I offered a polite smile to Mr. Villion. The two men behind him stepped forward and extended their hands to me. As soon as I touched the hand of one of his sons, a wave of nervousness hit me. It felt like he had been expecting to see me… he gripped my hand firmly, almost as if he had no intention of letting go.
“Oh, sorry, I was just a bit stunned to meet you, Ms. Alina. I’m Lance Villion,” he said, possibly noticing the way I looked at his hand, which still hadn’t let go of mine. He smiled, but something about that smile felt off…a quiet unease crept inside of me. I simply nodded, keeping my reaction to myself.
Then the last person approached me. When he offered his hand, I felt a different kind of nervousness, far from what I felt with Lance. We stared at each other for a long moment, neither of us willing to break the gaze. I felt my heart skip a beat as our eyes locked. It was only interrupted when Mr. Villion cleared his throat from the side. I pulled my hand back quickly. Was I just daydreaming? I placed a hand over my chest, then touched my cheek. Get it together, Alina! You’re embarrassing yourself!
“This is Leon. I only have two sons, and Lance is the eldest.” He said it firmly as he introduced me to Leon. Did Leon notice me blushing? Hopefully not. I lowered my head and avoided looking at Leon’s face again. I adjusted my outfit even though I knew it was already fine…I was really just trying to avoid looking in his direction.
“Alina, are you okay? Are you tired from training? Your face looks a bit flushed, dear.”
“Ah yeah! I…I’m okay. Ah, maybe I just got a little tired from training.” Gosh, my dad almost noticed. I mentally slapped myself.
“You sure, hija? If so, you can talk to Lance. You two can sit at one of the tables or couches over there.” Papa said. I wasn’t sure whether to feel relieved or not. Yes! I was avoiding Leon! But that didn’t mean I wanted to talk to Lance either. That guy just makes me feel tense.
I didn’t protest and just followed what Papa said. I felt Lance walking behind me…I glanced at Leon. And damn? He was still looking at me?! I quickly looked away and headed toward the seats Papa had pointed out.
Why is he still looking at me? I felt my heart pound. Relax, Alina, you shouldn’t be reacting like this. Maybe he was just surprised by how I looked. I mean, I’m sweaty and nothing more. I hurried to take a seat, avoiding another glance at Leon. As soon as I sat down, I felt Lance’s presence beside me.
I ignored him and grabbed a book from one of the shelves here. I had to pretend I was reading just so he wouldn’t talk to me and shit, he suddenly came closer. My eyes widened, and I shifted slightly away. He stared at me intensely…then smirked.
“I never thought I’d be facing you like this, Alina.” He said that while gently brushing away the stray hairs from my face. His gaze and touch sent shivers down my spine. I moved even more, and this time, I held back his hand before it could touch my face. Lance’s grin widened even more as he leaned closer to my face.
“Don’t avoid me too much because in the coming weeks, you’ll be seeing me every day. And every day…I’ll be able to touch you too.” I stiffened. My grip on the book tightened. Fear registered on my face as I instinctively leaned away from him. The things I was hearing were too much for my mind to process. It felt like my knees could give out if I weren’t already sitting.
“What the hell are you talking about?” I asked, trying to hide the fear and nervousness in my voice.
“Oww, they haven’t said anything yet? Don’t worry…you’ll find out soon enough.” He let out a dry laugh and leaned his head back against the chair.
Right now is the only time I’ve ever wished for time to move faster. I don’t want to see these people’s faces anymore. I feel like I’m suffocating. Just a few minutes passed when I heard my father’s voice calling me. I was about to stand when Lance leaned in and whispered in my ear.
“I can’t wait to have you already, Alina…”
I covered that ear and stood up immediately. I didn’t look at him again. I walked over to my father and ignored him. He acted like nothing had happened and simply slipped his hands into his pockets. Then he moved beside his father…and Leon.
Leon and I locked eyes once more, and for the second time… it was me who looked away.
“It seems Alina and Lance had a good conversation, Mr. Allard. Thank you very much for welcoming us, and for now, we’ll be taking our leave.” Mr. Villion said while straightening his blazer.
“It’s a pleasure as well, Mr. Villion. What we discussed has already been settled.” My father gave a meaningful reply and glanced in my direction.
Papa and Mr. Villion exchanged glances for a moment before deciding to leave. Once they had left, I turned to face my father intently. His expression had returned to the same one he always wore when dealing with me…devoid of the emotion he’d shown just moments earlier. But I was used to it.
Despite the agitation in my chest, I still managed to ask him.
“Uh, Papa, what were you talking about? What is it for, why-“ He cut me off mid-sentence and looked straight at me. There was something in his eyes…like he’d just secured exactly what he wanted.
“Well, you know how things work in a business-driven world, Alina. Having Mr. Villion on our side is a major advantage. So… we’ve come to an agreement. You’ll be marrying his eldest son, Lance.”
