LOGINElodie
“God, Please…” I whisper shakily. “Don't take him from me.” I glance sideways at the man behind the wheel. The idiot who hit my son. His face remains pale, and there's blood near his temple. He holds tightly to the steering wheel. But it doesn't move me at all. I press my trembling hands in my chest, trying to steady the storm. This is his fault, his exact act of recklessness. And now I'm back to this city, this one place I swore I'd never set my foot in again. I can't run into Mason. I can't run into his wife. They must never find out about Liam. Not now. Not ever. To them, I must remain the barren ex. The woman they threw away like trash. Tension grows thicker in me, I grip the edge of my blouse in my fingers. Liam, I'll protect you. Even if I have to fight the devil himself. I will keep you safe. “Can you drive any faster?” I snap at him. Frustration rises within me the more I look at him. He blinks hard. “I apologise ma, I didn't mean to…” “Just drive.” I cut him off. “I didn't mean for this to happen,” he continues, “There was a car tailing me, and I...” “Drive.” I yell, louder this time. He nods quickly, raising one hand like he's surrendering. “Okay. Alright.” A few seconds pass before he says in a more quiet tone, “You can call me Travis.” “This isn't the time to know whatever you're called.” I spit. He goes silent. Good. I don't have the strength to argue. Liam is all that matters right now. I catch him stealing glances at me again. I hate it. I hate how calm he seems under all this. Then my eyes fall on his shiny, gold wrist —Rolex. Of course. He must have thought of himself as a God. I signed, throwing my face to the other side of the window. Rich, powerful and untouchable. Men like him always walk away clean. But not this time, not if Liam doesn't wake up. We arrive at the hospital a few minutes later. One of the best I have ever seen. The kind of place rich people trust with their lives. The ambulance pulls to a stop and the paramedics burst the doors open. They pull Liam's stretcher down with swift urgency. I run after them, with speed. “God, please…” I keep whimpering, asking God to spare his life. “Please let him live.” Inside the emergency department, doctors and nurses take over, gloves snap, and commands flying across the room. “We can take care of it from here.” a nurse says firmly, stepping in front of me. I try to move past but she blocks me gently. “Take that hallway, go to reception, and fill in your information…” I don't let her finish. I turn and race like a mad woman to the lobby, my feet barely touching the floor. My breath comes out in sobs. "Please nurse, where? where do I sign in? He's in the emergency room!" I say, pointing behind me. The receptionist stares at me without any further questioning and pulls out a big book. “Here.” she says, pointing to a particular corner of the form. I quickly scribble down my name, without any further pause to ask questions. “And here too,” she adds, tapping the far end of the page. “For who you brought in with you.” When I finish and return back to the waiting area, it's cold and too quiet. The seconds drag. I can't sit still, I pace back and forth in the room. Then a voice speaks. “Are you his mother?” I turn sharply. The man approaching wears a bluecoat and a kind face. “I'm Dr. Jerry, paediatric trauma specialist. He's in good hands.” “Please… do whatever you can to save him,” I whisper. “I'll be glad he survives whatever happened to him…” Before Dr Jerry can reply, another voice cuts in from behind. “His expenses are covered. Do everything.” I turn around. It's him. Travis. He steps forward, in a calm and composed manner, with a thick white bandage across his forehead. I'd forgotten about his injury. I was too focus on Liam. And still I am. Dr. Jerry gives a short nod. “We’ll do our best,” he says, then he leaves. I finally sit on one of the metal chairs but my knees won’t stop shaking. I try to pray but no words come out. Time melts away. A nurse appears suddenly. “Ma’am, your son needs blood. We need a donor urgently.” “Yes, take mine.” I say, standing immediately. She draws my blood and disappears. …. Minutes later, she’s back, too soon. “Your blood type doesn’t match. We need someone else…” My heart skips a beat. “My blood isn't a match?” “I’ll try,” Travis says, rising from his seat without hesitation. “I’m O negative. Universal donor.” I glance at him, stunned. Part of me wants to scream, You’ve done enough already. But another part, the part desperate to save my child lets him go. It is all a thought. He disappears into the hallway with the nurse. Somewhat strangely, I'm still grateful he is helping, I don't mind doing anything to save my child. I remain there, frozen, staring at the red light above the operating room door, and grip tight on the chair. Soon I bend forward and rest my head in my hands. I shouldn't have brought Liam here. But fate has a cruel way of dragging you back where you swore you’d never return. Mason can’t see me. He can’t see Liam. If he finds out the truth... No. I shake the thought away. Not now. Not when my son is lying on an operating table, fighting for his life. Then… “Elodie!” A voice yanks me from the fog. “No one knows my name at this place. I pray it's my thought, not reality.” I mutter to myself. “I pray I'm safe…” “Elodie!” the voice comes again, this time louder. I turn toward the sound and freeze. My heart stops.ElodieMy face brightens up as my eyes fall on her. Vivian.She’s standing not too far from me, blinking like she is unsure if It's really me.I gasp, as a warm relief wraps around me.At least… It's her. Of all people, it's her. “Vivian,” I breathe out, forcing a tired smile. “Why of all people?!”“Elodie? It's really you. What do you even mean?” she says, her voice shifting from surprise to excitement. Then she rushes forward.We fell into a hug. She wraps me tightly with joy. “You are the last person I expect to see here.” I answer, holding back the tears pressing up in my eyes.“It's been ages!” Her warm voice echoes. “You disappeared, girl. Without a word…”I smile exhaustively. “It's not what you think.”She pulls back from me a little, her eyes scanning me with that same old knowing look. “Then what is it?” She rolls her eyes playfully.“It’s been almost ten years since I last saw you.” She draws closer and hugs me again. I've missed you so much.”“I missed you too,” I whis
