist that would poke and prod me before rippi
Hannah's POVI don't like the sound of sirens. When ambulances scream past with colours of red flashing like a blur, it brings a wave of sickness to me. But when this ambulance arrived, I didn't even hear it. It was one of the things my mind tuned out. Because all I could see was the blood dripping down Zachary's temples as he was carried out on a stretcher. All I could hear was him groaning in pain. He had mud and grass in his wounds, in his hair, on his face. My heart sank and I couldn't seem to swallow the nausea ready to overwhelm me.His friends raced to his side like loyal soldiers. And when the responders hauled him into the back of the ambulance, their faces were pale and fallen. Why wouldn't they be? I don't think anyone was expecting the match to turn out this way. I wasn't.But did Tiffany?My eyes slowly moved to her and my heart pounded like a drum. Her expression was too unreadable. Blank. Almost as if she'd been expecting something like this to happen. No. It's not poss
Hannah’s POVBy the afternoon, campus had become even busier. I was walking alone after my last class when I suddenly noticed a group of students gathered near the football field.They were cheering loudly.Curious, I slowed down.Standing in the middle of the field was a tall guy wearing a footbal
Hannah’s POVThe next morning, I woke up to the sound of my alarm ringing loudly beside my bed. For a few seconds, I forgot where I was. Then reality hit me.New school.New city.New life.I slowly sat up and looked around the dorm room. Maya was already awake, fixing her hair in front of the mirr
Hannah’s POVI kept replaying it in my head the entire walk back to the dorm.The hallway.The sudden impact.My books falling again.And him—Zachary Reed—standing there like I was just another mistake in his way.By the time I stepped into the room, my mood was already heavy.Maya looked up from h
Hannah’s POVThat evening, after the incident at the football field, I returned to the dorm room feeling completely drained. My shoulder still hurt slightly, but the embarrassment hurt more.Maya and Tiffany were already inside when I walked in. They immediately noticed my expression.“What happene