Alina's hand was warm in mine. It's kinda funny... like I was the one who didn't want to let go of her hand. I had so many "What ifs" running through my head. Especially the one that kept echoing.What if I never left? Would we still be the same? Would she still look for me? Would she still want me? Would we have ended up together?But even I don't know the answers to my own question. I'm not sure if she'll ever truly like me.I let out a weak laugh and smiled sadly, without meaning to. Then I turned to the window, where the glass had already started to fog up from the cold. That kind of mist that forms when the air outside is freezing and the warmth inside tries to fight it off.Just like me, I guess.I let go of Alina's hand for a moment. I didn't want to, but I had to change. The smell of alcohol was still strong, clinging to me from the glass I was holding when it spilled all over my shirt. It happened the second I rushed in to pull Alina away from that crowd of guys at the bar.
The room was dim, lit only by the soft orange glow coming through the curtains. The rain hadn't stopped. It kept hitting the windows gently, like the night wasn't ready to let us go either.Alina was still asleep.She looked less like the girl who broke down in my arms earlier... and more like the Alina I remembered. The kind of person I'd wait for just so we could waste hours talking and laughing... the one who'd get mad at me for being just a few seconds late to our favorite spot or more like our hidden spot, the place only the two of us ever went to."Those were the days..." I whispered with a sad smile, as memories from ten years ago slowly came rushing back.I ran as fast as I could to the park, knowing Alina might get there before me again. And if she did, I was definitely going to be greeted by that signature scowl of hers, arms crossed, and probably with an eye-roll for extra effect.I scratched the back of my head, remembering what happened last time when she arrived before I
She didn't say anything after I told her that. She just kept crying, still wrapped around me like if she let go, I'd take her back to her father. I kept soothing her, running my hand gently through her hair, trying to calm her down. We stayed like that for several minutes.I knew it meant nothing to her.She had no idea that the pounding in my chest was just as loud as the rain hitting the car. Alina... if I hadn't been taken to America, would we still be the same? Would I still be the one you run to every time your father says something you can't take? The one who listens to all the things you can't tell to anyone else? The one who sees the real you?I could feel her sobs slowly starting to fade, the trembling in her body calming down by the bit. But even then, she had no intention of letting go. I gently brushed away the strands of hair covering her face and saw that she had fallen asleep again. I let out a deep breath and carefully adjusted her position. She had shifted slightly i
We started walking toward the parking lot, and she didn't pull her hand away... she just let me hold it until we reached my car. I don't know if it was the effect of the alcohol, but I couldn't bring myself to let go of her hand until I opened the door. She quickly sat down in the passenger seat while I walked around to get into the driver's side. Part of me wanted to punch myself. Why the hell was I even nervous? You're just taking her home, Leon. What else are you thinking? And I was honestly caught off guard when, as soon as I sat down, Alina was looking right at me. She was staring intently, and for a moment, it felt like I couldn't even move my hands. I know it's been years since I've been this close to her, but she still has that same effect on me. It felt like my whole system couldn't handle the way she was looking at me right now. "A Jaguar, huh?" I heard her say, her gaze no longer on me. She looked closely around the interior of my car, then suddenly smirked. "It's cool.
She only looked at me for a moment before quickly pulling her hand away again. I couldn't read her... I didn't know if she was angry that I dragged her out like that, or angry simply because she saw me. A sharp pain settled in my chest. Yes, it hurts knowing everything I've learned... but it hurts even more to see her trying to avoid me."What? You're going to tell Dad? Tell him I'm here in some bar, drinking and trying to forget?! I don't even know what I'm doing anymore! I've done everything just to get his attention! I follow everything he wants! But fuck, I feel like I'm about to explode from all of this!"That's when my drunken haze completely faded...she was crying... Alina was crying, right in front of me. I could see her finally breakdown and let out her anger, just like the very first time I ever saw and talked to her ten years ago."I do everything he asks! I always follow him, even if it means giving up what I truly want, because it's been drilled into my head that I have t
LeonI was in the office when my assistant, Marco, suddenly walked in. I didn’t bother to look at him and just kept reading through the other documents. He cleared his throat for a moment, and that’s when I finally looked up. As I stared at him, I could see the unease quickly spread across his face.Just how important could what he has to say be to interrupt me like this?“Ah, Sir Leon, the CEO asked me to let you know that you have somewhere important to go right now. He is already on his way down to the parking area and asked if you could hurry, please.” I didn’t say anything and just motioned for Marco to leave the room.What’s this important trip even for? And Dad had to ask my assistant to call me himself? Besides, why me? Isn’t it always Lance he brings along? To him, I’m nothing more than an eyesore anyway.I didn’t bother thinking about it anymore and just put on my coat. I walked out of my office and headed straight to the elevator. I was about to press the button when a hand