MasukI did have some confidence.. thinking about the little show I’d just pulled off.
Watching Johanna’s face twist at the gala had done something to me. It gave me a tiny hit of power. Just enough to feel like I hadn’t been swallowed whole by this world yet. But what I couldn’t really wrap my head around was what happened… with Ryan. I sat beside him in the car, hands folded neatly over my clutch. He hadn’t said a word since we left the venue. The same man who had just held my hand like it meant something in front of a hundred people was now sitting with his face turned to the window, jaw tight, arms resting on his lap. The silence wasn’t peaceful. It hummed. Tense. Awkward. I shifted slightly in my seat, then stilled again. My skin prickled from the weight of what he’d said. ‘She’s stunning. And very much mine.’ He didn’t have to say that. Not like that. Not with that look in his eyes. I swallowed, trying to focus on the city lights flickering past the window. It didn’t help. “Why did you do that?” I finally let out, asking quietly. Ryan didn’t move. Didn’t blink. “Do what?” I looked over at him. “At the gala. What you said to Johanna.” He glanced my way, then turned back toward the glass. “It needed to be said.” “That’s not an answer,” I said, a little sharper than I meant. Another pause. Then, still looking away, he said, “She was trying to get under your skin. I didn’t want her to win.” I frowned. “So it was strategy.” He didn’t reply. That made it worse. Not knowing if he meant any of it… or if I was just another chess piece on his board. Most likely, I was. I shifted again, crossing my arms. “You’re good at saying just enough to shut people up.” He finally looked at me. Not angry. Just… tired. “Lucia,” he said, voice lower now, “I don’t have the energy to explain things twice.” That caught me off guard. I turned away again. We stayed like that the rest of the ride.. him quiet, me overthinking. When we pulled up to the mansion, Isla, his househelp, was already waiting near the door. The car stopped, and a second later, the driver opened my side. I stepped out, legs still stiff from the tension. Isla gave me a polite smile and reached for the small bag I’d carried with me. “Welcome back, ma’am,” she said. I nodded, murmured a thank you, then turned as Ryan stepped out on his side. He didn’t even glance at me. “See you tomorrow,” he said simply, already heading for the front steps. That was it. Not “Goodnight.” Not even a look. Just… tomorrow. And then he was gone, his figure disappearing into the shadows of the hallway like the evening hadn’t happened at all. I stood there for a second, staring at the closed door behind him. The breeze tugged lightly at my dress. My hand still felt the weight of his fingers, even though they weren’t there anymore. I followed Isla inside. She walked ahead without saying much, only glancing back to make sure I was still behind her. At my room, she set my bag gently on the edge of the dresser. “Everything you need should be here,” she said. “Let me know if you need anything else.” I gave a small nod. “Thanks.” She left without another word. The silence in the room was heavier than usual. I kicked off my heels, shrugged out of the dress, and changed into a soft cotton robe. I sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the closed curtains. My head was buzzing again. I didn’t know if Ryan was protecting me or playing me. He was impossible to read. Calm one second. Cutting the next. Then saying things like “She’s mine” with a grip on my hand that felt too real to be fake. I stood up. The water dispenser in the corner blinked red. Empty. Of course. I grabbed the glass from the bedside table and stepped into the hallway. It was quiet.. too late for staff to be wandering. I remembered a dispenser downstairs, near the library. But my feet stopped halfway there. Instead, I turned left.. toward the study.. the one I had seen that file in.. that date. I didn’t plan to. Not exactly. But once I was moving, I couldn’t stop myself. The same hallway. The same soft scent of cedar and faint polish. When I reached the door, I paused. Locked. I hadn’t expected that. I pushed gently again just to be sure, but the knob didn’t turn. My fingers dropped from it slowly. Then a voice behind me. “Do you need something?” I flinched. Isla stood at the end of the hallway, dressed in a navy robe, barefoot. Her expression was unreadable. “I… I was just looking for water,” I said, voice quiet. “The one in my room is empty.” Her gaze lingered on the locked door for a moment, then back at me. “The kitchen’s down the other hall.” I nodded. “Right. Sorry.” She stepped forward, walking past the door without stopping. “You won’t find what you’re looking for in there,” she said casually. I turned to her. “What?” She stopped. Turned her head slightly. “The study,” she said. “It’s not the only place secrets are kept.” Her words were calm. Almost too casual. But they hit something in me. She gave me a small nod. Then walked off without another word. I stood there for a long moment, my fingers still brushing the seam of the door. My heart beat faster. Not the only place. That meant there was more. And if I wanted answers..about my mother, about Ryan, about everything.. I’d have to start digging deeper. Quietly. Carefully. Because if this house held secrets… Then so did the people inside it.First Person POV – LuciaI’d been in the room for hours.Fresh out of the shower, hair damp, now half-dry from the blow dryer I’d abandoned halfway through.The noise had helped, at first. White static against everything swirling inside me.But eventually I shut it off.And then it was just me. Sitting on the edge of the bed.Quiet outside. Louder than ever in my head.“Why do you think Ryan agreed to marry you?”Carl’s voice wouldn’t leave.That smug, deliberate way he’d said it. Like he knew something I didn’t. Like he was taunting me with it.I didn’t even trust him, but the words had taken root anyway.Digging deep. Making space.I kept replaying that moment downstairs. The way he looked at me. Like he pitied me.Like he already knew how this story ended, and I was the only one still pretending there was another chapter.My fingers twisted around the ends of my hair, tugging just slightly, like maybe the pull would quiet my brain.What if he’s right?What if this whole thing was n