Elodie“God, Please…” I whisper shakily. “Don't take him from me.”I glance sideways at the man behind the wheel. The idiot who hit my son.His face remains pale, and there's blood near his temple. He holds tightly to the steering wheel.But it doesn't move me at all.I press my trembling hands in my chest, trying to steady the storm. This is his fault, his exact act of recklessness.And now I'm back to this city, this one place I swore I'd never set my foot in again.I can't run into Mason. I can't run into his wife.They must never find out about Liam.Not now. Not ever.To them, I must remain the barren ex. The woman they threw away like trash.Tension grows thicker in me, I grip the edge of my blouse in my fingers.Liam, I'll protect you. Even if I have to fight the devil himself. I will keep you safe.“Can you drive any faster?” I snap at him. Frustration rises within me the more I look at him.He blinks hard. “I apologise ma, I didn't mean to…”“Just drive.” I cut him off.“I
Travis“Any news yet?” Nathan's voice drifts from the other side of the phone, “Have you heard from…?”I shrug, swirling the wine in my glass. “Not yet.” “But it's been years, Travis,” Nathan says. “You don't even remember her face. Or her name.”“But I remember how I felt,” I murmur, a sad smile creeping onto my lips. “That night was the only time I've felt that way with another except Serena.”Nathan sighs. “Who chases an unknown shadow for Five years?”“A man who has nothing else that makes sense." I answer with a lower voice now.He softens, his tone calmer. “There are still good women out there. Women who'd treat you better, if…”“If I just let go?” I cut in, a bitter chuckle slipping through. “I already did that once. You saw how it ended.” He fell silent for a beat. “Serena betrayed you, yes I'm aware. But not every woman is like her.”My grip on the glass tightens. The pain is still there, buried under ambition and denial. “I know. But I can't fake closure.”Nathan groans l
ElodieMy inconsistency at the workplace has been piling up, and today is one of those days I have to send yet another email asking for permission to be absent.My finger glides across the red button and it clicks Send.I sit quietly, staring at the white ceiling of the hospital when the doctor walks in with a file and a wide smile on her face.That kind of smile that is either too good… or about a change in everything.“Congratulations, Elodie,” she says softly, “you’re pregnant.”My heart races, skipping a beat as I blink once.Twice.Then I laugh.Not a happy laugh. A bitter, cracked sound that makes the nurse beside her shift uncomfortably.“I think you're mistaken here,” I whisper, shaking my head. “I can't be.”But the smile on her face didn't falter. “I ran the test twice. You're eight weeks along. There's no mistake.”My throat tightens, and my fingers curl around the strap of my purse, squeezing it like I’m holding on to reality.Pregnant?Me?“How?” I squint as the word s
ElodieNow, here I am again… back at this monter’s home. My head is buried beside my neck.Words that cannot be uttered remain in my mind, pounding my heart as a pestle does to a mortar.Loud music fills the air, but somehow, it is no match for the voices screaming in my mind. I sit in the farthest corner, nursing down my third glass of tequila to dull the pain. I haven’t say a word. I just keep hearing the same three words over and over again:“Saviour… Pregnant…Married.”“Saviour…Pregnant... Married.” I keep on repeating the same thing.What do they take me for?A stinking, barren bitch?Really?I let out a deep breath. I shouldn't be drinking.Not after how badly it embarrassed me the last time, four years ago.He saved me that night… and wh..what did he make of it?He strips me of dignity and ruins me again.How could it be so easy for him to be done with me?Just like that.After three good years of my life?Mason used to be my safe place. My last resort, my only constant.What
Elodie“Happy anniversary bab—” The words die in my throat at the person who walks in behind him …The door has flown open with a loud thud, making me raise a hand to my chest, soothing my frightened heart.My eyes lit up, filled with smiles the moment my husband walked in, but then it faltered at the sight of her. “Serena.” I frown, taking in my threat of a step-sister.I blink to make sure I’m seeing very clearly.She grins, wide and malicious. “Elodie.”She’s truly here then, it’s not a figment of my imagination.“What are you doing here?” I snap, brows dipping in both confusion and irritation.I turn to my husband. “Mason, babe, what is she doing here?”He rolls his eyes. “Who gave you the right to question me or whoever I bring into my house?”“Serena.” I face my step-sister again, my patience wearing thin. “I asked you a question!”Before the words even land, a hand cracks across my face. Pain sear up my cheeks. “Are you out of your mind? Questioning my guest?” Mason roars.I f