First Person POV – LuciaRyan didn’t come back.I waited at the edge of the hallway for a few minutes, staring at the place where he disappeared with his phone pressed to his ear and that expression I’d started recognizing..tight jaw, furrowed brow, gaze already somewhere else.But this time, he didn’t come back.Instead, I heard the low rumble of an engine.I moved to the window and parted the curtain.Ryan’s car.It rolled down the driveway, black and sleek, disappearing before I could blink twice. I stood there, blinking once more just to be sure. No explanation. No note. No “stay inside” command like he usually throws my way.Just gone.I turned from the window and let the curtain fall back into place.Of course.Whatever that call was.. it had to be important enough to make him leave without telling me anything. My brain wanted to run with it. Wanted to panic. But I pushed it down. Hard.I made it halfway across the room when a knock hit the bedroom door. A soft, familiar rhyth
First Person POV – LuciaIt was dark. Too quiet. The kind of silence that made your ears ring like they were begging for sound.I was lying in bed, eyes wide open, flat on my back. Ryan was beside me, breathing deep and steady like always, his chest rising and falling like he had no idea the world was unraveling three inches to his left.Of course he didn’t.Of course he could sleep through this.My fingers gripped the edge of the blanket so tight it hurt. I wasn’t sobbing. Wasn’t panicking. But my skin felt wrong.. like it was stretched too tight over everything I didn’t want to feel.My mind wouldn’t stop.Lily’s words.That photo.The way my mother had smiled.. so young, so alive.. and the woman next to her... Ryan’s aunt.How the hell had he not told me?And what else hadn’t he told me?I turned my head just slightly and looked at him in the dark. He looked peaceful. Like he hadn’t kissed me like he meant it. Like he hadn’t touched me like I was real, like I mattered. And then
First Person POV – LuciaI stood there for a moment, arms wrapped around myself. But this time, I didn’t cry.I couldn’t.Something inside me had shifted. Not broken. Not shattered.Just… cold.Like the part of me that used to hope finally gave up and sat down.I looked at the clock on the nightstand, just to do something. Anything. But the buzzing in my hand pulled my attention down.1 new message.Aunt Lily"Lucia, we need to talk. Alone."I stared at it like it would rewrite itself.But it didn’t.It really was from her.Aunt Lily. Ryan’s aunt. The sharp one. The one who always had a glass of wine in her hand and a look in her eyes that made you feel like she knew things you didn’t want her to.Why was she texting me? And alone?My brows pulled together. The last time I spoke to her, at the dinner, she complimented my dress while clearly judging every breath I took.Still... I knew I couldn’t ignore it.I dragged myself into the bathroom, rinsed my face, tied my hair back into a n
First Person POV – LuciaThe first thing I heard was the sound of water running.It was faint at first, like it was miles away. But the steady rhythm grew louder as I blinked my eyes open, squinting against the soft morning light streaming in from the open blinds.The bathroom light was on.The shower was on.And then it hit me.Last night.I pulled the blanket tighter around me, suddenly too aware of the silence, the mess, the storm that hadn’t just happened outside, but inside me. My body ached in that unmistakable way—my legs sore, skin hypersensitive, lips still tingling from how his had moved against them.I wasn’t just tired.I was completely… stripped.Emotionally.Mentally.Physically.I’d let Ryan in.Willingly.And not just into my body.The thought alone made my chest pull tight.I lay there for a second longer, still trying to process it all. My heart was somewhere between confused and embarrassed—nostalgic and stupid.And it made everything worse that I couldn’t stop thin
Third Person POVLucia had barely stepped into the room behind Ryan when his voice came, sharp and waiting.“You think I didn’t see it?”She stopped near the door, her chest rising too fast. Her hands clenched at her sides.Ryan turned slowly, his jaw tight, the light from the overhead fixture catching in the sharp lines of his face.“You think I didn’t see him touch you?”Lucia swallowed, her throat suddenly dry.“It wasn’t—”“I’m not asking for explanations.” He took a slow step toward her. “I’m telling you: don’t let him do it again.”Her chest rose. “You don’t get to tell me that.”“Like hell I don’t.”“This isn’t—” her voice cracked, but she pushed through. “This isn’t real, remember? You said it. Over and over. This is an act. So why the hell do you care who talks to me or touches me?”Ryan stared at her, unmoving.When he spoke again, his voice was lower. Controlled. But the edge had sharpened. “Because I don’t want Carl in your ear. I don’t want you playing into whatever game







